private romance

Love outlasts centuries when it's by your side.

He Tingzhao couldn't remember how long it had been since he had such a comfortable life.

It doesn't seem right to say that when you think about it carefully. There has never been anything too bad in his life, it's just the difference between good and better.

This boundary is whether his lover is by his side.

I don't know how much work Song Mingzheng has put off to be able to stay by his side so honestly every day, but He Tingzhao didn't bother to ask about those things, he believed that Song Mingzheng could handle them well.What's more, when I want to be self-willed occasionally, the coquettish energy in my heart has not completely subsided after many years.

The lover seems to have become a faithful hound, baring his teeth all the time and sticking to his side all the time.Song Mingzheng used to be very clingy, once to the point of making He Tingzhao angry, but later on, he gradually ceased to be like this, and everything became to focus on his body.

In fact, he doesn't like this feeling, because moving and self-loathing are always two different things.But he had to follow up with what Song Mingzheng gave him, otherwise it would be even more hurtful.

He didn't want Song Mingzheng to be sad, even though he knew that from the moment he was hurt, this was already an inevitable sad story for both of them.

But he still didn't want to do that, so the maturity and restraint he seemed to have these years, the gentleness in the mouths of others, was all because He Tingzhao chose between him and Song Mingzheng to be more wronged.It's just that it didn't serve any better purpose. Maybe Song Mingzheng didn't want to see that he was sensible. In fact, he could guess it in his heart, but what can he do? When two people are together, willing to sacrifice each other is love is inevitable way of expression.

They just acted extraordinarily obvious and a bit heroic.

His lover finally got up later than him. Every day when He Tingzhao opened his eyes, most of his unconscious body would be in the arms of the other party. There was a circle of bruises on his chin, which always stabbed He Tingzhao with a slight pain. On Ting Zhao's forehead.So he had to feel the sensation carefully again, and couldn't help but want to laugh. It was a very happy voice. The slight laughter sprayed into the oxygen mask and became hazy, a little unreal but gentle.

"Are you awake? What are you laughing at?" The subwoofer sounded above his head immediately without any surprise. He Tingzhao's blood pressure was too bad, even if he didn't move, he was a little dazzled now.It's just that he also knew that this discomfort would not last long, and the next second Song Mingzheng's hand covered his temple and gently rubbed it.

In fact, it's not that he has everything, it's just that he has done too much. These things have become habits and instincts, and there is no need to go through it in thought.After saying a word, they buried their heads again, their foreheads were pressed against each other, and the man's warm breath sprayed on his face, half of which seemed more like a baby. "Baby... I slept so deeply today, I forgot to help you turn over, I'm sorry."

That's just right.

He Tingzhao snickered in his heart, I wanted to stay in your arms even more, and I also hoped that you could have a good night's sleep.

He was taken care of very well in the past, but in fact, if there is such a small mistake occasionally, He Tingzhao's pain will be magnified.The two soft legs had already kicked the soft cushion under the soles of the feet, and a pair of white and tender feet shrunk inward, forming a drooping flower as if it had been knocked down by rain.It's just that it was probably instinct, and when the quilt was lifted, they were naturally wrapped together by Song Mingzheng's legs, no different from ordinary lovers, and there was also a little shadow of the past.

Young people's nights are always romantic and charming, and the room is full of spring nights.So every morning I wake up like this, my limbs are entangled, as if hugging each other is not enough, you push me and I push you to get up and wash, but in the end Song Mingzheng starts first, and sometimes he will directly carry him into the bathroom, but at that time The hug is different from now, the joke can be opened from the bed to the bottom of the bed.

Wait until the person he loves and loves him deeply can no longer restrain himself, and can stop living an ascetic life every night because of his body.He can eat on time, sleep well, eat his own favorite flavors, and sleep for a long and dreamless sleep.Being able to fire the gun he wants, remove all the messy barriers in the house, and be able to see those young and beautiful boys from a good family background, or the other half of the same background as him, with strong skills, and when he is taken away, he himself Can also dodge a bullet.He can like this vibrant world and live a good and normal life.

Don't expect it to be the same as before.

The head of the bed slowly rose, and Song Mingzheng supported He Tingzhao to sit up slowly by the back of his neck. He couldn't sit still at all, his soft and boneless body kept sliding down.Song Mingzheng was afraid that he would feel dizzy, so he held him in his arms and comforted him in a low voice, stroking the back of his neck and accompanied him through those palpitations and dizziness.When he was better, he was carried back to the head of the bed to lie down, and the restraint belt beside the bed was pulled loosely. In fact, people obviously couldn't feel it, but they were not willing to use even a little more strength.

He Tingzhao leaned against the head of the bed panting, enduring the process of heart and lung pain and numbness that gradually rose and then leveled off.In fact, every minute and every second of his passing depends on how the people around him choose. As an adult man with normal IQ, he certainly has the right to choose, but as a severely disabled patient, he does not have that absolute right to choose. Can't help him.But during all this process, his rational thinking is always there. He can see everything around him with his eyes, so it is particularly painful to get used to it. He Tingzhao asked himself that he is not so open-minded. Take care of his every moment.

In fact, he was very sad.

It's just Ah Zheng, of course I can't tell you that.

I have always inexhaustible confidence in my love, thank you very much, but it's because of you, because I believe in your love, really thank you for loving me.

But not from myself, probably no one will be more suitable for you than me in terms of fundamental character, and no one will love you more than me, but there will be someone who can take care of you, stay by your side, and try my best A responsibility that belongs to the partner.

The pain in his heart gradually eased, and his eyes slowly regained clarity. Song Mingzheng's side face was reflected in his eyes. He sat at the end of the bed to help himself massage, and his casual posture was already seductive enough.

Zheng, I don't hope to be the same as before.

He didn't call out Song Mingzheng. In fact, in the past countless days and nights, this was something He Tingzhao had gotten used to, especially after he knew that his heart was failing.

I just want you to be a little happier.

It may be difficult to get out of more than ten years, but I hope you can live a life like a normal person, even if you go to the luxury of life, it is better than being trapped by someone in this life.Not just me, no one else.Since the third master Song is so famous, why should he stick to the love of his sons and daughters on any one person.

In fact, I am really afraid of death.

"Nothing to do in the afternoon." Song Mingzheng turned his head, probably counting the time and felt that He Tingzhao had almost recovered, so he turned back to talk to him, and laughed at the same time, "Let's watch a movie."

"Okay." He replied softly, tilting his head and smiling at Song Mingzheng, "Then can you also give me some Coke?"

"Okay." Song Mingzheng agreed without much hesitation. In fact, after all, he rarely restricts what He Tingzhao can do.Sometimes when I see him indulge, I always want to say a few words, but when I really do it, I feel soft-hearted. I have never really adhered to the principles that the doctor said must be adhered to.

But it doesn't matter, people still have to go to this step, I can actually be more open than many people.Life is full of regrets, but there are no regrets. The regrets are all because of you. I met you in this life. Even if I live to be a hundred years old and die, I will still regret it.

We are all adults, you can shed a lot of tears, but you can't miss me too much.

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