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(︶e╰? ) Don’t be afraid, don’t be afraid, drink some milk for peace of mind.

Words emerged from the cup placed by Ji Ze'an on the coffee table, but now Ji Ze'an doesn't have the mental strength to pay attention to the words on it.He watched Yu Yi stand up from the opposite side, walking towards him step by step.Ji Ze'an was sitting on the sofa, he suddenly felt that the air conditioner in the room was turned too low, and his body couldn't help shivering.

Yu Yi walked up to Ji Zean, stopped, hugged his head, let his head stick to his body, stroked his hair comfortingly, let him relax, "Don't be afraid, you can try more Trust me, just give me a little bit at a time."

Ji Ze'an embraced his waist, leaned his head on his body, and listened to his words quietly, "A little?"

"Ah."

Trust needs to be accumulated, Yu Yi understands, so everything he does is step by step.He told himself that Ji Ze'an was still a child, and he had to wait for him to grow up.Ji Ze'an will have more choices in the future, but Yu Yi will make sure that he only sees himself as the only choice.What he plotted was all about Ji Ze'an.Mind, body, language...all he wants to have, but not swallowing it right now.He will occupy him step by step. Before he really occupies him, the word "child" is his warning line. Yu Yi uses this to tell himself not to go out of line, and to be patient.

"A little more every time, I didn't disappoint you, just a little more." Yu Yi hoped that Ji Ze'an would trust and rely on himself wholeheartedly, but he didn't force him to do this right away.Trust doesn't mean that you have it, so he told the child to take it slowly, which is also hinting at himself and controlling his desires.

Yu Yi's technique is very gentle, but not lacking in strength.He stimulated the acupuncture points on Ji Ze'an's head, letting his tense nerves begin to relax.In order not to irritate him, Yu Yiba slowed down his speech, so that he could have a space to think, instead of being forced by him to have no way out.Ji Ze'an narrowed his eyes, listening to Yu Yi's suggestion.He thinks it makes sense and he can try it, but the question is whether he should take a step forward or take a step back now...

Go ahead and give him a little credit as he says.A voice spoke to him in Ji Ze'an's mind, and then another voice objected.no!What if this little bit of trust ends in failure?He is definitely not willing to endure such an ending... Ji Ze'an is still conflicted, but he prefers to trust him, and he is afraid of bad consequences.

Yu Yi seemed to know what Ji Zean was thinking, he said softly: "First of all, you can try to give me a little bit of your trust in this matter. You have to believe that I can take good care of you, and that you will live here comfy, okay?"

"..." Ji Ze'an was still thinking about it.

"Xiao'an," Yu Yi let go of Ji Ze'an, moved the cup on the coffee table aside, sat on it, stretched out his hand to his cheek, and made him look at him, "What are you worrying about?"

"I'm afraid..." Ji Ze'an looked into his eyes and replied honestly.

"What are you afraid of?"

"I'm afraid... I'm afraid that the me you know is not the same as the real me, what should I do?"

Will he just turn around like this, let him stay where he is and look at his back that is getting further and further away, Ji Ze'an reaches out and grabs Yu Yi's arm, the worry in his eyes is not concealed in any way.He looked at him, looked at his thick ink-like eyes, and felt comforted, but the comfort was not enough to offset all his worries.Ji Ze'an knows that he is not a very smart person. He has been deceived once, and even if he is reborn, he will not be much smarter. He can't see the words on Yu Yi's face, and he doesn't know his inner voice. He is worried that this is a more beautiful weaving. the trap.

It's like a warm and sweet game, but sooner or later the game will end.

So he only thought about wandering in Xinshou Village, afraid of the even more unknown future outside this village.

Now only Yu Yi is the unknown option that attracts him the most in his world...

"Xiao'an, I know how to make faces, don't you think I can't see your shortcomings?" Yu Yi felt Ji Ze'an's palm tightening on his arm, he knew he had heard it, and said, "You have to trust me I can tolerate your shortcomings, and I will accept all of you."

Ji Ze'an looked at him, blinked his eyes, he was very tempted, his heart was beating very fast.

"I know more than you do."

Ji Ze'an felt his heart beating faster.He once accompanied Yu Yi to work at a client's house, and that was the only time. He even forgot that Yu Yi was actually a "magic stick". He could know things that no one else knew. Maybe he knew himself...

"Xiao An, I saw your original face in the photo. You will not live to be 23 years old, but I can't see your current face. It has become all unknown. This kind of unknown cannot be considered, so I know you are What kind of opportunity came across, and this opportunity happened not long before we met, right?"

He knew... he knew... he knew!

Ji Ze'an's eyes widened, and he couldn't help being a little terrified looking at him.Yu Yi knew that he was reborn, he knew that he would die before his 23rd birthday, he knew everything... Then did he know about his past, did he know that he once liked Yan Jin, that scumbag, did he know? I did so many stupid things for a scumbag that I didn't even have a home, and died alone with resentment... He met Yan Jin, did Yu Yi discover the hatred he had hidden deep in his heart, didn't he? Knowing that he was waiting for his chance to get revenge, didn't he...

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid." Yu Yi leaned over and kissed Ji Ze'an on the forehead, "Only I will never hurt you."

Yu Yi's promise sounds a little hypocritical, but this person is Yu Yi, and Ji Ze'an is willing to believe it.

Although he was afraid, he really gave a little trust as Yu Yi said.He has been very kind to him after knowing him for so long, so I instinctively believe that this man will never hurt him.

Ji Ze'an suddenly had the idea to confide, he wanted to talk about his past and give him more trust.Maybe the relationship between two men is beyond redemption. He should not pursue conservativeness in an unconservative love. Maybe he should be crazy again. If he falls off the cliff again, he will drag this man to accompany him at the bottom of the cliff. .

"If you deceive me..." Ji Ze'an looked at Yu Yi opposite him, waiting for another promise from him.

"You will have the right to kill me." Yu Yi kissed his forehead again, under his bright eyes.

He was swearing to Ji Ze'an, the most important oath in his life, not the phrase "I love you".

Love him with his life, this is Yu Yi's love words.

***

(;'＿ゝ') Xiaoan, you don't come home at night, is this the rebellious period?I'm so worried, so worried about you...

The next day, Yu Yi accompanied Ji Ze'an to the Jiangcheng film and television base to shoot the remaining shots, and then drove him back to his home.As soon as Ji Ze'an saw the words on the door, he didn't open the door in a hurry. He just touched him and said to the door in front of Yu Yi, "Sorry, I'm going to stay at Yu Yi's house for one night. Thank you for your concern."

Xiaoan, you are still young, you can't just be abducted by this man (●?? Mouth??●)!

"He's fine, you can trust him." Ji Ze'an smiled towards the door, and then took out the key to open the door and go in.

Yu Yi walked behind, looked at the door and thought for a while.

He was very concerned that the child was different from the world he saw, but he was even more happy that the child was honest with him. Yu Yi knew that this was a signal he sent to himself, and he told himself that he was serious and that he was really willing to fight.But Yu Yi was sure that he would not let him down.With the child's notification, Yu Yi suddenly understood his occasional weird behaviors, just like when he was in Qicheng, he would occasionally put the teacup and red porcelain bottle he had prepared for him together to spend the night before going back to bed.Although he has never asked about some things, it does not mean that he is not curious. Concealing his curiosity is also a skill that a successful adult shines.

After closing the door, Yu Yi changed his shoes and walked in, looked at the child who was cleaning up the ingredients, thought for a while, and asked, "What was written on the door when you just came in?"

"The gate said that I can't be abducted by you like this." Ji Ze'an thought it was a little funny, but he told him the original words. He also admitted that this meant that Yu Yi should treat him better, although Yu Yi has always been very kind to him. Well, but man is greedy, he will ask for more and more.

"Yeah." After Yu Yi finished listening, his eyes scanned the direction of the door, and his hands followed the child to tidy up the food in the refrigerator.

The two want to live together, but it's not that they won't come back to live. He agreed with the child that he will live with him during school hours, and he will accompany him to live here on weekends, unless there are special circumstances.Ji Ze'an's situation is special, Yu Yi knew that he would not be able to let go of these aura-filled things, so he understood and was willing to accompany him.What's more, Ji Ze'an took a step back, which allowed him to make progress, so he was also willing to take a step back, so why isn't this taking a step back?

Yu Yi's things are well prepared, so Ji Ze'an doesn't need to bring anything except textbooks and school uniforms. Yu Yi has everything from underwear to toothbrush and toothpaste. He silently prepares everything by himself.If it wasn't for going to school, Ji Ze'an would just have to bring himself with him, and Yu Yi's caringness can be seen from this aspect.

However, Ji Ze'an didn't want to waste the food he had bought in the refrigerator, and he also wanted to be different from the "family" at home, so this trip back was inevitable.

Ji Ze'an told everyone about his plan, and the one who reacted the most was the small teacup that Yu Yi held in his palm.

(? ˉ?e ˉ??) An An Tuyan!Why are you so swollen that you can leave others and elope with the male god!take me!take me!take me!People are willing to be the mistress between you!