Love is worse than nurturing

Song Jiyang had a nightmare for two full years.

In the past two years, he has never seen Gao Han again. His memory is being forgotten every day, and the things he believed in in the past are becoming more and more illusory. He is really afraid that one day he will not be able to remember what Gao Han looks like at all. Forget the name.

He forced himself to think back every day, he wrote a diary and recalled every detail over and over again, even if it made him fall into the same nightmare every night, dreaming of the cold lake and people who couldn't be stopped.

Even in a masochistic manner, Song Jiyang gritted his teeth and carved this name into his blood.

He will never forget.

Song Cheng didn't know what happened to his younger brother, he had nightmares for many years, he refused to tell him what dreams he had, and he never obeyed when asked him to see a psychiatrist.

Song Cheng himself asked a psychiatrist that such long-term nightmares would definitely affect his mental state.

Song Jiyang was fooling around in front of his parents, and Song Cheng didn't dare to tell his parents about his situation without his younger brother's consent.

On the one hand, Song Cheng respected his younger brother, on the other hand, he was worried about aggravating Song Jiyang's condition.

Song Cheng knew Song Jiyang's circle very clearly, and Song Cheng was taking care of his business affairs, so it was impossible for him to encounter any unbearable work pressure, and Song Cheng worked overtime for his younger brother, just to relieve Song Jiyang pressure.

It's even more impossible emotionally, not to mention his partner, Song Jiyang hasn't even made two more friends in the past two years.

Even if Song Jiyang dared not go home due to the urging of the marriage at home, Song Jiyang was determined to be a diamond king, and would rather hide at home and cook than meet the blind date arranged by his parents.

Song Cheng didn't dare to force Song Jiyang, and Song Jiyang refused to say anything, so he remained in a stalemate.

Song Jiyang didn't want to say it, he knew he said it, and Song Cheng might force him to see a psychiatrist.

No one would believe that there was such a person as Gao Han, they would only hypnotize Song Jiyang repeatedly, it was his fantasy and it was false.

But Song Jiyang knew it wasn't, and he wanted to remember Gao Han with his blood in his mouth.

If, if he really forgot, Gao Han would really not be able to come back.

Song Jiyang hung up his elder brother's phone call, and nestled in the sofa again.

At this time, on the other side of the city, Gao Han was checking a certain degree with his mobile phone.

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Gao Han closed the browser blankly, turned on the faucet, and the tap water flowed into the glass with milky white foam.

Only the last pack of instant noodles is still expired. It seems that no matter which world you are in, Gao Han cannot escape poverty.

Holding the cup and drinking the water in one gulp, Gao Han looked around the house.

The house is not big, but it is empty. There are not all the furniture that should be there, and there are no special personal decorations. It looks like a hotel that can be checked out at any time.

Gao Han has only seen such things as death and resurrection on TV, maybe God also felt that he was blind, and specially provided Gao Han with another life.

He clearly felt that he had died at the bottom of the lake, but it was like a long dream, and when he woke up, he was in another place.

He has a completely different identity and lives a completely different life.

Like a fucking dream.

Music suddenly sounded in the empty room, and the phone was pulled out from under the sofa with great effort, and the word Mingxi was lit up on the screen.

As soon as he picked it up, a young voice hurriedly said, "Brother, are you up yet? The stylist we're dating suddenly couldn't come. I brought Nana to the rescue. Get up quickly and we'll be there soon."

As if it was something urgent, Gao Han hummed and hung up the phone.

While Gao Han was staring out the window in a daze, Ming Xi arrived with Nana.

Ming Xi is Gao Han's assistant, and Gao Han didn't even get involved in a serious company, nor did he have a manager.I usually have occasional trips, and I always look for a stylist.

Because the cooperation is not stable, people sometimes open the skylight temporarily. Nana often comes to the rescue. The girl is quiet and quiet, and she does things quietly and neatly. It is better than Gao Han and Ming Xi two big men messing around.

"Brother, for our two o'clock event, take a taxi for half an hour, arrive an hour earlier, and leave the house before 12:30."

Mingxi has a baby face with a small face, and she is also small. Nana is a girl with airy bangs wearing big-frame glasses. She doesn't talk much and is very focused on makeup.

"Okay." Gao Han took the information in Ming Xi's hand, it is a popular clothing brand.

"It's just to stand on stage for the business's activities. The host may do a small interview. By the way, Zhao Bingbing, the actress who recently released the new online drama "The Harem Concubine", also went. If you meet me, remember Stand a little farther away, so as not to say that we are rubbing the heat, her fans are quite fierce."

Nana took a lip brush to apply the lipstick, and gently raised Gao Han's chin with her left hand: "Brother, I'll put some... red on your lips."

Gao Han was listening to Ming Xi's words. In order to cooperate with Nana, he turned his eyes back and raised his chin slightly, lowered his eyelashes and raised them again, watching Nana put on lipstick on him.

The eyelashes, which were not curled up, were surprisingly thick because of the blinking movement, casting a shadow over the eyes like crow's feathers.

"Forget it, put some lipstick on. Lipstick is too girly and not suitable, brother, what do you think?" Nana changed her mind.

"It's all fine." Gao Han has no experience with Momo Huahua, and doesn't care how Nana transforms.

Nana put on the lipstick bit by bit, and saw that her thin lips became moisturized, with a light powder: "Brother Gao Han will become popular soon, and I can be called a star makeup artist when I go out to pick up jobs."

"My brother is so handsome, he will definitely be popular and popular." Ming Xi said it very seriously.

The most indispensable thing in the entertainment industry is good-looking skins. Many gods and goddesses who are not bad in real life become passers-by when they are thrown into the entertainment industry.

Gao Han has no plans for the future for the time being, and takes one step at a time.

The event really didn't have much content. He took two steps on the red carpet to take pictures for the reporters invited by the brand, signed his signature on the signature wall, and the host gave a few polite greetings. He could still handle this scene.

After Gao Han left the stage, he went back to the backstage lounge. The brand only prepared a lounge. After Gao Han had been sitting for a long time, Zhao Bingbing came in and sat on the sofa on Gao Han's left.

Before Zhao Bingbing came, he heard that Gao Han would come, and secretly sighed that it was unlucky, and only hoped that Gao Han would not do anything wrong, but today Gao Han was surprisingly well-behaved.

To be precise, he didn't even give her a wink, as if there was only one person in the lounge.

Gao Han rests his left leg on his right leg, leaning on the sofa and flipping through his cell phone. There are not many people in his address book, they are all edited by Director Li Zhang and the like, and there are a few that look like friends' names, but they look like parents, mothers, brothers and sisters Didn't see any names like that.

Gao Han clicked into the browser for the third time to search for his own information. On a short page, he wrote his thin resume. Gao Han scrolled down and stopped at the word "orphan".

After watching for a long time, Gao Han snorted lightly, it was fate, and he couldn't escape.

Zhao Bingbing was flipping through a magazine on the surface, but he was observing Gao Han from the corner of his eye. His legs were too long. Is it because of his sitting posture?

Zhao Bingbing secretly adjusted his sitting posture, with his legs stretched out sideways, which seemed to be longer.

Looking quietly over again, Gao Han has put away his mobile phone and closed his eyes to rest his mind. He is a tall and thin man, with his eyes closed and his brows furrowed in a false sleep, exuding an aura of not getting close to strangers all over his body.

Gao Han couldn't see with his eyes closed, and Zhao Bingbing looked at Gao Han more boldly. He used to think that this person hated him and didn't look at him seriously.

Now it seems that it is a rare good color.

Actors are different from actresses. The more beautiful an actress is, the better. An actor who is too good-looking is just a burden.

But Gao Han is different. There should be no director who refuses such a good appearance. Even if it is just a vase, many audiences will pay for it.

In an era where appearance is paramount, good looks are productivity.

Strange, so good-looking, why didn't Zhao Bingbing notice it before.

He grows up like this and still gets along in a tepid way, what kind of memorization does he have to look like.

The light in the lounge was a bit harsh, and Gao Han closed his eyes for a while, feeling restless and always feeling trapped in his chest.

Ming Xi knocked on the door and came in and called him: "Brother Gao Han, we can go."

The moment Mingxi knocked on the door, Zhao Bingbing looked away and stared at the magazine in his hand. Gao Han stood up and walked to the door, hesitating for a moment and turning around: "Miss Zhao, I'm leaving first."

Zhao Bingbing pinched the pages of the book with her fingers before raising her head: "You do what you want." Gao Han nodded before pushing the door out, and Ming Xi followed closely: "Sister Bingbing, let's go first."

"Ok."

Zhao Bingbing withdrew her hand, there was a shallow crease on the page, touched the pale pink earlobe, and coughed, what kind of name is Miss Zhao or something.

The two took the elevator to the basement floor, Ming Xi went to drive, Gao Han stood and waited for him.

A car drove over, Gao Han took two steps back to give way, and the car parked in a parking space not far away.

The driver was in a suit and leather shoes, got out of the car and opened the door for the person in the back seat, and Ming Xi greeted him: "Brother, get in the car!"

Gao Han withdrew his gaze and got into the car.

Song Jiyang, who got out of the car over there, only saw an unforgettable side face. At that moment, Song Jiyang chased after him, but the car picked up the speed very fast, and he didn't even notice that someone was chasing after him, and he disappeared in a blink of an eye.

After Song Jiyang chased for a distance, the driver closed the car door and quickly followed, but he still couldn't catch up. Song Jiyang put his hands on his knees and panted heavily, his eyes still fixed on the direction in which the car disappeared.

"What happened, do you need to call the police?"

The driver looked nervous, if something happened to Song Jiyang when he was with him, he would lose his job.

Song Jiyang straightened up, "It's okay, I saw an old friend."

The driver followed behind Song Jiyang, muttering in his heart why the old man was so anxious to see him.

But he is well aware of a driver's job, the boss's privacy will never ask, only in this way can he last for a long time.

The driver couldn't see what kind of monstrous waves Song Jiyang was causing. His rationality told him that maybe this was another stranger who looked alike, so don't expect too much.

Just like countless times in the past two years, when Song Jiyang tried to find a similar figure, he always experienced greater disappointment after great joy.

Countless failures were enough to calm him down, but this time, his intuition was trembling.

In the first second when he saw that side face, every nerve in him was clamoring, it was him, this time it must be, catch up.

Song Jiyang raised his legs and chased after him before his reason came to him.

Although he was lost after chasing him, Song Jiyang couldn't wait for a second when he thought that this was the most certain time he had done, so he immediately contacted him to check the identity of the other party.

Gao Han deserves to be on the [-]th line, and since he won't be working anymore, he simply gives Mingxi a holiday.

Soon he was surprised by his own poverty. After all, in Gao Han's perception, he was an actor anyway, so how could he be so poor that he couldn't even afford Ming Xi's salary.

Even if Gao Han is unwilling, he still has to move bricks to eat and live. The bricks in the entertainment industry are not so easy to move, and there is no income without notice.

Except for going to the supermarket sometimes or throwing out trash, Gao Han never went out until a phone call came.

The other party claimed to be the casting director of "A Floating Life" and invited Gao Han to audition tomorrow.

"Floating Life" is a fairy-tale drama based on the popular novel of the same name. Gao Han saw the news on Weibo that he had recently started preparing for the crew. The other party's ability to directly call Gao Han's cell phone should not be fake.

But with such a hot IP, it is reasonable to say that Gao Han is not qualified to audition, let alone take the initiative to call to invite him. The director means that someone recommended him.

He has no background, and no friends he knows, who could it be?

After receiving Gao Han's reply, he hung up the phone. The young man on the other side refilled Director Li's tea and thanked his uncle.

"Okay, I'll let you come to the house to play. If you don't come, let me do things for you as soon as you come. I think I will only remember that I am your cousin if you need it." Director Li took a sip of tea.

"Where is it?" The handsome young man smiled: "I didn't beg you a few times, why did you label me so big."

After reading the original book all night, Gao Han took Mingxi to the audition place the next day. If he didn't start work, his little savings would really be wiped out.

When we arrived at the audition set, there were already many people present. Director Li's plays were not very attractive to first- and second-tier actors, but for these young actors, it was a good opportunity to gain popularity. The brick that knocked on the door of a great director.

Gao Han and other actors who auditioned were arranged in the rest room, each with a number, and the assistant would call them.

The audition started, people went in and out one after another, everyone's face was not very good-looking, and the rest were also anxious,

Gao Han didn't look nervous at all, he flipped through the script provided by the staff, trying to figure out which passage he would get in the exam.

When Gao Han was called, the other actors seemed to have discovered such a person. After all, he had been sitting in the corner, not talking, and his presence was as low as that of a staff member.

After seeing Gao Han's appearance clearly, the rest of the actors were shocked.

The rest of the people looked at each other, no matter what role Gao Han auditioned for, it was a threat to them, the director would not reject an actor with an extremely superior appearance, so superior that he dared to compete with them for hours of intensive training without makeup.

Artists are good-looking, but there are not many who really dare to show up without makeup. The younger the artist, the more concerned about his own image management, for fear that if he is photographed ugly that day, he will never have the chance to become popular again.

Gao Han walked in, the director and screenwriter sat in a row, and there was a very good-looking man, restrained but always attractive.

"Hi director, I'm Gao Han, 186 in height and 60kg in weight, and I want to play the role of Li Yuanbai."

Li Yuanbai was just a supporting role, and Director Li thought he would try the protagonist if he specially asked him to invite him.

Director Li picked up his resume and looked at it. There was nothing there, no wonder, probably because he felt that he had nothing to support this drama.

"Try the scene where Li Yuanbai gets drunk, get ready."

A staff member who took part in the show signaled to him that Gao Han could use his five senses to find out how he felt, and signaled that it was time to start.

Li Yuanbai's drunkenness is considered to be a relatively important scene for this role. As the hero's good friend and junior, Li Yuanbai has always had a little inexplicable thoughts about the hero Qiu Yiming, but the hero doesn't notice it.

And after the heroine came online, Qiu Yiming, who is a master of martial arts, became more and more intimate with the heroine, and was seen by Li Yuanbai. The delicious Li Yuanbai hinted to Qiu Yiming through a drunk He expressed his heart, but was rejected.

This is a bit difficult to pass the review, but as long as he is determined to be a brother, there is nothing to do. After all, the original book is written in a vague way. Every word talks about love, but every word reveals Li Yuanbai's ulterior motives.

Many fans of the original book are raving about this pair of CPs. If Gao Han is qualified for this role, it can also make up for Li Yuanbai's difficulty.

When Li Yuanbai appeared in the original book, there was not much description of his appearance, but this paragraph is clearly written, and Li Yuanbai's drunkenness is written in every detail.

What is the sunset glow falling on the temples, the fog is hazy, the author is afraid that Li Yuanbai is not drunk enough, so the scene depicted is delicate and realistic.

Gao Han just relied on his own instinct to interpret Li Yuanbai's drunk state, but the staff at the scene looked straight at him.

Beautiful people are beautiful in everything they do. If Gao Han is playing Li Yuanbai, then Qiu Yiming is ignorant of flattery, the staff at the scene thought so.

The director nodded, yes, he has talent, not to mention his superior appearance can kill most of his competitors in seconds.

Gao Han stood up and bowed to take the curtain call: "Thank you director."

The author has something to say: Thank you, sir, for forgiving my poor writing.