night of reincarnation

Wu Yi couldn't speak, and now, when this woman was dying, Wu Yi found that he couldn't say anything, whether it was hatred or gratitude, he couldn't think of it now, he just Gripping the woman's fingers tightly, inner turmoil and painful emotions filled his chest.

"Don't die..." Wu Yi lowered his head and lay down on the hospital bed, almost squeezing out the words between his teeth.

He couldn't shed tears, he couldn't even feel sadness, he just held his mother's hand tightly, foolishly hoping that she wouldn't die.

Wu Yi didn't know where a person would go after death. He was deeply afraid of the unknown, so Wu Yi didn't want his mother to go to a place he didn't know well and leave his life, his life. , leaving him alone in this cruel world.

Because Wu Yi no longer wants to be afraid, like when he was a child, his mother locked himself in a closed room, leaving him alone in the empty living room, and he would wait from sunrise to sunset, wait for his mother to open the door, and wait for him. A world where he no longer felt the fear of being alone.

So, don't die.

Don't leave me alone.

No matter how many times he had to pray, Wu Yi could only pray silently at this moment. He crawled on the edge of his mother's bed for a long time, almost unable to get up and move. He was stiff for a long time, until a long time later, he suddenly found The mother's hand that was held by herself suddenly moved.

Wu Yi suddenly raised his head and stared at his mother's face with wide eyes. He was pleasantly surprised to find that his mother had woken up and opened her eyes. The eyes seemed to be shining with light, and she didn't know if it was inadvertently. He held Wu Yi's hand.

Wu Yi's mother seemed to be aware that she was lying on a certain bed, and that there was someone beside her bed. She turned her head slightly to look at Wu Yi, and her pupils reflected Wu Yi's shadow, a very clear reflection. It proved that she was indeed looking at Wu Yi, her attention was on him, not on other things, not on the wall or the floor or the phantom in the distance, and this made Wu Yi tremble a little.

"Mom." Wu Yi called her softly, and repeated, "Mom, it's me."

"Xiaoyi..." That was astonishing, Wu Yi's mother seemed very normal and sober, not crazy at all. She looked at her son beside her bed, and called out Wu Yi, who hadn't seen him for many years. My nickname I heard from my mother.

Wu Yi's mother's speech was a little hoarse, because she cut her throat when she committed suicide. Although she bled a lot, she didn't hurt her vocal cords. She could still speak, but when she spoke, she pulled the muscles on her throat, which was obviously painful. look.

"Don't talk..." Wu Yi was worried for a while, clenched the other's wrist, and used the other hand to make a silent movement, "You need to rest, you will get better soon."

But Wu Yi's mother seemed determined to go her own way, she held Wu Yi's hand even harder, opened her dry lips, and called Wu Yi again, "Xiaoyi, it's Xiaoyi, right?"

Wu Yizhen hadn't seen his mother talk to him in such a normal tone for many years. He didn't know whether he was excited or sad, so he could only reply tremblingly, "Yes, it's me, I'm Xiaoyi."

Wu Yi's mother seemed to be smiling, and a smile appeared on her wrinkled face. She said, "It's Xiaoyi...it really is Xiaoyi... Xiaoyi has grown up, great, grown up."

Wu Yi could only echo, "Yes, Xiaoyi has grown up."

After Wu Dongxue finished speaking, she just looked at Wu Yi for a long time, and her eyes gradually became blurred. Wu Yi realized that her mother seemed to be unconscious again, and fell into some unknown chaos. Here, he smiled wryly, but there was nothing he could do.

The mother seemed to be awake for just a moment, maybe just for a moment, the moment she saw Wu Yi, so not long after that, she began to be in a trance again, without saying a word, but stubbornly grabbed Wu Yi tightly with her hands. Yi's hand, Wu Yi struggled a little, but found that she was holding it tighter, Wu Yi stopped moving, and continued to lie on the edge of the bed, still holding her hand.

However, after a long time, Wu Yi's mother seemed to react suddenly, as if the string in her mind had turned a very big turn, but she finally turned the corner, so Wu Dongxue turned her head and continued to talk to her. When Wu Yi spoke, her eyes were not actually looking at Wu Yi, and her tone was a little erratic. She said, "Xiao Yi, go to your father quickly, go to your father quickly."

Wu Yi didn't quite understand his mother's words. He felt that his mother might have lost his memory, so he patiently replied, "Mom, my father died long ago, and you even held a funeral for him, do you remember?"

"He's not dead." Wu Yi's mother's expression was a little strange, it was a look that Wu Yi had never seen before, Wu Yi didn't know how to describe it, it looked shocking.

And Wu Yi repeated persistently, "He's not dead, he's not dead...he's still in the game."

"Game?" Wu Yi suddenly felt that something was wrong. The bunch of inexplicable words his mother said made him feel strange and terrifying, and his whole body was covered with goosebumps. Wu Yi had no choice but to bite the bullet and ask, "What game?"

"Game, it's a game..." Wu Dongxue repeated, her voice still erratic, "A closed, secret, ulterior... death game."

"Where is that game?" Wu Yi continued to ask, "Where should I find my dad?"

Wu Dongxue stopped talking again, she was silent for a long time again, as if she was thinking, after a while, she started to shake her head again, and said, "No, no, the game is over, the game is over, but your dad didn't come back , he's still there... still there..."

Wu Yi was a little helpless. Wu Dongxue's words were obviously very confusing in logic. Maybe she didn't understand what she was talking about... Although Wu Yi felt that there seemed to be something revealed in the bunch of words his mother said today. Weird things, something... Wu Yi has never touched, but is only one step away from the truth.

In fact, it is not that Wu Yi has not thought and investigated carefully for so many years. He feels that the identities of his parents are a bit confusing. For example, what is the real cause of his father's death?Although Wu Dongxue held a funeral for Wu Yi's father back then, in fact, Wu Yi had never even seen his father's body, and the funeral was just a very, very simple formality with few people attending. He bought one in the cemetery. position and then bury the empty coffin in that form.

But Wu Yi did not find out what was taken for granted, because his parents seemed to have no relatives. In the early years, Wu Yi could still see a female friend of his mother. Wu Yi remembered that he kept calling her Aunt Yu, but after his mother went crazy, Wu Yi never saw that aunt again.

And the information left by his father is even rarer. Wu Yi felt that his father seemed to emerge from the world out of thin air, and then disappeared from the world out of thin air. The more he investigated, the weirder it was. Foggy, Wu Yi didn't bother to continue the investigation afterwards.

In fact, Wu Yi wanted to know the cause of his mother's mental illness more than the cause of his father's death; was his mother's illness a family inheritance or the result of some bad accident?If it was the former, Wu Yi might have to talk to a psychiatrist himself. If it was the latter, Wu Yi wanted to know the truth about what happened that year.

And now, Wu Yi has another new mystery, why did his mother commit suicide?

First of all, Wu Yi absolutely does not believe that his mother would commit suicide, because Wu Yi has been with her for so many years, even if his mother has an illness and goes crazy, Wu Yi's mother will only attack others instead of hurting herself; of course, sometimes when she is crazy When attacking others, she will ignore the harm she has suffered... That is to say, when Wu Yi's mother goes crazy, she will forget the fear and pain. She is not afraid of being counterattacked by others and has great strength .

As for when Wu Dongxue is not crazy, she will become extremely quiet, always immersed in her own world, turning a blind eye to the things around her, and most of the time when she talks to her, she will not get an answer or respond slowly, and sometimes she will talk to herself. language.

But no matter whether he was sick or not, Wu Yi's mother had never had this kind of suicide behavior until the day when the nursing home called Wu Yi.

Behind his mother's suicide, Wu Yi felt that it was necessary for him to explore deeply. He knew that he would not be able to ask anything from his mother. She was sometimes sober and sometimes confused. Sometimes Wu Yi couldn't figure out what she said. Are those words made by her delusional society, or are they really true.

Since he can't ask his mother, Wu Yi can only start from the nursing home, but now is not the time, he can't leave his mother's side, before she is really out of danger.

Wu Dongxue seemed to be very tired. After saying a few words to Wu Yi, she closed her eyes and fell asleep. Wu Yi didn't bother her. After sitting and waiting for a while, Wu Yi felt that she was also quite tired. He didn't sleep all night, and now it's the next morning, Wu Yi felt that no matter how much he worried about his mother, he couldn't ignore himself, so he stood up and wanted to go to the hospital cafeteria to buy a breakfast.

He wanted to take out his cell phone to see what time it was, but found that the cell phone had run out of power and turned off automatically. He didn't care, so he put the cell phone back into his trouser pocket, and then he walked out of the ward to the elevator and went downstairs to the hospital. When he walked to the elevator door, the elevator door just opened.

There was only one person in the elevator, a man in his 30s or [-]s was standing there, he looked very, very thin, wearing gray-blue long-sleeved trousers on a hot day, holding a bouquet of flowers in his hand, maybe The person who came to the hospital for a visit was plain but still pleasing to the eye. What was unexpected was that this man had conspicuous waist-length hair, long black hair. In the real world, there are very few big men with such long hair. Wu Yi watched it for a few more days.

The man seemed to have noticed Wu Yi's gaze, and turned his head to look at Wu Yi. Wu Yi suddenly felt that this man's face looked a little familiar, as if Wu Yi had seen it somewhere a long time ago. .

However, Wu Yi felt familiar only for a moment. After Wu Yi took a closer look at the other person's face, Wu Yi felt that the other person's face was very strange. This is just a strange man and has nothing to do with him. stranger.

So Wu Yi brushed past him, he walked into the elevator, and the man walked out of the elevator.

After Wu Yi entered the elevator, he instinctively pressed the door close button of the elevator, but the automatic closing of the elevator door was a little delayed, and the elevator door closed very slowly, so Wu Yi, who was standing in the elevator, could still see the back of the long-haired man. In the aisle of the hospital, he walked towards the aisle of Wu Yi's mother's ward.

But Wu Yi didn't think much about it, because it wasn't just the ward where his mother lived, there were other wards and patients beside it.