backtracking

(fifteen)

Qin Zhou waited for a while before entering the private room again. When he entered, his complexion had recovered.Ke Ning Linfeng glanced at him when picking up vegetables, then whispered to Lin Ran: "What did you say to him outside?"

Lin Ran immediately looked innocent, and replied in a low voice: "What can I say to him, I didn't say anything. A small person like me, seeing Boss Qin, was immediately frightened and quickly slipped along the crack of the wall."

Ning Linfeng shook his head and smiled. When he took the chopsticks back, he realized that he was busy talking just now and picked up an eggplant that he didn't like to eat, so he put it in Lin Ran's bowl and continued: " Don't go back to your own residence these days, just follow me."

Lin Ran was overjoyed. He was planning to sit and roll around with a stern face, and he would follow Ning Linfeng tonight. He never thought that such a good thing would happen. He didn't mention it, but this person invited him!

For a moment, he seemed to have been hit by the first prize lottery ticket. While roaring in his heart, does this kind of happiness really exist, while raising his hand to wrap Ning Linfeng in his arms, he wanted to be the domineering president.However, after hugging him, he realized that he was a milk dog recently, so instead he lay on Ning Linfeng's shoulder and said loudly, "I'm also my brother's man tonight!"

A table full of people: ...

People at the table: ? ? ?

The people at the table didn't eat, and just watched Lin Ran's performance.

Ning Lin looked at everyone's eyes in the limelight, with goosebumps all over his body, frowning and holding back his hand to push people away, and said: "... Tsk."

Lin Ran immediately let go of his hand, he was very good and innocent, he took the initiative to admit his mistake, and said: "Okay, I get it, I'm a big man, I'll talk well." He scratched his head, looked like he had made a mistake, and whispered Say, "I'm just so happy to be with you tonight."

Seeing him like this, Ning Linfeng didn't know how to answer these words. He just felt that he was sitting on the cusp of the storm, making this group of people think about something. He sighed, hummed, thinking about his famous name, destroyed tonight.

After sighing, looking at Lin Ran's expression, he felt that he was a little embarrassed in front of so many people, so he picked up a chopstick dish for him, patted his arm, and forcibly turned his head to have an awkward chat with the people around him. the atmosphere.

Qin Zhou was about to be pissed off.

He didn't come back for a while, he calmed down outside, he still didn't believe that Ning Linfeng really had something with this little star, he had to ask himself, Ning Linfeng admitted, those things can only be counted.He also knew that what he was doing was wrong, thinking that he spent money to save face this time to make up the cooperation, and finally met someone, so he must seize the opportunity to perform well.

But as soon as he came back, he saw the two of them picking up food again, getting closer to talk, and hugging again, all the things that had just calmed down in his mind disappeared, and the anger and jealousy directly burned his whole body.

He has always hated others touching Ning Linfeng the most.

When he was studying in the past, since the two of them were together, he forcibly drew a circle and put Ning Linfeng in the circle, so that no one could touch him except himself.He watched Ning Linfeng shine brightly, watched the girls all focus on this man, and saw the boys all willing to be friends with this man, he felt sour and jealous in his heart, so jealous and resentful that he couldn't sleep at night, and he tried to cheat. Learn how to hide people and cover them only for yourself to see.But he understands this person's personality too well, he is [-]% soft-hearted and not hard-working, he doesn't want to quarrel and push people away, and he doesn't force himself to get angry and make trouble for no reason.

At certain moments, when Ning Linfeng was chatting and laughing with girls and hooking shoulders with boys, he deliberately portrayed himself as a magnanimous person who suppressed anger and jealousy, but kept his disappointment and jealousy in his drooping lips. On the corner of the mouth, condensed between the melancholy eyebrows.

Ning Linfeng didn't understand what was going on at first, seeing that something was wrong with him, he went to ask him what was wrong.

He didn't say anything, he just hugged him viciously, and rubbed the tip of his nose against Ning Linfeng's ears, as if he was satisfied with this, he replied with a little grievance: "No, I just like you too much."

This kind of thing happened once or twice, and Ning Linfeng understood. At that time, he only felt that Qin Zhou was a pitiful little one, and he didn't want to be wronged, so he slowly started to pay attention, and began to change himself, for many years.

Qin Zhou changed Ning Linfeng bit by bit in this way, shaping him into what he wanted, until later these became Ning Linfeng's habits. Even after graduation, even in the business field, he sometimes had to socialize and drink. Pay the most attention to propriety, and tell Qin Zhou every few minutes when you get home late.

For more than ten years, he has stood in the circle that Qinzhou drew for him, and he has never crossed the boundary for a moment, and there has never been such a thing as hugging and talking intimately with others.

Now that he suddenly got out of the circle, Qin Zhou's first reaction was that he couldn't think that he had done something wrong, that he had any problems, that he was sleeping with other boys and that Ning Linfeng saw him with his own eyes, and the only thought in his mind was, ten years If you stay in my circle, how dare you go out now?

Tonight, he originally wanted to see Ning Linfeng, have a good talk with this person, explain, and coax him, even if he knew that Ning Linfeng was impossible, he would forgive him easily, but he would always pay attention if he showed courtesy. Can gain a good impression.He counted people like Ning Linfeng well. If there were a lot of people, it would be impossible for everyone to know about their affair and make people laugh.

But when he saw Ning Linfeng like this, he forgot all the things he had thought, and he relied on instinct to chat with others, and he didn't even know what he was talking about.

He couldn't taste the taste of this meal, and at the end, everyone else said their goodbyes, only Ning Linfeng and Lin Ran remained.

Lin Ran stood beside Ning Linfeng, took his hand, and said, "Are we still leaving?"

Ning Linfeng patted his hands and replied, "Wait for me at the door, President Qin has something to say to me."

Lin Ran pursed his mouth, not very happy, but still said: "Then I'll wait for you, hurry up, and call me in if you have something to do."

Ning Linfeng nodded and said, "Go."

As soon as the door of the private room was closed, only Qin Zhou and Ning Linfeng were left in the room.

Ning Linfeng didn't sit down either, but just leaned against the wine cabinet on the side. He didn't look at Qinzhou, but just looked at the night and lights outside the window, his mind was full of fog.For some reason, it was only two days since he saw each other, but he felt that the matter with Qinzhou had become a past and present life, but only three or five steps away, the distance between the two of them became thousands of mountains and rivers.He originally had tens of thousands of questions, but when it really came to this time, none of them could be answered.

It's just too ugly.

Whatever the reason, whatever the reason, it was over for both of them.

When he loved Qinzhou, he loved Qinzhou without hesitation, but now he feels that when it's time to end, the end is also decisive.

But today, he still stayed. He didn't ask, but he still wanted to hear what Qinzhou wanted to say to him.Not for anything else, just to complete the relationship between the two of them over the past ten years, from the beginning to the end, it can be regarded as a beginning and an end.

However, he didn't expect that Qin Zhou's first sentence would be: "What's going on with you and that little star!"

Ning Linfeng was stunned for a moment, then looked over subconsciously, and saw Qin Zhou frowning, his face was angry, his tone was questioning, from head to toe, his whole body was full of jealousy, viciousness and viciousness, but he had no apology or remorse.

As soon as he looked over, he felt that the last trace of love between the two was gone.A trace of absurdity arose in his heart, and he suddenly couldn't figure it out. After loving Qinzhou for so many years, what is love?

He shook his head, laughed mockingly, didn't say a word, picked up his coat, hung it on his shoulder, turned and left.

Seeing this, Qin Zhou became even more furious. He strode over, stretched out his hand and grabbed him, his fingers were like iron hoops holding his wrist, "Don't go!"

Ning Linfeng frowned, and raised his hand to break free, but Qin Zhou tightened his grip, so much that it hurt his wrist.

He looked ugly and said, "Let me go."

Qin Zhou completely ignored him, he couldn't control himself when he got angry, and almost shouted, "I asked you what happened to that little star, did you two go to bed?"

Saying this, even the best temper will be provoked, not to mention that Ning Linfeng's temper is not good. From childhood to adulthood, there are only times when he doesn't want to get angry, and there is no time when he can't get angry.Hearing this sentence, his chest was filled with anger, and he replied, "So what's the matter if we slept together?" He smiled coldly, "Why, you ask this, because you want to hear the details of the two of us going to bed?"

Hearing this sentence, Qin Zhou gasped for breath and lost his mind. He let go of Ning Linfeng's wrist, lifted it up and aimed it at Ning Linfeng's face, and was about to slap him.

Ning Linfeng used his strength, and slapped Qin Zhou's body crookedly. He raised the corner of his mouth and asked, "I saw you bring someone home to sleep. Didn't you give me an explanation? So far?" Do you have the face to lose your temper with me?"

Qin Zhou was stupefied by him all of a sudden. In the past, the two of them were angry again, but in fact they never fought. Ning Linfeng was kind to him, but his heart was soft, and he gave in to him everywhere. , the most important sentence is that you are not allowed to sleep tonight, when did you hit him?

He dazedly touched the half of his face that was beaten, and said, "You hit me?"

Lin Ran heard the voice inside, and when he rushed in, he happened to see this scene. He originally thought that Qin Zhou's bastard was not only cheating but also beating someone, so he came in angrily and prepared to beat him up. When they came in and saw this, everyone was dumbfounded. He was taken aback for a while, and then he almost laughed when he heard Qin Zhou say such a classic line of a bloody TV series.

At first, Lin Ran thought that he could be a hero to save the beauty, but Ning Linfeng did everything by himself, so he was not needed.So he pondered for a second, thinking that in this movie of three people, he must have a name.

He changed his route, rushed towards Ning Linfeng with a stride, pulled his hand up, and said affectionately: "How is it, does your hand hurt?"

Ning Lin Fenghuo hadn't come down yet, he didn't care about saving face for Qin Zhou in front of others, and didn't care about Lin Ran's emotions, so he took his hand away from Lin Ran, waved him to stand behind him, looked at Qin Feng, Said: "I hit you. What's wrong?"

Such a sentence was similar to that slap, and it woke Qin Zhou up all of a sudden.

It was he who messed up everything, he thought of a way, wanted to meet him, he always felt that he was pretending to be wronged and put in some effort, Ning Linfeng would always forgive him.

But what is he doing now?How could he, how could he want to fight Ning Linfeng?

He became flustered, put down his hands covering his face, lowered his head slowly, and said in a low voice, "You beat me well. If you can relieve your anger, hit me."

Seeing him like this, Ning Linfeng became more and more angry, and laughed back in anger, his lips trembled and laughed twice, the louder he laughed, the circles around his eyes were red from laughing.

Qinzhou looked at his appearance, looked at his red eyes, and his heart felt like a knife, and said softly: "I was wrong, Linfeng, I was wrong." He stepped forward, wanting to touch it. Ning Linfeng's eyes.

Ning Linfeng raised his hand to slap his hand aside, and cursed, "Get lost! How dare you touch me again!"

Qin Zhou didn't dare to move, his heart ached and sad, and he didn't care about Lin Ran's presence, he hurriedly explained: "It's my fault. It's because I was obsessed with someone else outside, and I couldn't refuse him to take him home , I was stupid when I saw you coming back early that day. It’s not that I didn’t want to save you. I wasn’t, I was just too scared and shocked at that time, my body was tense, my brain was numb, and I couldn’t move. When I slow down and chase you out, You're gone." He paused, then continued, "Linfeng, I can't help it, I can't find you, I can't bear not seeing you. I've tried everything to get you back, but I just want to ask you to forgive me.

I am wrong, it is all my fault. "

Ning Linfeng didn't speak for a few seconds, he seemed to be thinking or simply in a daze, he finally asked, "Why?"

why.

Qin Zhou recalled that he went back to his alma mater to give a speech, and when he left the auditorium at the end of the speech, he saw the boy wearing a jersey and holding a basketball walking towards him. He had just finished a game, his forehead was covered with sweat, and the boy was chatting with others. , Said in a proud tone, how about it, buddy shot the last three-pointer well, right?

The people next to him replied, awesome, awesome, your last shot was really amazing.

Beads of sweat flowed down and fascinated the boy's eyes, so he directly lifted up his jersey and wiped it on his face. As soon as the wind blew past, the summer sweat smelled like a youth. After wiping, he said with a smile, it must, no Look who I am.He won the ball and was in a good mood. When he saw Qin Zhou walking towards him, he raised his hand to say hello. Hey, is this the senior?

Qin Zhou was taken aback, and asked, how do you know I'm a senior?

The boy pointed to the standing sign on the side of the auditorium, and answered, today did not say that a senior came back to give a speech, he raised his hand and spun the basketball on his fingers, and continued, "It's a pity that I went to play a game, I didn't like it, next time Definitely come and join us!

After finishing speaking, he tossed the ball, smiled and waved his hand, goodbye senior, I have to go back to take a shower now!

That look is so similar, so much like Ning Linfeng in his teens.

In this way, there was the meeting on the first day, and there was the later.

At this moment, Qin Zhou looked at Ning Linfeng, looked at Ning Linfeng who was only two steps away from him, but was already a thousand miles away, closed his eyes, and finally two lines of tears rolled down the corners of his eyes.

He trembled and said, "I'm sorry. I love you so much when you were young."

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