Starway Raiders
Chapter 166
In the name of love x don't love me anymore.
"I've counted everything, is it yours?" The prison guard in dark uniform knocked on the table.
The right size glass was cut on the table, and under it was an old newspaper. It has been read for about ten years, and the bold and black headline in the most conspicuous place reads [God of Songs is looking for music to perform in Hong Kong, and the crowd is empty] , extremely sensational! 】
On the glass are a bunch of keys, a mobile phone, a watch, and an orange leather bag.
There are six cards in the purse, six banknotes, some change notes, and some business cards.
The most conspicuous business card is the color of local gold, and it is printed on the head: Triumph Media and Entertainment Co., Ltd.
Name: Xu Yuefeng.
Yu Xiangchen's pupils shrank sharply, and there was a flash of struggle in his eyes, but after glancing at the ferocious prison guard, he didn't pull out the business card and tear it up.
He quickly put the things where they should be placed, and then thanked the prison guards. From there, the only passage, the only gate, and the only exit, he walked out of the high-walled courtyard.
The sunlight above his head was so strong that he was in a trance, and the door closed behind him.
He turned and took a look.
There is only the big black iron gate, and the large white-painted characters on the top of the head [Governing Prison by Law].
Write [speed up the pace of creation] on the left.
Write [improve the quality of renovation] on the right.
"It's different..." Yu Xiangchen said to himself.
It's not the same as in the dream.
In the dream, he entered a prison that was higher and stricter than here, and he never came out once he entered.
Here, he only entered the labor camp, and he only entered for three months.
In the dream, he took drugs himself, allowed others to take drugs, and even forced others to take drugs, leading to death.
Here, he does not take drugs, and the crime of entering the labor camp is only for spying on other people's privacy and affecting public safety.
In the dream, he killed the person he loved the most.
Here he hurt the person he loved the most.
Which step went wrong again?
Is it because of his fate with time?
Or is it too late to wake up?
If the complete dream came back to my memory earlier, would everything be different?
The dream... is it real?
……
Yu Xiangchen always thought so, he must be sick.
But how to cure this disease?
he does not know.
He only knew that the more days passed, the more frightened he was, and the more he couldn't face time.While he felt that this was wrong, he intensified all the hidden desires and desires in his heart on Shi Guang.
He thought he might be going crazy.
Yu Xiangchen's family environment is not very good.
His father ran away with a rich woman when he could not walk, leaving his mother to face the whole family alone.
In my memory, his grandfather passed away when he was still naive, and his grandfather and grandmother have been on the sick bed all the time.I heard from people in the town that his mother was carrying him on her back while taking care of the elderly at home. She was virtuous and capable, and she was a well-known good wife in the town.Later, his grandfather left when he was 13 years old, and then his grandmother didn't survive the Spring Festival when he was 14 years old. They all said that it was because of the deep love between husband and wife, so they went to have a New Year's Eve dinner with his wife.
Three of the older members of the family have left, and there is still one grandma who is downhill. The difficult days are finally coming to an end.
Yu Xiangchen looks like his father who abandoned his wife, and his handsome face is very popular among girls in the town.In the sixth grade of elementary school, Yu Xiangchen was seduced into bed by a junior high school sister.After that, in the three years of junior high school, he also fell in love several times, and there was no shortage of things in bed, but he always felt that he was not strong, as if something was missing.By the time he was in the third year of junior high school, he, who had been completely satisfied with the youthful turmoil, unknowingly faded away from those thoughts.
When he was 15 years old and came home from school, a famous woman in the town was coming out of the house. Don't think about it, she must have said goodbye to his mother.After all, his mother was well-known, she had no family troubles, and she still had the house and land left by the old man.There were quite a few people who fell in love with his mother.Yu Xiangchen doesn't care about this, anyway, he has no impression of that biological father at all, and it's not a big deal to have multiple stepfathers and more pocket money.
His mother remarried the year he was admitted to a key high school in the city.
I got the certificate during the day, and my relatives gathered at three tables for a table at noon, and moved to a room at night.His stepfather looked honest and honest, had a house and land and had a daughter, and the family of four had a good life at first.
But it didn't take long for Yu Xiangchen to feel something was wrong.
After all, the orphans and widows have been dependent on each other for so many years, so many people are suddenly crowded into the world of mother and son, which divides the mother's love for him.
It took Yu Xiangchen a long time to get used to it.
Maybe his mother's fortune was lucky and Wangfu's fate, and within a year of marriage, his stepfather made a small fortune in the steel business, and moved to the city with his family.It's a pity that the prosperity of the city is too dazzling. The mother who has been honest and responsible all her life, first of all, forgot the former mother-in-law who helped him raise the children and helped him grow the land and sell vegetables.Since entering the city and taking 2000 yuan to go back, I have never visited the old man's house again.
In fact, it's not a big deal when you think about it, after all, she is the mother of the ex-husband's scumbag, and her mother has been filial to her mother for more than ten years, which is considered as the utmost benevolence.
But the problem was Yu Xiangchen's own grandma.
In the third year of high school, my mother met a group of housewives somehow, became obsessed with playing mahjong, and stayed away from home every day.Even though Yu Xiangchen was approaching the college entrance examination, he hadn't had much hot food cooked by his mother.
The mistress of the house is not at home, and the man's mind wanders after getting rich. The unrelated younger sister is the daughter of a nouveau riche. The house is filled with the smell of perfume all the time. From time to time, he even brings some boys home. After being blocked by "Who are you?", Yu Xiangchen lost his mind about troublesome things.
As the college entrance examination approached, Yu Xiangchen tried his best to ignore this family that was on the verge of collapse, and fought day and night in this cold big house.
It wasn't until one day that the door was kicked, and the quarrel between the stepfather and mother penetrated the door and penetrated into the ears, Yu Xiangchen didn't know that both the mother and the stepfather had someone outside. There is no peace in the family that fights, but it confirms the saying that "the same adversity cannot be the same wealth".
Yu Xiangchen, whose head was full of words and symbols, did not sympathize with anyone, but felt that they were all disgusting.
Yu Xiangchen, who was in a hurry to leave home because he thought it would be interesting to be a star, went to the film and television academy, and finally passed the exam.
The four years of Yu Xiangchen's study at the Film and Television Academy were lackluster. He learned knowledge and entered groups to perform, and four years passed without knowing it.His stepfather and mother finally hit it off and divorced.
But there is one thing, in the four years of college, Yu Xiangchen has kept his body like a jade, and he has never paid attention to how many young and beautiful seniors have secretly flirted with him.The reason is simple, Yu Xiangchen found out that he is actually a crook.But there was no man in sight in the circle of sight, so it was delayed until he met Shi Shi.
Of course, outside the society, there are still physiological needs, and Yu Xiangchen didn't say that he was really clean to that extent.
In fact, according to Yu Xiangchen's memories after that, he felt that it was too late for him to know the time.If he could have met the love at first sight earlier, when he smiled and made people want to press into his arms for a long time, he thought that everything after that would probably not happen.
When Yu Xiangchen met Time, he had already been in the entertainment industry for five years. He had experienced everything he should know, see, and meet.
He saw with his own eyes that an artist who debuted at the same time relied on unspoken rules to get an important role, and soon even became the protagonist, and thus reached the threshold of quasi-first-line.
And that role was supposed to be his.
He also planned to flatter his horse and get an important role in a big production, but he was notified of the role change three days before the filming.
The role was snatched away by a rich second generation who brought money into the group.
But after all, he is a signed artist of Tianheng, and he has also played supporting roles in several good works, so if he is too hungry to die, he can't develop if he works hard. contract to support themselves.
Therefore, the year when Yu Xiangchen met Time was already a bit distorted.
He has always wanted to play the leading role, and no matter how bad he is, he wants to play an important supporting role. People around him say that he is talented and capable but has no luck.
He thought so too, but where was his luck?
Time has beautiful eyes.
It's not the kind of eyes that are big, round and watery.Rather, they are narrow and charming, the kind of eyes that drill into the heart like a hook once one concentrates on looking at a person.
Just at the first glance, Yu Xiangchen knew that he was in love with the other party. His heartbeat came so suddenly and so fiercely. After thinking about it, he couldn't sleep at night because of the other party.
From Yu Xiangchen's point of view, Shi Shi is a newcomer in the entertainment industry. He has such excellent conditions, but he can't find a good way out. The college students in school vowed to be the clean stream in the entertainment industry.
Yu Xiangchen found it funny and cute at the same time.
A simple person with no career or ambition, he lives like a child, but with his looks and personality, he is so fascinated that he almost forgets that he still has the ambition to become a superstar.
The days of falling in love are happy. When there is no announcement, they lie on the sofa playing games and watching TV during the day, and have sex at night. I have to say that the compatibility even in bed is a mess.
It almost made Yu Xiangchen feel that he went to the film and television academy just to meet time.
If there is a long vacation, they will go out to travel, traveling all over the world, and the F disk of the laptop is full of their photos and videos.
It's a pity that people have to eat, wear, shelter and travel to live.When the savings are exhausted, the reality is in front of the two of them, they need to work, no matter how fucked up this circle is, they still have to accept dramas to support themselves.
Yu Xiangchen returned to work, taking on roles of all sizes.When I can't stay at home and wait to be raised, I naturally start to go out frequently.
But in just half a year, it seemed like a lifetime away.
Shi Shi learned to drink and socialize, and learned to stay up all night mahjong, even he didn't know how Shi Shi knew Mori Ze.
Mori Ruize, it is impossible for people in the circle not to have heard of him.
A veteran film king with good acting skills, good temper, and a wide range of friends, he can be called a brother to him from the children of the aristocratic family in the capital to the traffickers.Of course, there is another point that outsiders don't know, but it is an open secret in the circle.
Morisawa likes men.
In fact, Yu Xiangchen has been getting to know Sen Ruize for a long time. After all, Sen Ruize's identity is too heavy, and it is an existence that he cannot shake even with all his strength.So all he can do is to advise Shi Shi to stay away from Mori Ruize, watch Shi Shi, and pay attention to his every move.But he still has to film and work, he can't be at home all the time...
One day, Shi Guang came home and said happily: "Xiang Chen, I'm about to come out! Mori Ruize wants to give me a role in his new play! Hahahahaha! It must be an important supporting role!!"
Yu Xiangchen couldn't remember how he said congratulations at that time, but he felt very uncomfortable, his heart was pierced by a sharp knife, and even his breathing trembled.
If it wasn't for his incompetence, how could Time go to someone else?
Is Mori Ruize such a kind person who arranges roles for others?Can't he understand what he's thinking?Taking advantage, helping out, and getting along with each other every day, what is there to fight for?
On the day Shi Shi went to audition, Yu Xiangchen's leg was broken.
The taxi had already driven halfway, and it made a U-turn directly. Shi Guang took the taxi all the way from the south of the city to the north of the city, paid 200 yuan for the taxi, and rushed to Yu Xiangchen's side.
When Yu Xiangchen was going downstairs, he fell down and fractured his ankle. He was splinted and rested at home for three months and one hundred days.
Time's audition ruined.
Yu Xiangchen didn't make it to the movie he was filming.
The two lived frugally for three months.
But very warm.
Because he had no money, he bought instant noodles. When Xiang Chen secretly vomited from eating instant noodles, he went to buy a bag of miso, a piece of lean meat, and two tomatoes, and made a pot of meat sauce. Mixed in instant noodles.
Yu Xiangchen stopped vomiting.
They ate instant noodles with meat sauce for more than half a month.
Time smiled and said triumphantly, "This is the pasta I invented."
Yu Xiangchen raised his hand, wiped the black meat sauce from the corner of Shi Guang's mouth, and said with a smile, "It's delicious."
Just when the two of them were sick of eating fake pasta, Yu Xiangchen's feet were fine.
Yu Xiangchen went to look for a job.
Shi Shi went to Mori Ruize again.
On the same day, Shi Guang went home and said: "Xiang Chen, Xiang Chen! Mori Ruize said that he is currently injured and just needs a supporting role. He thinks I am suitable. He doesn't even need an audition. He will go directly to filming the day after tomorrow. You see ! I even brought back the script."
Yu Xiangchen was scolded by his manager when he went to the company today. Now that he heard the news, he smiled forcedly.
Yu Xiangchen accompanied him to recite the lines in the evening.
You and I are playing against each other.
Right to this, right to the bed.
The next day Yu Xiangchen went to look for a job again, but was scolded by his agent again.
He came back dizzy, and when he saw it, he was on the sofa with bare legs and continued to recite his lines.
His heart moved.
I had a high fever that night.
He took a cold shower for an hour.
Shi Guang sent him to the hospital overnight, and he was transferred directly to the pneumonia department early the next morning.
Time spent time in the corridor of the hospital, called Sen Ruize with red eyes, and told him that he couldn't go.
Mori Ruizawa smiled meaningfully.
Said: "Is your boyfriend sick again?"
Time didn't hear it.
Mori Ze didn't say much.
After that, Yu Xiangchen was discharged from the hospital.
I found a scene again.
Time never received a call from Mori Ze again.
He knew that he released Sen Ruize's pigeons twice in a row, and he would not be happy to change them.
The money Yu Xiangchen earned was barely enough for the two of them to live on, and there was no extra savings.
Shi Guang went to be a group performer again, playing tricks, and if he was lucky, he could have about a hundred a day, and he would pack lunch.
There was an old man in the ensemble group, with white hair and a goatee, who usually held a black pipe and greeted everyone with a smile.
He asked Shi Guang one day: "At your age and conditions, it's a pity to be a group performer. Even if you can't sign a good company, you can't come here to be a group performer if you just sign one."
Shi Shi said: "My friend signed with a big company, and I don't want to deal with it casually. Besides, a small company has no access and no one pays attention to it. It's not that they didn't announce it. It's better to come to the studio, at least for the chance of being selected for my appearance. It’s much bigger, and those who can guarantee their income in drought and flood, can earn three thousand a month, which is fine.”
The old man hates iron but not steel: "If you don't become an actor, you can't do other things!?"
"What can I do?"
"Run in sales, drive a car, sit in an office, what can't you do?"
Shi Shi smiled without saying a word.
In the evening, Time took this matter as a joke and told Yu Xiangchen.
Yu Xiangchen felt that today's meal was a bit unpalatable.
But he didn't dare to promise to sign Shiguang into Tianheng Company.
Firstly, he doesn't have that much weight, and secondly...he just doesn't want Time to really enter the entertainment circle.
Yes, why isn't Shiguang a nine-to-five office worker?
Yu Xiangchen thought so.
This matter seemed to pass by both of them in a flash, and no one mentioned it again, but it took root in both of their hearts.
Shi Shi is thinking about how he is doing so badly, so there is no way to take another step forward?
Yu Xiangchen was thinking about how to keep time in place, it's best... let him leave the entertainment circle.
Later, Yu Xiangchen's acting career finally got on the right track, and his income gradually increased.
It's just that I need to leave, and there are more and more days to go to other places to film.
Every time I come back, Time is very obedient, leaving early and returning late to make a little money, but Yu Xiangchen just feels that something is wrong.From Shi Shi, he felt a very uncomfortable and uneasy breath.
A shooting ended early, and Yu Xiangchen returned home early.
He waited at home from afternoon to night, until midnight, until the wee hours of the morning.
03: 30.
There was a sound at the door.
He saw the time when he walked through the door drunk.
That night was the first time he had quarreled with Time since they dated for three years.
Even upgraded to the point of hands-on.
He was disgusted by the smell of alcohol on Shi Guang's body!
The smell of cigarettes on Shi Guang's body is disgusting!
Disgusting those messy perfume smells!
He threw the naked Shi Guang into the toilet, and turned on cold water to flush him, trying to wash away the smell that made him sick.
Shi Shi's smile of sticky surprise disappeared at first.
The narrow and charming eyes turned into Liguang.
The red lips turned white, spitting out vicious words.
Growling and pounced on himself.
The two fell to the ground.
Shi Guang's blood was left on the bathroom wall.
What flowed on the floor was the blood from the back of Yu Xiangchen's head.
The fight between the two was earth-shattering and they used all their strength.
Time yelled: "Fuck me, is it your confinement or a pet! You don't want to go out to find a job! You don't want to play mahjong! I find a friend to drink and you treat me like this! Loved it, no Get out if you love it!"
Yu Xiangchen yelled back: "You drank with people behind my back, and you only came back now! Who knew that you followed me when I was not at home! Who did you sleep with! You don't care about yourself! I don't want to get sick! "
After the fight, Shi Guang locked the bedroom door and slept in it until the sky was dark.
Yu Xiangchen left early the next morning with his unpacked luggage, and he left for three days.
On the third day, Yu Xiangchen received a text message from Time.
Shi Shi said: "Xiang Chen, I was drunk that night, so I must have played hard. I'm sorry, I really just had a drink with my friends. It was the World Cup during this period, and we drank at the bar we often go to. , There are a lot of people, I will come back after watching it.”
Yu Xiangchen didn't reply to the text message, and didn't go back. He felt that time should be taught a lesson, and the attack was heavy, let him get two stitches on the head, not to mention, what kind of ghost friends, he didn't know each other, and he drank all night, and didn't know each other. Say hello to him, this bad habit cannot be encouraged!
Afterwards, Shi Shi sent several text messages and phone calls, but Yu Xiangchen ignored them all.
Tsundere Bai's loyal dog Chan.But Yu Xiangchen knew that his anger had dissipated, so he could go back sometime.
Yu Xiangchen stayed in the hotel for another day, just waiting to wake up and go home the next day.
That night, Yu Xiangchen received a call from Time.
He took it.
That is not the sound of time.
The other party said: "Hey, I'm Mori Ze, are you a friend of Time? He's drunk, can you come and pick him up?"
Yu Xiangchen hung up the phone and threw the phone on the bed.
The mobile phone bounced three times on the bed, and finally fell heavily on the ground.
The screen goes black.
Shut down.
That night Yu Xiangchen went to pick up Time.
Facing Sen Ruize with a warm smile, he closed his eyes and remained silent, hiding all the resentment and fear deeply in his eyes.
When getting in the car, Sen Ruize held the car door, smiled, and said condescendingly: "The time conditions are good, and the personality is also pretty good. Those who can speak well are the ones who eat this bowl of rice. It's just that there is no room for development. Whatever you say is fine." Bai Xia. If you give him a chance, his future will not be too bad."
Yu Xiangchen raised his head, with a half smile: "Thank you, Mr. Sen, for reminding us, the two of us will have a good talk about this matter."
Sen Ruize smiled, closed the door, and said to the driver: "Tianya District, Tianhe Road, go around the east gate, come closer."
Yu Xiangchen's expression changed drastically.
Yu Xiangchen was afraid of Sen Ruize.
Yu Xiangchen was jealous of Mori Ruize.
He needs to plan and calculate things that may not be able to be done with all his heart and mind. In the eyes of Mori Ze, it is just a matter of raising his hands.
Mori Ze has ability, status, money, contacts, and lacks everything.
Such a person is fighting for time with himself, how can he protect others?
He was jealous because of fear, and he put all the anxiety that had nowhere to vent on Shi Shi.
He knew he was wrong, but he couldn't control himself anymore.
He began to sneer and insinuate, with yin and yang in a strange mood, implying something.
He had more and more quarrels with Shi Shi, and the number of hands-on actions became uncontrollable.
He just wants to love time, and wants time to love only himself.
why?
why?
why!
after that?
He's a little fuzzy.
Even the dreams became distorted and unreal.
He felt that the person should not be himself, but something strange got into his skin. Although he could still see, hear and feel, he could no longer control his behavior.
He started taking drugs.
Began to get acquainted with those investors and producers whom he had previously dismissed.
He can sacrifice anything for a role
Short oil, my husband is not human.
He slept with a woman who was not time, and a man.
Then, he forced Shi Guang to take drugs.
once.
twice.
Watching Time struggle from hatred to give up and fall, the twisted pleasure makes him happy.
He thought, this time, only himself will be left by Shi Guang's side, right?
But suddenly one day, someone told him that Time is dead.
Died in his and Shi Shi's home.
Died on the bed where they had made love so many times.
Snot and saliva were all over the dead face.
His body was covered in dead shit.
died.
died.
died.
He couldn't even collect the corpse for time.
He was caught and put in prison.
He never came out again.
They were killed inside.
Before being strangled to death with shoelaces, he heard the other party say: "I'm sorry, it's not that I want to kill you, it's that Young Master Ye can't tolerate you."
Ye Shao... Ye Shao... Ye Shao...
Oh, it's his original, fawning investor, the one who made him take drugs, and the one who forced Shi Guang to take drugs... Young Master Ye.
……
Yu Xiangchen was in a daze for a while, then looked up at the LED sign.
[Train to city t, ticket checking begins. 】
Yu Xiangchen took another look at the phone in his hand.
Words blurred.
Still blurry.
He wiped his eyes hard.
Wipe out two water marks.
He took a deep breath, put away his cell phone, and walked towards the entrance with his luggage.
T City, his grandma's home.
There is a two-story house in my family. There is a large field outside, planted with green rice, and there is a small river farther away. The water in the river is clear and clean, and small fish and shrimps are clearly visible.Every day, grandma chased the family's geese and ducks out of the yard, walked across the rice field ridge, walked to the edge of the rice field, and came to the small river, plop, plop, into the water.
The little boy in old clothes squatted by the river, looked at the water marks in the water, and sang loudly: "Under the bridge in front of the door~ I passed a group of ducks, come and count them~ two four six seven eight, Yaya~ Yaya~ There are so many ducks, I can't count how many ducks~ I can't count how many ducks..."
……
……
……
[Shiguang and Lou Zhan will go to Denmark to get married in half a year, discuss whether our country's marriage law should keep pace with the times and reform again]
"I've counted everything, is it yours?" The prison guard in dark uniform knocked on the table.
The right size glass was cut on the table, and under it was an old newspaper. It has been read for about ten years, and the bold and black headline in the most conspicuous place reads [God of Songs is looking for music to perform in Hong Kong, and the crowd is empty] , extremely sensational! 】
On the glass are a bunch of keys, a mobile phone, a watch, and an orange leather bag.
There are six cards in the purse, six banknotes, some change notes, and some business cards.
The most conspicuous business card is the color of local gold, and it is printed on the head: Triumph Media and Entertainment Co., Ltd.
Name: Xu Yuefeng.
Yu Xiangchen's pupils shrank sharply, and there was a flash of struggle in his eyes, but after glancing at the ferocious prison guard, he didn't pull out the business card and tear it up.
He quickly put the things where they should be placed, and then thanked the prison guards. From there, the only passage, the only gate, and the only exit, he walked out of the high-walled courtyard.
The sunlight above his head was so strong that he was in a trance, and the door closed behind him.
He turned and took a look.
There is only the big black iron gate, and the large white-painted characters on the top of the head [Governing Prison by Law].
Write [speed up the pace of creation] on the left.
Write [improve the quality of renovation] on the right.
"It's different..." Yu Xiangchen said to himself.
It's not the same as in the dream.
In the dream, he entered a prison that was higher and stricter than here, and he never came out once he entered.
Here, he only entered the labor camp, and he only entered for three months.
In the dream, he took drugs himself, allowed others to take drugs, and even forced others to take drugs, leading to death.
Here, he does not take drugs, and the crime of entering the labor camp is only for spying on other people's privacy and affecting public safety.
In the dream, he killed the person he loved the most.
Here he hurt the person he loved the most.
Which step went wrong again?
Is it because of his fate with time?
Or is it too late to wake up?
If the complete dream came back to my memory earlier, would everything be different?
The dream... is it real?
……
Yu Xiangchen always thought so, he must be sick.
But how to cure this disease?
he does not know.
He only knew that the more days passed, the more frightened he was, and the more he couldn't face time.While he felt that this was wrong, he intensified all the hidden desires and desires in his heart on Shi Guang.
He thought he might be going crazy.
Yu Xiangchen's family environment is not very good.
His father ran away with a rich woman when he could not walk, leaving his mother to face the whole family alone.
In my memory, his grandfather passed away when he was still naive, and his grandfather and grandmother have been on the sick bed all the time.I heard from people in the town that his mother was carrying him on her back while taking care of the elderly at home. She was virtuous and capable, and she was a well-known good wife in the town.Later, his grandfather left when he was 13 years old, and then his grandmother didn't survive the Spring Festival when he was 14 years old. They all said that it was because of the deep love between husband and wife, so they went to have a New Year's Eve dinner with his wife.
Three of the older members of the family have left, and there is still one grandma who is downhill. The difficult days are finally coming to an end.
Yu Xiangchen looks like his father who abandoned his wife, and his handsome face is very popular among girls in the town.In the sixth grade of elementary school, Yu Xiangchen was seduced into bed by a junior high school sister.After that, in the three years of junior high school, he also fell in love several times, and there was no shortage of things in bed, but he always felt that he was not strong, as if something was missing.By the time he was in the third year of junior high school, he, who had been completely satisfied with the youthful turmoil, unknowingly faded away from those thoughts.
When he was 15 years old and came home from school, a famous woman in the town was coming out of the house. Don't think about it, she must have said goodbye to his mother.After all, his mother was well-known, she had no family troubles, and she still had the house and land left by the old man.There were quite a few people who fell in love with his mother.Yu Xiangchen doesn't care about this, anyway, he has no impression of that biological father at all, and it's not a big deal to have multiple stepfathers and more pocket money.
His mother remarried the year he was admitted to a key high school in the city.
I got the certificate during the day, and my relatives gathered at three tables for a table at noon, and moved to a room at night.His stepfather looked honest and honest, had a house and land and had a daughter, and the family of four had a good life at first.
But it didn't take long for Yu Xiangchen to feel something was wrong.
After all, the orphans and widows have been dependent on each other for so many years, so many people are suddenly crowded into the world of mother and son, which divides the mother's love for him.
It took Yu Xiangchen a long time to get used to it.
Maybe his mother's fortune was lucky and Wangfu's fate, and within a year of marriage, his stepfather made a small fortune in the steel business, and moved to the city with his family.It's a pity that the prosperity of the city is too dazzling. The mother who has been honest and responsible all her life, first of all, forgot the former mother-in-law who helped him raise the children and helped him grow the land and sell vegetables.Since entering the city and taking 2000 yuan to go back, I have never visited the old man's house again.
In fact, it's not a big deal when you think about it, after all, she is the mother of the ex-husband's scumbag, and her mother has been filial to her mother for more than ten years, which is considered as the utmost benevolence.
But the problem was Yu Xiangchen's own grandma.
In the third year of high school, my mother met a group of housewives somehow, became obsessed with playing mahjong, and stayed away from home every day.Even though Yu Xiangchen was approaching the college entrance examination, he hadn't had much hot food cooked by his mother.
The mistress of the house is not at home, and the man's mind wanders after getting rich. The unrelated younger sister is the daughter of a nouveau riche. The house is filled with the smell of perfume all the time. From time to time, he even brings some boys home. After being blocked by "Who are you?", Yu Xiangchen lost his mind about troublesome things.
As the college entrance examination approached, Yu Xiangchen tried his best to ignore this family that was on the verge of collapse, and fought day and night in this cold big house.
It wasn't until one day that the door was kicked, and the quarrel between the stepfather and mother penetrated the door and penetrated into the ears, Yu Xiangchen didn't know that both the mother and the stepfather had someone outside. There is no peace in the family that fights, but it confirms the saying that "the same adversity cannot be the same wealth".
Yu Xiangchen, whose head was full of words and symbols, did not sympathize with anyone, but felt that they were all disgusting.
Yu Xiangchen, who was in a hurry to leave home because he thought it would be interesting to be a star, went to the film and television academy, and finally passed the exam.
The four years of Yu Xiangchen's study at the Film and Television Academy were lackluster. He learned knowledge and entered groups to perform, and four years passed without knowing it.His stepfather and mother finally hit it off and divorced.
But there is one thing, in the four years of college, Yu Xiangchen has kept his body like a jade, and he has never paid attention to how many young and beautiful seniors have secretly flirted with him.The reason is simple, Yu Xiangchen found out that he is actually a crook.But there was no man in sight in the circle of sight, so it was delayed until he met Shi Shi.
Of course, outside the society, there are still physiological needs, and Yu Xiangchen didn't say that he was really clean to that extent.
In fact, according to Yu Xiangchen's memories after that, he felt that it was too late for him to know the time.If he could have met the love at first sight earlier, when he smiled and made people want to press into his arms for a long time, he thought that everything after that would probably not happen.
When Yu Xiangchen met Time, he had already been in the entertainment industry for five years. He had experienced everything he should know, see, and meet.
He saw with his own eyes that an artist who debuted at the same time relied on unspoken rules to get an important role, and soon even became the protagonist, and thus reached the threshold of quasi-first-line.
And that role was supposed to be his.
He also planned to flatter his horse and get an important role in a big production, but he was notified of the role change three days before the filming.
The role was snatched away by a rich second generation who brought money into the group.
But after all, he is a signed artist of Tianheng, and he has also played supporting roles in several good works, so if he is too hungry to die, he can't develop if he works hard. contract to support themselves.
Therefore, the year when Yu Xiangchen met Time was already a bit distorted.
He has always wanted to play the leading role, and no matter how bad he is, he wants to play an important supporting role. People around him say that he is talented and capable but has no luck.
He thought so too, but where was his luck?
Time has beautiful eyes.
It's not the kind of eyes that are big, round and watery.Rather, they are narrow and charming, the kind of eyes that drill into the heart like a hook once one concentrates on looking at a person.
Just at the first glance, Yu Xiangchen knew that he was in love with the other party. His heartbeat came so suddenly and so fiercely. After thinking about it, he couldn't sleep at night because of the other party.
From Yu Xiangchen's point of view, Shi Shi is a newcomer in the entertainment industry. He has such excellent conditions, but he can't find a good way out. The college students in school vowed to be the clean stream in the entertainment industry.
Yu Xiangchen found it funny and cute at the same time.
A simple person with no career or ambition, he lives like a child, but with his looks and personality, he is so fascinated that he almost forgets that he still has the ambition to become a superstar.
The days of falling in love are happy. When there is no announcement, they lie on the sofa playing games and watching TV during the day, and have sex at night. I have to say that the compatibility even in bed is a mess.
It almost made Yu Xiangchen feel that he went to the film and television academy just to meet time.
If there is a long vacation, they will go out to travel, traveling all over the world, and the F disk of the laptop is full of their photos and videos.
It's a pity that people have to eat, wear, shelter and travel to live.When the savings are exhausted, the reality is in front of the two of them, they need to work, no matter how fucked up this circle is, they still have to accept dramas to support themselves.
Yu Xiangchen returned to work, taking on roles of all sizes.When I can't stay at home and wait to be raised, I naturally start to go out frequently.
But in just half a year, it seemed like a lifetime away.
Shi Shi learned to drink and socialize, and learned to stay up all night mahjong, even he didn't know how Shi Shi knew Mori Ze.
Mori Ruize, it is impossible for people in the circle not to have heard of him.
A veteran film king with good acting skills, good temper, and a wide range of friends, he can be called a brother to him from the children of the aristocratic family in the capital to the traffickers.Of course, there is another point that outsiders don't know, but it is an open secret in the circle.
Morisawa likes men.
In fact, Yu Xiangchen has been getting to know Sen Ruize for a long time. After all, Sen Ruize's identity is too heavy, and it is an existence that he cannot shake even with all his strength.So all he can do is to advise Shi Shi to stay away from Mori Ruize, watch Shi Shi, and pay attention to his every move.But he still has to film and work, he can't be at home all the time...
One day, Shi Guang came home and said happily: "Xiang Chen, I'm about to come out! Mori Ruize wants to give me a role in his new play! Hahahahaha! It must be an important supporting role!!"
Yu Xiangchen couldn't remember how he said congratulations at that time, but he felt very uncomfortable, his heart was pierced by a sharp knife, and even his breathing trembled.
If it wasn't for his incompetence, how could Time go to someone else?
Is Mori Ruize such a kind person who arranges roles for others?Can't he understand what he's thinking?Taking advantage, helping out, and getting along with each other every day, what is there to fight for?
On the day Shi Shi went to audition, Yu Xiangchen's leg was broken.
The taxi had already driven halfway, and it made a U-turn directly. Shi Guang took the taxi all the way from the south of the city to the north of the city, paid 200 yuan for the taxi, and rushed to Yu Xiangchen's side.
When Yu Xiangchen was going downstairs, he fell down and fractured his ankle. He was splinted and rested at home for three months and one hundred days.
Time's audition ruined.
Yu Xiangchen didn't make it to the movie he was filming.
The two lived frugally for three months.
But very warm.
Because he had no money, he bought instant noodles. When Xiang Chen secretly vomited from eating instant noodles, he went to buy a bag of miso, a piece of lean meat, and two tomatoes, and made a pot of meat sauce. Mixed in instant noodles.
Yu Xiangchen stopped vomiting.
They ate instant noodles with meat sauce for more than half a month.
Time smiled and said triumphantly, "This is the pasta I invented."
Yu Xiangchen raised his hand, wiped the black meat sauce from the corner of Shi Guang's mouth, and said with a smile, "It's delicious."
Just when the two of them were sick of eating fake pasta, Yu Xiangchen's feet were fine.
Yu Xiangchen went to look for a job.
Shi Shi went to Mori Ruize again.
On the same day, Shi Guang went home and said: "Xiang Chen, Xiang Chen! Mori Ruize said that he is currently injured and just needs a supporting role. He thinks I am suitable. He doesn't even need an audition. He will go directly to filming the day after tomorrow. You see ! I even brought back the script."
Yu Xiangchen was scolded by his manager when he went to the company today. Now that he heard the news, he smiled forcedly.
Yu Xiangchen accompanied him to recite the lines in the evening.
You and I are playing against each other.
Right to this, right to the bed.
The next day Yu Xiangchen went to look for a job again, but was scolded by his agent again.
He came back dizzy, and when he saw it, he was on the sofa with bare legs and continued to recite his lines.
His heart moved.
I had a high fever that night.
He took a cold shower for an hour.
Shi Guang sent him to the hospital overnight, and he was transferred directly to the pneumonia department early the next morning.
Time spent time in the corridor of the hospital, called Sen Ruize with red eyes, and told him that he couldn't go.
Mori Ruizawa smiled meaningfully.
Said: "Is your boyfriend sick again?"
Time didn't hear it.
Mori Ze didn't say much.
After that, Yu Xiangchen was discharged from the hospital.
I found a scene again.
Time never received a call from Mori Ze again.
He knew that he released Sen Ruize's pigeons twice in a row, and he would not be happy to change them.
The money Yu Xiangchen earned was barely enough for the two of them to live on, and there was no extra savings.
Shi Guang went to be a group performer again, playing tricks, and if he was lucky, he could have about a hundred a day, and he would pack lunch.
There was an old man in the ensemble group, with white hair and a goatee, who usually held a black pipe and greeted everyone with a smile.
He asked Shi Guang one day: "At your age and conditions, it's a pity to be a group performer. Even if you can't sign a good company, you can't come here to be a group performer if you just sign one."
Shi Shi said: "My friend signed with a big company, and I don't want to deal with it casually. Besides, a small company has no access and no one pays attention to it. It's not that they didn't announce it. It's better to come to the studio, at least for the chance of being selected for my appearance. It’s much bigger, and those who can guarantee their income in drought and flood, can earn three thousand a month, which is fine.”
The old man hates iron but not steel: "If you don't become an actor, you can't do other things!?"
"What can I do?"
"Run in sales, drive a car, sit in an office, what can't you do?"
Shi Shi smiled without saying a word.
In the evening, Time took this matter as a joke and told Yu Xiangchen.
Yu Xiangchen felt that today's meal was a bit unpalatable.
But he didn't dare to promise to sign Shiguang into Tianheng Company.
Firstly, he doesn't have that much weight, and secondly...he just doesn't want Time to really enter the entertainment circle.
Yes, why isn't Shiguang a nine-to-five office worker?
Yu Xiangchen thought so.
This matter seemed to pass by both of them in a flash, and no one mentioned it again, but it took root in both of their hearts.
Shi Shi is thinking about how he is doing so badly, so there is no way to take another step forward?
Yu Xiangchen was thinking about how to keep time in place, it's best... let him leave the entertainment circle.
Later, Yu Xiangchen's acting career finally got on the right track, and his income gradually increased.
It's just that I need to leave, and there are more and more days to go to other places to film.
Every time I come back, Time is very obedient, leaving early and returning late to make a little money, but Yu Xiangchen just feels that something is wrong.From Shi Shi, he felt a very uncomfortable and uneasy breath.
A shooting ended early, and Yu Xiangchen returned home early.
He waited at home from afternoon to night, until midnight, until the wee hours of the morning.
03: 30.
There was a sound at the door.
He saw the time when he walked through the door drunk.
That night was the first time he had quarreled with Time since they dated for three years.
Even upgraded to the point of hands-on.
He was disgusted by the smell of alcohol on Shi Guang's body!
The smell of cigarettes on Shi Guang's body is disgusting!
Disgusting those messy perfume smells!
He threw the naked Shi Guang into the toilet, and turned on cold water to flush him, trying to wash away the smell that made him sick.
Shi Shi's smile of sticky surprise disappeared at first.
The narrow and charming eyes turned into Liguang.
The red lips turned white, spitting out vicious words.
Growling and pounced on himself.
The two fell to the ground.
Shi Guang's blood was left on the bathroom wall.
What flowed on the floor was the blood from the back of Yu Xiangchen's head.
The fight between the two was earth-shattering and they used all their strength.
Time yelled: "Fuck me, is it your confinement or a pet! You don't want to go out to find a job! You don't want to play mahjong! I find a friend to drink and you treat me like this! Loved it, no Get out if you love it!"
Yu Xiangchen yelled back: "You drank with people behind my back, and you only came back now! Who knew that you followed me when I was not at home! Who did you sleep with! You don't care about yourself! I don't want to get sick! "
After the fight, Shi Guang locked the bedroom door and slept in it until the sky was dark.
Yu Xiangchen left early the next morning with his unpacked luggage, and he left for three days.
On the third day, Yu Xiangchen received a text message from Time.
Shi Shi said: "Xiang Chen, I was drunk that night, so I must have played hard. I'm sorry, I really just had a drink with my friends. It was the World Cup during this period, and we drank at the bar we often go to. , There are a lot of people, I will come back after watching it.”
Yu Xiangchen didn't reply to the text message, and didn't go back. He felt that time should be taught a lesson, and the attack was heavy, let him get two stitches on the head, not to mention, what kind of ghost friends, he didn't know each other, and he drank all night, and didn't know each other. Say hello to him, this bad habit cannot be encouraged!
Afterwards, Shi Shi sent several text messages and phone calls, but Yu Xiangchen ignored them all.
Tsundere Bai's loyal dog Chan.But Yu Xiangchen knew that his anger had dissipated, so he could go back sometime.
Yu Xiangchen stayed in the hotel for another day, just waiting to wake up and go home the next day.
That night, Yu Xiangchen received a call from Time.
He took it.
That is not the sound of time.
The other party said: "Hey, I'm Mori Ze, are you a friend of Time? He's drunk, can you come and pick him up?"
Yu Xiangchen hung up the phone and threw the phone on the bed.
The mobile phone bounced three times on the bed, and finally fell heavily on the ground.
The screen goes black.
Shut down.
That night Yu Xiangchen went to pick up Time.
Facing Sen Ruize with a warm smile, he closed his eyes and remained silent, hiding all the resentment and fear deeply in his eyes.
When getting in the car, Sen Ruize held the car door, smiled, and said condescendingly: "The time conditions are good, and the personality is also pretty good. Those who can speak well are the ones who eat this bowl of rice. It's just that there is no room for development. Whatever you say is fine." Bai Xia. If you give him a chance, his future will not be too bad."
Yu Xiangchen raised his head, with a half smile: "Thank you, Mr. Sen, for reminding us, the two of us will have a good talk about this matter."
Sen Ruize smiled, closed the door, and said to the driver: "Tianya District, Tianhe Road, go around the east gate, come closer."
Yu Xiangchen's expression changed drastically.
Yu Xiangchen was afraid of Sen Ruize.
Yu Xiangchen was jealous of Mori Ruize.
He needs to plan and calculate things that may not be able to be done with all his heart and mind. In the eyes of Mori Ze, it is just a matter of raising his hands.
Mori Ze has ability, status, money, contacts, and lacks everything.
Such a person is fighting for time with himself, how can he protect others?
He was jealous because of fear, and he put all the anxiety that had nowhere to vent on Shi Shi.
He knew he was wrong, but he couldn't control himself anymore.
He began to sneer and insinuate, with yin and yang in a strange mood, implying something.
He had more and more quarrels with Shi Shi, and the number of hands-on actions became uncontrollable.
He just wants to love time, and wants time to love only himself.
why?
why?
why!
after that?
He's a little fuzzy.
Even the dreams became distorted and unreal.
He felt that the person should not be himself, but something strange got into his skin. Although he could still see, hear and feel, he could no longer control his behavior.
He started taking drugs.
Began to get acquainted with those investors and producers whom he had previously dismissed.
He can sacrifice anything for a role
Short oil, my husband is not human.
He slept with a woman who was not time, and a man.
Then, he forced Shi Guang to take drugs.
once.
twice.
Watching Time struggle from hatred to give up and fall, the twisted pleasure makes him happy.
He thought, this time, only himself will be left by Shi Guang's side, right?
But suddenly one day, someone told him that Time is dead.
Died in his and Shi Shi's home.
Died on the bed where they had made love so many times.
Snot and saliva were all over the dead face.
His body was covered in dead shit.
died.
died.
died.
He couldn't even collect the corpse for time.
He was caught and put in prison.
He never came out again.
They were killed inside.
Before being strangled to death with shoelaces, he heard the other party say: "I'm sorry, it's not that I want to kill you, it's that Young Master Ye can't tolerate you."
Ye Shao... Ye Shao... Ye Shao...
Oh, it's his original, fawning investor, the one who made him take drugs, and the one who forced Shi Guang to take drugs... Young Master Ye.
……
Yu Xiangchen was in a daze for a while, then looked up at the LED sign.
[Train to city t, ticket checking begins. 】
Yu Xiangchen took another look at the phone in his hand.
Words blurred.
Still blurry.
He wiped his eyes hard.
Wipe out two water marks.
He took a deep breath, put away his cell phone, and walked towards the entrance with his luggage.
T City, his grandma's home.
There is a two-story house in my family. There is a large field outside, planted with green rice, and there is a small river farther away. The water in the river is clear and clean, and small fish and shrimps are clearly visible.Every day, grandma chased the family's geese and ducks out of the yard, walked across the rice field ridge, walked to the edge of the rice field, and came to the small river, plop, plop, into the water.
The little boy in old clothes squatted by the river, looked at the water marks in the water, and sang loudly: "Under the bridge in front of the door~ I passed a group of ducks, come and count them~ two four six seven eight, Yaya~ Yaya~ There are so many ducks, I can't count how many ducks~ I can't count how many ducks..."
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[Shiguang and Lou Zhan will go to Denmark to get married in half a year, discuss whether our country's marriage law should keep pace with the times and reform again]
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