shadow in daylight gl

The midwinter becomes warm and soft in the hot love.

Two weeks after Lu Linzhong's exam, An Huaixu's final exam also ended successfully, students left school one after another, and the whole city gradually had a New Year's atmosphere.

Lu Linzhong's home is in a small town in the south. After the holiday, the family called one after another to urge her to go back for the New Year. In this life, she has a warm and sweet ordinary family with loving parents and a beautiful atmosphere.

It's really much better than before.

One or two snowflakes streaked across the glass window and turned into faint water marks.An Huaixu has lived in Siming City for 16 years and has never seen snow in winter here, but in winter in Jincheng, there is always heavy snow.

An Huaixu's eyes floated, and he raised his eyes to look into the distance. The end of the city is the sea, and the end of the sea is connected to the dark sky.The wind and snow in Jincheng, everything in Jincheng is just a passing cloud to them, and there is no trace of the past.

She slowly closed her eyes, and the past, like sand deposited at the bottom of the water, slowly rolled up with the tide, and surfaced again.

The obsession in the bottom of the heart is like a gap in the porcelain, and the things she regretted in the past have gradually been filled up.

In her previous life, she naively thought that she could make up for the bitterness and helplessness of Lu Linzhong's parents' divorce and study in a foreign country. Later, she realized that no matter how hard she tried to love, she could only heal the wound in Lu Linzhong's heart.

Some people rejoice in their painful past achievements, mostly as a kind of self-consolation.

Given a choice, who wouldn't want to live a life of ease and security?Who is willing to experience heart-piercing pain again and again?

Thinking this way, shouldn't she be glad that Lu Linzhong hasn't remembered his past life yet?

Maintaining the status quo is not necessarily bad.

During class, they were busy with each other and cared about each other. On weekends, they went to the supermarket to buy vegetables and cook together. When they were resting, they curled up on the sofa to watch a movie, listen to a few love songs, and planned a trip for the coming summer.

She would chat with Lu Linzhong about her classmates, make lukewarm milk for Lu Linzhong, and show her thorough understanding of the law deliberately or unintentionally, enjoying Lu Linzhong's approving gaze.

The days rolled by from the established track day by day, Lu Linzhong knew her more and more, and gradually no longer regarded her as a "kid" who was only 16 years old.

A pair of vines that looked like aquatic flowers were slowly tightened from behind, wrapping around An Huaixu's waist, softly exhaling a charming and long-lasting breath in her ears: "What are you thinking?"

"you."

Lu Linzhong chuckled lightly, and lifted his chin that was resting on An Huaixu's shoulder. This kind of very solemn tone is really special when used in love words, although the routine is a bit rustic.

"Reluctance for me to go home?" Her voice was lazy and clingy, like a satiated cat leaning on a close person.

Not getting the desired response, Lu Linzhong bent his lips and teased An Huaixu, "I'll be back in half a month at most."

"A day feels long to me."

Lu Linzhong let out a breath, and the sweetness in his eyes almost burst out: "If your family hears your words, they will be sad."

"will not."

"Ok?"

"I see you are smiling very happily now."

family.

Lu Linzhong's heart surged slightly, this word is actually quite seductive.

She was secretly happy but frowned slightly, and said with a serious face: "Huai Xu, you are more and more able to take advantage of me."

"You let me do it."

The indoor lights projected the beautiful shadow of the two embracing on the glass window, Lu Linzhong's eyes and brows were smiling, An Huaixu was distracted watching.

What kind of words and sentences should be used to describe the beauty of Lu Linzhong, she pondered every word in her heart, she felt that what kind of brows and eyes are shining brightly; what kind of bright eyes are good-looking, and how sweet and charming she is.

No words can express the stars in her lover's eyes, the spring breeze at the corners of her lips, no matter which word or sentence, they can't compare to the half amazingness of the person in front of her.

Even if Lu Linzhong doesn't think of anything from now on, she won't force it anymore.

That's it, it's good.

The most important thing for adults is to learn to be content.

It has officially entered the twelfth lunar month before the school's winter vacation.

Lu Linzhong was thinking about An Huaixu's words, looked at the cliff mountains and ancient temples on the edge of the city and said softly, "Before I go home, I will accompany you to Minglu Temple to pray, okay?"

There is an old custom here in Siming. Ordinary people will go to the temple to offer incense and pray at the end of the year, and then go to ask for a fortune in the new year.

An Huaixu nodded, Lu Linzhong's eyes slipped, he suddenly stood up straight, put his hand on the top of An Huaixu's head and compared, "You can pray that you will grow taller, hahaha."

An Huaixu frowned, feeling a little annoyed when she thought about it, the three or four centimeters gap between her and Lu Linzhong couldn't be improved no matter how hard she exercised.

The two of them chased and fought around the living room for a while, An Huaixu threw Lu Linzhong on the sofa, hugged Wen Xiangnongyu, and the eyes of both of them were full of sparks.

Lu Linzhong narrowed his eyes, the thoughts of some adults are normal at her age, but her girlfriend still...

Lu Linzhong quietly pinched the yellow waste in his head, 16 years old is really too young.

She planted a soft kiss on An Huaixu's face like a touch of water, and wrestled out of An Huaixu's arms, poured a full glass of cold boiled water and drank most of it.

The living room fell silent, and there were occasional whistles from the distant city streets, making the winter night outside the window even more peaceful and quiet.

Lu Linzhong put the glass back on the coffee table with a gloomy expression, and said in a low voice, "I'm going to rest first."

The soft bedding kissed her soft skin, Lu Linzhong hugged the quilt to toss and turn, a void in his heart was pushed to the cusp, and he couldn't stop shouting.

Lu Linzhong couldn't help turning over, raised his hand to touch his lips, it seemed to be hot here, and the place where they had intimate contact on the sofa just now was also scorching hot.

Although the relationship has been established for a long time, but in the past few months, apart from the usual hugs and light kisses, they have never done anything more out of bounds.

A ray of light from the living room leaked through the crack of the door, thin and slanted, falling on the gap between the bed and the cabinet.Lu Linzhong couldn't stop thinking, what are the people sitting in the living room doing now?What are you thinking?Did you have the same thought as her just now?

The heartbeat rose and fell several times in succession, Lu Linzhong forced himself to close his eyes and not think about it, but the more depressed he became, the more he would think about it.

"Squeak..." The door was pushed open, and Lu Linzhong took advantage of the opportunity to turn on the bedside lamp.The bright light isolated them from everything around them, and the two looked at each other, each on the edge of the light.

An Huaixu was wearing thin pajamas, hugging the pillow, his eyes were as deep as the sea, and his voice was hoarse: "Can I sleep with you?"

Lu Linzhong sat up, half leaned against the head of the bed, and firmly refused: "No!"

"..." Her throat secretly slid down half an inch, her eyebrows were slightly loosened, and she explained to An Huaixu in a muffled voice, "You are still young."

An Huaixu concealed the clearness in his eyes, hugged the pillow and walked to the end of the bed, pretending to look at her blankly: "What?"

Lu Linzhong: "..." It didn't mean what she thought.

An abnormal blush appeared on Lu Linzhong's cheeks, his long fingers grabbed the pillow, and moved to the left to make room for An Huaixu.

Lu Linzhong smiled calmly, his tone was a little weaker than before: "I said you are very small, you should be able to sleep well."

"Oh." A shrewd look flickered in An Huaixu's eyes, and he curled his lips almost imperceptibly.

Taking off his shoes, and stepping on the light beige quilt with his two tender white feet, Lu Linzhong looked at An Huaixu's thin and slippery ankles and calves.

Look, she might be about to make a mistake.

She propped up her hands and moved quietly to the edge of the bed.

Lu Linzhong sighed silently in his heart, she should resolutely refuse An Huaixu's strange request to sleep with her, whether she can watch or not eat, it is really regrettable.

An Huaixu lifted a corner of the quilt, and Lu Linzhong was only wearing a smoke-colored loose nightdress, thin, and the soft material drew out exquisite curves against the skin, and the skin on the arms and chest was a faint cherry color.

Lu Linzhong turned off the bedside lamp.

An Huaixu quietly looked away, got into the quilt and lay flat on the other side of the bed, the flames that emerged were bit by bit bitten to death in the folds of the night.

The wide winter quilt covered An Huaixu's heaving heart, but the temperature of her body slowly rose, and through the material of her pajamas, she could still feel the rhythm in Lu Linzhong's body as before.

Lu Linzhong's long, loose curly hair fell on the pillow like seaweed, smelling her familiar hair fragrance, they seemed to have returned to Jincheng, to the small house she bought for Lu Linzhong, to the day before Lu Linzhong went to Shanghai for a business trip .

An Huaixu's heart ached, he uncontrollably raised his hand to put on Lu Linzhong's shoulder, and begged urgently, "Don't go."

The hand on her shoulder was so hot that Lu Linzhong froze and did not dare to move.

The story of lying on a bed unfolded, isn't it what she thought it would be?

Their relationship, their affection, inevitably leads the two to a more intimate realm.

"I'm here." Lu Linzhong's voice was low and hoarse, turning over to face An Huaixu.

Darkness enveloped the silhouettes of the two, and their vision gradually became clear. An Huaixu's eyes were like a swamp filled with wet water vapor, and if she was not paying attention, she would sink into the quagmire.

She has a bottom line and will not take the opportunity to bully children. Even if she desires An Huaixu in her heart, she should at least wait until An Huaixu becomes an adult.

But the hand that fell on her shoulder snaked down her arm, the hot fingertips transmitted desire to every pore of her, and a series of goose bumps arose wherever it passed.

The restless hand was still moving down, and finally landed on her waistline.After growing up, no one has ever touched her so intimately, and her body trembled, just like a dew-covered leaf shaking off sporadic diamonds in the morning.

"I miss you so much." An Huaixu closed his eyelids, carefully feeling the fleeting beauty of the moment when he boldly confessed his missing.

The love words in my ears seemed to touch the depths of my soul, I felt happy and satisfied for a moment, and I even wanted to cry.

Lu Linzhong's eyes narrowed slightly, and he buried his head in An Huaixu's neck, with a charming and lazy voice: "How much do you want?"

An Huaixu stretched out his hand to hold Lu Linzhong's cheek. How many years ago was the last time they lay together like this?

Her longing cannot be described by the length of time, nor can it be measured by the size of the container. In this small room, on the soft bed, she tightly embraced the unswerving love from the previous life to the present.

She has a pair of clear and drinkable eyes. In the past few years, these eyes have seen all the joys and sorrows in the world, mountains, rivers, lakes and seas, as if there is no boundary; but now, these eyes just accommodate the tender figure of her lover, But there is no half an inch of extra space to put down other things.

How much can I miss you?

Missing has no boundaries, and my love has no end.

An Huaixu's warm breath touched the side of Lu Linzhong's neck, and Lu Linzhong began to disarm and surrender in waves of scorching heat. After rounds of ideological struggles, she finally spoke with a hoarse voice.

"If you really want to, actually..."

An Huaixu slowly narrowed his eyes: "Actually?"

Lu Linzhong felt that sweat was dripping from every pore of her body, and her two slender legs were slowly brought together. She admitted shyly, "Well, I agree."

The people in her arms were a little embarrassed, and with every movement she made, the hem of her pajamas was tightened by Lu Linzhong.

"Are you nervous?"

"Aren't you nervous?"

An Huaixu frowned, suddenly realizing why Lu Linzhong was so nervous.

She slowly relaxed her frown, swallowed lightly, and bit the tip of her tongue hard. She really wanted to touch Lu Linzhong. The dark room can blur the outline of the person in front of her, but it can't hide the familiar fragrance of the other person.

For her, it is the lingering lingering of the previous life overlapping the throbbing of the present moment.But she was reluctant to ask Lu Linzhong so easily, even though Lu Linzhong had acquiesced that she could do so.

It's not just about age, she hopes that she can be responsible for the people in front of her, take on their future, and then fully own Lu Linzhong.

An Huaixu thought soberly and restrainedly, wait until next time, next time...

An Huaixu hugged the person in his arms tightly, kissed Lu Linzhong's bright forehead, and followed Lu Linzhong's words vaguely: "I am also nervous, and I may have to do a little homework for fear of hurting you."

"Pass the village"

An Huaixu said first: "There will still be shops."

"You are the only one who can talk." Lu Linzhong scratched her nose with a smile, his warmed body gradually calmed down, and he fell asleep peacefully with An Huaixu's arm on his pillow.

An Huaixu tucked up the quilt for her, walked into the bathroom with light steps, a gust of cool water poured out from the shower, and flowed down inch by inch along her skin, like a thirsty seedling in a wheat field, After being irrigated by the flood, it finally regained some vitality.

She stared at the more and more water droplets on the glass door, and let out a shallow sigh from the bottom of her heart. She would go to Minglu Temple to pray tomorrow. Apart from growing taller, she hoped that time would pass faster, and she wanted to be an adult sooner.

The next day, the sky was clear and clear, and the continuous rain that had lasted for nearly a week stopped temporarily, and there was a rare ray of sunshine on the sea to the east.

In the early morning, Lu Linzhong woke up hazily, and the quilt beside him was not much warm.

She has always been a light sleeper, and she is not used to sharing the bed with other people. Even in middle school, she rarely had a night talk with her girlfriends, but she slept very peacefully last night.

"are you awake?"

When Lu Linzhong lost his mind, An Huaixu gently pushed open the door of the bedroom.The soft morning light outlines the girl's charming body line, neat and clean.

On winter mornings, no matter how much the heating in the room is turned on, only the quilt is the warmest.Lu Linzhong pinched the corner of the quilt tightly, threaded his long fingers through the seams to smooth out his hair, and then curled up back in place.

An Huaixu's heart suddenly softened unbelievably. It turned out that some people would sleep in bed when they were in their twenties.

"I've already made breakfast." An Huaixu sat on the side of the bed, "Shouldn't it be earlier to pray?"

The person under the quilt moved, which was in response to her words.

An Huaixu left the room, waited for Lu Linzhong to change his clothes, and the two of them went out to take the car immediately after eating together.

Minglu Temple is located on a cliff near the sea in the outskirts of the city. Most of the locals take a car to the foot of Minglu Mountain and walk up slowly from the foot of the mountain to show their sincerity.

Even in winter, the temperature in Haicheng seldom drops below zero. The thin snow that flew yesterday melted into water before it piled up on the ground.

"Haven't you been here?" Hearing Lu Linzhong's words, An Huaixu was a little surprised.

Lu Linzhong is not a native of this city. He used to be in awe of the gods and Buddhas. Even though he has been in Siming for several years, he has never visited here.

"When I was born, an eminent monk came to my family and said that my horoscope was weak, so he gave me a name, and then told my family that I could not enter a temple before I was a minor, otherwise I would be taken away by the Bodhisattva."

There was a ripple in An Huaixu's heart. Lu Linzhong was not allowed to enter the temple easily. It must have something to do with that incident. She couldn't help asking: "Do you believe it?"

Lu Linzhong smiled slightly: "Later I was naughty, and I also went to the temple without telling my family, and there was nothing unusual."

It's nothing unusual. Lu Linzhong was afraid that An Huaixu was worried about cheating her. After entering the temple that time, she had a high fever for several days. She didn't know whether it was fantasy or reality. willing.After recovering, she never entered the temple again.

An Huaixu's eyes dimmed, Lu Linzhong didn't want to remember what happened in her previous life, she didn't force her anymore, since she had the bright sunshine now, why did she hold on to the wind and rain of the past?

The more time passed, the more she hoped that Lu Linzhong would not think about it.

The two walked up the steps at the foot of the mountain. An Huaixu talked to Lu Linzhong about some interesting things he had experienced from childhood to adulthood. The long climbing journey became relaxed and happy. It didn't take long for the dark red gate of Minglu Temple to appear at the end of his sight. .

Minglu Temple keeps burning incense all year round, and after the twelfth lunar month, there are more pilgrims than usual.

In the smoke-filled mist, the Sanskrit sound from the Buddhist hall came. Lu Linzhong stopped in his tracks. The rattling sound of the wooden fish and the mantra chanted by the monk touched her five senses at once.

The Sanskrit sounds seemed to be the ones she heard when she had a high fever, with the same intonation and content.

It is the mantra of rebirth.

Time and space transform, and the scene in front of me becomes blurred, unreal and real.

The salty sea breeze brings the waves against the cliffs, and the monk's kind face floats in the long Buddha's name.He stood in the elegantly furnished study room, put his palms together towards her, and recited a mantra of the wheel of death: "After the end of life, I will be transported to the country of Amitabha..."

when?

where?

What is it?

"what happened to you?"

Lu Linzhong came back to his senses, and hooked his lips at An Huaixu: "I'm fine."

An Huaixu raised his hand to touch her forehead, then touched his own, and after confirming that nothing happened, he donated incense money to the merit box, took the Buddhist incense and lit it, and pulled Lu Linzhong to stand reverently in front of the Buddha.

Lu Linzhong raised his head and looked at the majestic and solemn Buddha statue. He felt a strong panic in his heart, his body was in an ethereal state, and the Sanskrit sound in the Buddhist hall suddenly stopped.

The gorgeous and bright sunset of that day was reflected in front of her eyes.

The author has something to say: There are still two or three chapters, not many more.

In July, I will say goodbye to Boss Lu and Classmate An.