Romantics always die under the tongue of realists

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"Romantics Always Die Under the Tongue of Realists" Author: Hirakawa Kazuma Hirakawa

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Some people are alive, some people are dead, you must cherish your feelings when they are there.

BL/GL four people two stories.

Content label: future overhead

Search keywords: Protagonist: Yuan Du, I┃Supporting roles: Ye Ying, Axia, Xu Gang┃Others:

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Axia died, saying she committed suicide.

Yuan Du looked at the black and white photo of Axia smiling foolishly, thinking that when they met for the first time, she also smiled like that.

Axia is her nickname, and her first name is Xu Yanting.

She has been a monkey since she was a child, with dark skin, a pair of big black bright eyes, a missing front tooth, and her mouth leaks air when she speaks.But the little girl with short hair is not an honest master, she jumps up and down all day like a tomboy, leading a group of little boys in the yard to climb the wall and trees, and when she gets tired, she sits in the girl's pile and plays house wine Be a dad.

She was the boss when she was a child, but when she grew up, the women's university has changed eighteen times, only the title of boss has not changed, and the girls and boys in the yard still have not changed their childhood habits. Shout the boss.

A loud sound resounded through the small playground in the courtyard, followed by a second and third sound.

Responding to them was the loudest and most confident voice: "Why do you call me!"

Axia had ADHD as a child.When Yuan Du met him, she beat her up because Yuan Du called her stupid.

Children can say a long series of fancy sentences, but they can't swear a single swear word, but they call long sentences swear words.

Several people form gangs, several people try to bump into each other with their bodies, and they say a long list of incomprehensible words in their mouths, and they are fighting.

Axia despises this, and always thinks they are stupid old hats.She led the silly old hats to yell at the other party's boss, defend her territory, and swear her sovereignty.

Yuan Du was beaten for this.

From then on, Yuan Du mingled with Axia until the two of them grew up and were inseparable from each other.

Yuan Du heard from Axia that she fell in love with a lady who was a teacher who was five years older than her.

Yuan Du said that was also very good, Axia was like a girl in Huaichun trying to tell Yuan Du her love for the female teacher all day long.

Completely forget that she is at the age of youth at this time.

I met Yuan Du at Axia's funeral. I was a classmate with Axia. After getting along with Yuan Du, I often heard the interesting stories between him and Axia.

That was a different Yuan Du, Yuan Du beaming with joy and joy.

I probably know that he treats Axia a little differently, maybe he likes Axia.

After Axia's death, Yuan Du visited Axia's father, Xu Gang.

Xu Gang didn't read any books when he was young, so he had a deep obsession in his bones, and wanted Axia to go to university well and make a difference.

Yuan Du said that he didn't dare to enter Axia's house, he was very afraid.

He said that he was afraid of a white-haired person sending a black-haired person.

Xu Gang is a house with two bedrooms and one living room, about [-] square meters. There is a black and white photo of Axia in the living room, hanging in a place where you can see it at a glance when you enter the door.

The suffocation that greeted him made Yuan Du's throat thirsty. After Xu Gang welcomed him in, Xu Xu told the story of Axia's childhood.

Yuan Du told me that he ran away after staying for a few hours.

He couldn't bear the atmosphere inside. He said that Xu Gang was lifeless, like a tree about to wither.

He felt that he was also a grass that was about to wither, and it was Axia who changed them.

"Axia changed us." He repeated.

I saw that his whole body was trembling, so I had no choice but to pat him on the shoulder, giving him a sense of reality in the memories.

I said some comforting words to him, but he didn't seem to hear it, his eyes were empty.

I knew he was stuck in the memory again, and just as I got up, he grabbed my wrist and asked me, "Why would anyone want to commit suicide?"

I looked into his eyes, full of doubt and incomprehension, and sat down beside him.

He was surprised and asked repeatedly.

The four eyes met, and a strange atmosphere circulated in the air, Yuan Du pulled away and left.

When we met again, it was at the door of a convenience store. At that time, I just came out of the community and saw him wandering around the door of the community. I guessed that he must want to find me, but he refused to speak.

I went up to stop him and led him home.

The house I am renting now is next to the old street in the city center. It is very lively day and night, and the transportation is convenient.

Once inside, he looked awkward and I motioned for him to relax.

In front of him was a glass full of water. I asked him, what is Axia?

He said, I don't understand what you're saying.

I said, Xu Gang is a withered tree, you are a withered grass, so what is Axia?

He suddenly realized and nodded, picked up the water on the coffee table and took a big sip.

He said that sometimes she is a flower, sometimes she is the sky or sea water, she can be any species in the world, she is full of life, Xu Gang is strong because of her, and shelters her from the rain At this moment, she is a flower, and I am a grass because of her.But, in fact, I can't tell what she is, because sometimes I feel that she is nothing, she is not replaceable by anything in the world, she is just herself.

From his description, I learned that Axia is a sunny, lively, positive, and full of vitality girl.

Suddenly, I remembered the question he asked me a few days ago.

I told him that I couldn't imagine what Axia died of.

In an instant, he was crying, crying heartbreakingly, wailing without image.

I can't comfort him, I can only wait for him to finish crying, because I saw a boy's reluctance for a girl's departure. There is no other redundant emotion mixed in this relationship, only pure reluctance.

purely.

Yuan Du has the quality of purity, just like Axia.

When one attracts another, it will inevitably magnify its own characteristics. I began to wonder what kind of person Axia is.

Recently, my friend Ye Ying found me. She is a Chinese teacher and homeroom teacher in the third year of high school. She wants to ask me to help her with psychological counseling. She has a lot of stress and troubles recently, which has caused her insomnia for a long time.

When I was doing psychological dredging with her, Yuan Du also came, and they had a face-to-face meeting.

Yuan Du texted me and told me that this person looked familiar.

I called Yuan Du into the room and asked them to communicate directly face to face. I am not a psychologist and I have no qualifications. I am just a listener to them.

I'm not omnipotent, let them stay together and find a way to solve things together, it's the simplest and the best way to save time (because my next client is Yuan Du).

I am not familiar with Axia, and I have almost never spoken to her during the four years of my classmate.

Ye Ying touched the mouth of the cup, her thoughts drifted far away, I noticed that Yuan Du was staring at her, Ye Ying turned a blind eye.

I didn't mean to open my mouth, and let the atmosphere between the two flow in this room of less than [-] square meters. The tranquil atmosphere is the best mediator.

Yuan Du touched his nose, Ye Ying glanced at him, picked up her bag and prepared to leave.

I asked Ye Ying to stay, but she said: "Next time. I will come to you next time when I am free. Now I have to go back to the company."

Until the door closed, Yuan Du was still looking at her.

"I saw her at Axia's funeral. Was she wearing a mask at that time?" Yuan Du looked at me and said.

I nodded, Yuan Du breathed out, he scratched the back of his head irritably, his expression was very anxious, as if a nail was sitting under his buttocks, he jumped up suddenly, and he was walking back and forth in the room.

I was dizzy from his shaking, and ordered him to stop immediately, Yuan Du seemed unknown.

I could only grab his body and hold him down forcibly. Yuan Du broke free from my hand, grabbed my shoulder in turn, and said angrily, "It's her, right?"

I don't know what he is talking about, Yuan Du said angrily: "The female teacher is her!"

I tried my best to break free from his shackles: "What female teacher?"

He was pushed to the ground by me, I wanted to pull him up.Yuan Du angrily stood up and walked in front of me, picked up the water glass that Ye Ying had just drank and slammed it on the door forcefully, the glass shattered all over the floor, and the water stains were printed on the wall, turning into dark colors of different shapes imprint.

"You're lying to me!" he yelled.

Before I had time to say anything, he stepped on those glass blocks and left. I looked at the gray footprints left on the ground and couldn't help sighing.

Immediately, I called Ye Ying, she knew what I wanted to ask her, and promised that she would come to the clinic at noon tomorrow, but she didn't want to see Yuan Du.

I briefly told Ye Ying about the dispute with Yuan Du today, she was silent for a while, and felt that it was necessary to change the meeting tomorrow to this afternoon when she got off work, that is, when she was having dinner.

I'm curious as to what might be going on between them that I don't know about.In essence, I am a doctor of false evidence. Psychologically, my curiosity and desire to explore have become irresistible.

It's more about "Axia", the contact between them.

We made an appointment at the entrance of a coffee shop, and next door was a Sichuan restaurant. I waited for her in the coffee shop for an hour until she called and told me that there was still a meeting in half an hour.

I thought to myself, okay.

I went to the braised chicken and rice restaurant next to the Sichuan cuisine restaurant, and Ye Ying called on the second call just after I sat down.

Mouth not yet opened