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(Seven)

Later, they were together. They both performed well in the college entrance examination. They went to the same school and spent many absurd and happy days. It wasn't until their parents found out about the two of them in their junior year. Ning Linfeng's old man went straight to Qinzhou's father. All of a sudden the world was turned upside down.Only then did Qinzhou know what was going on at Ning Linfeng's house.

Ning Linfeng had such a temper, he took Qinzhou home directly.

His father had been a military officer for many years, and he was dignified, and his mother was as vigorous and resolute as she saw back then.

Qinzhou has made a lot of preparations, coming out is nothing more than forcing his parents to die and making his children kneel.He is not afraid, since he has decided to be with Ning Linfeng, he will not regret it, he is not afraid of the threat of being expelled from school, really not afraid.

But he still underestimated Ning Linfeng.

The boy had grown into a very handsome young man at that time. When he arrived home, he listened silently to his parents scolding him, without saying a word, until his father got angry and said with a cold face: "I can let the person next to you go immediately." The boy disappeared, do you believe it?"

Ning Linfeng stood up, and just like how he pulled out his sword when he was showing off to the girls in class, he pulled out a dagger neatly from his body and placed it across his neck.

Qin Zhou almost stopped breathing for a while, he didn't know where Ning Linfeng got this thing, he took a quick step to block it: "Linfeng, take that thing away!"

Ning Linfeng looked back at him, it was a very, very gentle look, and he said: "Stand there, don't move, I said that if I'm with you, I'll be together. I'm not going to break my promise .”

Ning Linfeng's mother, Ms. Li, stared at the dagger with visibly panicked expression: "Linfeng, what are you doing! That thing, isn't that thing in your room all the time? When did you take it away?"

Ning Linfeng didn't speak, but just looked at his mother, with a fierce look, but pleading in his eyes, his father stared at him fiercely, listened to his mother's words, and replied for him: "I'm afraid he has thought of this day for a long time. "After finishing speaking, he beckoned to let people in, and snorted coldly, "I just want to keep this boy from leaving our house today, so what are you going to do?"

No one entered the room, but Ning Linfeng knew that the outside was already full of people.He was so cruel to himself, he raised his hand and brought the dagger an inch closer to his neck, a line of blood immediately appeared on his neck, densely oozing blood beads.But he looked calm, as if he didn't feel any pain at all.

Qin Zhou was crazy. When he was with Ning Linfeng, he couldn't bear to touch his finger. He subconsciously shouted: "Linfeng!"

Ning Linfeng didn't look back, but said softly, "Don't move."

His mother's tears were already falling, she took his father's hand and shook her head.

His father looked at him with a frown, with countless sadness, disappointment and heartache in his eyes.

Seeing his father looking at him like that, Ning Linfeng's heart trembled violently, but his hands didn't shake at all, he just put them there, letting the blood beads stain his sweater red.

He said, "Dad."

After a long time, his father waved his hand and said: "Forget it, you can go, go out this door, and don't call me dad anymore."

Ning Linfeng's eyes turned red, but he gritted his teeth and put down the dagger from his neck without saying a word.

Later when his father went upstairs, her mother called a doctor to bandage him up. When he left, she said to him: "Linfeng, people do things, the most important thing is, don't regret it."

Ning Linfeng held back his tears and replied firmly, "I won't."

It snowed a lot that day.

After walking a few steps from his house, Ning Linfeng stopped and said, "I don't want to walk." Qinzhou was going to take a taxi, but Ning Linfeng shook his head and said, "Don't take a taxi, it's too hot in the car."

Qin Zhou looked at him, held back his tears, and dared not even touch Ning Linfeng's wound. He walked up to Ning Linfeng, bent down, and said, "I'll carry you."

Ning Linfeng obediently fell on his back.

He began to talk: "When I was young, I was very ignorant. It was nothing more than trivial things like going to the house to expose tiles. I also liked to fight. After I beat others, my dad would beat me when he came back. The biggest thing I provoked at that time was The junior high school broke four ribs of the former mayor’s son.”

Qin Zhou followed him and said, "Then he must not be a good person."

Ning Linfeng seemed to be laughing, and replied a little proudly: "It's really not a good thing. I beat him up. I didn't look for anyone else, and I didn't dare to. It's just myself." He paused, " But after that, I never fought again."

Qin Zhou asked: "Did your father beat you hard when he went back?"

Ning Linfeng laughed again, and replied: "He beat me very hard. I didn't get up for a week, but I wasn't afraid of him at all. I stopped fighting because I was hungry one night and went downstairs to look for something to eat. Listen Seeing my father and mother talking in the room, I have never heard my father speak like that, he sighed and said, Linfeng has such a temper, what will he do if I am not around in the future?"

Qin Zhou felt Ning Linfeng's tears falling down, hitting his skin and scalding a scar.

He was in pain too.Tears fell from the pain.

He heard Ning Linfeng choked up and said: "Actually, I know, I, I have been very self-willed these years. In high school, I didn't pay attention to the lectures, and I didn't write a single stroke in the exam. , Actually, it's not because of my ability, it's because I have my dad behind me. I have grown up to now, I want the best in everything, I can get what I want, no, it's not because of my own ability, it's also because of me dad."

Qin Zhou was so distressed that he almost twitched, he said softly, "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, Linfeng, I'll be behind you from now on."

Ning Linfeng shook his head behind him, shook his head very hard, struggled to get down, and said: "No, no, a real man wants to make his own way. From now on, I will treat you like my father treats me. Let me be behind you, want the best in everything, and have whatever you want."

Qin Zhou was silent for a while, and said: "...Don't you think there is something wrong with what you said?"

They faced each other, both of them were in tears, but suddenly they laughed together.

Qinzhou leaned over, and the two of them were forehead to forehead, nose to nose, he said to Ning Linfeng: "You treat me like this, I will definitely pay you back in every possible way in the future, I, Qinzhou, swear, I will never betray you in this life. "

Ning Linfeng looked at him with a smile, sighed, his eyes were bright, and he said, "Why don't you understand, Qinzhou, I don't want you to pay me back, I want you to love me."

Qin Zhou shook his hand and also smiled: "Of course, I love you all my life."

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