Dingjiangshan

These days outside, Ning Yan seems to be able to do a job with ease, but in fact he is not completely calm.

He was in the heart of the enemy army, facing a brother who wanted to kill him at any time, surrounded by thousands of soldiers in the dark like an isolated island, it would be a lie to say that he was not afraid at all.

When no one was around, he also panicked.Convincing Shen Tinghe, taking Ning Zheng's youngest son away, and then using Shen Tinghe's cover to escape from Anqing Mansion, this was undoubtedly the way Ning Yan had planned in advance, but it was also the best way out for him under the circumstances.

This strategy is intertwined, and every step is dangerous and dangerous. If one of them goes wrong, it will not be the present situation where there is no danger.

Whether Shen Tinghe is really an uninitiated woman in the back house, or Ning Zheng was not frightened by his words, and wanted to take Ning Huaijin with him the moment Ning Huaijin raised his troops - the consequences are all Ning Yan. I didn't even dare to think about it.

Even when he was in Anqing Mansion, what Ning Yan said to lie to Ning Zheng was not all lies—at least the edict was really there, but the moment he escaped safely, he asked for it back from Qin Liu That letter was sent to Beijing to report to Jiang Xiaohan and Jing Zhan that they were safe.

Ning Yan himself knew well that his trip was far more than just a simple "adventure", and it would not be an exaggeration to say "death".But he still went without discussing it with anyone.

"I like Uncle Huang, this is by no means empty words, nor impulsive words." Ning Yan paused every word, and said seriously: "I told Uncle Huang at the beginning, since I said this, it is the place of love. Zhong, if you dare to let the gods of heaven and earth know, I will never back down."

Ning Yan took a step forward as he spoke, his voice seemed to tremble, but he was firm: "So I have thought about it a long time ago, since I want to be with the emperor uncle for the rest of my life, I have to stay clean for the rest of my life. What kind of harem heir? Now that I've taken a fancy to Uncle Huang, I just want to treat Uncle Huang wholeheartedly."

"I can't be reckless and sorry for the country, but I don't want to be controlled by the so-called "overall situation" and I'm sorry for the emperor. This is the best result now." Ning Yan said: "That child is the son of the third brother. Coming from the concubine's blood line, it is much more legitimate than mine - I can close my eyes a hundred years later, and I will be able to explain to the late emperor and ancestors."

Obviously, these words were not on his spur of the moment, but had already been thought through thousands of times in his heart, and now that everything was "dust settled", he finally could not vomit.

Ning Huaijin was left speechless by what he said.

This kind of heart is too deep and heavy, almost carrying all the true feelings of Ning Yan for the rest of his life.The young teenager turned it out and held it in his hands, giving it as he said, without hesitation and without reservation, as if he hadn't thought about what "in the future" should be like.

Ning Huaijin had to be touched by it, but also had to be terrified.

Because on the one hand, he dared not bear this kind of almost heavy love, and on the other hand, he felt guilty because he couldn't show such a reckless friendship.

He thought he couldn't reprimand Ning Yan, and he couldn't accuse him of anything, otherwise, wouldn't it be heartless and ungrateful, and he didn't know what to do.

But if he didn't say anything, Ning Huaijin could only swallow these sufferings by himself, and then pretend that nothing happened to convince himself, and wait until he persuaded himself to look away, and then easily accept Ning Yan's treatment of him. good.

But this is not something that can be figured out in a few words, at least at this moment, the pain that Ning Huaijin forced himself to swallow seemed to turn into a solid iron weight for no reason, and quickly moved in the big hole in his heart. Falling, don't know when it will be the head.

Ning Yan also felt uncomfortable.

He obviously just solved the biggest problem in his life, but when he came back to his senses, this situation was even more difficult than before he solved the heir.

He didn't intend to make Ning Huaijin sad, although he knew that Ning Huaijin would be angry with him and worry about him, but he never thought it would be so serious.

The wound on Ning Yan's hand hurt suddenly, and his heart was also sore and sore, with some imperceptible grievances.

"Huaijin." Ning Yan sighed softly, lowered his head to avoid Ning Huaijin's gaze, and said in a low voice: "You are so clear-sighted, there is no need to talk about the previous things. I just want to hear the truth. Are you angry that I'm hiding it from you, or that I'm not doing things right—you have to tell me."

Ning Yan's voice was so submissive, it sounded more pitiful than when he argued with him a year ago.

At that time, Ning Yan was still able to fight with him confidently, and refused to bow his head no matter how hard he forced him.Now it's just to see him angry and sad, taking it easy so quickly.

A year ago Ning Huaijin could not be cruel to him, let alone now.

"...You told me before that you thought it was not a good time to be honest." Ning Huaijin said with difficulty, "Is this the right time for you to think?"

"Yes." Ning Yan twitched the corners of his lips, forced a smile and said, "I originally thought that after all this was settled, I would express my feelings to the emperor's uncle. At that time, the emperor's uncle would agree to me without any worries. .”

Forget it, Ning Huaijin thought, don't ask.

He asked one more question, but it was just to know a little more about Ning Yan's deep friendship for him, and to make him feel more distressed, other than that, it was meaningless.

——I can't do anything against him, Ning Huaijin thought almost sadly, I will never be able to do anything against him.

"Chen..." Ning Huaijin paused, his attitude relaxed a little, and he changed his words in a self-defeating way: "I'm worried about you."

Ning Huaijin's sarcasm just now was fine, but now that the reconciliation softened, Ning Yan felt his eyes warm up, and his heart also became sad.

But it was not easy for Ning Huaijin to give in, so Ning Yan hurriedly passed the steps: "This is the only time, except for the emperor, there is nothing else in this world that is worth my risk."

Ning Huaijin hummed, and finally he was willing to look directly at Ning Yan seriously - he had never dared to look closely before, for fear that if he took a second look, his heart would soften and he would retreat without a fight.

However, after looking at it now, he realized that Ning Yan was indeed more haggard than he had imagined.

But I also want to know that he, a young emperor who has never experienced hardship, ran to the enemy army and made a big circle, could it be possible that he can still be raised and come back fat for nothing.

Ning Huaijin couldn't bear it, she couldn't help reaching out to touch Ning Yan's face, her eyes softened.

"Your Majesty has lost weight." Ning Huaijin said.

Ning Yan wanted to say a few jokes in a relaxed tone, but he pulled the corner of his mouth, but it didn't work.

In the past, he was used to crawling along the pole, relying on Ning Huaijin's soft-heartedness to act coquettishly to please him. Apart from wanting to use this as an excuse to take advantage of Ning Huaijin, he also deliberately wanted to please him.

So even though Ning Yan wanted to quickly follow the steps and turn over the page, he raised his hand habitually, and whispered: "Uncle Huang, it hurts so much."

Ning Huaijin had seen that arrow before the formation.That heavy arrow sword is thick and heavy, more than twice as thick as the white feather arrows used by ordinary soldiers.These days, Ning Huaijin has not forgotten his injury, and she is worried almost every day, for fear that Ning Zheng will be cruel and leave him alone.

Ning Huaijin raised her hand to catch his wrist, and took it gently with the palm of her hand.

Because of the bone injury, Cheng Yuan added two thin bamboo slices to fix the wound, so the wound was wrapped very thickly, almost as thick as the forearm.

But even so, Ning Huaijin still didn't dare to use any force, just wrapped his fingers loosely around his wrist and lifted it up, and kissed him outside the gauze.

Ning Yan trembled all over, he never thought that Ning Huaijin would make such an intimate act, so he was also fooled.

Ning Huaijin closed her eyes and took a deep breath.

When he got close, Ning Yan could easily see Ning Huaijin's trembling. He frowned and looked at Ning Huaijin worriedly. He wanted to say something, but he was afraid of provoking him again, so he was in a dilemma. dare not say.

"I hate him." Ning Huaijin said suddenly.

Ning Yan was slightly taken aback, but didn't realize who he was talking about.

"What?" Ning Yan asked.

"Ning Zheng." Ning Huaijin repeated: "I hate him."

Ning Yan suddenly realized what he was talking about, and his words of comfort froze for a moment, his heart ached beyond measure.

"I originally thought that Ning Zheng was an anti-king who committed a rebellion. After the battle is over, the rebellion is over. There is no need to pay more attention to him. Taking a step back, I am not surprised that he wants to be big." Ning Huai Jin whispered: "But that day, the day I saw him take His Majesty away before the battle, I suddenly didn't think so."

"I know." Ning Yan reassured.

Ning Huaijin gritted her teeth and said bitterly, "I can't wait to kill him soon."

Prince Gong's words were fierce, but Ning Yan was not frightened by him, but blamed himself.

He should have discussed it with Ning Huaijin in advance, and even if Ning Huaijin disagreed, he should have said so if he wanted to guard against him in every possible way.

"But I also hate myself." Ning Huaijin's voice trembled, he lowered his eyes, gently took Ning Yan's injured hand and pulled it up, sticking it to the side of his face.

"It's my own will, how can I blame the emperor's uncle." Ning Yan said hurriedly: "It was I who led the king on the expedition, and I gave the third brother an opportunity. I was so far away, and I wanted to be captured. What about the emperor?" Save me in time."

Ning Huaijin shook her head lightly.

"If it's not me that His Majesty likes, none of this would have happened." Ning Huaijin said in a low voice, "Your Majesty doesn't have to worry about the matter of his heirs, so naturally he doesn't have to risk himself."

"I should have—"

"Huaijin!" Ning Yan slightly raised his volume, and interrupted Ning Huaijin with a low drink.

No matter what Ning Huaijin thinks in his heart, Ning Yan can't let him continue to regret like this.

"But I just like the emperor's uncle alone, and I can't change it." Ning Yan gently rubbed Ning Huaijin's ears with his knuckles, and said warmly: "Anyway, as long as the king's heart is like mine, I will It’s not in vain, is it?”