Yuque Qiu
Chapter 26 Extra Story - Duplicity
In the early morning of winter, it was a little late to light up, and when it was still gray outside, the early stalls and hawkers were about to get up and get busy. Yan Yuque opened a cloth shop, so there was no need to open so early, but there were no other employees in the shop. I have to do the trivial matters by myself, so it is no longer possible to live comfortably like in the capital, with servants helping to take care of everything.
Because of Liu Qi's sudden arrival, Yan Yuque slept very restlessly that night, guessing the purpose of Liu Qi's visit this time, especially he also brought the box containing the Yan family's land deed, house deed, shop transfer letter It came, and when it was handed over to him, he still had a nonchalant expression.
"Our master asked me to return this to you. By the way, let me ask you something - he said that his current surname is Lian, and he has nothing to do with your Yan family, so he won't take any of your Yan family's things. of."
Yan Yuque couldn't help feeling strange, you spent so much energy, set up so many bureaus, one after another, isn't it just for these things?
Now, on the other hand, he puts on a noble face, saying that he doesn't want to have anything to do with Yan at all...
Simply inexplicable, unreasonable!
Yan Yuque felt that he was like a mouse played by them in the palm of his hand. Who knows if he said that now, would he regret it the next moment and think of a new idea to make himself even worse?
So the wooden box was like a hot potato, Yan Yuque didn't reach out to pick it up, and Liu Qi didn't seem to want to keep it at all, the property worth tens of millions was casually put aside.
Yan Yuque knew that he had nothing now, and no matter how poor he was, he couldn't go anywhere, but if Doudou wanted to suffer with him, he couldn't help feeling a little bit of resistance and intolerance.
As for Liu Qi, I thought it was impossible for me to meet him again in this life, and I felt some strange feelings in my heart, but now he suddenly appeared in front of me uninvited, except for the agitation in my heart. However, Yan Yuque still held a more respectful attitude towards him.
It's not that he is afraid of such a young man who looks a little thin, but he has suffered a lot from Liu Qi, and Liu Qi's different sides in front of others are also good for the gentle and close Mr. Liu No matter how calm and self-sufficient Lian Wu is, it also makes it difficult for Yan Yuque to trust the person in front of him. There is always a premonition that he will take off his appearance to reveal another identity.
But Liu Qi didn't have the slightest strange reaction to his own actions and Yan Yuque's situation today. Before Yan Yuque could speak, he asked Yan An to clean up a room for him and said that he wanted to stay. .
And the more casual and natural it was, the more awkward Yan Yuque felt.
I don't know what Liu Qi is thinking in my heart now, I want to ask, but I don't know how to ask.
All these messy troubles were piled up together, and it was no wonder that Yan Yuque seemed to be sleeping on a floating boat this night, swaying up and down, and his thoughts were restless.
The next day, with an obviously sleep-deprived face, he got up to tidy up the shop and was about to open the door. When he passed by Doudou's room, he heard such a conversation from inside.
"Is your father treating you well?"
"Okay~ Daddy is the best person in this world to Doudou~"
"Brat, could it be that Master treats you badly?"
"Master is also kind to Doudou, but father loves Doudou more than Master, and he is not as strict as Master..." The latter sentence became softer and softer, and Yan Yuque could imagine that Doudou was secretly eyeing Liu Qi while talking. His face was prepared for the next step, he couldn't help but chuckled, and then heard Doudou say again, "But, a strict teacher produces a good student, a kind father produces a filial son, although the master and father treat Doudou differently, they are both For the good of Doudou, Doudou keeps it in mind.”
"Little devil, who taught you to say these words?" "No one taught you, Doudou understood by herself~ Ah, by the way, how long are you going to stay this time, master? Doudou misses you so much..."
Through the crack of the door, Yan Yuque saw Liu Qi holding Doudou and letting him sit on his lap. The master and apprentice were happy to reunite after a long absence, but the next moment, Liu Qi's eyes swept towards the door. After a glance, as if he found Yan Yuque was peeping at them outside the door, even the expression on his face was restrained.
Yan Yuque was startled, and hurriedly hid, and when he hurried to the front shop, he heard Liu Qi's slightly disappointed voice coming from the crack of the door.
"Master also wants to spend more time with you, but your father doesn't seem to want to see your master..."
Yan Yuque only felt that something in his chest was beating faster and faster, like a drum beating like a drum, beating so hard that his heart was beating so hard that he was almost out of breath.
He didn't know why Liu Qi said that. If his disgust was so obvious on his face, Liu Qi shouldn't be the kind of person who can't observe words and expressions, and knows that he is disgusted but still stays here and is looked down upon by others.
I always feel that there is a more special reason for Liu Qi to come to me this time, but Liu Qi didn't say anything, and I couldn't ask it, so the question was twisting in my stomach, making me extremely uncomfortable.
He has had too many entanglements with him, but he has to admit that the joy of that night, the soft pillow whispers like water, have already penetrated into the bottom of his heart, warming and melting the frozen surface of his heart, and then He sank deeply into it.
The pictures of the past emerged one by one in my mind, so clear, everything is like yesterday, but today is different from the past, even if this person is beside me, within a short distance, there is an abyss lying across, like an insurmountable end of the world. The lingering on the bed seems to have become an illusory dreamland like fog and mirror, where they sink and indulge themselves. After waking up, what they face is only a piece of cold memory... so cold that it goes straight to the heart.
Yan Yuque took a deep breath, dismissed those uncontrollable thoughts from his mind, and concentrated on doing things.
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After the shop opened, Widow Zhang from the next street and an old-looking nun came to pick out fabrics.
Widow Zhang likes Doudou very much, and every time she comes here, she will bring some cakes made by herself to Doudou, and then she will exchange greetings with Yan Yuque.
For business, Yan Yuque can always handle it, but for the warmth and coldness of people, Yan Yuque is completely lost.
In the past years, he was used to being indifferent to the people and affairs around him, only thinking about those closely related to himself, and not paying attention to the others at all, but now he has integrated into the lives of ordinary people, as if he was born in a monastery. Those who are ignorant of the heat and cold of people and things, seem a little at a loss when faced with daily necessities and parents' grievances.
But it seems that this has received more care, especially Widow Zhang. Yan Yuque always felt that there seemed to be something hidden in the eyes she looked at, just like what she saw in Liu Qi's eyes at that time. Deeply suppressed hopes and longings.
Yan Yuque couldn't help being a little strange, what Liu Qi was hiding in her eyes at that time was the hatred for herself and the excitement that her plan was about to succeed, and she had no grudges with Widow Zhang, why did she look at herself like this?
"Boss Yan, I still have something to do at home. You can help Mammy choose two horses to make winter clothes... Ah, this one is for Doudou. Children need to eat more when they grow up..." Widow Zhang handed over the food box After giving Yan Yuque a wink at the nanny, she turned and left, turned around after not taking two steps, looked at Yan Yuque with a pink face, and then hurried away shyly twisting her waist up.
Yan Yuque didn't think about it anymore, and after putting the food box aside, he picked up the fabric for the nanny as Widow Zhang said, but the nanny's mind was obviously not on the fabric.
"Hey, Boss Yan, I heard that it's hard work for you to take care of a baby by yourself? Where did the baby's mother go?"
"Mother is dead." Yan Yuque answered simply, and handed her a piece of blue-and-white peony-patterned cloth, "This color is elegant, and it is more suitable for people of a slightly older age, but it will be too light in winter. , if you have such scruples, I will pick another one for you."
But the nanny took the fabric without even looking at it, so she put it on the counter beside her, chased after Yan Yuque and asked, "Then why didn't Boss Yan find another mother for the baby? Such a small baby It's so pitiful without a mother..."
Yan Yuque frowned and gave her a sideways glance. Yan Yuque was startled when she inquired about his private affairs so openly, and a little displeased, but his face remained calm, and he took another piece of cloth Handed it to her, "This one is darker in color, it's the best for making a jacket in winter, if you wear it during the Chinese New Year, I'll choose a one with festive colors and patterns for you..."
The nanny took the fabric and put it on the counter again, she seemed to be clinging to Yan Yuque, "Don't look at our small town, in fact there are many good girls in our town, such as Widow Zhang, I wonder if Boss Yan is interested in her...?"
Yan Yuque paused when he stretched out his hand to hook the fabric on the upper shelf, then squinted his eyes and looked at the nanny in front of him. His mind went blank for a while before he realized that the nanny bought the cloth fakely, and it was the matchmaking. real……
The matchmaker seemed to have misunderstood the expression on Yan Yuque's face, and thought that Yan Yuque's heart was moving, so she continued, "Boss Yan, don't dislike her for being a widow. When she was young, she was far away. The famous flower, unfortunately, not long after marrying a man, the man died unexpectedly while seeking a job in a foreign country, leaving her alone... She, by a coincidence, likes babies, You often tell me that Boss Yan’s baby is cute and you fall in love with her, but it’s a pity that she is not his mother, if she is really his mother, she will definitely hurt him to the sky..."
The blue veins on Yan Yuque's forehead twitched twice, and he couldn't find the words to answer for a while, so he was stunned, and the matchmaker spoke again.
"Boss Yan, you are not young, and you are dragging such a baby, who would come from an ordinary family to be a stepmother for no reason, but Widow Zhang is different..."
When I said this, the curtain leading to the back hall was pulled open with a "wow", and a small figure ran out and hugged Yan Yuque's leg, "Father, Doudou heard it, you want to Do you want to find a mother for Doudou?"
When the matchmaker saw Doudou, she quickly burst into a smile, "Oh, this is Boss Yan's baby, it's exactly the same as Boss Yan's, carved out of the same mold..." Yan Yuque's hands shaking as he grasped the fabric She trembled, and her face darkened, but the matchmaker lowered her head and pinched Doudou's round face with her fingers, she didn't notice the change on Yan Yuque's face, and continued to croak.
"Is your name Doudou? You're so cute, Doudou. Mommy asks you, do you like that Aunt Zhang who keeps making cakes and new clothes for you? If you like it, Aunt Zhang will always Make delicious cakes for you, and make you beautiful new clothes all the time, okay?"
Doudou seemed to be frightened by her, and hugged Yan Yuque's legs and shrank behind him. After hearing what the matchmaker said, her big eyes rolled around, looked up at her father again, and then bit He lowered his lower lip and looked at the matchmaker who was looking at him expectantly.
"My mother will know how to weave flower books!"
When Doudou said this, the matchmaker was stunned, and Yan Yuque was also surprised. Doudou continued, "My father said that only the person who can weave the pattern of the fabric used for this robe on his body can be my mother! Aunt Zhang She can only make clothes and cakes, but can't weave flower books, so no matter how good she is, she can't be my mother!"
Yan Yuque couldn't remember when he said such a thing, turned his head, and from the corner of his eye, he saw that the curtain leading to the back hall shook slightly, and a figure flashed past in the gap, and after thinking about it again, he knew this Someone must have taught Doudou to say that.
But the matchmaker seemed to be really fooled by Doudou's words, she raised her head and blinked at Yan Yuque, "Boss Yan, this request seems a bit difficult..."
But before Yan Yuque opened his mouth, Doudou had already interjected, "My father likes to watch my mother compose flower books, and hum a ditty while compiling a flower book. It's not my mother..." As he lowered his head, Dou Da's tears fell down.
The matchmaker thought it was because he thought of his mother, so she was so sad that she cried. She didn't know how to coax her. Although Yan Yuque scolded Doudou in her heart, she followed his will and hugged Doudou. Patting him on the back to comfort him, Doudou threw himself on Yan Yuque's shoulder in a dignified manner, muttering softly, "Daddy is not sad, mother is watching us from above..."
Yan Yuque thought in his heart, the boss?There is no your mother upstairs, only the guy you mentioned who likes to hum ditties when compiling the book!
But there was only a trace of apologetic smile on his face, "Nurse, I'm really sorry, the poor discipline makes the child talk like this, please don't take it to heart."
"Where? No... No, Boss Yan, don't mind..." The matchmaker retreated outside as she spoke, stumbled over the threshold and almost fell to the ground, she managed to stand still, and said goodbye Turning around, he ran away in a hurry.
When she was no longer in sight, Yan Yuque pinched Doudou's buttocks, frowned and scolded, "Talking nonsense again?! Who taught you this?"
Doudou pursed her mouth a little aggrieved, "No one taught Doudou, Doudou discovered it by herself. When I was in the capital, Dad looked at Master compiling the flower book in the same way as Widow Zhang secretly watching Dad." look the same."
What Yan Yuque said made Yan Yuque's heart jump, and he hit Doudou's buttocks again, this time with force, Doudou jumped out of his arms with a scream, ran to the back hall, ran in and He poked his head out from the door curtain, "I'm really not wrong, Dad, if you look in the mirror, you will find that what I said is the truth."
Yan Yuque wanted to catch him back and give him a good whipping, but his hands and feet were a little slow, and by the time he reached the door curtain, the little devil had already disappeared.
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Going back to the front of the shop and putting back the fabrics that were taken out to show the matchmaker one by one, my hands were moving, but my mind was already far away.
No wonder Widow Zhang ran to her shop twice a day, and no wonder I always saw some suppressed expectations and desires in her eyes, and I thought it was when I offended her, and mistakenly thought it was when I was with Liu Qi. The look in my own eyes is the same, but the result is a completely different implication...
It can only be said that these two thoughts hidden in the eyes are too similar, which makes people have such a misunderstanding.
After thinking about it like this, another thought occurred to him.
Was it really just hatred when Liu Qi looked at her at that time?
"...When I was in the capital, Dad looked at Master when weaving the flower book in the same way as Widow Zhang secretly looked at Dad."
Snapped!
As soon as he loosened his fingers, the piece of fabric in his hand fell to the ground. The sound frightened Yan Yuque, who was wandering in the sky, back to his senses. Get up and brush off the dust that sticks to it.
But I can't help but have strange thoughts in my mind. When I look at Liu Qi, my eyes are the same as when Widow Zhang looks at me behind my back. Isn't that so?
I originally thought that for Liu Qi, apart from the little nostalgia for the past when we got along, it was an apology for the past, but now the things he has done to himself have brought him to the point where he is today, and hatred is not really hatred. But the sliver of gratitude that I held originally also contradicted and disappeared, and the rest was helplessness, but I never knew that there was a different kind of emotion in the eyes I was looking at him.
Yan Yuque couldn't help raising his hand to caress his heart, and there was a "dong dong" in it, as if responding to the doubts in his mind at the moment.
For Liuqi, what is...?
With such thoughts, it is even more difficult to look directly at Liu Qi. Since Doudou has noticed that the light in her eyes is strange when looking at Liu Qi, how could someone as smooth as Liu Qi not notice it?
So the thing that was throbbing "thump-thump" in the heart was completely out of rhythm this time.
Liu Qi didn't know when to leave, Yan Yuque tried to avoid him because of the embarrassment in his heart, even if he was eating at the same table, he didn't say much, and left in a hurry on the excuse of something in the shop after eating.
A few days passed like this, and Liu Qi didn't intend to leave, but Yan Yuque felt that there was an anxiety in his heart that was slowly gathering and piling up more and more. In the end, it was difficult to maintain his usual indifferent expression, and he was annoyed. The frowning face probably scared away several guests.
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That night, Yan Yuque hurried to the study to sort out the accounts for the day after finishing his dinner as usual. After reading for some time, Yan An knocked on the door and brought him a cup of tea that cleared his lungs and moistened his throat.
The climate here is cold and dry. After Yan Yuque arrived in this town, I don't know if he is not used to it. He often coughs, and he doesn't drink soup as water like before. Dou's doctor made some medicinal herbs to make tea. Although the effect was minimal, he was satisfied.
Not long after drinking the tea, Yan Yuque felt very sleepy. It was still early, and his eyelids couldn't stop fighting. Even looking at the candlelight and the words on the ledger had double images, so he put down his pen and hand He propped his forehead and planned to take a light sleep first.
Just for a short while, he dreamed of some beautiful and charming things. In the dream, it was still the room where Liu Qi stayed in Lingjin Courtyard. He heard Liu Qi's gentle and serene voice coming from inside.
"grown ups……"
The familiar voice and title suddenly penetrated into the gap in my heart that had been left there long ago, tickling people's hearts.
Yan Yuque walked slowly towards the inner room, opened the door curtain, and saw a person sitting on the bed, wearing a loose robe, and the hanging silk slid towards the sides, which could not cover too much. Skin, seeing the person, the person sitting on the bed slowly separated the two white and long legs, leaned back with his hands supporting his sides, so the things that had slightly raised their heads in the bushes and the private people behind them The mouth of the acupuncture point is completely exposed in front of my eyes, the secret hole that I have been reluctant to part with, I am swallowing something at this time, only a small section is exposed outside, and I don’t know if it is a love liquid or a lubricating plaster, it is shiny and shiny Yes, against the opening of the slightly red and swollen acupuncture point, it becomes more and more obscene...
Yan Yuque only felt the long-lost heat in his stomach surge up, and the person on the bed had obviously expected his reaction, the corners of his mouth slightly curved, revealing a smug smile.
"grown ups……"
"My lord... my lord?"
The things in front of him became blurred, and the voice became more and more empty, but at the same time, a clear and real voice fell on the ears.
Yan Yuque opened his heavy eyelids with some difficulty, only to feel that the bright lights in front of him were a little dazzling, and it took him a long time to get used to it. s face.
At this moment, he was tilting his head and looking at himself from top to bottom, frowning slightly as if he was in doubt.
Only then did Yan Yuque realize that he did not know when he was on the bed, so he hurriedly got up, but what followed was the pain of his wrist being pulled, and the next moment he fell back on the bed.
"You?" Yan Yuque struggled for his hands, only to realize that his hands were tied to the bed rails, and at this moment he was not in his own room, but the guest room that Yan An had arranged for Liu Qi , I don't know what Liu Qi is going to do, but I immediately realized that the cup of tea I drank must have been tampered with, so I blushed, and said slightly angrily, "What are you going to do?"
Liu Qi was originally sitting next to the edge of the bed, holding a candlestick in his hand. Hearing Yan Yuque's question, Shi Shiran got up and put the candlestick on the table. He cut the wick until Yan Yuque, who was tied to the bed, got impatient and struggled to loosen the shackles on his hands, making the bed make a "creak" and "creak" sound. Then he turned around. The candle that had just cut the wick shot up and the flame jumped twice, making his figure reflected on the wall very long and distorted, which looked a little weird.
"My lord is such a duplicity..."
Liu Qi said so, paused, and then said, "Some things are going crazy even if you want to think about them in your heart, but you still have a high-minded and self-sustaining look on your face, and you even show extreme disgust and contempt for them." eyes..."
Yan Yuque stopped struggling, a little baffled by his thoughtless sentence, and looked at Liu Qi with a confused face.
Although he is no longer an "adult", Liu Qi doesn't know whether he is used to calling him, or is deliberately trying to provoke him, and still calls him in that soft tone as in the past, which makes Yan Yuque feel that it is because of this title. Drumming endlessly.
Liu Qi didn't put down the scissors in his hand, but walked towards Yan Yuque with the sharp object. Because of the backlight, he couldn't see the expression on his face clearly. Yan Yuque only felt that the aura coming from him was very Yan Yuque couldn't help but tremble in his heart when a sharp and cold light flashed across the tip of the scissors under the candlelight.
The figure that seemed to be covered by a layer of dark clouds made people uncomfortable walked to the bed, and after a pause, some dilapidated beds let out a "creak" moan, and Liu Qi straddled Yan Yu with her feet Que's crotch above.
Yan Yuque couldn't help being startled, "What are you going to do?" He pulled his hands hard twice, trying to break free from the rope that bound his hands, but he had no choice but to shake the bed violently twice, and the cloth that bound his hands was Not moving at all.
Yan Yuque's words seemed to be asking Liu Qi, Liu Qi tilted his head and thought for a while, "...what to do?" As he spoke, he reached Yan Yuque's crotch, and held it with the other hand. "Do you dare to say that you didn't become like this because you dreamed of a villain?"
Yan Yuque turned his face away in embarrassment. He thought of what Doudou had said, recalled that charming dream, and was afraid that his eyes would betray him, so he argued forcefully, "You are wrong, if it wasn't for you Putting drugs on me and doing things like that to me, not to mention that you are a man, but just your face... will not teach me to want to take a second look."
If it was in the past, I still had an inextricably boundless bond and relationship with him, as if we were on the same web, and both of them were tightly entangled, and no one could untie them. Affected each other.But now, he doesn't want to have anything to do with this person anymore, not because of hatred, nor because of disgust, just because there is no way to go back to the past...
In the past, Yan Yuque was powerful, wealthy, arrogant and indifferent, and had the patience to slowly wear out with him. Although it was not a warm and harmonious day, full of hatred and murderous intent, but In my heart, that period of time has become the most ups and downs and the most colorful days in my life... As if silk threads of various colors were poured into the plainness, Liu Qi used his delicate hands to draw her own Life is woven into a complex and wonderful flower book...
And now Yan Yuque...
Nothing at all.
I didn't know it in the past, but now I understand that those things that you want but can't get are called extravagant hopes. They are things that can only be hidden in the bottom of your heart, and you should never think about the day when they will come true.
Now, Yan Yuque knows that he seems to have some extravagant hopes in his heart, which have been buried deep in his heart since the day he left the capital, but he knows that it is impossible to achieve, since it is impossible, he should completely cut all over...
This is good for each other.
Yan Yuque came back to his senses, and found that his slightly hurtful words just now seemed to have hit a sore spot in Liu Qi's heart.
Liu Qi's eyes dimmed, and then slowly raised the hand holding the scissors, "Since the adults said so..." The scissors were aimed at Yan Yuque's crotch, "The villain will help the adults to solve the future troubles, and it will be settled once and for all. !” After saying that, he stabbed his hand suddenly.
"don't want!"
Yan Yuque yelled out in shock, his heart almost stopped beating for a moment, he closed his eyes and clenched his teeth, the bean-sized beads of sweat on his forehead slid down like broken beads...
After a while, Yan Yuque's panting chest calmed down a little, and there was no unexpected pain. When Liu Qi's hand fell, there was a "boom" in his ear, the sound of something hitting a wooden board.
Yan Yuque opened his eyes slowly and cautiously. The dancing candlelight on the table flickered, and he could see clearly through the light. The scissors in Liu Qi's hand were stuck on the bed beside him, and Liu Qi was He looked at himself with a somewhat sad expression.
"Aren't you still refusing to admit it, my lord?"
Yan Yuque hadn't recovered from the shock just now, because of fear and fright, his legs trembled uncontrollably with some embarrassment, and he couldn't react in a daze when he was asked.
admit?Admit what?
But he heard Liu Qi's voice whispering.
"But the villain... has already fallen into it, unable to extricate himself..."
That expression, that tone, made people feel pity, and reminded Yan Yuque of the last love affair between the two of them in the capital. Liu Qishi's tenderness and tranquility, his face full of confusion and helplessness...
Perhaps that is the truest side of him hidden deep in his heart...
It's just that I can't hold him in my arms to comfort him like that time, not only because my hands are tied to the head of the bed and I can't move...
"Liuqi, since you can't extricate yourself, it's time to stop, go back to the capital, go back to Lianyulou, that's where you should stay..."
This person is Lianwu from Jinlin Cloth Village, not the Liu Qi from back then...
But Liu Qi obviously didn't want to hear what he said. When Yan Yuque's words fell, the expression on his face changed suddenly, and then he untied Yan Yuque's belt with some resentment, and took off his obscene clothes. pants, staring at the things in his crotch with eyes that made Yan Yuque feel a little creepy.
"But the adults here... don't seem to think so!"
"Don't! Don't..."
Somewhere under his body was suddenly wrapped in a moist and warm place, causing Yan Yuque to almost jump up from the bed. The meaning of refusal could not be more obvious, but the other party didn't take it seriously at all, and even a little angry at his attitude at the moment.
The snake-like tongue slid from the top of the meat column to the root, and stopped at the two sacs, and the meat stick, which was already wet with saliva, was soothed with fingers instead.
Liu Qi lightly sucked the bottom of the pouch, making a "sucking" sound, stroking the fingers of the meat stick, playing with the protruding red front end with the fingertips, circling on the soft top, rubbing the hole in the front end, listening When Yan Yuque puffed up his chest and took a deep breath, he showed a very satisfied smile.
Yan Yuque couldn't understand how powerful Liu Qi's oral sex is, and his body's reaction to Liu Qi couldn't be more honest. He didn't need too much teasing, and the heat ran wildly in his blood, and even if he didn't want to, the bottom Those words had already gone against his own wishes, and he raised his head with high spirits.
And Liu Qi seemed to have seen through the contradictions and hesitation in Yan Yuque's heart, and tried harder to comfort him. When she was holding the meat stick, she made a small moan from her nose, which was mixed with pain and pleasure. The strings in Yuque's mind, which had already been stretched to the limit, gently plucked.
"Ryuki...don't...don't..."
The long-lost emotion swept across like a wave, making the barrier of resistance weaker and weaker, and finally almost defeated. Yan Yuque's chest heaved and heaved, waiting for the desire accumulated in his belly to break through the gap and let it out At that moment, at the moment when desire erupted, a cold feeling suddenly came from the front of the penis.
The cold feeling was like a bug that drilled from the front to the inside of the penis, and it was like being pierced by a thin needle in a tender and fragile place. The pain at that moment almost made Yan Yuque faint.
When the pain subsided slightly, Yan Yuque heard a slight sound of "ding ding dong dong", and then there was something cold around the root of his penis. The cold feeling made him tremble, and then he tried his best Looking up, I saw a pearl-sized golden bead on the top of my penis, surrounded by several slender gold chains, and the other ends of those chains were connected to the gold ring at the bottom of the penis. With a slight movement of the object, the slender gold chain glowed with brilliance under the candlelight.
Previously, Liu Qi and Liu Qi had done so many obscene and lascivious things in the Brocade Court according to the erotic book, so Yan Yuque knew what it was at a glance, but he didn't expect Liu Qi to use it on himself , couldn't help frowning and said angrily, "What are you doing? Let me go!"
Liu Qi didn't care about his reaction at all, and used her little finger to pick up one of the gold chains and tugged, in exchange for Yan Yuque gritted his teeth and made a light "hiss", and said casually, "This is for your lord just now. The little punishment for what you said... At first, you will not be used to it, but after a while, the adults promise to play with the villains like this next time." The corner of the mouth slightly hooked, and the smile on the corner of the mouth under the candlelight Charming and seductive.
But he couldn't catch Yan Yuque's thoughts full of annoyance at this moment, and almost raised his foot to kick Liu Qi, but because he pulled the thin needle that was piercing the urethra as soon as he moved, Yan Yuque could only give up.
"Since the adults don't want to think about it, the villains have no choice but to use this method to force the adults to admit..." Then he made it look like he was embarrassed, and sighed softly, "That's why the villains say that the adults are duplicity. It is really not easy to force an adult to admit his heart..."
Liu Qi stretched out her hand to hold Yan Yuque's penis, and while moving it up and down, the gold chain rubbed against the surface of the penis, which aroused a painful and itchy feeling, like rough sand rubbing against the delicate surface. The desire to pour out was blocked by the things at the root and top, which made Yan Yuque feel that life was worse than death, but after the initial unbearable, he felt a strange feeling.
This kind of slightly painful pleasure is like sweet wine, if you try it too much, you will become addicted, but the pain of not being able to vent your desire makes Yan Yuque feel like he is holding his breath in his chest and abdomen, He was so overwhelmed that he couldn't breathe, and he seemed to be about to be unable to bear it, and he burst open his chest and rushed out.
He couldn't help but murmured and called "Lu Qi" twice, as if begging him to stop quickly, such a sweet and painful punishment.
But instead of not stopping, Liuqi has a tendency to intensify.
I didn't know where to touch a porcelain bottle, and Yan Yuque naturally recognized it. It was specially used by Liu Qi to lubricate the place behind him, but in the past, Liu Qi did it by himself, and he just sat aside and watched Liu Qi's daily life. The hands that are used to holding silk threads and hooked bamboo pieces are covered with shiny essential oils, and they turn over the place behind them, where it looks like a greedy mouth, slightly red and swollen, swallowing Liu Qi's fingers all the way to the root... and Liu Qi Eyes dim with tears, she looked at herself with a pitiful and begging expression, she opened her teeth, and what escaped with a soft groan was that sound that made people feel crisp...
"grown ups……"
Yan Yuque came back to his senses with a jolt, but saw a triumphant smile on Liu Qi's face, "It seems that my lord seems to have remembered something..."
According to what he said, Yan Yuque's temper has been tempered to a certain degree these days, and his temper has become a little bit rough. He really can't figure out why Liu Qi did this. He has nothing. He did this What kind of results do you want to see?
"Luqi, what exactly do you want? You came all the way to find me, is it just to humiliate me again in this way?"
Yan Yuque finished asking angrily, but didn't hear the answer right away, so he looked up strangely, and saw Liu Qi looking straight at him, two tears glistening under the dancing candlelight.
Now Yan Yuque was completely dumbfounded, and the current situation...was it the other way around?
But the scar on the left face hidden under the hanging hair cut Yan Yuque's heart twice like a knife, and the previous two years resurfaced in his mind.
Perhaps in this carefully woven deception, the person who completely caught himself in it hurt more than himself...
So Yan Yuque's tone softened a little, and said: "Liu Qi, I know you are stuck in it, how dare I say that I am not?" Just like what Liu Qi said, in fact, I have already understood it, but I just don't Dare to admit it.
The gaze he focused on when he was compiling the book, the uncontrollable yearning after he left the capital day after day...
There may be grievances and hatred between the two of them, but not just these, there are many, many others, intertwined together like a cobweb, and in the end, no one can let the other go.
"But I hope you can live a good life. You worked too hard in the past, and then you devoted yourself to this trick. You have never done anything for yourself, so you should live the life you want, well...for yourself think about it……"
But I didn't want Liu Qi's tears to flow more fiercely, as if breaking a dike. After Yan Yuque smiled and sneered at him as "fool", she completely lost control, and rushed to hug Yan Yuque.
"My lord... I told you when I met you that day, that I came here because..."
"Since I have arranged for you the rest of your life...I want to watch you, how to finish it..."
Lian Er asked him to think about his own intentions. He thought about it carefully, and then found that he couldn't let go of this person in his heart. How to deal with the web of love weaved?Just like the flower book he wove, every silk thread of this net has been poured into his painstaking efforts, thinking, thinking, the pleasure of Yan Yuque falling into it one day, but only at the end did he realize that those who weaved into it The affection used in the love network to make a fake show...
There is no way to get it back.
He has been thinking about why time passes by and why people change. It would have been better if it had been five years ago. At that time, he had nothing but hatred for Yan Yuque...however, the world makes people, and the two of them end up in the end. On such a road.
"If only I hadn't met an adult in that year..."
The expression on Yan Yuque's face was in a daze for a moment, as if recalling the events of the year, he frowned slightly, and only after a while did he come back to his senses, his gaze stayed on the left side of Liu Qi's face. On that scar.
"What should be met, will always be met."
Liu Qi thought about it for a while, and no longer was entangled in this, and the expression on his face suddenly became brighter. The corners of his mouth curled up, and he smiled charmingly again. He poured the essential oil from the porcelain bottle on Yan Yuque's penis, and then supported Something still wearing a gold chain slowly entered behind him.
"My lord is so duplicity. Could it be that five years ago, when you said you were disgusted, you were already thinking about this kind of thing in your heart?"
"..."
Yan Yuque was silent for a while, but Liu Qi didn't seem to be in a hurry to know the answer, she was already shrugging up and down in this posture.
Because of Liu Qi's sudden arrival, Yan Yuque slept very restlessly that night, guessing the purpose of Liu Qi's visit this time, especially he also brought the box containing the Yan family's land deed, house deed, shop transfer letter It came, and when it was handed over to him, he still had a nonchalant expression.
"Our master asked me to return this to you. By the way, let me ask you something - he said that his current surname is Lian, and he has nothing to do with your Yan family, so he won't take any of your Yan family's things. of."
Yan Yuque couldn't help feeling strange, you spent so much energy, set up so many bureaus, one after another, isn't it just for these things?
Now, on the other hand, he puts on a noble face, saying that he doesn't want to have anything to do with Yan at all...
Simply inexplicable, unreasonable!
Yan Yuque felt that he was like a mouse played by them in the palm of his hand. Who knows if he said that now, would he regret it the next moment and think of a new idea to make himself even worse?
So the wooden box was like a hot potato, Yan Yuque didn't reach out to pick it up, and Liu Qi didn't seem to want to keep it at all, the property worth tens of millions was casually put aside.
Yan Yuque knew that he had nothing now, and no matter how poor he was, he couldn't go anywhere, but if Doudou wanted to suffer with him, he couldn't help feeling a little bit of resistance and intolerance.
As for Liu Qi, I thought it was impossible for me to meet him again in this life, and I felt some strange feelings in my heart, but now he suddenly appeared in front of me uninvited, except for the agitation in my heart. However, Yan Yuque still held a more respectful attitude towards him.
It's not that he is afraid of such a young man who looks a little thin, but he has suffered a lot from Liu Qi, and Liu Qi's different sides in front of others are also good for the gentle and close Mr. Liu No matter how calm and self-sufficient Lian Wu is, it also makes it difficult for Yan Yuque to trust the person in front of him. There is always a premonition that he will take off his appearance to reveal another identity.
But Liu Qi didn't have the slightest strange reaction to his own actions and Yan Yuque's situation today. Before Yan Yuque could speak, he asked Yan An to clean up a room for him and said that he wanted to stay. .
And the more casual and natural it was, the more awkward Yan Yuque felt.
I don't know what Liu Qi is thinking in my heart now, I want to ask, but I don't know how to ask.
All these messy troubles were piled up together, and it was no wonder that Yan Yuque seemed to be sleeping on a floating boat this night, swaying up and down, and his thoughts were restless.
The next day, with an obviously sleep-deprived face, he got up to tidy up the shop and was about to open the door. When he passed by Doudou's room, he heard such a conversation from inside.
"Is your father treating you well?"
"Okay~ Daddy is the best person in this world to Doudou~"
"Brat, could it be that Master treats you badly?"
"Master is also kind to Doudou, but father loves Doudou more than Master, and he is not as strict as Master..." The latter sentence became softer and softer, and Yan Yuque could imagine that Doudou was secretly eyeing Liu Qi while talking. His face was prepared for the next step, he couldn't help but chuckled, and then heard Doudou say again, "But, a strict teacher produces a good student, a kind father produces a filial son, although the master and father treat Doudou differently, they are both For the good of Doudou, Doudou keeps it in mind.”
"Little devil, who taught you to say these words?" "No one taught you, Doudou understood by herself~ Ah, by the way, how long are you going to stay this time, master? Doudou misses you so much..."
Through the crack of the door, Yan Yuque saw Liu Qi holding Doudou and letting him sit on his lap. The master and apprentice were happy to reunite after a long absence, but the next moment, Liu Qi's eyes swept towards the door. After a glance, as if he found Yan Yuque was peeping at them outside the door, even the expression on his face was restrained.
Yan Yuque was startled, and hurriedly hid, and when he hurried to the front shop, he heard Liu Qi's slightly disappointed voice coming from the crack of the door.
"Master also wants to spend more time with you, but your father doesn't seem to want to see your master..."
Yan Yuque only felt that something in his chest was beating faster and faster, like a drum beating like a drum, beating so hard that his heart was beating so hard that he was almost out of breath.
He didn't know why Liu Qi said that. If his disgust was so obvious on his face, Liu Qi shouldn't be the kind of person who can't observe words and expressions, and knows that he is disgusted but still stays here and is looked down upon by others.
I always feel that there is a more special reason for Liu Qi to come to me this time, but Liu Qi didn't say anything, and I couldn't ask it, so the question was twisting in my stomach, making me extremely uncomfortable.
He has had too many entanglements with him, but he has to admit that the joy of that night, the soft pillow whispers like water, have already penetrated into the bottom of his heart, warming and melting the frozen surface of his heart, and then He sank deeply into it.
The pictures of the past emerged one by one in my mind, so clear, everything is like yesterday, but today is different from the past, even if this person is beside me, within a short distance, there is an abyss lying across, like an insurmountable end of the world. The lingering on the bed seems to have become an illusory dreamland like fog and mirror, where they sink and indulge themselves. After waking up, what they face is only a piece of cold memory... so cold that it goes straight to the heart.
Yan Yuque took a deep breath, dismissed those uncontrollable thoughts from his mind, and concentrated on doing things.
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After the shop opened, Widow Zhang from the next street and an old-looking nun came to pick out fabrics.
Widow Zhang likes Doudou very much, and every time she comes here, she will bring some cakes made by herself to Doudou, and then she will exchange greetings with Yan Yuque.
For business, Yan Yuque can always handle it, but for the warmth and coldness of people, Yan Yuque is completely lost.
In the past years, he was used to being indifferent to the people and affairs around him, only thinking about those closely related to himself, and not paying attention to the others at all, but now he has integrated into the lives of ordinary people, as if he was born in a monastery. Those who are ignorant of the heat and cold of people and things, seem a little at a loss when faced with daily necessities and parents' grievances.
But it seems that this has received more care, especially Widow Zhang. Yan Yuque always felt that there seemed to be something hidden in the eyes she looked at, just like what she saw in Liu Qi's eyes at that time. Deeply suppressed hopes and longings.
Yan Yuque couldn't help being a little strange, what Liu Qi was hiding in her eyes at that time was the hatred for herself and the excitement that her plan was about to succeed, and she had no grudges with Widow Zhang, why did she look at herself like this?
"Boss Yan, I still have something to do at home. You can help Mammy choose two horses to make winter clothes... Ah, this one is for Doudou. Children need to eat more when they grow up..." Widow Zhang handed over the food box After giving Yan Yuque a wink at the nanny, she turned and left, turned around after not taking two steps, looked at Yan Yuque with a pink face, and then hurried away shyly twisting her waist up.
Yan Yuque didn't think about it anymore, and after putting the food box aside, he picked up the fabric for the nanny as Widow Zhang said, but the nanny's mind was obviously not on the fabric.
"Hey, Boss Yan, I heard that it's hard work for you to take care of a baby by yourself? Where did the baby's mother go?"
"Mother is dead." Yan Yuque answered simply, and handed her a piece of blue-and-white peony-patterned cloth, "This color is elegant, and it is more suitable for people of a slightly older age, but it will be too light in winter. , if you have such scruples, I will pick another one for you."
But the nanny took the fabric without even looking at it, so she put it on the counter beside her, chased after Yan Yuque and asked, "Then why didn't Boss Yan find another mother for the baby? Such a small baby It's so pitiful without a mother..."
Yan Yuque frowned and gave her a sideways glance. Yan Yuque was startled when she inquired about his private affairs so openly, and a little displeased, but his face remained calm, and he took another piece of cloth Handed it to her, "This one is darker in color, it's the best for making a jacket in winter, if you wear it during the Chinese New Year, I'll choose a one with festive colors and patterns for you..."
The nanny took the fabric and put it on the counter again, she seemed to be clinging to Yan Yuque, "Don't look at our small town, in fact there are many good girls in our town, such as Widow Zhang, I wonder if Boss Yan is interested in her...?"
Yan Yuque paused when he stretched out his hand to hook the fabric on the upper shelf, then squinted his eyes and looked at the nanny in front of him. His mind went blank for a while before he realized that the nanny bought the cloth fakely, and it was the matchmaking. real……
The matchmaker seemed to have misunderstood the expression on Yan Yuque's face, and thought that Yan Yuque's heart was moving, so she continued, "Boss Yan, don't dislike her for being a widow. When she was young, she was far away. The famous flower, unfortunately, not long after marrying a man, the man died unexpectedly while seeking a job in a foreign country, leaving her alone... She, by a coincidence, likes babies, You often tell me that Boss Yan’s baby is cute and you fall in love with her, but it’s a pity that she is not his mother, if she is really his mother, she will definitely hurt him to the sky..."
The blue veins on Yan Yuque's forehead twitched twice, and he couldn't find the words to answer for a while, so he was stunned, and the matchmaker spoke again.
"Boss Yan, you are not young, and you are dragging such a baby, who would come from an ordinary family to be a stepmother for no reason, but Widow Zhang is different..."
When I said this, the curtain leading to the back hall was pulled open with a "wow", and a small figure ran out and hugged Yan Yuque's leg, "Father, Doudou heard it, you want to Do you want to find a mother for Doudou?"
When the matchmaker saw Doudou, she quickly burst into a smile, "Oh, this is Boss Yan's baby, it's exactly the same as Boss Yan's, carved out of the same mold..." Yan Yuque's hands shaking as he grasped the fabric She trembled, and her face darkened, but the matchmaker lowered her head and pinched Doudou's round face with her fingers, she didn't notice the change on Yan Yuque's face, and continued to croak.
"Is your name Doudou? You're so cute, Doudou. Mommy asks you, do you like that Aunt Zhang who keeps making cakes and new clothes for you? If you like it, Aunt Zhang will always Make delicious cakes for you, and make you beautiful new clothes all the time, okay?"
Doudou seemed to be frightened by her, and hugged Yan Yuque's legs and shrank behind him. After hearing what the matchmaker said, her big eyes rolled around, looked up at her father again, and then bit He lowered his lower lip and looked at the matchmaker who was looking at him expectantly.
"My mother will know how to weave flower books!"
When Doudou said this, the matchmaker was stunned, and Yan Yuque was also surprised. Doudou continued, "My father said that only the person who can weave the pattern of the fabric used for this robe on his body can be my mother! Aunt Zhang She can only make clothes and cakes, but can't weave flower books, so no matter how good she is, she can't be my mother!"
Yan Yuque couldn't remember when he said such a thing, turned his head, and from the corner of his eye, he saw that the curtain leading to the back hall shook slightly, and a figure flashed past in the gap, and after thinking about it again, he knew this Someone must have taught Doudou to say that.
But the matchmaker seemed to be really fooled by Doudou's words, she raised her head and blinked at Yan Yuque, "Boss Yan, this request seems a bit difficult..."
But before Yan Yuque opened his mouth, Doudou had already interjected, "My father likes to watch my mother compose flower books, and hum a ditty while compiling a flower book. It's not my mother..." As he lowered his head, Dou Da's tears fell down.
The matchmaker thought it was because he thought of his mother, so she was so sad that she cried. She didn't know how to coax her. Although Yan Yuque scolded Doudou in her heart, she followed his will and hugged Doudou. Patting him on the back to comfort him, Doudou threw himself on Yan Yuque's shoulder in a dignified manner, muttering softly, "Daddy is not sad, mother is watching us from above..."
Yan Yuque thought in his heart, the boss?There is no your mother upstairs, only the guy you mentioned who likes to hum ditties when compiling the book!
But there was only a trace of apologetic smile on his face, "Nurse, I'm really sorry, the poor discipline makes the child talk like this, please don't take it to heart."
"Where? No... No, Boss Yan, don't mind..." The matchmaker retreated outside as she spoke, stumbled over the threshold and almost fell to the ground, she managed to stand still, and said goodbye Turning around, he ran away in a hurry.
When she was no longer in sight, Yan Yuque pinched Doudou's buttocks, frowned and scolded, "Talking nonsense again?! Who taught you this?"
Doudou pursed her mouth a little aggrieved, "No one taught Doudou, Doudou discovered it by herself. When I was in the capital, Dad looked at Master compiling the flower book in the same way as Widow Zhang secretly watching Dad." look the same."
What Yan Yuque said made Yan Yuque's heart jump, and he hit Doudou's buttocks again, this time with force, Doudou jumped out of his arms with a scream, ran to the back hall, ran in and He poked his head out from the door curtain, "I'm really not wrong, Dad, if you look in the mirror, you will find that what I said is the truth."
Yan Yuque wanted to catch him back and give him a good whipping, but his hands and feet were a little slow, and by the time he reached the door curtain, the little devil had already disappeared.
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Going back to the front of the shop and putting back the fabrics that were taken out to show the matchmaker one by one, my hands were moving, but my mind was already far away.
No wonder Widow Zhang ran to her shop twice a day, and no wonder I always saw some suppressed expectations and desires in her eyes, and I thought it was when I offended her, and mistakenly thought it was when I was with Liu Qi. The look in my own eyes is the same, but the result is a completely different implication...
It can only be said that these two thoughts hidden in the eyes are too similar, which makes people have such a misunderstanding.
After thinking about it like this, another thought occurred to him.
Was it really just hatred when Liu Qi looked at her at that time?
"...When I was in the capital, Dad looked at Master when weaving the flower book in the same way as Widow Zhang secretly looked at Dad."
Snapped!
As soon as he loosened his fingers, the piece of fabric in his hand fell to the ground. The sound frightened Yan Yuque, who was wandering in the sky, back to his senses. Get up and brush off the dust that sticks to it.
But I can't help but have strange thoughts in my mind. When I look at Liu Qi, my eyes are the same as when Widow Zhang looks at me behind my back. Isn't that so?
I originally thought that for Liu Qi, apart from the little nostalgia for the past when we got along, it was an apology for the past, but now the things he has done to himself have brought him to the point where he is today, and hatred is not really hatred. But the sliver of gratitude that I held originally also contradicted and disappeared, and the rest was helplessness, but I never knew that there was a different kind of emotion in the eyes I was looking at him.
Yan Yuque couldn't help raising his hand to caress his heart, and there was a "dong dong" in it, as if responding to the doubts in his mind at the moment.
For Liuqi, what is...?
With such thoughts, it is even more difficult to look directly at Liu Qi. Since Doudou has noticed that the light in her eyes is strange when looking at Liu Qi, how could someone as smooth as Liu Qi not notice it?
So the thing that was throbbing "thump-thump" in the heart was completely out of rhythm this time.
Liu Qi didn't know when to leave, Yan Yuque tried to avoid him because of the embarrassment in his heart, even if he was eating at the same table, he didn't say much, and left in a hurry on the excuse of something in the shop after eating.
A few days passed like this, and Liu Qi didn't intend to leave, but Yan Yuque felt that there was an anxiety in his heart that was slowly gathering and piling up more and more. In the end, it was difficult to maintain his usual indifferent expression, and he was annoyed. The frowning face probably scared away several guests.
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That night, Yan Yuque hurried to the study to sort out the accounts for the day after finishing his dinner as usual. After reading for some time, Yan An knocked on the door and brought him a cup of tea that cleared his lungs and moistened his throat.
The climate here is cold and dry. After Yan Yuque arrived in this town, I don't know if he is not used to it. He often coughs, and he doesn't drink soup as water like before. Dou's doctor made some medicinal herbs to make tea. Although the effect was minimal, he was satisfied.
Not long after drinking the tea, Yan Yuque felt very sleepy. It was still early, and his eyelids couldn't stop fighting. Even looking at the candlelight and the words on the ledger had double images, so he put down his pen and hand He propped his forehead and planned to take a light sleep first.
Just for a short while, he dreamed of some beautiful and charming things. In the dream, it was still the room where Liu Qi stayed in Lingjin Courtyard. He heard Liu Qi's gentle and serene voice coming from inside.
"grown ups……"
The familiar voice and title suddenly penetrated into the gap in my heart that had been left there long ago, tickling people's hearts.
Yan Yuque walked slowly towards the inner room, opened the door curtain, and saw a person sitting on the bed, wearing a loose robe, and the hanging silk slid towards the sides, which could not cover too much. Skin, seeing the person, the person sitting on the bed slowly separated the two white and long legs, leaned back with his hands supporting his sides, so the things that had slightly raised their heads in the bushes and the private people behind them The mouth of the acupuncture point is completely exposed in front of my eyes, the secret hole that I have been reluctant to part with, I am swallowing something at this time, only a small section is exposed outside, and I don’t know if it is a love liquid or a lubricating plaster, it is shiny and shiny Yes, against the opening of the slightly red and swollen acupuncture point, it becomes more and more obscene...
Yan Yuque only felt the long-lost heat in his stomach surge up, and the person on the bed had obviously expected his reaction, the corners of his mouth slightly curved, revealing a smug smile.
"grown ups……"
"My lord... my lord?"
The things in front of him became blurred, and the voice became more and more empty, but at the same time, a clear and real voice fell on the ears.
Yan Yuque opened his heavy eyelids with some difficulty, only to feel that the bright lights in front of him were a little dazzling, and it took him a long time to get used to it. s face.
At this moment, he was tilting his head and looking at himself from top to bottom, frowning slightly as if he was in doubt.
Only then did Yan Yuque realize that he did not know when he was on the bed, so he hurriedly got up, but what followed was the pain of his wrist being pulled, and the next moment he fell back on the bed.
"You?" Yan Yuque struggled for his hands, only to realize that his hands were tied to the bed rails, and at this moment he was not in his own room, but the guest room that Yan An had arranged for Liu Qi , I don't know what Liu Qi is going to do, but I immediately realized that the cup of tea I drank must have been tampered with, so I blushed, and said slightly angrily, "What are you going to do?"
Liu Qi was originally sitting next to the edge of the bed, holding a candlestick in his hand. Hearing Yan Yuque's question, Shi Shiran got up and put the candlestick on the table. He cut the wick until Yan Yuque, who was tied to the bed, got impatient and struggled to loosen the shackles on his hands, making the bed make a "creak" and "creak" sound. Then he turned around. The candle that had just cut the wick shot up and the flame jumped twice, making his figure reflected on the wall very long and distorted, which looked a little weird.
"My lord is such a duplicity..."
Liu Qi said so, paused, and then said, "Some things are going crazy even if you want to think about them in your heart, but you still have a high-minded and self-sustaining look on your face, and you even show extreme disgust and contempt for them." eyes..."
Yan Yuque stopped struggling, a little baffled by his thoughtless sentence, and looked at Liu Qi with a confused face.
Although he is no longer an "adult", Liu Qi doesn't know whether he is used to calling him, or is deliberately trying to provoke him, and still calls him in that soft tone as in the past, which makes Yan Yuque feel that it is because of this title. Drumming endlessly.
Liu Qi didn't put down the scissors in his hand, but walked towards Yan Yuque with the sharp object. Because of the backlight, he couldn't see the expression on his face clearly. Yan Yuque only felt that the aura coming from him was very Yan Yuque couldn't help but tremble in his heart when a sharp and cold light flashed across the tip of the scissors under the candlelight.
The figure that seemed to be covered by a layer of dark clouds made people uncomfortable walked to the bed, and after a pause, some dilapidated beds let out a "creak" moan, and Liu Qi straddled Yan Yu with her feet Que's crotch above.
Yan Yuque couldn't help being startled, "What are you going to do?" He pulled his hands hard twice, trying to break free from the rope that bound his hands, but he had no choice but to shake the bed violently twice, and the cloth that bound his hands was Not moving at all.
Yan Yuque's words seemed to be asking Liu Qi, Liu Qi tilted his head and thought for a while, "...what to do?" As he spoke, he reached Yan Yuque's crotch, and held it with the other hand. "Do you dare to say that you didn't become like this because you dreamed of a villain?"
Yan Yuque turned his face away in embarrassment. He thought of what Doudou had said, recalled that charming dream, and was afraid that his eyes would betray him, so he argued forcefully, "You are wrong, if it wasn't for you Putting drugs on me and doing things like that to me, not to mention that you are a man, but just your face... will not teach me to want to take a second look."
If it was in the past, I still had an inextricably boundless bond and relationship with him, as if we were on the same web, and both of them were tightly entangled, and no one could untie them. Affected each other.But now, he doesn't want to have anything to do with this person anymore, not because of hatred, nor because of disgust, just because there is no way to go back to the past...
In the past, Yan Yuque was powerful, wealthy, arrogant and indifferent, and had the patience to slowly wear out with him. Although it was not a warm and harmonious day, full of hatred and murderous intent, but In my heart, that period of time has become the most ups and downs and the most colorful days in my life... As if silk threads of various colors were poured into the plainness, Liu Qi used his delicate hands to draw her own Life is woven into a complex and wonderful flower book...
And now Yan Yuque...
Nothing at all.
I didn't know it in the past, but now I understand that those things that you want but can't get are called extravagant hopes. They are things that can only be hidden in the bottom of your heart, and you should never think about the day when they will come true.
Now, Yan Yuque knows that he seems to have some extravagant hopes in his heart, which have been buried deep in his heart since the day he left the capital, but he knows that it is impossible to achieve, since it is impossible, he should completely cut all over...
This is good for each other.
Yan Yuque came back to his senses, and found that his slightly hurtful words just now seemed to have hit a sore spot in Liu Qi's heart.
Liu Qi's eyes dimmed, and then slowly raised the hand holding the scissors, "Since the adults said so..." The scissors were aimed at Yan Yuque's crotch, "The villain will help the adults to solve the future troubles, and it will be settled once and for all. !” After saying that, he stabbed his hand suddenly.
"don't want!"
Yan Yuque yelled out in shock, his heart almost stopped beating for a moment, he closed his eyes and clenched his teeth, the bean-sized beads of sweat on his forehead slid down like broken beads...
After a while, Yan Yuque's panting chest calmed down a little, and there was no unexpected pain. When Liu Qi's hand fell, there was a "boom" in his ear, the sound of something hitting a wooden board.
Yan Yuque opened his eyes slowly and cautiously. The dancing candlelight on the table flickered, and he could see clearly through the light. The scissors in Liu Qi's hand were stuck on the bed beside him, and Liu Qi was He looked at himself with a somewhat sad expression.
"Aren't you still refusing to admit it, my lord?"
Yan Yuque hadn't recovered from the shock just now, because of fear and fright, his legs trembled uncontrollably with some embarrassment, and he couldn't react in a daze when he was asked.
admit?Admit what?
But he heard Liu Qi's voice whispering.
"But the villain... has already fallen into it, unable to extricate himself..."
That expression, that tone, made people feel pity, and reminded Yan Yuque of the last love affair between the two of them in the capital. Liu Qishi's tenderness and tranquility, his face full of confusion and helplessness...
Perhaps that is the truest side of him hidden deep in his heart...
It's just that I can't hold him in my arms to comfort him like that time, not only because my hands are tied to the head of the bed and I can't move...
"Liuqi, since you can't extricate yourself, it's time to stop, go back to the capital, go back to Lianyulou, that's where you should stay..."
This person is Lianwu from Jinlin Cloth Village, not the Liu Qi from back then...
But Liu Qi obviously didn't want to hear what he said. When Yan Yuque's words fell, the expression on his face changed suddenly, and then he untied Yan Yuque's belt with some resentment, and took off his obscene clothes. pants, staring at the things in his crotch with eyes that made Yan Yuque feel a little creepy.
"But the adults here... don't seem to think so!"
"Don't! Don't..."
Somewhere under his body was suddenly wrapped in a moist and warm place, causing Yan Yuque to almost jump up from the bed. The meaning of refusal could not be more obvious, but the other party didn't take it seriously at all, and even a little angry at his attitude at the moment.
The snake-like tongue slid from the top of the meat column to the root, and stopped at the two sacs, and the meat stick, which was already wet with saliva, was soothed with fingers instead.
Liu Qi lightly sucked the bottom of the pouch, making a "sucking" sound, stroking the fingers of the meat stick, playing with the protruding red front end with the fingertips, circling on the soft top, rubbing the hole in the front end, listening When Yan Yuque puffed up his chest and took a deep breath, he showed a very satisfied smile.
Yan Yuque couldn't understand how powerful Liu Qi's oral sex is, and his body's reaction to Liu Qi couldn't be more honest. He didn't need too much teasing, and the heat ran wildly in his blood, and even if he didn't want to, the bottom Those words had already gone against his own wishes, and he raised his head with high spirits.
And Liu Qi seemed to have seen through the contradictions and hesitation in Yan Yuque's heart, and tried harder to comfort him. When she was holding the meat stick, she made a small moan from her nose, which was mixed with pain and pleasure. The strings in Yuque's mind, which had already been stretched to the limit, gently plucked.
"Ryuki...don't...don't..."
The long-lost emotion swept across like a wave, making the barrier of resistance weaker and weaker, and finally almost defeated. Yan Yuque's chest heaved and heaved, waiting for the desire accumulated in his belly to break through the gap and let it out At that moment, at the moment when desire erupted, a cold feeling suddenly came from the front of the penis.
The cold feeling was like a bug that drilled from the front to the inside of the penis, and it was like being pierced by a thin needle in a tender and fragile place. The pain at that moment almost made Yan Yuque faint.
When the pain subsided slightly, Yan Yuque heard a slight sound of "ding ding dong dong", and then there was something cold around the root of his penis. The cold feeling made him tremble, and then he tried his best Looking up, I saw a pearl-sized golden bead on the top of my penis, surrounded by several slender gold chains, and the other ends of those chains were connected to the gold ring at the bottom of the penis. With a slight movement of the object, the slender gold chain glowed with brilliance under the candlelight.
Previously, Liu Qi and Liu Qi had done so many obscene and lascivious things in the Brocade Court according to the erotic book, so Yan Yuque knew what it was at a glance, but he didn't expect Liu Qi to use it on himself , couldn't help frowning and said angrily, "What are you doing? Let me go!"
Liu Qi didn't care about his reaction at all, and used her little finger to pick up one of the gold chains and tugged, in exchange for Yan Yuque gritted his teeth and made a light "hiss", and said casually, "This is for your lord just now. The little punishment for what you said... At first, you will not be used to it, but after a while, the adults promise to play with the villains like this next time." The corner of the mouth slightly hooked, and the smile on the corner of the mouth under the candlelight Charming and seductive.
But he couldn't catch Yan Yuque's thoughts full of annoyance at this moment, and almost raised his foot to kick Liu Qi, but because he pulled the thin needle that was piercing the urethra as soon as he moved, Yan Yuque could only give up.
"Since the adults don't want to think about it, the villains have no choice but to use this method to force the adults to admit..." Then he made it look like he was embarrassed, and sighed softly, "That's why the villains say that the adults are duplicity. It is really not easy to force an adult to admit his heart..."
Liu Qi stretched out her hand to hold Yan Yuque's penis, and while moving it up and down, the gold chain rubbed against the surface of the penis, which aroused a painful and itchy feeling, like rough sand rubbing against the delicate surface. The desire to pour out was blocked by the things at the root and top, which made Yan Yuque feel that life was worse than death, but after the initial unbearable, he felt a strange feeling.
This kind of slightly painful pleasure is like sweet wine, if you try it too much, you will become addicted, but the pain of not being able to vent your desire makes Yan Yuque feel like he is holding his breath in his chest and abdomen, He was so overwhelmed that he couldn't breathe, and he seemed to be about to be unable to bear it, and he burst open his chest and rushed out.
He couldn't help but murmured and called "Lu Qi" twice, as if begging him to stop quickly, such a sweet and painful punishment.
But instead of not stopping, Liuqi has a tendency to intensify.
I didn't know where to touch a porcelain bottle, and Yan Yuque naturally recognized it. It was specially used by Liu Qi to lubricate the place behind him, but in the past, Liu Qi did it by himself, and he just sat aside and watched Liu Qi's daily life. The hands that are used to holding silk threads and hooked bamboo pieces are covered with shiny essential oils, and they turn over the place behind them, where it looks like a greedy mouth, slightly red and swollen, swallowing Liu Qi's fingers all the way to the root... and Liu Qi Eyes dim with tears, she looked at herself with a pitiful and begging expression, she opened her teeth, and what escaped with a soft groan was that sound that made people feel crisp...
"grown ups……"
Yan Yuque came back to his senses with a jolt, but saw a triumphant smile on Liu Qi's face, "It seems that my lord seems to have remembered something..."
According to what he said, Yan Yuque's temper has been tempered to a certain degree these days, and his temper has become a little bit rough. He really can't figure out why Liu Qi did this. He has nothing. He did this What kind of results do you want to see?
"Luqi, what exactly do you want? You came all the way to find me, is it just to humiliate me again in this way?"
Yan Yuque finished asking angrily, but didn't hear the answer right away, so he looked up strangely, and saw Liu Qi looking straight at him, two tears glistening under the dancing candlelight.
Now Yan Yuque was completely dumbfounded, and the current situation...was it the other way around?
But the scar on the left face hidden under the hanging hair cut Yan Yuque's heart twice like a knife, and the previous two years resurfaced in his mind.
Perhaps in this carefully woven deception, the person who completely caught himself in it hurt more than himself...
So Yan Yuque's tone softened a little, and said: "Liu Qi, I know you are stuck in it, how dare I say that I am not?" Just like what Liu Qi said, in fact, I have already understood it, but I just don't Dare to admit it.
The gaze he focused on when he was compiling the book, the uncontrollable yearning after he left the capital day after day...
There may be grievances and hatred between the two of them, but not just these, there are many, many others, intertwined together like a cobweb, and in the end, no one can let the other go.
"But I hope you can live a good life. You worked too hard in the past, and then you devoted yourself to this trick. You have never done anything for yourself, so you should live the life you want, well...for yourself think about it……"
But I didn't want Liu Qi's tears to flow more fiercely, as if breaking a dike. After Yan Yuque smiled and sneered at him as "fool", she completely lost control, and rushed to hug Yan Yuque.
"My lord... I told you when I met you that day, that I came here because..."
"Since I have arranged for you the rest of your life...I want to watch you, how to finish it..."
Lian Er asked him to think about his own intentions. He thought about it carefully, and then found that he couldn't let go of this person in his heart. How to deal with the web of love weaved?Just like the flower book he wove, every silk thread of this net has been poured into his painstaking efforts, thinking, thinking, the pleasure of Yan Yuque falling into it one day, but only at the end did he realize that those who weaved into it The affection used in the love network to make a fake show...
There is no way to get it back.
He has been thinking about why time passes by and why people change. It would have been better if it had been five years ago. At that time, he had nothing but hatred for Yan Yuque...however, the world makes people, and the two of them end up in the end. On such a road.
"If only I hadn't met an adult in that year..."
The expression on Yan Yuque's face was in a daze for a moment, as if recalling the events of the year, he frowned slightly, and only after a while did he come back to his senses, his gaze stayed on the left side of Liu Qi's face. On that scar.
"What should be met, will always be met."
Liu Qi thought about it for a while, and no longer was entangled in this, and the expression on his face suddenly became brighter. The corners of his mouth curled up, and he smiled charmingly again. He poured the essential oil from the porcelain bottle on Yan Yuque's penis, and then supported Something still wearing a gold chain slowly entered behind him.
"My lord is so duplicity. Could it be that five years ago, when you said you were disgusted, you were already thinking about this kind of thing in your heart?"
"..."
Yan Yuque was silent for a while, but Liu Qi didn't seem to be in a hurry to know the answer, she was already shrugging up and down in this posture.
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