backtracking

(six)

On the night when he won the second game of the basketball game, Ning Linfeng, who fell asleep as soon as he touched his pillow, just didn't fall asleep in the middle of the night. He turned left and right, baked himself into a perfectly baked cake, and still didn't fall asleep.

He took out his mobile phone and sent Qin Zhou a text message: "Are you asleep?"

Qin Zhou replied almost instantly: "Not yet." He asked again, "What's wrong?"

Ning Linfeng replied to him: "Come out." She put on her clothes and went to the corridor.

Two seconds later, the door of another dormitory in the corridor was also opened. Qin Zhou came out with his clothes on. The voice-activated light came on, but the light was not dazzling. The halo yellow light shone on Qin Zhou, and he saw the man in the camel-colored coat. An off-white sweater, with a relaxed smile on his face, this man walked towards Ning Linfeng step by step, looking so gentle and reliable, and asked, "Can't you sleep?"

Ning Linfeng looked at him, feeling as if he had been dazzled, he blinked and didn't answer, and suddenly ran to the window, looked around, turned around with a surprised face, and said, "Let's go see the stars!"

Qin Zhou: "Huh?"

But he didn't have time to say anything, Ning Linfeng walked over a few steps and grabbed his wrist, and said, "Hurry up, hurry up, there are rare stars today!"

When Qin Zhou was held like this, the thing that was stuck in his heart reappeared, and he was cursed by Ning Linfeng's fingers holding his wrist, so he had to go.

So they climbed to the top floor and jumped out of the window to look at the stars.

There are thousands of miles of mountains and seas, and vast galaxy.

At this moment, there is nothing in the world, only the two of them are left.

Qin Zhou asked Ning Linfeng: "Is it because of the basketball game that I can't sleep?"

Ning Linfeng groaned, looked into the distance, and replied: "Actually, I also know that we played pretty well, but we are not professional after all, and finishing second is already the best result. I I also know those truths, what the coach said we did our best and have no regrets, but I just can’t help it. Where there is no second in the world, you have to be the first if you want to do it.”

Qin Zhou looked at him, his heart that was always bubbling with poison didn't even taunt the young man in front of him, he just thought in his heart that he probably has been going well for the rest of his life, and there has never been anything he can't get.

Ning Linfeng continued to talk, a little disappointed, and seemed to be angry with himself, saying: "I feel that I am so unmanly, a real man has to be able to afford it, but I am second, and I will fight for the first place if I have a chance." That's it, if I don't have a chance next year... It's not a big deal if I don't have a chance. How can a person want anything all the time in his life, I just have a bad personality, my life is so smooth, and I want everything."

According to Qinzhou's past, he should say something at this moment, yes, the world is so cruel and cruel, there are gains and losses, there are come and go, hard work does not necessarily lead to success, and hard work does not necessarily mean that there will be a real chance to win the first place.There is no way.

But he looked at the boy beside him, sitting on the window sill with his hands propped behind him, looking up at the sky, his legs kicking back and forth restlessly, but he couldn't tell.

Still a child, Qin Zhou thought.

Seeing that he didn't speak for a long time, Ning Linfeng turned to look at him, seeing his appearance, his expression changed, and said, "Hey, hey, what kind of expression do you have!"

Qin Zhou touched his face and asked, "What expression?"

Ning Linfeng: "I really miss the way my grandfather used to look, looking at me so lovingly!"

The corner of Qin Zhou's mouth twitched, and he replied, "Really? Then...you call me Grandpa, let me listen to you?"

Ning Linfeng was taken aback, then laughed loudly: "You really are, don't learn such nonsense from Li Jin and the others!"

"It's fun once in a while."

Ning Linfeng rolled his eyes at him, and asked again: "Then what about you, why can't you fall asleep?"

Qin Zhou sighed and thought to himself, why I can't sleep, it's not because of you.These days, as long as he thinks of Ning Linfeng, he always feels that there is something stuck in his heart, which keeps him awake at night. He has always been a very planned person, so he can't tolerate anything unplanned, he thinks too much Understand what it is.

But he felt that something was weird and he couldn't say it directly, so he just replied: "Because I miss someone."

Ning Linfeng's eyelashes drooped, and he immediately said: "I see, which girl is he thinking about? Which girl? Do I know? Is it good-looking? Really, I'm not flirting with you, I'm chasing a girl for the first time Top-notch, you tell me that I will give you an idea!"

Qin Zhou frowned and asked him: "Have you chased him a lot?" He thought about the way this guy usually behaved, it is indeed possible, like a male peacock, he immediately opened his tail when he saw a girl.

Ning Linfeng seemed to want to say something bragging, but after thinking about it, he was a little discouraged, and said: "Girls are treasures in the world, and they must be treated well. I... I usually just make them happy." Yes, but I haven’t liked anything until now, and chasing after others will hurt other people’s hearts for no reason.”

Qin Zhou's eyebrows stretched out, and he asked, "Aren't all heroes in the world like this? They always have to be merciful, how many confidantes are there?"

Hearing this, Ning Linfeng was amused: "What's the matter, have you read my biography of heroes?"

Qin Zhou shook his head, and answered honestly: "I saw you turn the page the other day, and glanced twice."

Ning Linfeng just laughed, the two of them didn't speak for a long time, they watched the starry sky quietly.

After a while, Ning Linfeng pointed to the Milky Way in the distance, and suddenly said: "I remember a Romanian poet wrote, 'We are far away from the stars in the sky, and its light takes thousands of years. Only then can we meet again. It may have long since perished in the deep blue sky, but its light has just hit our eyes.'" He turned his head, looked at Qinzhou, smiled slightly, and it was rare to be peaceful and peaceful. , he said, "Look at those stars, it's the romance of the universe, isn't it?"

At this moment, the butterfly fluttered from Qinzhou's chest and landed on Ning Linfeng's fingertips.

Qin Zhou thought, I don't want to see any stars, I just want to see you.He decided at that moment that I must have this person in front of me.

He said: "Do you still remember that you told me at that time that if I went to play basketball with you, you would fulfill my three wishes?"

Ning Linfeng was a little surprised to hear him mention this at the moment. He bent his eyes and smiled, and said, "Why? Thinking about it so quickly? Let me tell you, you can't violate the morals of the world."

Qin Zhou nodded, smiled very softly, and said, "It doesn't violate your morals, and you don't need three, just one."

Ning Linfeng was quite interested, and said, "Then tell me first, and I can keep the other two for you first."

Qin Zhou looked into his eyes and said, "Don't like others in the future, just like me."