Romantics always die under the tongue of realists

, the female voice came intermittently from the phone, I asked her what's wrong, Ye Ying said: "Where do you eat? Braised chicken?"

Just as I was about to respond, a voice came from behind: "Boss, add a super spicy braised chicken to table 4!" Then, Ye Ying appeared in front of my eyes, and the proprietress brought two plates of braised chicken to the table. Holding two pairs of chopsticks, he pointed to the one in my bowl and said, "Your taste hasn't changed much after all these years."

I took the chopsticks from her hand and signaled the proprietress to add two bottles of soy milk.

Ye Ying looked at me with disgust, and I handed her the chopsticks that had been scalded with hot water.While talking about how she met Axia, Ye Ying guessed what Yuan Du might have realized. She hoped that I could help her.

But I said no.

I said, "Yuan Du likes Axia."

Ye Ying said disappointedly: "I know, I can feel it."

I watched Ye Ying pick up and put down the ginger several times, and I seemed to think that she took the ginger slices for potato slices. Although they are so similar, there are still subtle differences to prove.I also know that the next time she picks up ginger, she will definitely eat it as potato chips, and then show a disgusted and hideous expression.

Because for her, ginger is such an abominable existence, for example, I am the piece of ginger in her mouth now.

Ye Ying was not happy with this meal, because of Axia, because of Yuan Du, and because of me.

There is no doubt that Ye Ying is the female teacher that Axia is talking about.Yuan Du was angry when he found out that Ye Ying was the female teacher, and partly because he thought I didn't tell him.

The ginger is Yuan Du, the ginger is me, and the potato is Ye Ying's Axia.

If I help her, I will turn into a ginger in disguise, but I will definitely not be a potato.

Now Jiang refuses to help her, and has changed from an ordinary ginger to a heinous ginger.

I listened to her chatting, and after she finished speaking, she talked about the story of her and Axia.

She said: "At the very beginning, she said she was going to chase me, but I didn't take it seriously. Who would have known that we would fall in love later, if I knew I would have agreed earlier, and it would be nice if I could avoid detours."

I asked her, "Do you regret it now?"

Ye Ying shook her head: "No, fate is destined to come and go. Before I met her, I never believed in fate. After she was with me, she especially liked to say something like 'I am her fate, yes. Her predestined fate' or something like that. She doesn't even know how ashamed I am when she says this."

I asked her, "Can I record what you said?" She didn't care, she just wanted to record it, as long as I talked to her after the incident (she might think I was doing pathology files or something).

I continued to record, and she said: "When I first met her, she was blocked in the women's toilet, which is the east side of the school building. She was in the toilet on the second floor. Several girls surrounded her. When I went in She was soaked all over, and several other girls had slap marks on their faces, but she didn't, so I called those girls outside the door and gave them a reprimand, telling them to call their parents."

I asked: "There is such a thing. When she returned to the classroom, that coat was yours, right? Did she beat up those girls?"

Ye Ying thought for a while and said, "I'm not sure. It should be, if she really did that, would it be a dozen or seven people?"

I remembered what Yuan Du said, Ah Xia was especially able to do things when she was a child, so it turned out to be true.

Ye Yingdao: "There's nothing to say about the following things, but she followed me behind for maybe three months. When I came home from get off work one day, she stopped me and told me her heartfelt feelings. "

I asked, "Together?"

Ye Ying suddenly laughed, and the whole body of the smile fell on me: "How is it possible! Classmate, I despised her very much at that time, okay? It's just a little kid who keeps talking about love all day long. How can I let her go? Us fake adults believed it, and I didn't like gays back then."

I seemed to be infected by her laughter. In front of me was Axia who was madly pursuing Ye Ying at that time, a silly and sincere girl.

I asked her, "Then how did you fall in love with it?"

Ye Ying wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, calmed down her emotions, put away her smile and said: "One night, she brought me a box of postcards, each postcard had a stamp on the back, and it was filled with Words, I asked her, why did you write so many postcards to me?" She smiled and said, "Guess what she said?"

I asked cooperatively, "What did she say?"

Ye Ying took out a photo of herself from her bag, and turned it over with Axia's writing on the back. She showed it to me, and I saw it said: "This is my favorite Teacher Ye!"

Ye Ying looked at the photo with nostalgia, and the tenderness in her eyes was undisguised: "She said that she wanted to share everything with me. She originally wanted to send it to me, but she felt that it was not sincere enough, so she saved it. She gave me a bunch of them to show her sincerity. I watched her ask me cautiously and tentatively, for fear that I would reject her. At that moment, I suddenly knew what I wanted. I was sure it was the person in front of me. I thought To be with her, at that time, my heart was beating so fast that I could barely hear her."

Ye Ying put away that photo, she put it in her wallet, I asked her why she didn't put Axia's photo?

Ye Ying said indifferently: "Because this photo has her favorite Teacher Ye."

That night, I thought about it for a long time. I thought I had to contact Yuan Du, and I had to eliminate the rift between them.

Yuan Du, however, seemed very stubborn. He always believed that Axia's death had something to do with Ye Ying. I asked him why he had such an idea, but he said, "It's intuition."

"Fuck your intuition!" I couldn't hold back for a moment, and I cursed at Yuan Du.

He looked at me calmly, like he was watching a joke, or maybe a fool.Anyway, I feel violated by that look, and I don't like it.

I broke up with him.When leaving, Yuan Du asked me: "Aren't you really curious about the reason for Ah Xia's death?"

I noticed that he didn't use the word "suicide", which means that in his heart, he didn't agree that Axia died by suicide, which is why he thought Axia's death had something to do with Ye Ying.In fact, he has already told me his thoughts, but as Ye Ying's friend, I can't make any choice.

But this doesn't prevent me from being angry, it's just that the anger is mixed with helplessness. I'm like a balance, unable to balance left and right, let alone choose.It was an unprecedented sense of frustration, and I actually started to want to avoid these problems.

Just because I think they have nothing to do with me, is that true?

I don't dare to think about it any more, my thoughts will be changed and I start to feel bad.

I slept at home for two days. I woke up dizzy and hungry. If I didn’t hear the knock on the door, I should have been able to continue to sleep. I died in my sleep. In a day or two, I might be on the social edition The headline of the news, the headline is "The property management of the xx community found that the owner had not paid the fee for many months and came to denounce it, and found a young man sleeping dead at home."

The more I thought about it, the more absurd it became. The knock on the door became louder and louder, as if it was about to break the door. I had no choice but to get out of bed and crawl to the living room to open the door. I was so hungry that I had no energy to walk. It keeps ringing.

After a while, the knocking stopped.

I leaned on the wall and barely stood up, stretched out my hand tremblingly and pressed the doorknob in front of me, and pressed my body against the door with great effort to open it.

Before I could see who was knocking on the door, I lost my support, and a broad chest caught me. I smelled a very faint fragrance from him, maybe it was perfume or shower gel, a little Sweet and very refreshing.

"Are you okay?" I heard him say.

I tried to get up from him, but my limp body didn't allow me to do so, so I could only look at him awkwardly, as if he understood my embarrassment, he picked me up, put his arm around my waist, and gave me considerately I closed the door, and he put me on the sofa like this, my waist was strangled by his arm, and he sat aside panting slightly, I know that the weight of an adult man is by no means as easy as it seems on the surface, I Thinking I'd have to lose weight was so embarrassing, I even felt terribly embarrassed.

In order to hide this embarrassment, I asked him: "What did you come to see me for?"

He stopped panting, got up and left, I thought he was going back, but I didn't realize that he just opened the door to bring in the bag he had forgotten outside the door.

I looked at the bag, and he said: "I thought about it after you went back. I was angry at that time. You are her friend and you have your difficulties. I shouldn't treat you like that."

I didn't answer, he took some lunch boxes out of the bag, I was drooling looking at those things, I could imagine what a beautiful scene it would be inside, he seemed to know what I was thinking, with a smile on his lips all the time .

I said: "Be careful, I am your doctor." I threatened him secretly.

He said: "But you are like a child, very cute."

I'm really hungry, otherwise I would have quarreled with him in normal times.Yuan Du didn't continue talking, he looked around the living room, frowned and picked up the clothes I threw on the bench.I was so hungry that I was eager to slurp down the preserved egg and lean meat porridge in the bowl.

I don't know where he found a clothes basket, which was full of my dirty clothes for a week. I told him not to move, but he said to me fiercely: "If I hadn't come to you today, you would have starved to death on the bed. !"

I felt baffled and couldn't say anything, so I just lowered my head and continued to eat.

He went into my room and found some pairs of dusty socks from under the bed,