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Most of the words in the hospital are very heavy, and Ji Zean sat on the metal chair in the lobby on the first floor and looked at those words in a bad mood.He rejected Ning Wenyan's request to take him home, and sat alone in the empty hospital lobby waiting for Yu Yi to come over. Originally, Ning Wenyan wanted to stay and wait with him, but after answering a phone call, it was very difficult. I was sorry and apologized to him, and left the hospital in a car alone.

Ji Ze'an couldn't sit still anymore, he got up and walked to the gate, stood on the stairs in the hall, looked at the direction of the car coming in, and waited for Yu Yi.

He suddenly wanted to imitate the pillows at their house and say "Please hug? (????)" to get comfort, but Yu Yi was not around, so he had no partner.Even if he is here, he is too embarrassed to say this, Ji Ze'an thinks it is too shy.He is a man, if you like him, you should hug him decisively, there is no need to report.

……

The waiting time was not very long, and Yu Yi's car soon stopped in front of Ji Ze'an.Seeing him coming out, Ji Ze'an immediately ran down the stairs, rushed over, hugged Yu Yi, and then let go.Only then did he look up at him, "I'll explain, I want to go home now, say it on the way."

Yu Yi nodded slightly, helped Ji Zean open the co-pilot's door, and returned to the car by himself.

He watched the child fasten his seat belt before he put it on himself.Immediately, fire and start the car...

Ji Ze'an glanced at Yu Yi's side face, turned his head, looked at the light scene outside the window in front of him, and opened his mouth, "Before dinner today, a man named Ning Wenyan came to my house and found me, saying that it was my friend who never I met my father’s friend. He said that the man had acute leukemia, and he hadn’t found a matching bone marrow so far, so he begged me to save his life.”

Yu Yi drove the car without interrupting, he listened very attentively to Ji Ze'an's words.

"Your parents treated you too much, but didn't you still pay back their karma? So I also want to give him back a karma. After all, I can't come to this world without him." Ji Ze'an felt a little sad when he said this , not for himself, but for Yu Yi.At least he had never owned it, and Yu Yi had been abandoned. The nature of the two is different. Ji Ze'an felt that it was more painful to lose it once. Yu Yi was four years old at that time, and he had already begun to remember things.

Ji Ze'an suddenly turned his head to look at Yu Yi again, and asked very seriously, "Did I do something wrong?"

Yu Yi's lips were pursed straight. He wanted to say that he was right, but he felt sorry for the child and disapproved of the child's behavior of hurting himself.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Ji Ze'an asked again: "Didn't you get hurt when you returned to the Jiang family?"

Compared to him, he might be as simple as drawing blood, Ji Ze'an thought that Yu Yi would understand the behavior of such a bad guy like himself.

"..." Yu Yi wanted to say that we were different, but he knew that he couldn't say that, it would be like opening the distance between the two of us, which was not what he wanted to see.In the end, he said helplessly, "You are still young."

"I'm not young anymore." Ji Ze'an said this very calmly.He has always thought that he should look like a high school student, deliberately suppress himself, deliberately control some of his behavior, so that he is not so out of place.Maybe his behavior was too much, he was still a child in this man's heart, and he would always guard a child-like lover?Ji Ze'an believes that lovers can trust and rely on each other. Although they will have their own smiles, they will also understand each other.

Looking at his stern side face, Ji Ze'an flashed complex emotions in his eyes.He didn't deliberately hide it, and lowered his eyes, all kinds of emotions emerged one by one in his half-opened eyes, which were intricate.

Are the two of them really suitable?This item suddenly popped up in Ji Ze'an's chaotic thoughts, but he quickly suppressed it.Yu Yi is very good, he likes it very much, Ji Ze'an is sure that this is his own voice.He felt that he was confused by all kinds of emotions mixed together in a mess, and all kinds of wild thoughts came out.But he thought that he probably didn't want to be that child in Yu Yi's mind anymore, it's good to be pampered by him, he likes it very much, even enjoys it to the extreme, but at this moment he realized that he was always in the child's place in his mind He couldn't help being displeased with his position.

He had to admit that he was getting more and more interested in Yu Yi.

Ji Ze'an raised his eyes, looked out the window, and let out a long breath on the side window.

(‘???′) Xiaoan, from what I know about the master, he is definitely worried about you now, he doesn’t want you to suffer any harm!It's just that he is dumb and can't speak.

Looking at the white characters that appeared on the transparent car window, with the help of the outside light, Ji Ze'an could see clearly bit by bit.

The warmth in his heart hit him again, and the depression faded a little bit.

Ji Ze'an knows that he thinks too much, and he knows that Yu Yi is not good at words. He may not be able to express his true meaning, but he doesn't care about his kindness. As for whether the reason for his kindness is love ... Whether it is or not, he deserves to thank this man who silently helped him.Just because it was him, he was willing to give up the risk again and tried it.After knowing each other for so long, the door of his heart has already been pried open by his actions one after another, and Yu Yi already has a place in his heart.

Whether it can go further, Ji Ze'an is not sure, but he is still looking forward to it...

***

"Where is this?" Ji Ze'an got out of the car, looked at the unfamiliar environment, broke the silence between the two of them in the car before, and looked at Yu Yi who had parked the car in the garage in puzzlement.

Yu Yi walked up to Ji Ze'an, looked at Ji Ze'an who knew his chest through the yellowish light, "My house. I live here today."

If he lived alone, those people would take advantage of it. Yu Yi didn't want something to happen to him without him knowing.

The two got on the elevator and stopped when they reached the seventeenth floor. Except for the bottom three floors of this building, which are internal supermarkets, restaurants, coffee shops, and hospitals, all the upper floors are residential areas. kind.He had seen the Fengshui of this building, and a Fengshui bureau was arranged at the request of the developer. At that time, the developer said that he was allowed to choose a floor to live here.At that time, he refused. Before that, he never thought of living in Jiangcheng permanently, but the situation is different now.

Yu Yi will choose this place to be their future home. First, the environment here is good, the security work is considered top-notch, there is enough private space, and it is convenient to buy daily necessities. The most important thing is that it is very close to the school where the child is now. He knows that The child is already in the third year of high school, he doesn't want him to spend so much time on the road, he can take better care of him here.

After entering the house, he took out a pair of shoes that he had prepared a long time ago from the shoe cabinet and put them in front of the child. After closing the door, he went into the house to make milk.

When Ji Ze'an put on his slippers and entered the room, Yu Yi handed him the milk, his movements were quick.Looking at his wet hands, Ji Ze'an was a little surprised that he didn't waste a lot of time washing his hands and cups, but made the milk while he was changing his shoes, and didn't even let him wash his hands before taking the milk.Perhaps Yu Yi's current mood is so bad that his cleanliness fetish doesn't flare up so badly.

Holding the milk, Ji Ze'an looked at him, not knowing what to say or what to do.He said too many words of thanks and turned out to be polite. Ji Ze'an felt that although the two were together, they were still very unfamiliar and very polite.Normally, he must have thanked him when he took the milk, but this time he didn't.

Yu Yi didn't think anything was wrong either.

"Sit on the sofa and drink slowly."

Holding the glass of milk in both hands, Ji Ze'an found a seat on the sofa and sat down, remaining silent.

He couldn't think of what is the best thing to say between the two of them now, the atmosphere between the two of them seems to be very wrong now.Ji Ze'an can feel it, and Yu Yi can naturally feel it too.This time, it was Yu Yi who finally broke the atmosphere, "You can move in and live with me."

Ji Ze'an, who had just taken a sip of moderately warm milk, suddenly stopped swallowing, put down his glass, and looked at Yu Yi who was sitting across from him.

cohabitation.

Ji Ze'an thought about it occasionally, but it was a fleeting idea, and he didn't intend to implement it. Yu Yi used to come to his house to sleep on the sofa from time to time.

He thought that this step would be placed later, not now.

suitable?Still inappropriate?

he does not know……

Most of Yu Yi's family's writing has the same prefix, "very clean", and he knows this is the result of this man's obsession with cleanliness.There are some things about this boyfriend that he knows, such as cleanliness, but there are more things he doesn't know.

If they live together and face each other every day, conflicts will increase. He cannot guarantee that the relationship between the two of them will always be harmonious. Although there is no progress, there will be no major fluctuations. This is the kind of peaceful and stable emotional life he pursues. , but it is very difficult to go further... Ji Ze'an was worried that he would encounter conflicts that could not be resolved between the two of them until they broke up. He knew that he was too pessimistic and did not have enough confidence in him or Yu Yi.But emotional issues cannot be determined by confidence.

Ji Ze'an was scared, and couldn't help but want to back down. He regretted coming to Yu Yi's house. He felt that he was in a dilemma.

He suddenly envied that the tortoise could hide in its shell cowardly, instead of facing this matter like a man. The previous failed and hot relationship left him with sequelae, and he wanted to He accepted Yu Yi, but he was afraid of the friction in the process of acceptance. Perhaps he was more afraid of losing this man in the friction.

What would happen to him if he lost the happiness that Yu Yi brought him?

He will definitely live a good life, but he will be more resistant to emotions. Ji Ze'an is sure that he will put the thickest armor on himself in terms of emotions, even if the armor weighs him down.This is a way he will choose to protect himself, and maybe this way will make him die alone.

"Yu Yi, I'm very scared." When Ji Ze'an spoke, his tone was unexpectedly calm, but if you look carefully, you will find that his eyes are full of panic.