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"The boat has finally set off, and its goal is the vast sea. It is called a boat because it is really small, so small that it is difficult to carry a small mouse. But the boat still set off from the golden sandy beach, and he faced Facing the gentle sea with rippling blue waves, slowly, slowly entered the sea.

It is said that the sea is the sea because it is really big, so big that a small wave can overturn a boat that can carry people.But the sea is forgiving, and he allows boats that are very small to him to sail into the sea, although he has no steering wheel.

The boat was quiet at first, because he had no one to talk to, and he didn't know if he could talk.He traveled aimlessly, passing schools of tuna, crossing the bridge built for him by dolphins, stepping on the tip of the waves, and straying into the vortex in the center of the sea that made the ship terrible.

But all of this makes the boat feel that the sea is so beautiful, he tolerates everything, accepts himself gently, and even protects himself.For the first time, the boat had the urge to speak, and he really wanted to say thank you to the sea.Although he still doesn't understand the specific meaning of this term. "

Gu Zhan flipped through a thin book and leaned on the lazy sofa by the window.The voice was lazy, almost falling asleep.The rainy season has not yet passed, but the sunshine is very good today.Through the tulle curtains, the sun shines on Gu Zhan's body.

Zhou Muzhen supported his head, nodding his head little by little, his eyelids drooping.He looked at Gu Zhan now, as if he was dreaming.The spots of light were like a dream, dotted on Gu Zhanqing's body that had lost a lot of weight, as if Gu Zhan would disappear in the warm sunshine in the next second, and then never see him again.

Gu Zhan's lips were slightly purple, and his skin was paler than when he left.Looking at him like this, Zhou Muzhen felt that the other party was a child younger than himself.He crawled over and leaned against the other side of the beanbag.The sunshine was just right, and he couldn't help but rub Gu Zhan's neck.

The other party rubbed him back twice, and began to read in a drowsy tone again.Although he didn't know why Gu Zhan suddenly started studying, Zhou Muzhen hadn't seen Gu Zhan for two weeks.All he wanted now was to kiss him, or hug him.

But in doing so, it seems to show a sense of impetuousness that can't listen to the book seriously.

"The boat wanted to find the sea, but found that it was surrounded by the sea. He was everywhere, but he was nowhere to be found." Gu Zhan turned the page, seemingly tired.He put a bookmark between the pages and closed the book.

He tried to turn his head away, but he felt a soft touch on his neck. It was Teacher Zhou's lips, the softest and most comfortable lips.

Immediately, those lips seemed to grow consciousness, and began to fall on his earlobes and cheeks one after another.Gu Zhan looked over, and looked from Zhou Muzhen's pupils to the bottom of his eyes.That was me, the self who had been given an ultimatum.To have surgery, or not to have surgery?

"Mr. Zhou, if I die, can I be buried at sea?" Gu Zhan stared straight at him, looking at him with a serious expression that he had never had before.

"Mr. Zhou, if I die, can I be buried at sea?" Gu Zhan seemed to think that saying it once was not enough, so he said it again.

The look in the other party's eyes is puzzlement, doubt, and avoidance.

Zhou Muzhen only felt that the sunlight suddenly became dazzling, and the light reflected from the lens almost made him unable to see Gu Zhan.He didn't know what Gu Zhan meant by saying this, did he want to be buried at sea just because of a children's book called "Little Boat"?This is too strange.

How can people think about things after death when they are alive?

"No." Zhou Muzhen refused, even though he felt that someone had made such a request to him before, "It's fine, why don't you bury it..."

"I want to be buried at sea, Mr. Zhou." At this time, Gu Zhan seemed to have changed back to that clingy child, "Promise me, okay?"

"No!" Zhou Muzhen took a step back, and fell down on the cold floor.He got up quickly, and took a few steps back, as if he wanted to stay away from the dreamlike sunny garden.

"Teacher Zhou!"

"Don't." That feeling came again, like drowning and unable to breathe.He couldn't agree to Gu Zhan, this idea really lingered in Zhou Mu's mind, he had a bad premonition.In an instant, he seemed to hear an ambulance whizzing past his ears, and the warning sound was getting closer.

I seem to have heard it somewhere, where is it?

"Teacher Zhou?" Seeing Zhou Mu standing still, Gu Zhan panicked. He didn't expect his words to have such a big impact on Teacher Zhou.He put down the book, stood up quickly, and walked in front of Zhou Muzhen in two or three steps.

"You don't want to die." Zhou Muzhen hugged him suddenly, resting his chin on Gu Zhan's shoulder and neck, he could smell the familiar scent of disinfectant on Gu Zhan's body, even though he covered it up with perfume that he wouldn't normally wear , but that is the unique smell of long-term hospital stay, how can it be so easily covered up...