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The two gradually kissed each other, and Song Ziqi's hand had already reached into Liang Boya's clothes, touching the warm skin under Liang Boya's clothes.

Liang Boya's hand also gradually penetrated into Song Ziqi's clothes, his fingertips seemed to be carrying a slightly hot electric current, every touch and caress made Song Ziqi feel a slight shudder.

At this critical moment, Song Ziqi suddenly remembered what Zhu Junzhu said today.

Song Ziqi suddenly felt a basin of cold water pouring from his head to his feet, which made him calm down when he was still a little confused.

Liang Boya's hand was still caressing Song Ziqi's clothes, seeing that Song Ziqi didn't move suddenly, he raised his eyes to look at him, and asked in a slightly hoarse voice: "What's wrong?"

Song Ziqi frowned and hesitated for a long time before finally making up his mind to come.

He raised his head and looked at Liang Boya with a rare serious expression: "God, are you... planning to get married and have children?"

Liang Boya was taken aback for a moment, and he lowered his eyes: "...Why do you ask such a question all of a sudden?"

Looking at Liang Boya's expression, Song Ziqi suddenly felt that someone had poured cold water on his head, and his hot heart suddenly cooled down.

"Why did you ask me all of a sudden? Because I wanted to ask, so I asked," Song Ziqi looked at Liang Boya's lowered eyes, trembling long eyelashes, and felt a cold heart, as if there was a cold icy rain He patted his heart wildly, "Male god, have you ever thought about...would you marry a woman and have children in the future?"

Liang Boya's long eyelashes trembled slightly, and the corners of his lips were tightly pursed, as if he hesitated for a moment, but when he was about to speak the next moment, Song Ziqi abruptly interrupted him.

Song Ziqi looked at Liang Boya's hesitation, and felt that his heart kept falling, falling, that heart that felt a little unreal since the day he and Liang Boya were together, finally began to fall up.

"You don't need to say it..." Song Ziqi was afraid that Liang Boya would say something that would severely puncture his fantasy, although he had already begun to feel disillusioned when he saw Liang Boya's hesitant expression, "... Needless to say."

That's right, before meeting him, Liang Boya was just a straight man.

Song Ziqi suddenly remembered what Liang Boya had said to him. If he hadn't met him, maybe Liang Boya would end up with Jiang Xinyue, form a family, get married and have children. Even if it wasn't Jiang Xinyue, it might be another woman... ...if he doesn't show up.

Liang Boya was originally a straight man. His normal life trajectory should have been married and had children. After encountering the "accidental factor" of Song Ziqi, he accidentally derailed... But if there is no Song Ziqi, will Liang Boya's life go back to the original? Go back to the original track?

Song Ziqi thought of Liang Boya's magnificent appearance on the stage. He thought of the girls screaming and admiring. He also remembered that Liang Boya, as the eldest son of their family, must have burdened his parents' heavy expectations on his shoulders. Their son is so If he is outstanding, his future and future must be bright. Even if it is not for these, his parents must hope that their son will start a family and start a business, get married and have children, so that they can have children and grandchildren around their knees and enjoy their grandchildren.

... These are things Song Ziqi hadn't thought about before, and he didn't dare to think about them.

He buried his head in his fantasy like an ostrich, but Zhu Junzhu's words were like a hand pulling his head out forcefully, forcing him to face reality.

Song Ziqi stood up from Liang Boya's lap, and without waiting for Liang Boya to speak, he said directly: "Don't say anything, let me calm down, let's all calm down."

Liang Boya frowned: "Ziqi..."

"Don't talk, let me calm down. I have a bad temper. I don't know what will happen if I get angry." Song Ziqi said with a blank face, "We both need to calm down. , you'd better not say anything now... let's do this first, I'll go first. "

Liang Boya originally wanted to say something, but seeing Song Ziqi's stern expression of "I don't listen, I don't listen, I don't listen", he had no choice but to shut his mouth, and took a deep look at Song Ziqi: "... Then go back and calm down."

Song Ziqi: "..."

According to the general plot, it shouldn't be Liang Boya desperately grabbing his shoulder and shaking him: "Listen to my explanation, listen to my explanation!", right? !Liang Boya didn't even want to explain, she must have a ghost in her heart!

Song Ziqi glanced at Liang Boya resentfully, then turned around resolutely and left. When he walked out of the door of Liang Boya's dormitory, he even slammed the door hard.

"boom!"

After a loud bang, the door was closed.

Song Ziqi stood at the door of Liang Boya's dormitory for a long while, and he felt that his already cold heart became even colder.

Faced with this crisis of breaking up, why did Liang Boya react so calmly?Is it sure that he won't talk about breaking up, or it doesn't matter whether we break up or not?

Song Ziqi suddenly felt a deep setback.

Ever since he was with Liang Boya, his heart has never been at ease, and he has been worrying about gains and losses from the beginning to the end. On the other hand, Liang Boya has always been at ease, like watching fire from the other side. How can this kind of contrast make Song Ziqi psychologically balanced?

Maybe just like Zhu Junzhu said, Liang Boya just wanted to talk about a campus love, and they broke up naturally after graduation. They went their separate ways and had nothing to do with each other. Whether it is the starting point or how much you pay for this relationship, it is different and unequal from the beginning.

If there were no Zhu Junzhu's words, maybe Song Ziqi would still be deceiving himself and others, living in his own fantasy, not thinking about what would happen in the future, but now, Zhu Junzhu's words woke up Song Ziqi in advance.

Song Ziqi stood blankly at the door of Liang Boya's dormitory, waiting for more than ten minutes, but he still didn't wait for Liang Boya who chased him out to keep him.

…According to the general plot, if the young couple quarrels, one slams the door and the other one should chase them out immediately and try their best to explain and persuade them to stay?

Song Ziqi felt that his already cold heart was getting colder little by little.

Taking one last look at the door of Liang Boya's dormitory, Song Ziqi left disappointed.

After returning to the dormitory, Song Ziqi stared blankly at the computer desktop for a long time, completely in no mood to do other things.

His mind was full of those words that Zhu Junzhu said today. At that time, he didn't take Zhu Junzhu's words seriously at all, but now, he disassembled every word and every word of Zhu Junzhu like self-torture, and put them in his mind. Turn on the playback repeatedly.

Song Ziqi thought about it, and couldn't help laughing bitterly. At that time, he had sworn to Zhu Junzhu that Liang Boya was definitely not that kind of person... Now he really got slapped in the face, right?

Song Ziqi remembered Liang Boya's hesitant expression and flickering eyes when he asked that question just now. He believed that it was Liang Boya's first reaction. It was true and undisguised, so he didn't want to hear Liang Boya calm down The organized language, because no matter how beautiful those words are, they must be beautified.

Liang Boya must have taken the art of language as an elective, as long as he wants, he can say whatever Song Ziqi wants to hear.

Song Ziqi suddenly buried his face in the keyboard with a bang.

Obviously he was the one who desperately wanted to get close to Liang Boya at the beginning, but now he started to look forward and backward again.

Obviously he has never been a entangled person, why does he become entangled like a mess whenever he encounters something related to Liang Boya, and his mental activities are comparable to the barrage in the white clothes giving wine video?

Just when Song Ziqi was silently smashing his face on the keyboard, the door of their dormitory suddenly opened, and as soon as Qi Liang walked in, he was caught off guard when he saw Song Ziqi's depressed face smashing the keyboard, and he couldn't help but said lightly: "Don't be impulsive, you This face is the only thing that can handle the whole body, don't smash it."

Song Ziqi: "..."

Song Ziqi pulled his face out of the keyboard, looked at Qi Liang's calm expression, as if he saw a relative, and rushed over with tears in his eyes: "...I'm broken in love again!"

Qi Liang gave a faint "Oh".

"I'm broken in love again!" Song Ziqi repeated with tears in his eyes, "How can you react so calmly?"

"You would say 'again', how many times have you been broken in love?" Qi Liang glanced at Song Ziqi with a half-smile, "So what happened this time?"

Song Ziqi sighed deeply and organized his words: "I just asked Liang Boya if he would marry a woman and have children in the future, but he hesitated."

"He hesitated." Song Ziqi felt his heart shudder, "Does this mean that he doesn't take our relationship seriously at all?"

Qi Liang looked at Song Ziqi's pitiful appearance that was about to fall into tears, and smiled: "Even if he plans to marry a woman in the future, it doesn't mean that he is not sincere to you now."

Song Ziqi's eyes widened immediately. He didn't expect Qi Liang to talk about marrying a woman so calmly. He bit his lips: "But if he makes up his mind that he must marry a woman in the future, Why are you still with me now?"

Qi Liang laughed again: "Didn't you take the initiative to chase him? You turned him off and asked why he wanted to be with you?"

Song Ziqi looked miserable: "Blame me?"

Qi Liang nodded: "I was blaming you in the first place. He is a straight man who can marry and have children, but he just met you who made a strong move. Let me give you an analogy."

Song Ziqi looked miserable: "What analogy?"

"It's like you hate eating durian and like coriander, but one day you suddenly get tired of coriander and want to eat durian. At this time, a durian suddenly came on the street. You want to eat that durian, but that durian doesn't want you to eat it. In the end, you force that You ate the durian, and after you finished eating the durian, you disliked that durian. Why does it have the choking taste of durian...Why do you say?"

Song Ziqi was dazzled by Qi Liang's long speech: "...why?"

Qi Liang glanced at Song Ziqi with a half-smile, and said meaningfully: "Because he is a durian!"

Song Ziqi was taken aback.

"Your male god is a straight man, so what's wrong with wanting to get married and have children?" Qi Liang shrugged, "If he hadn't encountered the evil of you, he might have already had a girlfriend, and after graduation Get married, and in a few years when the class reunions, maybe the children will be able to play soy sauce."

Song Ziqi was silent for a moment, then he suddenly raised his head and asked Qi Liang: "What about you? Are you planning to find a woman to marry in the future? Even if you are already with Chen Lang now?"

Qi Liang smiled when he heard the words, and he shook his head: "I won't, from the moment I knew I liked men, I never thought about getting married, but..."

Song Ziqi was taken aback: "But?"

Qi Liang looked at him and said calmly: "Although I am with Chen Lang now, if he plans to break up with me in the future and find a woman to marry and have children, I will also bless him."

Song Ziqi suddenly couldn't believe it: "But..."

Qi Liang reached out and rubbed Song Ziqi's dog's head: "We are all people who have gone astray, but I will never take the initiative to provoke straight men. This road is already difficult, so why drag others into the water? If you choose to get back on track, then you should congratulate him, neither Chen Lang nor Liang Boya are born gay, they are different from us, we only like men, but they are not, they originally liked women."

"... Their choices are wider than ours. Between two choices, most people will choose the one that is more beneficial to them. After all, it is human instinct to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages."

Song Ziqi was silent. Although Qi Liang said it tactfully, he could hear what Qi Liang meant.

"Or you can think about it in another way. If you have a choice, you are willing to spend your whole life with a man, maybe less than a lifetime, and there is no law to protect you. relationship," Qi Liang said slowly, "...or would you like to have a normal family with a wife and children, and no one will look at you strangely?"

Song Ziqi bit his lips: "But I don't like women, and I won't harm an innocent girl just to have a child."

Qi Liang smiled: "That's you, Liang Boya is different. Don't forget, he liked women in the first place, even if he likes you now, it doesn't mean he stopped liking women."

Song Ziqi remembered what Liang Boya had said to him before, and then Jiang Xinyue.

Song Ziqi sighed deeply, and buried his face in the keyboard.

Qi Liang reached out and rubbed his dog's head again, and said to add insult to injury: "And don't forget, Liang Boya is a professional host. He might become a public figure in the future. It's fine if he doesn't become popular. , revealed that he likes men, what should he do in the future?"

Song Ziqi buried his head in silence.

After a while, he raised his head and asked Qi Liang softly: "But aren't you sad? Seeing the person I like marrying someone else and having children..."

"Of course I'm sad," Qi Liang said lightly, "but..."

Song Ziqi paused: "But?"

"Who told me to eat it when I saw it was a durian?" Qi Liang looked at Song Ziqi, and said with a half-smile, "In the end, I choked on the smell of durian. I can only blame myself for being greedy, not the durian. It's durian."

After taking a shower, Song Ziqi lay on the bed and stared at the ceiling in a daze.

He felt that he had thought about everything he had to think about for half his life that night.

But after thinking and thinking, he still couldn't figure out why. After a while, he gave up thinking and took out his phone to browse Weibo.

Because he was afraid that he would soften his heart if he received Liang Boya's text message, Song Ziqi simply turned off his phone, but when he restarted the phone, he found that he hadn't received a single text message.

Song Ziqi laughed at himself, maybe Liang Boya didn't take this matter seriously at all, and only thought that he was just a normal petty temper, but he took it seriously.

Song Ziqi looked at those Weibo posts he had posted, and suddenly felt a little ironic.

Thinking of Liang Boya's behavior of deleting Weibo before, he sneered, and then moved his hands to delete Weibo, with a flick of a finger, one by one, each Weibo was deleted.

The retweets on his microblog are almost all microblogs of giving wine in white clothes. His weibo is full of traces of giving wine in white clothes. Those microblogs that record his various emotions and emotions are just like that. Delete one by one.

Deleting and deleting Weibo, Song Ziqi gradually understood why those people would delete Weibo when they broke up in love, because this feeling is really cool, there is no way to clear and delete the memory, but Weibo can.

Because he posted too many microblogs, and after deleting them, he deleted them until he became a little numb.

Gradually, fans began to discover that Song Ziqi was deleting Weibo, and asked Song Ziqi what was going on in Aite and private messages and the remaining Weibo, but Song Ziqi seemed to be addicted to deleting Weibo, and he couldn't find time to reply to them Aite and private message.

It wasn't until the button on Song Ziqi's mobile phone jumped that he suddenly came back to his senses after the beeping sound.

After regaining his senses, he found that he had deleted hundreds of Weibos. He had deleted all the Weibos related to giving wine in white clothes, and now only those Weibos left in his Weibo Bo, it has nothing to do with giving wine in white clothes.

Song Ziqi looked at the person looking for him, and found that it was watermelon with soy sauce, so he opened the dialog box.

Watermelon with soy sauce: Situ? ? ?

Watermelon with Soy Sauce: What's wrong?

Soy Sauce Watermelon: Why Delete Weibo?

Zhuge Situ: No, I’m in a bad mood, deleting Weibo for fun

Soy Sauce Watermelon:  …

Zhuge Situ: It’s really all right, am I the kind of person who deletes Weibo after falling in love?Am I that naive?

Soy Sauce Watermelon: Are you broken in love?

Zhuge Situ: No ╮(╯▽╰)╭

Soy Sauce Watermelon: Then I’ll ask Bai Yi to send wine

Zhuge Situ: Stop! ! !

Soy Sauce Watermelon: Got into a fight with your male god?

Zhuge Situ: ...

Soy Sauce Watermelon: Did they really quarrel?It's okay, it's fine for young couples to quarrel if they have nothing to do, just treat it as a way to enhance their relationship

Zhuge Situ: It's not an ordinary quarrel, it's a matter of principle!

Soy Sauce Watermelon: Haha, every time I quarrel with Pumpkin, it will rise to national issues, ethnic issues, and principle issues. After the quarrel, I realize that we are nothing at all!Boyfriend and girlfriend, quarreling at the head of the bed and at the end of the bed

Zhuge Situ: ...

Watermelon with soy sauce: It should also be suitable for male boyfriends

After chatting with his intimate brother Soy Sauce Watermelon, Song Ziqi's mood improved a little.

Maybe everything wasn't as bad as he thought?

Didn't Liang Boya say before that they should trust each other?

Maybe they should calm down and find a time to have a good talk, things must not have reached that point of no return.

So he felt relieved, and checked Weibo again, but suddenly a piece of entertainment news came out——

"Shocking Revelation!It was exposed on the Internet that the private life of the famous host xxx of xx channel was stripped of his gay life! "

When Song Ziqi saw the two key words "host" and "gay", he was taken aback for a moment.

He froze for a long time before he came back to his senses.

Because this host is quite famous, even Song Ziqi, who doesn't often watch TV, knows this host, so this Weibo received a lot of attention. There are already tens of thousands of comments.

Song Ziqi was also a person who liked to read gossip in the entertainment industry before. If it was before, he would definitely click in with curiosity when he saw this kind of gossip, but now he dare not click in at all. He dare not look at those people Comments, I am afraid that those "disgusting" and "perverted" words will appear.

If it was Liang Boya, if Liang Boya encountered such a thing...

When Song Ziqi thought that Liang Boya would be ridiculed and insulted with all kinds of ugly words, he felt very congested.

He lingered in front of that Weibo for a long time, and finally quit Weibo as if fleeing.

After quitting Weibo, Song Ziqi looked at his mobile phone wallpaper and posted it in a daze for a long time.

At this moment, Song Ziqi suddenly received a text message.

Song Ziqi opened it subconsciously, but found that it was Liang Boya.

Liang Boya, who hadn't texted him all day, actually sent him a text message at this time.

——How did you delete Weibo?

Song Ziqi moved his fingers, but didn't return.

Soon, another text message came.

——Are you still angry?

Song Ziqi pursed his lips, but still didn't reply.

Then his phone rang again.

——Didn’t you say that you should calm down?

Have you calmed down yet?

Song Ziqi closed his eyes, but still didn't return.

But Liang Boya sent text messages one by one as if he didn't want money.

——Shall we meet and have a good chat tomorrow?

——I'm sorry about today's matter, you asked too suddenly, I didn't react for a while.

——I think it’s better to say it face to face if there is something. Let’s meet tomorrow, shall we?

……

Song Ziqi looked at the text messages sent by Liang Boya, and began to feel that something in his heart was gradually loosening.

But soon the words Qi Liang said and Qi Liang's flat but helpless expression when he said those words flashed across his mind, and then he remembered what Zhu Junzhu said, and finally fixed in his memory the one Zhu Junzhu looked at him eyes.

Calm, sarcasm, and pity, like looking at a moth that knows its fate is miserable, but still foolishly rushes towards the bright flame.

Song Ziqi struggled for a long time before sending Liang Boya a text message.

--let's break up.

The author has something to say:

According to the general goofy routine, abuse first and then attack, and after the abuse, you can go back to your hometown and get married~