Dingjiangshan

Ning Yan's heart tightened, and he realized that Ning Huaijin was really angry this time.

——or anger is not accurate, compared to anger, Ning Huaijin seems to have lost all confidence to get angry at him.

"Uncle——"

Ning Yan wanted to explain, but didn't know where to start.He has always been in control of everything, and he has calculated everything.Only this time, Ning Huaijin's reaction caught him off guard.

Ning Yan was not afraid that Ning Huaijin would be angry, or even that Ning Huaijin would be disappointed in him, but he was only afraid that Ning Huaijin would hesitate to talk to him like this.

In the past, no matter what wrong things Ning Yan did, or any differences of opinion with Ning Huaijin, Ning Huaijin would at least talk about it. It's all the result of the two of them "discussing and discussing", instead of Ning Huaijin who started to have scruples and reservations before saying anything.

If so... Ning Yan thought blankly—isn't he no different from other courtiers?

Ning Yan finally panicked completely. He looked at Ning Huaijin helplessly, and wanted to say something to explain, but he couldn't say anything.

Subconsciously, he wanted to reach out and pull Ning Huaijin's sleeve, but Ning Huaijin seemed to have guessed his action first, and moved to the side, turning his face away.

In a panic, Ning Yan only saw the red marks at the corners of Ning Huaijin's eyes flash past his eyes, and then something slid down the side of Ning Huaijin's face, lightly hitting the hem of his clothes, making an extremely subtle muffled sound .

Ning Yan instinctively followed the sound, and found that one of the embroidery patterns on Ning Huaijin's clothes had been soaked by water droplets, and the light purple embroidery thread patterns gradually deepened, making it particularly obvious.

That tear seemed to fall on Ning Yan's heart for no reason, and it made him shiver, and immediately his heart, liver, spleen and stomach ached, it was a hundred times more painful than a bone-shattered wrist.

In his heart, Ning Huaijin seemed to always have that flat and calm temperament, even if the sky fell, he would find a way to hold on.Although Ning Yan said that his temperament was more like who else, but at least a lot of his unmoving attitude in times of trouble came from Ning Huaijin.

Ning Yan had never seen him like this before.

So Ning Yan subconsciously raised his hand to wipe away Ning Huaijin's tears, but accidentally touched his injured right hand, causing him to shudder in pain.

But he didn't dare to cry out in pain, he hurriedly switched hands, and wiped his face indiscriminately.

Only then did Ning Huaijin realize that she had lost her composure, and she was slightly stunned for a moment, then quickly raised her sleeves and wiped away those tears by herself.

"I've lost my composure." Ning Huaijin quickly stood up and said in a low voice, "Your Majesty wants to rest. I will take my leave first, and I will come back at lunch time."

As he said that, he turned around and was about to leave. Ning Yan grabbed a handful, but he didn't hold him back, and shouted in desperation: "Huaijin!"

Ning Huaijin paused.

No matter what, as long as Ning Yan calls him, he can't get away.

Ning Yan hurriedly got up to catch up, took Ning Huaijin's arm and stood in front of him, stubbornly insisting on looking at him.

"I know what I did wrong this time, and it also surprised the emperor." Ning Yan softened his voice, and took his hand as if begging for mercy and said, "Only this time, I have done everything I want to do, and after that There is nothing to hide from you anymore - if you want to ask anything, I will tell you. Or if you are angry, you can beat me and scold me if you want to, but if you close the door, no one will know. "

"I can't do anything to His Majesty, otherwise nothing will happen." Ning Huaijin finally said.

"It's like when I didn't finish my homework when I was a child, and hit my palm with a ruler." Ning Yan stared almost stubbornly at Ning Huaijin's eyes, gritted his teeth and said, "Uncle Huang has something in his heart that he wants to tell me, but half-hearted He refused to utter the words, is...are you sad for me?"

What a stupid question, Ning Huaijin thought.

He is a man of seven feet, if he is not really sad, how could he ignorantly shed tears in front of Ning Yan.

Ning Huaijin couldn't say what he was doing now and what kind of mood he was in.

He was in a state of confusion and mixed feelings, as if he was being entangled in a messy ball of wool, and the more he struggled, the thread became tighter and tighter, making him breathless.

He and Ning Yan were confused when they first "communicated with each other". Due to the situation at that time, although Ning Huaijin softened his heart for a while, he let go and confessed himself, but after all, many things were still lying there. If you don't ask, you can pretend it doesn't exist.

Not to mention anything else, the single identity can create a natural barrier between the two of them.Ning Huaijin deliberately didn't think about these things before, but this time Ning Yan decided to pull this fact in front of Ning Huaijin and ruthlessly tear it apart, and laid out the contents in front of him clearly.

Ning Huaijin's title, his high status in Beijing, and even the real power in his hands were all obtained from Ning Yan.Whether he can influence Ning Yan's thoughts depends entirely on whether Ning Yan is willing to be influenced by him.

——So, if Ning Yan really wanted to do something, he couldn't stop it.

In front of Ning Zheng's formation, he tried to stop Ning Yan so frightened and angrily, but didn't Ning Yan just go his own way and didn't want to listen to him at all.

"I understand." Ning Yan saw that he remained silent for a long time, and the eagerness in his eyes gradually faded away.He gave a wry smile, touched Ning Huaijin's cuff, held his wrist, and said sadly, "Uncle Huang doesn't believe me anymore."

"You have grown up, Your Majesty." Ning Huaijin could only say, "You have your own ideas, so naturally you can't explain everything to me clearly, I understand."

"This is not the truth." Ning Yan said: "Does the emperor want to talk to me in this way to leave a way for himself?"

Ning Yan's tone was urgent, even a little aggressive.

But Ning Huaijin knew what kind of temperament he was. Looking at him like this, he just felt that it was no different from looking at a fierce cub.

The mess in Ning Huaijin's heart seemed to be uncontrollable. Even after he took two deep breaths, those complicated emotions were still rampaging in his heart. He just wanted to find an exit as soon as possible to break through the ground and turn into a sharp blade against the wind. So hard to plunge into the heart of the person in front of him, so that he also understands what is meant by "broken heart" and what is meant by "heart like a knife".

"What exactly does Your Majesty want me to ask?" Ning Huaijin frowned and refused to look at him, her voice gradually became colder: "It is God's blessing that His Majesty returned safely, and I have no dissatisfaction. As for those things that have already happened It’s pointless to ask about it.”

Ning Yan held Ning Huaijin's hand and shook it slightly, and he was swept up in the tide like a wave of despair, almost instantly dragging him into the wave.

——I shouldn't ask at this time, Ning Yan thought blankly.

This is not a good time, he just came back, Ning Huaijin was angry and didn't say anything, and it was also a time of fear, how could he talk to him calmly.

Ning Yan had been thinking about it before, always thinking that when the obstacles between the two of them were cleared away, there would be nothing that could hinder him and Ning Huaijin.So that as soon as he solved the big problem of "heirs", he felt that he had no more worries, so he became so slack, and he didn't have any caution.

According to his usual temperament, he shouldn't be in a hurry to tease Ning Huaijin at this moment, making the atmosphere between the two of them so tense that even if he wanted to whitewash the peace.

He should have followed the calm surface before, at least give Ning Huaijin a few days to calm down, let him calm down and think about it, and slowly tell Ning Huaijin how he feels.

Instead of poking Ning Huaijin's wound when he was not at peace like now, forcing him to "tell the truth" to himself.

Ning Yan was secretly annoyed in his heart, but he couldn't hide his disappointment on his face. He sighed, and slowly let go of Ning Huaijin's hand, thinking about how to talk back.

Ning Huaijin was upset, but she couldn't see Ning Yan showing such an expression, so she subconsciously grabbed him with her backhand and didn't let him withdraw.

"Since Your Majesty wants to hear it, I will ask you." Ning Huaijin took a deep breath and said, "That child is the purpose of His Majesty's personal visit, isn't it?"

Ning Yan was not afraid that he would ask, but he was afraid that he would not say anything, so he hurriedly said, "Yes."

But after Ning Huaijin asked this question, he fell silent again. He quickly turned his head and let out a long breath, as if trying to suppress something.

"Huaijin——" Ning Yan saw how distressed he was, so he couldn't help but soften his voice, and said sadly, "You don't have to hold back whatever you want to say...Didn't we agree to share weal and woe together?"

It was fine if he didn't say this, but when he said this, Ning Huaijin seemed to completely break through the shell of trying to stay calm and became agitated.

His chest heaved violently twice, and he turned his head to look at Ning Yan - he didn't shed any more tears, but his eyes were still very red.

"This is Your Majesty's sharing weal and woe." Ning Huaijin pointed to Ning Yan's right hand hidden in his sleeve, and said to him in an extremely disappointed tone: "Should I also find a knife and put it in my hand now?" Let your majesty know what is going on with you!"

The fake shell that Ning Huaijin had deliberately suppressed finally fell off his body, and those uneasiness and fear were finally fermented into an unknown fire by the continuous self-blame and resentment these days, and poured out all at this moment When he came out, even Ning Yan was a little scared by him.

I don't know if it's for Ning Yan or for himself.

"What do you want that child for?" Ning Huaijin gritted her teeth and asked, "I told me not to get married, not to be drafted, not to accept a concubine... It has been decided since you let Linglong have a fake pregnancy. A civet cat for the prince, right?"

"Yes." Ning Yan said.

"It's for me, isn't it?" Ning Huaijin asked.

This time Ning Yan hesitated for a moment, not because he was guilty, but because he always felt that Ning Huaijin's whole body tensed up after asking this sentence, his whole body was like a fully drawn bow, As long as it is lightly touched, it will break.

But Ning Yan still told the truth.

"Yes." Ning Yan said: "Because I want to spend my whole life with my uncle, frankly and smoothly."

Ning Huaijin's lips trembled, but she didn't say anything more.

The nightmare that had troubled him for so many days finally came true at this moment - Ning Yan really cut open his chest and showed him his heart.