don't let me go

"elder brother……"

Duan Xu's consciousness gradually came back into the cage from nowhere after hearing Lin Guo's hoarse and wronged call. He felt that the voice seemed to come from outside the sky, covered with a layer of vagueness. There is no veil that isolates all heat sources. He carries the heat from the blanket on his body, and the sufficient heat in the room can easily maintain the heat of his body.

But for a moment, his whole body was icy cold, as if he had been poured head-on with melted snow water, icy cold to the bone.

"Lin Guo..." He subconsciously opened his mouth, but his brain couldn't process the source of the voice.

Is this his voice?Is this Lin Guo?It was like an answer that was ready to come out was swaying at the tip of my heart, and I was still refusing to let it go.

Lin Guo's crying was very soft, and his voice was soft and sobbing, even the tears were silently crawling all over his face.

"Brother, I'm sorry." Lin Guo suddenly lowered his head and apologized, choked up.

The hand that Duan Xu subconsciously raised was interrupted by this inexplicable apology, and he froze in mid-air.

Lin Guo didn't know his actions, he seemed to be sealed in his own world by tears, "Brother, I'm sorry." He repeated.

"you……"

"Brother..." Lin Guo raised his head slowly, his red and swollen eyes filled with tears, "Brother, I might..."

Duan Xu didn't speak, just waiting for his next words.

Lin Guo was eager to say what was already in his throat, he opened his mouth hard to express.

But these words were so hard to say that he forced himself to hold back physiological tears without even uttering a single sound.

He frowned tightly and lowered his head, his teeth were so hard that they seemed to crush each other.

He struggled on his own, passing second after second.

Duan Xu chose to keep raising his stiff hand in mid-air. He took two steps forward and wiped the tears from Lin Guo's face.

The water dripping from Lin Guo's hair fell on Duan Xu's arm, and the small piece of skin was frozen as if it had been pricked by a needle.

Duan Xu grabbed his wrist and pulled him into the room, but Lin Guo remained motionless as if he was nailed to the spot.

So Duan Xu didn't move anymore, he waited quietly for Lin Guo, the same second after second.

"I..." After some time, Lin Guo's voice finally broke free from the cage, "I like..."

"Who is it?" Accompanied by the woman's question, the lights in the whole room behind Duan Xu turned on.

Lin Guo subconsciously closed his eyes, and when he opened them again - he saw Duan Xu with his back turned to him.

At this moment, Duan Xu's front is bright, and his back is dark. Lin Guo is like a thief crawling out of the darkness to steal the light, borrowing Duan Xu's light, he thinks he really lives in the light.

He suddenly realized what he was doing just now—he, a selfish thief, almost dragged this kind-hearted man who lived in the light and lent him light into the abyss.

What is he doing?

"Mom..." He vaguely heard Duan Xu say: "I'll chat with him for a while, if you even have to participate in this, then I'm sorry that I can't be a learning machine that studies wholeheartedly."

Duan Xu persuaded his mother, but when he turned around, he only met Lin Guo's eyes with endless complex emotions. He didn't even ask Lin Guo, what did he want to say?Is it cold?Did you feel wronged?

All the questions were blocked in his throat, Lin Guo seemed to be frightened by something, turned around and ran downstairs leaning on the wall.

Just as Duan Xu was about to chase him out, Duan Xu's mother grabbed his arm, "Put on your clothes? It's cold outside, you can't catch a cold!"

When she forced her to put on a down jacket and chased him out, there was no sign of Lin Guo downstairs.

Many years later, Duan Xu will dream of the scene of this night, dream of Lin Guo saying half a sentence, dream of Lin Guo's flushed eyes full of emotion, as if looking at him for the last time, dream of Lin Guo's back in a hurry to escape , dreaming that he couldn't see anything after chasing him down—like the last side.

After that night, Duan Xu had a fever for two consecutive days and slept in a drowsy state for two days. Every time he woke up, he could see his mother's busy voice, and he could hear the most complaints in the past two days: " The dead boy really can't bring you a little bit. He came here in the middle of the night to make a fuss and gave you a fever. He was so good to him before that he really fed the dog. In the future, you will be more careful when you make friends. Don't worry about it. Unfamiliar white-eyed wolves all went home to get them.

If you ask me, no matter what, Lin Guo was born to Lin Jianyi and his mother who was a prostitute, so he is not a good thing in his bones. "

Duan Xu never knew that his mother treated Lin Guo like this before.

"Stop it." Duan Xu murmured, but his body was too weak to make a sound, this low-pitched obstruction was not enough to dissuade his mother from continuing to swear.

On the afternoon of the first day Duan Xu resumed class, he escaped from the evening self-study and went to the place where Lin Guo worked as a squat, but he just waited and waited but couldn't wait for Lin Guo to come.

A girl who seemed to be about the same age as him came out of the store and asked Duan Xu who to look for?

He said to find Lin Guo.

The girl was taken aback, and asked if he was Lin Guo's brother?

Duan Xu said yes.

"Lin Guo resigned, you don't know?"

Duan Xu was stunned, then shook his head: "I haven't seen him for two days."

"That's right, you don't live together anymore." The girl said to herself.

Duan Xu probably guessed that this was the store manager's daughter, Lin Guo mentioned it before, so he asked again: "Why did he resign?"

The girl was a little surprised, "You don't know?"

Duan Xu was ashamed to be asked.

"You don't seem to care about him very much." The girl was a little dissatisfied, "He treats you very well, and he always talks about "my brother" and "my brother". I feel that he is the only one in the world. "

Duan Xu lowered his head, "Sorry..."

"Why are you apologizing to me?" The girl felt a little funny, she waved her hand, "I didn't mean to lecture you. In fact, I don't know the reason why he resigned. Just two days ago, he suddenly ran over at night and said he would quit. Well, maybe there was a fight or something happened."

"fight?"

"I didn't see it either. My dad said that he rushed in in the middle of the night. He was soaked and his clothes were torn. Maybe something happened."

Duan Xu found the place where Lin Guo rented a house. The place was as dirty, dilapidated and messy as the rumors said. Before it was dark, a drunk man was blatantly standing at the intersection with a wine bottle and hiccups. .

Duan Xu took advantage of him and an angry young man choking each other and ran in, stopped a man who seemed to be awake and asked, "Hello, is there a kid named Lin Guo here?"

The man took a cigarette out of his pocket, opened his mouth and said, "Fifty..."

Duan Xu looked at him for a few seconds, the man was not afraid at all, he leaned against the wall like a rogue, with "love or not" written all over his face.

Seeing that he was defeated, Duan Xu touched his pocket, wondering if he could have fifty.

Suddenly, a man came running out of nowhere, pulled the beggar away, and kicked him, "Get out of here, are you trying to compete with me for business?"

One after another came, Duan Xu's temples throbbed and hurt, and he frowned and asked, "How much do you want?"

The man looked at him and asked inexplicably, "Are you his brother?"

Only then did Duan Xu look at him, and found that the man looked quite young, but he looked very sloppy with a beard.He nodded: "I am..."

"Looking for Lin?" The man asked again.

"right……"

"He's gone," the man said.

"Where did you go?" Duan Xu asked.

"Did he...did he look for you that night?" The man repeated the action of the man in front, took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket, stuffed one for Duan Xu, took another for himself, and lit it.

Duan Xu didn't bother to say "I don't smoke", and said coldly, "Yes, what did you do to him that night?"

The man took a deep puff of the cigarette, then blew smoke rings into Duan Xu's face, "Guess."

Duan Xu put his schoolbag against the wall, took the lighter from the man's hand, and lit the cigarette in his hand.

With a cigarette between the first knuckles of his index finger and middle finger, he slightly squinted his eyes and repeated with aggravated tone: "What did you do to him that night?"

The author has something to say: Shuang Jieha, although it is bloody, it is not that bloody (what am I talking about)

This article is not long... [-] words can definitely be written, if the vacation is long enough to finish writing, I will open "Slag"——