man god man god you lost a boyfriend

After sending that text message, Song Ziqi turned off his phone.

He didn't dare to read Liang Boya's reply, so he just stuffed his phone under the pillow.

After stuffing the phone under the pillow, he was still worried. After a while, he picked up the phone again and threw it into the corner of the bed.

After throwing it to the corner of the bed, he was still worried, so he finally removed the battery, stuffed it under the pillow, and threw the phone into the corner.

After doing all this, Song Ziqi let out a long sigh, and fell headfirst on the pillow.

He buried his face in the pillow, and the scene after scene after he and Liang Boya got acquainted emerged in his mind, just like a person who automatically recalls the past life before dying... Bah, bah, bah, bah!What a flag!

Song Ziqi turned over and faced the ceiling, full of bewilderment. Not long ago, he was still in Liang Boya's dormitory with Liang Boya, and I was tired of it. In a blink of an eye, it became what it is now. If this is a novel, the style of painting changes suddenly Being like this is definitely the rhythm of being badly criticized by readers!

Song Ziqi never expected that one day he would take the initiative to dump his male god.

From the day I met Liang Boya in reality until now, everything is like a dream.

This dream, let alone him a few months ago, even the current him still thinks this dream is a bit absurd.

In these short few months, he met the male god who he once looked up to in reality, and slowly got together with the male god just like in the novel... Then he slept the male god, and finally he Also dumped the male god.

Song Ziqi felt that he could post a post on the emotional forum in the future - "What it feels like to dump a male god on August [-]".

He also couldn't tell whether he would regret it in the end. After spending so much time chasing the male god, he dumped the male god within a few days after he got it...

The more Song Ziqi thought about it, the more he felt that he had been busy for a few months. He was just messing around, but he was always good at unraveling it by himself, so he succeeded in unraveling it soon - it was not a waste of work, at least he put the male god to sleep.

Even though he dumped him not long after sleeping, it was ruthless.

Song Ziqi laughed at himself, closed his eyes and forced himself to sleep.

But the image of Liang Boya was still lingering in his mind, even if he closed his eyes, he seemed to be right in front of him, making it difficult for him to sleep peacefully.

Can't sleep at all.

Song Ziqi tossed and turned for a long time, but still couldn't fall asleep, so he finally got up and read a professional book.

When the boss came back, he saw Song Ziqi, an Internet-addicted young man who had always been idle and addicted to the Internet, reading a book. He was so surprised that his eyes almost dropped: "Fourth brother! Are you okay? Why are you so overwhelmed all of a sudden?"

Song Ziqi raised his head and glanced at them faintly: "I am determined to work hard! Study hard! Make progress every day!"

The boss immediately looked at him with pity, to see what this kid has been tossed about by the midterm exam... Wait, isn't the midterm exam already over?

The next day, the boss was woken up by the alarm, and was about to get out of bed to wash in a daze, but when he climbed the ladder, he suddenly saw Song Ziqi sitting at the desk, holding a book in his hand, with an indifferent expression and dark circles around his eyes , with a haggard face, disheveled hair, and the appearance of staying up all night reading, suddenly fell off the ladder in fright.

"What's wrong with you, fourth?"

Song Ziqi raised his head slowly, glanced at the boss quietly, then turned his head to look out the window: "Ah, it's dawn..."

The corner of the boss's mouth twitched slightly: "You don't really stay up all night reading, do you?"

Song Ziqi said quietly: "I suddenly discovered that books are the ladder of human progress. In order to continuously enrich and improve myself, I decided to go to the library to read books every day from today... Well, let's not talk, I'm going to the library."

Boss: "Books are the ladder of human progress... Isn't that what Gorky discovered?"

Song Ziqi: "..."

Song Ziqi glanced at the boss quietly, then stood up, turned and went out, as if he really wanted to go to the library.

"Hey, you haven't brushed your teeth and washed your face yet!" Seeing Song Ziqi's trance-like face, the boss quickly called Song Ziqi to stop.

Song Ziqi said "oh", then turned around and walked to the balcony, brushed his teeth and washed his face mechanically, and then walked out of the dormitory.

"...Hey, you're still wearing pajamas!" The boss called Song Ziqi again.

Song Ziqi let out an "oh", turned around and took off his pajamas. After changing, he went out the door again.

The boss quickly pressed Song Ziqi's shoulder: "You're still wearing slippers!"

Song Ziqi's expression was stunned, he lowered his head to have a look, and found that he was indeed wearing a pair of slippers, and his white feet were exposed, so he had to squat down again to change his shoes.

After changing his shoes, Song Ziqi turned around and walked out the door.

The boss looked at his back with a troubled expression on his face, but in the end he didn't call Song Ziqi to stop.

Song Ziqi walked to the library in a daze, found a seat, sat down and started reading.

Looking at the book, Song Ziqi raised his head, but suddenly sitting opposite him was a couple, the girl in the couple was leaning her head on her boyfriend's shoulder, with a sweet face, and her boyfriend was also doting Drowning, instantly blinded Song Ziqi's dog eyes.

Song Ziqi was forced back three feet by the radiance of love and affection emanating from the couple, and quickly looked away to divert the hurt, but when he looked to the side, he found that the person sitting next to him was also a couple. Two books, holding hands under the table.

Song Ziqi said that he received [-] critical hits.

In order to avoid harm, Song Ziqi stood up silently, ready to change positions, looked up, but found that there was also a couple in the upper left corner, although there was no intimate gesture, they raised their heads from time to time, looked at each other, and then looked at each other smile.

Song Ziqi silently found a corner, intending to be a quiet single dog.

Just as he was walking between the two rows of bookshelves, he saw a boy standing at one end of the bookshelf, reaching for a book, and a girl standing at the other end of the bookshelf, also reaching for a book. The book was picked up by the boy. The moment they left, the two looked at each other. The boy was a little embarrassed, while the girl smiled shyly.

It was like a fateful encounter as written in the novel.

...Can people still eat dog food in peace!

Song Ziqi slammed the book angrily in his heart, turned his head and continued to look for a corner where there was no harm.

He walked all the way down the bookshelf, and finally found a corner that was rarely seen by others. Just when he was relieved and was about to sit down and continue reading in peace, he suddenly saw the little junior whom he hadn't seen for a long time.

Logically speaking, if you haven't seen him for a long time, you should go up and say hello, but at this moment, Song Ziqi hesitated.

——Because at this very moment, my junior brother is being pushed against the wall by a handsome boy.

The boy looked handsome, but was tall, a full head taller than the younger brother. He pressed the younger brother against the wall, blushing slightly as if he was about to say something.

Then when he looked up, he saw Song Ziqi who had accidentally entered by mistake.

The boy's face turned red instantly.

Seeing the boy's fair face blushing, Song Ziqi quickly turned around and left: "I'm sorry I didn't see anything, you continue, you continue..."

"Senior brother!" The little junior brother seemed to see a savior, and hurriedly shouted.

Song Ziqi pretended not to hear, and continued walking forward with his head down.

He kept walking until he could no longer see the figure of his junior brother, and then he stopped.

At this moment, Song Ziqi suddenly recalled, wait, was that... a confession just now?

That boy pressed his junior brother against the wall, his little face was still flushed, he must be confessing his love!

Even my younger brother is out of order...

Song Ziqi sighed melancholy.

Finally finding a corner with no one around, Song Ziqi sat down and began to read.

As he watched and watched, he gradually began to feel sleepy, and the sleepiness from not sleeping all night surged up at this time.

His eyelids were as heavy as a shot put. Song Ziqi tilted his head and fell asleep lying on the table.

I don't know how long I slept this sleep, when Song Ziqi opened his eyes again, he found that the sky outside the window had gradually darkened.

Song Ziqi got up in a trance, and it took him a long time to come back to his senses. He was reading in the library, but accidentally fell asleep, and the sleep passed within a day.

Just when Song Ziqi was about to take out his phone to check the time, he suddenly remembered that he had already left the phone in the corner at the foot of the bed.

After rubbing his rumbling stomach from having not eaten all day, Song Ziqi stood up, staggered out of the library, and walked towards the dining hall.

It was meal time at this time, and there were many people in the dining hall. Song Ziqi waited in line for a long time before it was finally his turn.

While eating, he encountered the dire situation of "the couple in the front, the couple in the back, the couple on the left, and the couple on the right". Song Ziqi was so depressed that he couldn't eat well. He usually could eat three bowls of rice, but now he can only eat two bowls. Half.

After scraping the dinner plate clean, Song Ziqi turned around and went to the library.

He didn't return to the dormitory until after the library closed.

Usually he was the first one to come back from the whole dormitory, but today he became the last one to come back. After knowing that Song Ziqi went to the library to become a top student today, several other people were surprised and all dropped their glasses.

"Ziqi, have you been taken away?"

"Are you reborn?"

"You were parasitized by aliens?"

……

Hearing the unreliable guesses of the boss and the third child, Song Ziqi rolled his eyes.

Seeing Song Ziqi's return, Qi Liang, who was buried in his book, raised his head. He glanced at Song Ziqi, hesitant to speak.

Song Ziqi crawled back to his bed after brushing his teeth, looked at the mobile phone looming at the foot of the bed, lowered his eyes, and kicked the mobile phone away.

Another sleepless night.

Maybe it was because he had already slept in the library today, but Song Ziqi couldn't fall asleep at night.

He tossed and baked pies on the bed for a long time before crawling out of bed with thirsty mouth to drink water.

After Song Ziqi drank a large bottle of water, he felt his stomach swell slightly, so he went to the toilet again.

After returning from the bathroom, Song Ziqi was about to climb into bed, but suddenly met Qi Liang's faint eyes, and was so frightened that he almost fell backwards.

"What are you doing?" Song Ziqi was so frightened that he stuttered a bit. On such a dark and stormy night, seeing a person staring at you suddenly, no matter how courageous he is, he would be scared to pee!

Qi Liang glanced at Song Ziqi faintly, then lowered his voice and said, "Liang Boya came to see you today."

Hearing the words Liang Boya, Song Ziqi's heart, which was still beating so frightened, suddenly fell silent. He was silent for a while, and said with difficulty, "And then?"

"He didn't know which dormitory you were in, so he asked Chen Lang to ask me." Qi Liang looked at Song Ziqi and said calmly, "I told him that you are not in the dormitory today."

Song Ziqi asked dryly: "...and then?"

"He seems to have been looking for you in G University all day," Qi Liang continued, "but it seems that he has not found you."

Song Ziqi's heart skipped a beat suddenly, and the image of Liang Boya searching for him in the huge G University campus involuntarily appeared in his mind. Although Qi Liang's tone was indifferent, Song Ziqi automatically imagined Liang Boya looking for someone to find him. With a miserable appearance, the male god he had always looked up to in the audience, in order to find him...

"……and then?"

Qi Liang glanced at Song Ziqi: "Then I gave him the address of our dormitory, and asked him to come to you tomorrow morning."

Song Ziqi swallowed hard: "What time does he plan to come?" He must go out early, and Liang Boya can't let him catch him. If Liang Boya catches him, he will definitely soften his heart...

Qi Liang shrugged: "Who knows, you can ask him yourself."

After Qi Liang finished speaking, he turned around and climbed into bed, and continued to sleep.

After Song Ziqi listened to his words, he suffered from insomnia all night.

He lay on the bed and waited for the dawn with his eyes open. As soon as the sky outside the window turned white, he immediately got up, brushed his teeth, washed his face, changed his clothes and shoes, and then went out the door like his butt was on fire.

Not only is their dormitory locked at night, so you can’t get in if you’re late, the door doesn’t open until midnight, and you can’t get out if you get up early.

When Song Ziqi came down the stairs to the door of the dormitory, the housekeeper auntie was yawning and opening the door. Seeing Song Ziqi running down, her eyes widened.

Song Ziqi never expected that such a lazy man would become the first person to walk out of the dormitory gate in the morning one day.

Song Ziqi spent another whole day in the library.

Because he was afraid that Liang Boya would come to the library to look for him, he deliberately found the most secret corner.

It was not until the library was closed that Song Ziqi left the library with a tired body. When he was returning to the dormitory, he saw Liang Boya standing at the door of the dormitory from a distance on the road.

Because of the distance, Song Ziqi couldn't see the expression on Liang Boya's face clearly, but he could feel the fatigue on Liang Boya's body from a distance. Even if they were far away, he seemed to be able to see the tired look on Liang Boya's face.

Song Ziqi glanced at Liang Boya's voice regularly, then turned and left.

He started wandering around the campus of G University, and unexpectedly met many couples along the way. Seeing the intimate and greasy looks of those couples, he silently looked at them coldly.

Finally, Song Ziqi found a bench in the forest of lovers where he and Liang Boya had passed by and sat down.

There is a couple on the bench to his left, and another couple on the bench to his right.

A single dog in the middle is silently barking in his heart.

However, Song Ziqi didn't stay in the lover's forest for long, because there were too many mosquitoes in the lover's forest at night. Soon, Song Ziqi's fair arms were bitten all over by small red bags, one on the left and one on the right.

After the one on the left and the one on the right crushed several mosquitoes to death in Song Ziqi, he couldn't bear it anymore and stood up to go back to the dormitory... At this point, Liang Boya should leave, right?

So Song Ziqi stood up resolutely and left Lover Forest. At the moment of turning the corner, he suddenly remembered how he and Liang Boya were walking together on this small road, and he couldn't help turning his head to take a look.

The moment he turned his head, he saw Liang Boya walking slowly towards this side.

Song Ziqi was startled, and quickly hid behind a tree.

Liang Boya didn't seem to see Song Ziqi, he was walking slowly on this path, his eyes darkened.

He seemed to be remembering as he walked, until he came to the bench Song Ziqi had just sat on.

Looking at the bench, he paused, then turned and sat down.

Song Ziqi hid behind the tree, watching Liang Boya sitting on the bench he had just sat on, with half-lidded eyelids and trembling long eyelashes, wondering what he was thinking.

Liang Boya was sitting on the bench, and Song Ziqi was watching from behind the tree. At this moment, Song Ziqi felt that the distance between the two was so close and yet so far away.

The distance between them is so close that Liang Boya can see him as long as he turns his head.

But the distance between them is so far, even though they are only a few feet away, Liang Boya has never seen him.

Liang Boya sat for an unknown amount of time, and finally stood up, turned and left.

After he left, Song Ziqi came out from behind the tree with a small red bag on his arm. He looked at the direction Liang Boya left with a slightly complicated expression on his face.

At this time, Liang Boya could see him at a glance as long as he turned his head.

But until Liang Boya's back completely disappeared, she never looked back once.

Song Ziqi watched Liang Boya's back completely disappear from a distance, and felt that his heart was empty as if a piece was missing, and the cold night wind was blowing into it.

Song Ziqi rushed back to the dormitory before the door was closed. As soon as he entered, he was stopped by the boss: "Fuck! What's wrong with you, Ziqi? Why is your face so pale! Fuck! Why do you still have blood on your body? Could it be that you..."

Song Ziqi raised his head and glanced at the boss quietly: "Since you already know, then I can't keep you..."

Boss: "...Look carefully, it's obviously mosquito blood!"

Third child: "No, mosquito blood is not Ziqi's own blood...Ziqi, these mosquitoes already have your flesh and blood, how can you bear to beat them to death?"

Song Ziqi glanced at them silently, then turned and went to the balcony to brush his teeth and wash his face.

After he brushed his teeth for a while, Qi Liang pushed open the door and came out, standing beside him and squeezing toothpaste.

"Liang Boya is here again today," Qi Liang said lightly while squeezing the toothpaste, "You really don't plan to have a good talk with him?"

Song Ziqi fell silent with his toothbrush in his mouth.

After Qi Liang finished squeezing the toothpaste, he also began to brush his teeth with his head down.

Song Ziqi said vaguely with his mouth full of foam, "...I don't know."

Qi Liang raised his eyebrows: "Huh?"

Song Ziqi held his toothbrush in his mouth and said blankly, "I don't know. Actually, I've been thinking about a question today."

Qi Liang bit his toothbrush and said, "What's the problem?"

"I'm wondering whether Liang Boya likes me as a boy, or thinks of me as a girl," Song Ziqi said blankly, "I found out before that he is always very gentle when facing me who is dressed as a woman... ..."

Although Song Ziqi always believed that whether he was a boy or he was wearing women's clothes, he was himself, and there was no need to draw any boundaries, but after being "woke up" by Zhu Junzhu and Qi Liang, he suddenly realized... Maybe Liang Boya didn't think so.

With a toothbrush in his mouth, Qi Liang said with a half-smile, "Is this such a boring question you've been struggling with?"

Song Ziqi said in a muffled voice, "It's not boring, it's a matter of principle."

Qi Liang said indifferently: "Your principles are really boring... Could it be that after you put on women's clothes, you become another person?"

Song Ziqi muffled, "Of course not, but..."

At this moment, the boss's loud voice suddenly rang out: "Hey! What are you talking about!"

He walked in carelessly, turned around and went into the toilet, and started pouring water without even closing the door.

"What did you just talk about?"

Song Ziqi spat out the foam in his mouth: "No, it's nothing..."

"We talked a little bit about study problems," Qi Liang said nonsense calmly, "I shared my experience after reading the book, do you want to hear it?"

"Pfft, let's forget it, you two talk slowly."

After the boss finished filling the water, he squeezed between the two of them and washed his hands, then left the balcony shaking the water droplets on his hands.

Interrupted by the boss, Song Ziqi was in no mood to continue talking about life with Qi Liang. After brushing his teeth, he went to bed.

Lying on the bed, Song Ziqi couldn't fall asleep.

Whether he opened his eyes or closed them, the figure of Liang Boya's back when he left was still lingering in his mind.

If he had stopped Liang Boya at that time...

Song Ziqi thought over and over again of Liang Boya's back when he left like masochistic, and gradually, he fell asleep.

After falling asleep, he dreamed of the scene when Liang Boya left.

Seeing Liang Boya's back gradually leaving, he pounced on him in the dream, trying to reach out and grab Liang Boya to keep him from leaving, but Liang Boya continued to walk forward as if he hadn't heard anything, his back gradually Disappeared……

Its daybreak.

Song Ziqi opened his eyes, feeling the coolness of the pillow.

He reached out to touch it and found that the pillow was a little wet.

Recalling the scene in the dream, Song Ziqi stretched out his hand blankly and touched the corner of his mouth.

...It turned out to be drooling.

It was only now that the sky outside the window was getting brighter. After Song Ziqi finished washing, he planned to hide in the library like yesterday, so he quickly ran down the stairs.

Today, he was still the first person to leave the dormitory building in the morning. After calmly saying hello to the aunt who opened the door, Song Ziqi walked out of the dormitory building.

As soon as Song Ziqi walked out of the dormitory gate, he saw a person standing opposite him, looking at him intently.