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Lou Jin's mood is indeed much calmer. Although he still sits by the window and stares at the sea from time to time, he is much more cheerful and gentle than before.Even so, he still didn't want to go out, he just wanted to stay in the villa with Ji Han.

Ji Han thinks that the biggest change in him is that he is more pampered than before.

The cooking is much richer than before. Although he refuses to admit it verbally, he waits for Ji Han to come home every day before starting.Because I accidentally discovered that Ji Han likes dairy products, every night I warm a cup of milk and put it on the table before going to bed, but I just don't bring it to Ji Han.

Even though he forgot the most painful memories, Lou Jie still experienced a lot of uneasiness.Ji Han accidentally saw the scars on his body, which were shocking and mottled, which should be the result of being abused.Ji Han questioned him once, Lou Jie only said that he injured himself, and kept silent.But these memories can't be erased, I'm afraid Louqian still doesn't feel safe.

Some scars can be healed slowly, but it takes time.

And time is what Ji Han lacks.

The document from the Education Committee has been issued, and Ji Han will be transferred in a few days, and he is feeling very upset.This young man seemed to have taken root in his heart, he felt a little bit reluctant when he thought of leaving, and wished he could take him away with him, but his thoughts on Lou Jincun were a bit shameful, but he didn't know what this young man was thinking?

A 17-year-old child, who is underage, will soon face the college entrance examination, and his sexual orientation is unknown. Even if Ji Han has any thoughts that he shouldn't have, he should still have them in his heart... right?

This afternoon, it was time to say goodbye.

Ji Han felt a little restless all day long, as if he wanted to hold on to something but felt powerless.When he returned to Louqin's villa in a daze, Louqin was busy in the kitchen, he didn't know what he was doing, and the smell of fresh milk was overflowing in the kitchen.

Ji Han smiled and said, "What are you doing?"

Lou Que came over with a bowl of steaming food in his hands, took a spoonful of it to Ji Han's mouth, and said with a little expectation, "Try it and see how it goes."

Ji Han looked into the bowl and said softly, "Stewed milk? You just learned it?"

"Ah."

Ji Han took a sip and praised: "It tastes good."

"Really?" Lou Hao took a mouthful with a spoon and put it into his own mouth, raised his eyebrows and said, "I tried it three times, only this time the effect is okay."

With a smile on the corner of Lou Jin's mouth, he took another sip and sent it over.Ji Han would never use a spoon that was licked by others. For some reason, he had no psychological barriers in front of Lou Jie, and opened his mouth to swallow it.

The two stood by the kitchen table, and you drank the stewed milk one by one.

Although Lou Que didn't say it clearly, Ji Han also knew that Lou Que made the stewed milk specially for him.This young man doesn't like to ask for credit in person, but he quietly made many changes in the house for Ji Han. The kettle, cups, and utensils are all placed where Ji Han is used to. taste.Although they were trivial matters and did not take much effort, it showed how meticulous Lou Jie was.

Lou Jin is such a person, he is not trying to curry favor with Ji Han, he just subconsciously wants to make Ji Han live more comfortably.

Lou Jie didn't talk about it, Ji Han didn't talk about it, but he couldn't help thinking: Although Lou Jie is only 17 years old and still a minor, will he still meet such a suitable person in the future?

Did you just do nothing and let him go?

There was a bit of white stewed milk on the corner of Lou Jin's mouth, Ji Han pointed, "There is something at the corner of your mouth."

Lou Jin reached out to wipe it for a long time but failed to wipe it clean, Ji Han wiped it for him, their eyes met, and there was a hint of a smile in Lou Jin's eyes.Ji Han lowered his head excitedly, this boy really likes other people to have physical contact with him!

Such a person, if he doesn't act now, he will be touched by others in the future, wouldn't it make people beat their chests and regret it?

As if in a daze, he suddenly pulled Lou Jin's chin, and slowly approached his own face.

Lou Que was swollen for a moment, Ji Han had already pressed her gently, kissed the corner of his mouth, and kissed his lips again, seeing that he didn't resist, stuck out his tongue and licked it, kissed it again, reluctant to let go, licked the corner of his mouth, tentatively Push it into his mouth.

Lou Jie suddenly pushed him away, and the bowl in his hand fell to the ground, and the porcelain made a broken sound when it hit the ground.His face was flushed, his emotions were turbulent, and his chest was constantly heaving. He didn't know whether he was flustered or annoyed and said, "What are you doing?"

Ji Han hung his head and remained silent for a while, then finally smiled and said: "I seem to like you."

"You're a man!"

Ji Han lowered his head even lower: "I know."

"I'm straight and I don't like men!"

"Hmm..." His voice trembled a little.

Lou Quan was so panicked that he didn't know what to do, he suddenly turned around and ran out of the kitchen, thumping upstairs.The sound of footsteps gradually faded away, only to hear a "bang" upstairs, and the door was closed.

Ji Han stood alone in the kitchen for a long time.

Finally, he knelt down slowly to pick up the broken pieces of porcelain on the ground.

Lou Que is really a straight man... Being with him is simply whimsical.

The wall clock on the wall pointed to 4 o'clock, it was time to go, and there was no extra time for him to squander.Ji Han stood quietly in the living room, not knowing what he was waiting for.He slowly stood up and glanced at the stairs, thinking that it would be good to leave like this, at least he asked himself clearly.

There are still things in the school waiting for him to clean up.

Lou Jie stood in the bedroom at a loss, touching his lips lightly, his mind was disturbed, only two things remained in his mind.Teacher Ji is gay... Teacher Ji said that he likes her...

Lou Jie slowly sat down on the bed, and suddenly buried his head in the quilt, his body trembling slightly.

Teacher Ji likes himself...

Suddenly, the sound of the door opening and closing came from downstairs, not too loud, but very clear.Lou Quan was taken aback for a moment, and went downstairs lightly, only to hear the sound of the iron gate of the villa being closed.

The broken dishes in the kitchen have been cleaned up, and there is no one else in the villa except him.

Ji Han has already left.

There was a note left on the table: "Take good care of yourself, go out and meet people often, and don't stay bored in the room."

What does this mean when you say goodbye?

I can't make up my mind, what should I do now?chase out?What should I say after chasing out?Ji Han's cleaning supplies are still there, maybe he went out to calm down, let's talk about it when he comes back.

He was watching TV anxiously in the living room, but his eyes were fixed on the wall clock on the wall. Unfortunately, Ji Han didn't show up until late at night.

Lou Que called him, but the phone seemed to be out of battery, and he couldn't get through no matter what.Lou Jin was a little flustered, but he had no other way to contact Ji Han. He hugged his knees like a clay sculpture and sat by the window all night.

The next day, Lou Jie fell asleep for a while, and waited for him at home to prepare meals, but the phone was still disconnected.

There was a violent storm that night, Lou Jie stood by the window looking at the endless sea, holding the mobile phone in his hand, but only the scene of reading a book in bed with Ji Han at night was left in his mind.

On the third day, Ji Han still did not show up, and the villa was silent without any trace of popularity.Lou Que hesitantly sent him a message: "Mr. Ji, how are you these two days? We didn't make it clear what happened the day before yesterday. Can you come and see me again?"

No reply was received.

In the early morning of the fourth day, Lou Jie sent him another text message with red eyes: "Mr. Ji, can you come and see me? I couldn't sleep last night, and I was thinking about you all night."

Still no reply.

Lou Jie was sitting by the window with his knees hugged, flipping through his phone non-stop, but he still didn't receive any reply.He didn't eat or read a book. In the afternoon, the iron gate of the villa was suddenly pushed and rattled.

Lou Jin's eyes became hot, and he rushed out the door with bare feet: "Teacher Ji..."

Before the words fell, his face sank, and his excitement disappeared.It was just a little boy passing by, holding on to the gate playfully and dangling, smiling at him like a demonstration.

Lou Que finally couldn't bear to call the school: "Hi, is Teacher Ji Hanji there?"

It took a while to remember: "You mean that intern teacher, Ji Han? He left school four days ago! He was just doing an internship here for a month, and was taken by the head teacher of the third year to experience school life. You have to go back when you arrive. Uh... you are not running out of buildings, are you?"

Lou Jin was a little nervous: "Yes."

"Oh, before leaving, Teacher Ji said, if you call, let me convey 'sorry' for him."

"Feel sorry?"

A month of relative intimacy day and night, in exchange for only an apology.

Lou Que dialed Ji Han's number over and over again on the phone, and the sound of the phone dying kept coming, and his eyes became redder.

He texted Ji Han again: "Mr. Ji, I was a bastard and I didn't think about it clearly at the time, but now I think about it. Can you come back and study and read with me? We two get along well."

"Mr. Ji, can you call me back?"

"Mr. Ji, I was really wrong at the time. I just didn't realize it for a while. You can't deny me a chance. Teacher Ji..."

Teacher Ji...

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The pain from the bottom of his heart caused Lou Jie to sit up from the bed suddenly, his chest heaved and panted heavily, and he couldn't tell where he was.

What about Ji Han?

He immediately lowered his head and touched the side, his palm covered a warm and smooth body, the touch was familiar and reassuring.His mood slowly relaxed, but the strength of his hands did not weaken, and he stroked slowly, as if he wanted to embed him in memory.

The man beside him turned over, seemed to be a little awake, and made a vague sound like a dream: "...What's wrong? Are you having nightmares again?"

Lou Que said softly: "It's not true..."

"What isn't true?"

Lou Que looked at him for a while, then suddenly leaned down and hugged Ji Han tightly: "I woke you up."

Ji Han was still full of sleepiness, he patted his head: "Well... you've been dreaming lately..."

"It's all fragments."

Ji Han came to his senses: "Is it because Professor Lian took you to do deep consciousness training?"

"Maybe." Lou Que thought thoughtfully.

The two hugged each other motionlessly in the dark.

After a long time, Lou Que asked: "Mr. Ji... Do you think it is possible for me to recall the time when I was 17?"

Ji Han half sat up, touching Lou Jin's soft hair: "It's impossible... When you were 17 years old, you had a major change. Your entire outlook on life, primary consciousness and deep consciousness will collapse. You will experience a scene like the end of the world. Your previous deep-level consciousness is completely buried and destroyed until nothing remains. After your outlook on life is stabilized again, the newly-established deep-level consciousness will have nothing to do with the previous one.”

"……Is it?"

"If the 17-year-old thing happened in my deep consciousness, there was no major change in my life, the deep consciousness has always been there, and maybe I can recall a little bit through consciousness training. Unfortunately, I didn't receive enough training at the time, so whatever I can't even remember."

The voice was a little regretful.

Lou Jie unbuttoned Ji Han's pajamas, slowly moved his lips down against his skin, and the tip of his tongue left a series of hot marks on his body.Ji Han touched the head that was slowly moving on his body, and smiled uncomfortably: "What are you doing? Why are you so active today? It seems like you haven't seen me for a long time."

"...Are you very active?" Lou Que hugged him tightly with a smile, "I will be more active in the future."

The author has something to say: This article is finally finished.

Apologize to a few people first:

1. True water without fragrance: You have suffered.

2. Mr. Ye: You have suffered too.

The appearance of Mr. Ye was not for the purpose of cannon fodder. I just think it must be super funny for a romantic man to meet Ji Han's cleanliness and still want to chase him.So wronged him.

There are still a few pits:

1. What exactly does the circle of the little uncle mean.

(This will be a small episode, probably in a few days, because I am very busy now. In fact, someone has already guessed it.)

2. Remember "on the water side"?The one that was originally going to be used later was temporarily cut off by me, and I was sad.

(This will not appear again, because I cut the outline.)

3. What happened to Mr. Ye's coma?

(This is because I want to write an article about Mr. Ye. The copy can be found in "Daily Office Life". I haven't figured out how to write it, so I dare not open it for the time being. Because I didn't want Mr. Ye to be the protagonist at the beginning, the setting is very complicated. Rough, must be changed. Age will be set to 34 years old, but he is indeed a romantic boy.)

Okay, thank you all for reading.

There will be a personal blog post on Weibo, search for "Yuanyuan Gungun can't see feet" and you can catch a stupid bird who is too full to crawl.

Chapter 129, "Loujin's In-depth Consciousness Evaluation Report": In fact, it is the finale in the true sense.

As soon as he entered the door, the wolf dog came up to him whining and wandering around, Ji Han glanced casually, and immediately spotted the dog hair that had fallen on the floor in the living room.Before he had time to speak, Lou Jie came out of the kitchen with a plate in his hand, and yelled at the wolfhound, "Go back to the den and lie on your stomach."

The wolfhound wagged its tail and went back to squatting on the mat, shaking its head and twitching.Ji Han and Lou Jie have long been used to it, and after a while, they will post it again to act like a baby, so they ignore it.Ji Han let the wolfdog live in, mainly because he didn't want Lou Jin and the wolfdog to be separated from each other.For the sake of love, he endured things that he was not used to.But it doesn't mean he can adapt immediately.

Ji Han took off his coat and hung it on the hook, and said with a smile, "Are you cooking again?"

"Yeah." Lou Que lowered his head and spread the dishes on the table.

Lou Que wore a sky blue shirt again today, against his fair complexion, it was a bit attractive for no reason.Ji Han frowned, not only didn't feel his heart move, but the alarm was buzzing in his head, and he felt apprehensive when he saw Lou Jin wearing this outfit.

This shows that Lou Jin wants to seduce him.

Lou Que must have some purpose in wanting to seduce him.

Ji Han said in his heart: See the move and dismantle it.

He stood beside Lou Hao with a smile, pulled down his tie as if unintentionally, and loosened the first button on his neckline, revealing his proud collarbone: "What did you cook tonight?"

Is it just a seduction?Who wouldn't?

Lou Jie turned his head to look at the man who was less than three inches away from him, lowered his head to pick up the vegetables, but the corners of his mouth began to rise slightly: "Sweet and sour pork ribs, fish-flavored eggplant... Would you like to taste the heat?"

They are all Ji Han's favorite food.

Ji Han intentionally kissed his neck, which disturbed Lou Jin: "What are you laughing at?"

Lou Que looked down at him, raised his eyebrows and said, "Do you want to do it first?"

Ji Han raised his head: "..."

These words set the two of them on fire, and they lost all intention of eating.Ever since Ji Han lived with Lou Jin, he became more and more unrestrained, and said with a smile, "Can you do it now?"

Lou Que grabbed his hand and put it on his shirt: "Teacher Ji, undress me."

Originally, they didn't want to go to bed, but now the situation is over, the two dragged each other into the upstairs room, took off their clothes and went up.Ji Han wanted to get in behind, but Lou Jie insisted on riding. In the end, no one succeeded. Lou Jie was hooked by Ji Han and lost his mind. He didn't care about any posture. stand up.

After tossing for more than half an hour, the two finally died down, and Ji Han was put into a coma under the quilt by Lou Jin, unaware that Lou Jin had gone out.After an unknown amount of time, he was finally picked up from the bed by one hand: "Mr. Ji, let's go eat."

With tears in the corners of Ji Han's eyes, he sat at the dinner table with a pale and blue face, and said angrily, "Don't call me Mr. Ji when you do that kind of thing."

Lou Que knew that Ji Han was not happy that he was crying and begging for mercy, and he came out in less than ten minutes. He lost face and coaxed softly: "I've heated up all the dishes. Are you hungry, Mr. Ji? I'm still preparing with caramelized milk."

Ji Han was so angry that his hair was blocked: Damn you, you were desperately calling "Teacher Ji" and "Teacher Ji" on the bed just now, and your thoughts were really vicious and unpredictable.As soon as he heard the title "Teacher Ji", he jumped up in a cool way, feeling as if he had done something wrong with his student, taboo and distressed, and he couldn't help wanting to ejaculate.He has begged for mercy many times, but this kid still keeps shouting like this, is it on purpose?

Lou Jie picked up some dishes with chopsticks for him, but Ji Han ignored him as if he was dumb, and just lowered his head to eat.Lou Jie was so in love with her, he coaxed and coaxed again and again, and Ji Han reluctantly agreed, and the two slowly chatted about their work.Ji Han gradually calmed down, and said with a smile: "It's okay to quarrel, just don't forget to give me research funds."

Lou Que smiled softly: "Really? Give as much as you want."

Ji Han immediately said: "There is no evidence for what you say, wait for you to make a pledge for me."

The two chatted all over the world, talking about everything, and the atmosphere gradually entered a good place.Looking at Ji Han's expression, Lou Que finally took out a red velvet box from somewhere, opened it and said softly, "Mr. Ji, I've always wanted to give you this. Do you want it?"

Ji Han raised his head to look at the contents in the red box, suddenly it looked like a wood carving and clay sculpture, his soft face suddenly became completely dignified, and he remained motionless.

It was a ring, without any patterns or bright diamonds, just a plain silver ring.

Seeing that he didn't react at all, Lou Que couldn't guess what was going on in his mind, he just thought that he asked too urgently and Ji Han wasn't ready yet.His heart sank immediately, and he was so flustered that he couldn't sit still, but his face remained calm: "Teacher Ji, what are you thinking?"

Ji Han slowly stood up from his seat, his mind seemed to be wandering elsewhere, he turned a deaf ear to Lou Quin's question, instead he walked slowly back to his room as if in a daze.

Lou Que swallowed, and said softly, "Teacher Ji, do you have any dissatisfaction with me?"

With a bang, the door of Ji Han's bedroom was closed.

Lou Jie buckled the red box, bowed his head silently for a while, picked up the chopsticks and continued to eat with his head bowed.It doesn't matter if you refuse once, he can ask again, three times if two times are not enough, four times if three times are not enough, and four times is not enough... Lou Jie also has other ways.

About ten minutes later, when Lou Jie was clearing the dining table, Ji Han suddenly came out of his bedroom and sat down calmly in front of the dining table: "I'm not full yet, so don't clean up yet."

Lou Que looked at him and said, "Have you figured it out?"

Ji Han seemed to have figured out the difficult problem that has plagued him for countless days, he smiled and lowered his head to eat: "Yes."

After eating a few mouthfuls of rice, Ji Han only felt that Lou Jin's gaze was a bit stern, and couldn't help but looked up at him strangely, and suddenly realized: "You just wanted to..."

Lou Jie sat down calmly, and said lightly, "Recently there are some rumors that the reason why your research institute can get research funding is because you slept with me."

Ji Han blushed immediately: "What do you mean? You said I sold myself?"

Lou Jie sat down at the dinner table: "We are so ambiguous, and you refuse to admit our relationship to the outside world. What do you make others think?"

In fact, the relationship between the two is still very secretive, and no one talks nonsense behind their backs. They just say this for the sake of provoking generals.

Ji Han frowned and said, "It's just inexplicable. Our research will also make long-term contributions to your company. Besides, the two tasks I have taken on in the past few months have made friends with dignitaries. Career helps a lot.”

Lou Jie said indifferently: "Without a confirmed relationship and status, people will always gossip. Now I'm afraid they all think I'm raising you."

Ji Han was speechless for a long time, blushing and said: "Then what should we do?"

Lou Jin stopped talking, and lowered his head to play with his chopsticks.

Ji Han bit his lip for a long time, and finally said angrily: "Give me that box just now!"

Lou Jie took out the box with a smile, and said softly, "If you want the box, you will be with me for the rest of your life."

Ji Han gave him a hard look.Lou Jie had long ago bought this apartment behind his back without saying a word, and established a fund for his own research institute. Their careers are connected. together.It was only after Ji Han understood this that he felt that getting married or not was not important at all.

Thinking about everything in the dream, Ji Han remained silent for a while, his face softened and he said with a smile: "Whether you want the box or not, I will be with you for the rest of your life, I still don't want to leave if you drive me away, why are you so nervous? "

Lou Que looked at him deeply, suddenly his eyes became sore.

In the bedroom, a "Deep Consciousness Evaluation Report of the Exhausted Building" was open on the laptop computer whose screen was about to go black.

【Emergencies】

["My aunt's fiancé" projected from Lou Jin's memory is a special character, a mixture of my memory and Lou Jin's memory.There are probably two reasons why Lou Que projected Lou Shaoqing's memory onto his "little aunt and fiancé". 】

[Before returning home for the New Year, the image of my aunt's fiancé was still normal, not much different from my memory.But when I didn't want to share the bed with my aunt-fiance, Lou Jie developed a great dislike for my aunt-fiancé. This kind of resentment guided Lou Jin's consciousness and projected the invisible Lou Shaoqing onto her aunt-fiancé.This is the first reason. 】

[The second reason is because my aunt's fiancé is engaged to my aunt.In Lou Jin's consciousness, when two people who don't love each other get married, the ending must be tragic.This is why my aunt's fiancé's personality changed suddenly, and my aunt also showed signs of scratching me and even hysteria.This is caused by Lou Jin projecting the images of Lou Shaoqing and Chen Subing. 】

[In the concept of Louqin, marriage is sacred.The legal issues that Xiao Zhou disagreed with me several times were mostly because the existing laws could not protect the vulnerable groups in marriage. 】

[And the "circle" clue that my aunt's fiance drew in my hand at the end is probably the meaning of the wedding ring.When Lou Shaoqing killed Chen Subing, Chen Subing took off the ring in his hand and threw it out, so when Lou Jin came home, he caught a glimpse of Chen Subing's hand from the garbage bag in which Lou Shaoqing wrapped the body, leaving behind a remnant impression.The mother who never took off her wedding ring, the ring disappeared from her finger.If it is robbery and murder, or other forms of murder, do I need to take off the wedding ring? 】

[In the dream, Lou Jin himself kept telling me that he didn't want me to be involved in this dangerous matter, and at the same time, he couldn't help but give me this remaining clue through his aunt and fiance.In fact, deep down in his heart, he really wants me to help him, right?This clue, in addition to pointing out who the prisoner is, is actually more important to send me a distress signal. 】

[The floor is exhausted, please rest assured.I will love you all my life so that you don't have to worry about anything.These love words may never be uttered in front of you, just like you will never be able to express your dependence on me in front of me. 】

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