Bohemia

Chemistry.

Yan Huan remembered the word that the chemistry teacher wrote on the blackboard when he first came into chemistry class in the third grade.He remembered that the chemistry teacher was a short, middle-aged man with naturally drooping eyes and an innocent smile.He is not handsome, and even clumsy when doing experiments, but his lectures are funny, which left a deep impression on Yan Huan.

The chemistry teacher said that chemical reactions occur between substances, and so do people.

Yan Huan looked at Xie Xiunan's neck, felt a little embarrassed for the first time, and said in confusion, "I... I'm sorry."

Xie Xiunan wasn't fooled, and said, "You answer my last question first."

Yan Huan shook his head, but still didn't say no.

Xie Xiunan touched the place where Yan Huan bit him, grinned in pain, and said with a smile: "Yan Huan, should you take me for an injection?"

"Going to get a tetanus," Yan Huan said.

Xie Xiunan joked, "No, it's probably the rabies vaccine."

Yan Huan nodded, as if a dark cloud floated over his heart, he said, "Well, I'm sick."

"Hey." Xie Xiunan was stunned for a moment, "Tell me honestly, are you the screenwriter who wrote "Animal World"? Did you write Li Yifeng's mysterious line at the beginning of 'Remember, I'm sick'?"

Yan Huan had never watched "Animal World" at all, and said helplessly, "No."

"Oh." Xie Xiunan nodded, and said seriously, "Then don't say that you are sick, you are very well, Yan Huan."

Xie Xiunan shattered another layer of shell between them.

Yan Huan thought, how many times is this the first time?Will it be repeated again?

He didn't know any of this.

But Yan Huan can clearly feel one thing, that is——

chemical reaction.

The small test tube with the label of Yan Huan seemed to have added a little solvent called Xie Xiunan.

"Let's go." Xie Xiunan stopped worrying about his neck, and sighed, "I'll take you back to sleep first."

"Give me the bus ticket." He held out his hand to Yan Huan.

Yan Huan didn't know what was going on, but actually gave him his ticket.

The ticket was always in his pocket, and he never took it out.Xie Xiunan took the ticket, glanced at the destination on it, and crumpled it up in front of Yan Huan.

Finally, throw it into the sea.

"It's not environmentally friendly." Xie Xiunan smiled after throwing it away, "It's not an example."

"I'll still go." Yan Huan looked at him, wondering what Xie Xiunan was thinking.

Xie Xiunan said, "I know. But...not today."

He ran over to pull Yan Huan's suitcase, and took him to find a hotel, a four-star hotel, with a bathtub in the room.

Yan Huan watched as Xie Xiunan helped him insert the room card, the lights turned on instantly, he thought of God saying, let there be light.

His world seemed to be lighting up a little bit.

"Take a bath." Xie Xiunan unpacked a pile of disposable clean towels for him, and filled the bathtub with water for Yan Huan.

"En." Yan Huan wanted to close the door, but Xie Xiunan refused.

Yan Huan said helplessly, "Can't I even have privacy?"

Xie Xiunan said, "I don't want to watch it, but you can't turn it off."

"Okay." Yan Huan made a compromise.

When he soaked in the hot water and relaxed from the inside out, Yan Huan stared at the white ceiling and glanced at the mirror again.He instantly understood that Xie Xiunan didn't let him close the door because he was afraid that he would do it again...

Yan Huan didn't know how to explain.

Since he was 11 years old, Yan Huan had thought of suicide from time to time, but he never told anyone about it, and no one else noticed it.

But how would Xie Xiunan know?Why him?

Yan Huan was in a daze, and heard Xie Xiunan calling his name outside: "Yan Huan!"

He came back to his senses and said, "What's wrong?"

Xie Xiunan was quiet for a while, and finally said: "It's nothing, I'll just call you."

Xie Xiunan thought of him too weakly, he just appeared in front of him in a protective posture, Yan Huan thought.But for the first time, this recognition did not bring him any discomfort. Instead, he felt an indescribable feeling...not annoying, like slowly stirring the hot milk in the glass.

He sank into the tub, letting the warm water up his chin.Taking a bath is really a blissful thing. Yan Huan rarely takes a bath, and almost only sees bathtubs in TV dramas.Feeling safe under the surface, he curled up, wrapping his arms around his bent legs, as if back in the womb of a dream.

Yan Huan restrained himself and didn't stay in the bathroom for too long.He casually put on a bathrobe, and walked out with some worries.

Xie Xiunan was sitting on the bed watching TV, he lowered his eyes as soon as he saw Yan Huan.

"Why don't you blow your hair." Xie Xiunan cleared his throat.

Yan Huan felt that he was a little inexplicably nervous, but he didn't expose him, just said: "It's too hot, I'll do it later."

"Yeah." Xie Xiunan got off the bed and said, "I'll take a shower."

"it is good."

Yan Huan was sitting on the bed, while Xie Xiunan was taking a bath, the legend of the new white lady was playing on TV, and it happened to be the scene where Xu Xian gave the white lady a drink of realgar wine. Xu Xian opened the bed curtain, and was frightened into a coma by the transformed white lady .

As soon as he lay down on the bed, he didn't care whether the hair was dry or whether the pillow would be wet.Yan Huan suddenly thought of the green snake again, and thought of the snake tail that suddenly appeared when Wang Zuxian and Maggie Cheung were playing in the water.He couldn't help licking his lips and found that he was a little severely dehydrated.

The body is dehydrated and the brain is deprived of oxygen.

Yan Huan had another evil impulse in his head.

Just now... Xie Xiunan meant that, right?

Want to have a shot?It seems that if he did it, Yan Huan would not be at a disadvantage.

The first time I met Xie Xiunan, he even discussed this issue with that talkative bartender half-truthfully... Fuck, the world is really unpredictable, he never thought that he and Xie Xiunan were in the same room inside.

Yan Huan was so absorbed in his thoughts that when Xie Xiunan walked out, he still hadn't withdrawn his thoughts.

Xie Xiunan said suddenly: "Yan Huan, your bathrobe...is a little too big."

"Oh." Yan Huan changed his posture, looking at him from this angle, Xie Xiunan's back was facing him, and there was a suspicious blush in his ears.

The water is too hot?Yan Huan smiled in his heart.

He got up from the bed and turned off the light with a snap.

Xie Xiunan asked: "Why turn off the lights? I can't see them."

"Glaring." Yan Huan said kindly, "The light of the TV is fine, I can see it."

"...Oh." Xie Xiunan said after being silent for a while.

Xie Xiunan stood stupidly in front of the TV, then crazily drank a bottle of mineral water.Yan Huan didn't believe that Xie Xiunan would be so innocent at all, he was always passive, always trying to win back.

"Xie Xiunan." Yan Huan called his name lazily.

"What's wrong?" Xie Xiunan took a deep breath and asked.

Yan Huan said, "Come here."

Xie Xiunan seemed a little hesitant, didn't move, and said, "What's the matter?"

Yan Huan pressed the remote control, and the TV was turned off by him.

"I, I, I... I can't see!" Xie Xiunan said, "I'm night blind."

Shit night blindness.

Yan Huan walked over, and as soon as his hand touched Xie Xiunan's waist, he jumped away as if his whole body was electrocuted.

Yan Huan: "..."

"Ahahaha..." Xie Xiunan laughed awkwardly, "I, I'm ticklish."

Yan Huan thought to himself, what the hell is Xie Xiunan pretending to be!He also smiled and said, "Really?"

Then Yan Huan pushed Xie Xiunan onto the bed, Xie Xiunan suddenly became quiet, his voice was a little hoarse, and said, "Yan Huan..."

Yan Huan was riding on him, his nightgown was open, and he didn't even wear underwear inside, Xie Xiunan's hand was trapped on top of his head, Yan Huan slowly lowered his head, as if he wanted to kiss him.He saw Xie Xiunan's eyes wide open at first, with an expression on his face that had been struck by lightning, and then he felt that there was something wrong with Xie Xiunan's eyes.

"Didn't you just say..." Yan Huan felt that he had finally returned to normal, "Are you going to be the first person to love me?"

Xie Xiunan bit his lip, looked at him, and said, "Yes, yes...but..."

Before Yan Huan could react, Xie Xiunan hugged his waist. Immediately afterwards, the two of them rolled on the bed and changed positions.

Xie Xiunan held Yan Huan's wrist tightly, as if holding back something, after a while, he said, "I want to love you, but not like that."

"...What the hell is going on?"

Xie Xiunan let him go, stood up from the bed, and then rushed into the bathroom as if he was away from the virus.

"Hey!" Yan Huan didn't know whether to laugh or cry.

"I see!" He suddenly understood, "You don't want to do the following?"

The bottles and jars in the bathroom seemed to be on the floor, and Yan Huan heard Xie Xiunan say in a domineering CEO's tone: "I want to love you! I have to use my own way! Reject 419, start from me !"

Yan Huan was stunned.

After a while, Xie Xiunan opened the bathroom door, looked at him, and added solemnly: "It has nothing to do with body position, although, what you said is correct."

Hold.

Yan Huan's eyes were...opened.

Xie Xiunan is awesome.