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In addition to the computer and the wardrobe, there is only a double bed in the exhausted room, light gray solid wood furniture, and blue cotton sheets as blue as the sky. It is simple, neat and clean.

Empty, cold, without a trace of popularity.

He has none of the hobbies that a high school boy should have. There are no hanging statues of goddesses and idols, no robots and anime models, no headphone music, no skateboards, no basketball and football. It seems that it is just a place to change clothes and sleep.

Ji Han felt slightly uncomfortable and asked, "You have lived here since you were a child?"

"No..." Lou Jin's voice was emotionless, "This is just my dad's villa, my family is not here."

He lifted the quilt and got in, lay down on his side, and gave Ji Han a back.

Ji Han hesitated for a moment, then lightly lay down under the quilt as well.He usually doesn't like to sleep with people, but now he's in a very different mood... It's not clear, at least he doesn't have any psychological barriers.

Lou Que stretched out his arm to turn off the bedside lamp on his side, and said softly, "Do you still want to read?"

Ji Han lightly turned over the paper of the novel in his hand: "I'm used to it, I'll go to sleep after reading it for a while."

Lou Que turned his back to him and didn't make a sound, but after a while, he slowly leaned his head over: "What are you looking at?"

Ji Han showed him the paper: "... a detective novel."

Lou Que whispered, "What did you say?"

Ji Han smiled and said, "Would you like to watch it together?" Lou Jin's head was at his waist, within reach, and Ji Han's hands started to feel rough again, and he unconsciously rubbed his soft hair: "This man's writing style is very special. Well, we can watch from the beginning together."

Lou Jin's body trembled slightly, and it took him a long time before he said sullenly, "Who wants to watch it with you."

But his head rested lightly on Ji Han's body without separating.

Ji Han felt turbulent in his heart, and rubbed his hands on top of Lou Jin's head without haste.

The youth's fresh breath lingered in his nostrils, and he parked his body beside him defenselessly, his appearance was cold, but his heart was as fragile as ice.Ji Han was a natural companion, but Lou Jie didn't know that they looked like a straight man lying next to an underage young girl, or a girl who lacked love, and they were simply inviting people to commit crimes.

Ji Han's eyes were fixed on the book, but his heart was completely elsewhere, and his body couldn't help but react.He frowned slightly, and suddenly smiled and threw the book to him: "I'd better sleep on the sofa in the living room tonight, you can read it yourself. The writing is good and the plot is good, you can't stop reading it."

Lou Jin was half-sitting silently, but the sound of the rain outside suddenly became louder, and the wind gusts made the windows rattle.

Ji Han immediately looked out the window, frowning tightly.

Lou Que lowered his head and said, "I only have this quilt left at home. It's windy and rainy tonight, so it must be cold to sleep on the sofa. You have to go to class tomorrow, what if you catch a cold?"

Ji Han's eyebrows formed the shape of Sichuan.He felt like he was stuck between two solid rocks, caught between two hard rocks, between burning with lust and freezing cold.

Finally he sat down, smiled and said, "Then we won't read books tonight, let's sleep."

Don't have direct contact with him, just go to sleep at the head office, right?

So the two of them lay down again, and the Chu River Han border was drawn invisibly, leaving half a meter between them.Both of them turned their backs to each other, did not speak, and the atmosphere became more and more calm.The tension in Ji Han's heart slowly relaxed, he turned over and looked up at the ceiling, and said softly: "There is something strange... I read your exam papers for the first year of high school entrance exam these days, when you His name is Lou Jinyu, why is it called Lou Jinyu now?"

The meaning of "Qingyu" is so good that there is only one word "Qing" left, which is always difficult to understand. "Qing" means "exhausted", which means ominous, who would name such a child?

Lou Que was silent for a while: "...I told you not to laugh."

"Don't laugh." Ji Han was ready to laugh.

Lou Que said softly: "When I was 15 years old and entered high school, my parents originally wanted to take me to the police station to get an ID card, but my father and mother had a quarrel the night before and dropped some things. After my father left at night When I didn’t come back, my mother took me to get an ID card. She was not in a good mood that day, and her spirits were not good, and for some reason she missed a word ‘yu’.”

Ji Han wanted to laugh but couldn't, he thought carefully about the meaning of the two names, and suddenly felt sore in his heart.

"You wanted to commit suicide by jumping into the sea that day...was it because of your parents?"

Lou Jin didn't speak, and the room was silent.

After a long time, a head slowly came up on Ji Han's shoulder: "Mr. Ji... I know you want to encourage me to study and face life, but there are some things that I can't face. When I think about it, I feel pain and want to give up like this. .”

Ji Han was silent for a moment, half sat up and said softly: "Those things that you can't face, try to forget them temporarily, okay?"

"What do you mean?"

"I once learned a set of psychological suggestion methods, which can temporarily block and forget the painful memories that I don't want to recall, and set a time limit. When the time comes, or when you are able to face it and are mentally prepared, those The memory can be restored automatically. You are too young now, if you face and solve it ten years later, it may be different."

"Forget those painful things?"

"Forget it temporarily." Ji Han looked at his face, "Would you like to try?"

Lou Que was silent for a while, then nodded lightly: "Yeah."

Ji Han was a little excited: "Humans have three layers of primary consciousness, deep consciousness and subconsciousness. This kind of psychological suggestion is to lock up the memories you don't want to remember and expel them to the subconsciousness. It is completely out of the undeveloped level now, no Know what the situation is, but it can be controlled through psychological suggestion similar to hypnosis."

"Ok."

Ji Han pressed him on the bed, half-sitting and said slowly: "Now close your eyes, relax your body, and relax slowly...don't think about anything, my voice is your guide...you just slow down your mind. Slowly go back to those memories that you don't want to remember, the most uncomfortable memories you don't want to face... see?"

There was a trace of pain on Lou Jin's face: "Hmm..."

"where is it?"

"...the living room at home."

"Who is there?"

"parents."

"What are they doing?"

"..."

Ji Han's voice was deep and low: "It's okay if you don't want to say it...don't go to see them now, lock the door of your house, hold the key tightly in your hand, don't lose it, and don't let your parents go out...OK Yet?"

"Um……"

"Fine... now you go into your room, walk in slowly, don't look at your parents, don't bother anyone, then you turn around, lock the door of your own room, stop inside... ok ?"

"Um……"

"You are alone in the room now, string the key of your room with the key of the door, don't lose it, hang it on your chest..." Ji Han looked at his face, "Did you do it?"

"Ah."

"Now take a sharp knife from the table and carve ten marks on the wall."

Lou Que was silent for a moment: "It's done."

"You have no concept of time in the room, you are tied up with the most painful memories, you don't want to open the door, and you don't want to go out to face it. But you have to know that you should rest, read, and sleep well. Every year, the One trace will disappear automatically, and when all of them disappear, you will use the key to open the door of the room, open the door, and walk out of the memory again."

"Um……"

"Okay... now go to bed and sleep."

Lou Que sat quietly, making no sound at all.

The long needle moved fifteen grids slowly on the clock, Ji Han looked at the time and snapped his fingers lightly by his ear: "Get up."

Lou Que slowly opened his eyes when he heard the words, feeling a bit dazed in a daze.

Ji Han said softly: "The building is exhausted...do you still feel uncomfortable?"

Lou Jin's thoughts were a little confused, and he looked at him thoughtfully: "It's a little uncomfortable... but I don't know why."

Ji Han lightly patted him on the shoulder, a little embarrassed: "Actually, I'm just learning hypnosis too, just scratched a little... If you want to recall it now, or want to recall it anytime when you're ready, I can hypnotize you again." try."

Lou Que bowed his head in silence for a while, and finally said, "I don't want to think about those things for now."

Ji Han breathed a sigh of relief, feeling inexplicably relaxed, and wiped the fine sweat from his forehead: "Today is too tired. It's late, I have to go to class tomorrow, let's go to bed."

Looking out of the window, Lou Jie felt that the wind and rain were gradually subsiding, and even the sea water was slowly calming down.

The author has something to say:

Let me explain that others cannot break the hypnosis and call out Zhenshui Wuxiang, because others do not know the state of the hypnosis, nor do they know where the key to open the door is.