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(sixteen)

Hearing this sentence, Ning Linfeng shook his head and smiled. He looked at the two lines of tears in Qinzhou, and said, "Today you just told me directly that you made a mistake that all men in the world make. Zuo Gandang is a man. But you tell me this, what do you mean that boy looks like me?"

Qin Zhou wiped away his tears. His eyebrows and eyes are the same as in the past, like the ink paintings of Yuanshan Hengdai. When he looks at people seriously, he always presses gentleness in the corner of his eyes. It is 1 affectionate. He said: "Linfeng, I really Wrong, no matter what it is for, I was wrong. I have already dealt with this matter, and no one will stand between us, and there will be no next time, I swear to you, there will be no next time."

Ning Linfeng looked at him, looked at him for a while, and said softly: "Qinzhou." His voice was so gentle when he spoke, as if he used to ask Qinzhou to leave him alone when he wiped his neck with a dagger in front of his parents. gentle.

Qin Zhou responded, and his joy wiped away his sorrow and pain in an instant. He waited for Ning Linfeng to agree to him, just like he said back then, don't like others, just like me, agree to him.

When Lin Ran heard that sentence, he frowned and clenched his fists, but he endured it and didn't say a word.

Ning Linfeng continued, using his gentle tone, saying the exact opposite, he said: "This is the end of our business."

Qin Zhou's complexion changed, and as soon as he was about to speak, Ning Linfeng waved his hand and said, "Stop talking, I don't want to hear anything from you again. Don't make me regret it, don't make me feel it, I am Ning Linfeng I have been blind for 13 years and loved the wrong person."

As soon as these words were said, Lin Ran, an outsider in the relationship between them, felt a hole in his heart, but he stood beside him and dared not speak at all.

Until Ning Linfeng turned to look at him and said, "Let's go."

Without saying a word, Lin Ran gave Qin Zhou a hard look, and followed him away like a little wife.

Qin Zhou watched Ning Linfeng go away, and there, tears began to fall crazily.In his heart, it was as if a bell had crashed to the ground, shattered into mud, and the dust settled.

He thought about it for many years.

Ever since they got together, he has been worrying about gains and losses.

In his whole life, he fought desperately for everything he got, and God never gave him a special treatment.But Ji Ji Yingying, who had been careful for so many years, was able to let a person as good as Ning Linfeng bump into his arms one day.

He loves Ning Linfeng so much, and is too afraid of losing him.For many years, he has guarded against men and women, and against all those who are a little closer to Ning Linfeng.

He was afraid that he was not good enough, so he worked hard, for fear that others would think that he was not worthy of standing beside Ning Linfeng.

He was extremely caring and considerate, he kept Ning Linfeng by his side, he was the only one, and he gave everyone's love to him, double it.With him, Ning Linfeng had never touched anything in the kitchen. For many years, even Qin Zhou had to cut his nails.

He really, really loved Ning Linfeng very much, he gave him everything he had, and he also got all, all of Ning Linfeng's love.

So after a long time, he gradually developed an illusion, he thought that Ning Linfeng would never leave him, no matter what time, no matter what happened.

Ning Linfeng's love made him relax, let him slack off, made him satisfied and complacent.

He forgot that Ning Linfeng has always been, either he has nothing or he wants everything.

Qin Zhou stared blankly at Ning Linfeng's back, thinking of that snowy day when he swore with himself that I, Qin Zhou, would never betray you in my life.

But they persisted together in the most difficult moment, but now when the good time came, he pushed Ning Linfeng away with his own hands.In the most insulting and ruthless way possible.

And after he did such a thing, when he saw Ning Linfeng again, he even held his wrist and forced him to ask what happened to that little star, and even thought of hitting someone!

Qin Zhou slapped himself, unable to stand still, squatting on the ground and crying silently.He couldn't figure it out, he asked himself, what am I doing, what am I doing, what am I doing!

Lin Ran and Ning Linfeng went back to the hotel together.Seeing this person along the way, he didn't dare to say more, for fear that what he said would make people sadder.

Ning Linfeng looked normal, as if nothing happened, entered the hotel room, and said to take a shower.

Lin Ran felt that it was time to relieve the embarrassing atmosphere, so he tried to go in with him, and said to others with a smile: "Brother, I will go in and help you wash, I am super good, an international tenth-level masseur, and I am first-class in helping people take a bath!" "

Ning Linfeng didn't bother to talk to him, he just slammed the door shut, and locked him out with the tip of his nose.

Lin Ran still didn't leave, and was still humming loudly at the door: "If you don't let in, you won't let in. Why are you so fierce? I can't help if I want to go in. The world... the world is going down, so what..." At the critical moment, he ate again. Due to his ignorance, he couldn't remember what the next sentence was, so he made it up, "The world is going down, and the wind is not the same, so it's no longer enough to help others these days!"

Inside, Ning Linfeng didn't reply, only the sound of running water.

Lin Ran was listening outside, but he didn't have the slightest thought. Thinking of cutting his wrists for love in novels and movies, he was afraid that he would do something stupid, so he wanted to lie down and look through the crack of the door to see if the water that flowed out was red.But this hotel does a very good job in this aspect, even if your face is on the ground, you can't see anything in the bathroom.

Lin Ran thought about it, and in order to reduce the rescue distance, he simply sat at the door of the bathroom and chatted with Ning Linfeng through the door: "Hey, brother, let me tell you, do you know what you suffered? I believe that bastard in Qinzhou." When he said this, he began to be filled with righteous indignation, and repeated Buddhist scriptures, "Can't you believe that men know! As the saying goes, I would rather believe that a pig has three legs than a man's mouth. I would rather believe in the world There are ghosts, you can't trust the man's mouth. I'd rather believe that the compass can't find the north, and you can't trust the man's mouth."

Lin Ran sighed, and continued: "You are too young, let me tell you, childish." After he finished speaking, he leaned on the door to listen to the movement, and the sound of the water seemed to be getting louder.Unwilling to give up, he leaned against the floor and looked through the crack of the door again, but he still couldn't see anything. He thought to himself, don't you really miss it?

This idea rolled in his mind twice, and was finally denied.He is convinced and proud of Ning Linfeng, and he has only known him for three or five days. He likes him very much.

At first, I liked this person's good looks, and then I liked the way this person cried without saying a word. Later, I got to know the ins and outs, and I liked this person's decisiveness in killing.

Lin Ran has seen too many stories about such men messing around outside.Most people will only speak harsh words, such as why I want to break up, I will never see you again, etc., but one party is subdued, pursues and begs, and then reconciles.

Life is more exaggerated than the script, sometimes Lin Ran sees that the cheating party is not a human being, and the other party doesn't know how wronged it is, but in the end, the two of them reconciled, and one is willing to fight the other. I would like to suffer, if you get angry when outsiders look at you, you have nothing to do.

So when he was waiting for Ning Linfeng outside the private room today, he was very scared. He only saw some clues, and he already knew how Ning Linfeng loved that person and how he had paid for that person.

People are like this, the more you give to another person, the harder it is to give up.

So when he heard Qin Zhou crying and saying I love you when you were young, he was very, very nervous, he was afraid that Ning Linfeng's heart would soften, so he forgave him.

But Ning Linfeng didn't.Not only did he not, but he directly announced that their affairs were over.

Thinking of this, Lin Ran admired and sighed with emotion.He thought to himself, how can I be so awesome that I can fall in love with such a good person.

He sat cross-legged at the door of the bathroom, happily happy for a while, but when he was happy, he couldn't control the door, and said for a long time that he couldn't trust men, men are all bastards.

Later, when he heard the sound of water flowing inside was too loud, he continued to speak ill of Qin Zhou to Ning Linfeng at the top of his voice, and he shouted: "You say your bastard ex-boyfriend, what's so good about it? He's not as tall as me, and he doesn't look like me." His appearance is just average, and his company feels average, not even a mine. I think the only thing he can do is pretend to be pitiful, but brother, we real men have to be tough, how can we pretend to be pitiful, right?

From this, it can be inferred that he is not a man at all! "

Ning Linfeng took a bath in it. He was still immersed in the sadness of a strong man breaking his wrist and severing his love with a sword. He thought that he was the most pitiful person in the world. After being cheated for 13 years, he heard Lin Ran outside endlessly. It's endless, buzzing like bees all the time, he turned the water flow to the maximum, thinking that the people outside would be able to retreat in spite of difficulties, but he didn't expect that the person outside couldn't see the slightest bit of winking, and actually shouted outside!

He was sad and not sad at once, and started to take a bath very quickly, thinking angrily, my 13-year relationship is over, and I won’t even give me a chance to be sad, talk about it, keep going outside Say, what's the matter, are you reincarnated with a machine gun?

So within a few minutes, as soon as the bathroom door opened, Lin Ran saw Ning Linfeng coming out with a dark face, he quickly stood up and said, "Honey, don't be angry, don't let that bastard in Qinzhou make you angry." It’s bad, ignore him, I’m super empathetic, I’ll coax you in the future!”

Ning Linfeng was choked in his throat by his nonchalant words, so he barely rolled his eyes. He took a deep breath, calmed himself down, and said: "I've finished washing, you go take a bath."

Seeing him like this, Lin Ran became even more worried. He looked at him worriedly and said, "I wash up quickly, and I'll come out to accompany you right away. Don't do stupid things secretly while I'm away."

Ning Linfeng was about to be pissed off by him, and thought to himself: ...What the hell am I planning?Now that I'm driving this little idiot out, can Qin Zhou get rid of this guy for me?Why am I so kind? Me!

Gods and Buddhas all over the sky, I, Ning Linfeng, have done a fucking good deed today!

Ning Linfeng: "Do you want to wash it or not?"

Lin Ran quickly got into the bathroom and began to undress without closing the door, vowing to prove to Ning Linfeng how obedient he is.

He said: "Wash, wash, I'll wash right away, wash quickly!"

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Lin Ran: I became so ruthless that I even scolded myself!