Reef

I don't know when the positions of the two of them were reversed, the warm embrace became Zhou Muzhen, and the cold one turned into Gu Zhan.Gu Zhan was like a fish that was sent to the edge of the beach by the waves and was about to be dried, bouncing hard to return to the sea, back to his water.He clearly smelled the faint smell of sandalwood soap on Teacher Zhou's body, which was the usual smell of Teacher Zhou.

"I also... don't want to die." Gu Zhan paused for a long time, so long that he himself wondered if they were forgotten by time.Teacher Zhou hugged him very tightly, just like he once hugged Teacher Zhou himself.He knew what kind of emotion it was, reluctance, sadness, and unwillingness.

"Gu Zhan, what's wrong with you?" Leaving his arms, Zhou Muzhen held Gu Zhan's shoulders, his eyes flicked back and forth on Gu Zhan's expressionless face, his brows were tightly frowned, like a small ditch that could be opened a small boat.

With such thoughts in mind, Gu Zhan suddenly laughed.But he didn't know that in Zhou Muzhen's eyes, he was like a ray of light that couldn't be caught, and would be covered by dark clouds anytime and anywhere.

"Gu Zhan, look into my eyes." Zhou Muzhen said in a serious voice, "I'm sorry I forgot something, but I must know what's wrong with you now."

Gu Zhan didn't answer Zhou Muzhen's question directly, but pointed to his chest, where his heart lay.

"It might not be happy that I didn't take good care of you, so it's leaving."

"No." Zhou Muzhen hugged Gu Zhan again, "No...you take good care of me, there must be... there must be a way."

"Mr. Zhou, if I am on the operating table now, the chance of success is only 35%." Gu Zhan murmured, "I would rather spend more time with you than fight against death in the hospital. You know, None of us can escape, so I hope that when I die, you can bury me at sea."

"Stop talking..." Zhou Muzhen shook his head, "Why don't you want to stay with me for a while longer? Once on the operating table, you have a chance to extend your life, don't you?"

"The chances are too small... Teacher Zhou, I don't want to sacrifice the time with you to take risks." Gu Zhan broke away from Zhou Muzhen's arms, "And I don't want to abandon her, I don't want Anita to lose her last right to exist."

The strings in Zhou Muzhen's mind were tightened, he doesn't remember Anita at all now, why should he let this person he has forgotten control Gu Zhan's life!

"Gu Zhan, I have already forgotten everything about the past." Zhou Muzhen said, "I am destined to forget everything, and I am destined to abandon the past. But Gu Zhan, you don't have to make sacrifices for my past. ! You have the right to pursue life, why not pursue it! I want you to live more, not Anita as you said!"

Gu Zhan felt that his current expression must be extremely ugly, his nose was extremely sour, and his eye sockets were extremely red.He raised his hand and wiped his dry eyes, pretending that he had shed tears.Yes, his Teacher Zhou has nothing left, but he still stubbornly wants to take away his last support.

But even if he has undergone the operation, he can only live for ten years at most... But Mr. Zhou still has many ten years. Every time he performs a transplant operation, the probability of success is even lower, and it is impossible for him to live a long, long life Fate.

"Go for surgery." Zhou Muzhen covered Gu Zhan's hair with his palm, "I will wait for you to come back to listen to my game, and I will reserve the best position for you."

Gu Zhan pursed his lips: "If..."

"No if." Zhou Muzhen interrupted Gu Zhan, stopping him with a soft kiss.Gu Zhan has a strong smell of disinfectant water on his body, as well as the warm smell of the sun.He suddenly realized that maybe this is the taste of love.He suddenly wanted to continue to listen to Gu Zhan reading in that lazy tone, so that the time in the afternoon would become very slow.

So slow that he would mistakenly think that he got more time with Gu Zhan.