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When Ning Linfeng went to the corridor, he saw Lin Ranfeng rushing up in a hurry, and saw him rushing up to hug him in a few steps.Before Ning Linfeng could react, he was hugged.

"Are you okay?" Lin Ran hugged the man and asked hurriedly. After he asked, he remembered and let go of the man, looking up, down, left, and right, "That bastard tried every means to get you to come and see him. What do you want?"

Ning Linfeng was already used to Qin Zhou's nickname in Lin Ran's place, so he laughed and said, "He's not that despicable, is he?"

Lin Ran curled his lips and said, "He is more despicable than all the despicable things I can think of. There is nothing he can't do."

After hearing this sentence, Ning Linfeng really wanted to stand on an objective standpoint and say a few words for Qinzhou: "It's not that exaggerated. He usually does not do things like you see. I have been with him for so many years. , don’t talk about anything else, but treat me tenderly and considerately.”

Lin Ran sneered, took Ning Linfeng's hand and walked out, saying as he walked, "Ever since I knew who he is, I haven't seen any tenderness and consideration from his appearance to you. I won't say anything else. That day in the hotel, he raised his hand, did he want to fight with you?"

Ning Linfeng didn't look anything special, he didn't seem to be emotional, nor did he smile bitterly, he just said lightly: "At that time, he must have been a little troubled."

Lin Ran heard that he was trying to excuse Qin Zhou from both sides, and he suddenly became anxious. At this moment, the two of them were standing downstairs in the hospital. He stopped, pulled Ning Linfeng to stop, and frowned, saying: " You still say good things about him?! He has done so many bastard things, and now he turns around and treats you poorly, so you forgive him?!"

He thought about how sad and forgiving the gang of friends and girlfriends used to be. Seeing Ning Linfeng like this, he couldn't help but feel a little irritable, his voice became louder, and he stopped pretending to be obedient, revealing his nature as a irascible little wolf dog.

Seeing him like this, instead of being angry, Ning Linfeng looked at him for two seconds with interest, and then said strangely: "I just forgave him, so what?"

Seeing that Lin Ran was on fire, and his hair was about to smoke with anger, he clenched his teeth and walked a few steps like a trapped animal. Suddenly, without saying a word, he picked up the crutch that some patient had dropped beside him and rushed towards him aggressively. Walk in the hospital building.

Ning Linfeng pulled him back and asked, "What are you doing here?"

Lin Ran's voice was full of anger and anger, and he said bitterly: "I see that bastard Qin Zhou didn't know what kind of ecstasy soup he gave you, I'll go up and kill him right now, and see that he is still trying every means to deceive you all day long." It's shameless to confuse the public, and you want the prodigal son to turn back!"

Ning Linfeng finally couldn't help laughing, and took Lin Ran's hand, and said, "How did you learn this language, what idioms do you use?"

Lin Ran gritted his teeth: "You're still laughing! I'm going to die of anger! You're still laughing! He's so shameless, you've forgotten all the shameless things he's done, and you're still laughing! I'll tell you, I'll give you everything!" You remember!" After speaking, he wanted to go in again, rushing in with his head depressed.

Ning Linfeng was taken for a few steps before stopping, still smiling, and said: "Hey, hey, it's okay, where are you from a primary school student, how old are you and ready to fight? It's the same if you are photographed Stop messing around in the entertainment circle."

Lin Ran snorted, and said angrily: "I'm not going to mess around! I still care about those stinky money?! I don't even look at it, is this money also money?!"

Seeing him like this, Ning Linfeng felt childish and funny, and felt extremely cute in his heart, he frowned, and said: "Oh~~ My parents didn't like me raising a little star, now I know little Stars are still fighting, how can I bring you to meet them?"

Lin Ran twisted his neck, and said, "Who wants to see... hey?" He opened his eyes wide, forgetting about it, and looked back at Ning Linfeng, "See, meet your parents?"

Ning Linfeng said slowly: "Hey, I'm just kidding, you hurry up and do justice for the sky, go in and beat Qin Zhou to a hemiplegia, I don't care."

After he finished speaking, he waved his hand, ignored him, and walked out.

Before Lin Ran could turn his head around, he was furious for a while, ecstatic for a while, and he was dizzy. He rushed up a few steps with the crutches, caught up with Ning Linfeng, and asked incredulously, "Did you really see your parents?"

"Can I do it? Can I?"

"I, I haven't prepared anything yet. It seems that I haven't made a name for myself in the entertainment circle and become a best actor!"

"What do your parents like? Qinzhou like that? Hey, he's so disgusting, I can't learn it."

"Hey, hey!" He was next to Ning Linfeng, said a few words on the left, and said a few words on the right, and almost circled around the people, hurriedly and panicked, "Really, is it true?"

Ning Linfeng walked to the side of the car, opened the door, didn't answer, just asked with a smile: "Are you going upstairs to beat someone, or are you coming with me?"

Lin Ran immediately replied: "I'll go with you, of course I'll go with you!" He hurriedly got into the car, halfway into the car, only to realize that he still had someone's crutch in his hand, and immediately ignored everything and waved his hand to the car. Throwing it far away, well-behaved, like a primary school student, squeezed into the passenger seat.

Ning Linfeng went to drive, and Lin Ran chattered endlessly along the way, from meeting his parents, talking about the wedding, and talking about if Ning Linfeng likes children in the future, where will they go for a test tube to find a surrogate, how to take care of the child, and if he doesn't like it, As far as the world of the two of them is concerned, he must develop his career well and let Ning Linfeng's parents rest assured that they will be together.

When they got to the garage downstairs at home, Lin Ran had already talked about where the two of them would retire at the age of 60 or [-]. Ning Linfeng just listened and laughed whenever he heard it.

When he opened the door, Lin Ran hugged him, and talked to Ning Linfeng, muttering with excitement and grievance: "Whatever I say, you always laugh. Why are you laughing? Do you agree or not?" Agreed."

Ning Linfeng patted him and asked, "What do you agree with, what do you disagree with?"

Lin Ran held his shoulder with one hand, looked into Ning Linfeng's eyes, and replied: "Of course you are with me, we have always been together, no matter how many years before, with that, that bastard, it is all in the past."

Ning Linfeng: "I said, the matter between me and him is over, so it is over."

Lin Ran: "Then you, why are you still taking care of him today, why are you still talking nicely about him? Did you forgive him as soon as your heart softened?"

Ning Linfeng replied one by one: "I take care of him, it's a kind of affection. No matter how many years we've been together, even a stone is warmed up, so I can't just leave him alone. I said good things about him, except for the last paragraph, of course, he He is sincere to me, and cannot be more considerate. I forgive him." He also looked at Lin Ran, with such a frank and gentle expression, and said, "I forgive him, not because of soft-heartedness, but because we have come to this day, Of course he did something wrong and made me feel uncomfortable, but at the moment he himself is not feeling well, life is like this, it’s not a movie or a novel, and there’s no need to be reluctant, so let’s forget it. "

He smiled a bit, and said calmly, "I'm a man in his twenties, do I really hate him all my life because of this little thing of love? How can there be so many people?" What about love and hate?"

Lin Ran heard this, and asked in a daze, "Then, don't you hate it?"

Ning Linfeng: "I didn't hate him much before."

Lin Ran asked again: "Yeah, don't you love me?"

Ning Linfeng nodded: "It is true that there is no more love."

Lin Ran's heart was sour, he was doing it, he always didn't understand how Ning Linfeng was so unrestrained and open-minded, he watched how sad this person was at the beginning, got drunk in a foreign land, couldn't eat for a few days and nights, and then watched It's only been three or five days since I saw this person, and my whole person has changed up and down. I have loved and hated him for more than ten years, let go when I say let go, forgive when I say forgive, and now standing in front of him, it is so gentle and appropriate.

He admired him, loved him, and feared him.

Afraid of the future, afraid of all the love and hate in this world, in his heart, it's all a breeze, and it's over.

Lin Ran felt uncomfortable, but couldn't say it out. After a while, he said softly: "Then... I can still have a little love, just a little, can I have a little love to love me?" He said, "I know I don't I have been with you for more than ten years, I know I have only known you for a few days, but, I don’t need you to love me very much right away, you can take your time, just... don’t love others first, Take a good look at me by your side, if you can, just love me a little bit."

Ning Linfeng looked at him, smiled and sighed again. He pressed Lin Ran's neck down and pressed his lips against him, and said slowly: "How can you love a little bit? If you want to love, you must Take it all and love."

The author has something to say:

This is the end of writing~

This article was written in a hurry. I originally wanted to abuse the scumbags, and give full play to my own obsession with hating scumbags. I don’t know why I wrote more than [-] chapters. At the beginning, I thought it was ten chapters. It can be over haha, so I didn't write a complete story, and there is no context, I just wrote it according to my heart.

I think, writing this, in fact, at the end I want to say, now that we are in our twenties, maybe we all have some sad things, hard feelings, first love, these are always there.

But I think, for the past, there is no need to always love or hate, the past is the past.

I hope that the sisters will never encounter sad things again, and don’t encounter scumbags. They will always love, be loved, and always have the ability to love.

So, see you in the next article.