Bohemia

For a few minutes, Xie Xiunan felt that his soul probably drifted to the universe.

Once upon a time, he had watched a documentary about unseen planets in the universe.The universe is always dark and floating, it is too small, the earth is too small, and human beings are too small.

Yan Huan...has he left again?

right.

why?Even though the two are already in love, can he still completely disregard his own existence and just run away?

It should be... something he can do.

But, but...

Xie Xiunan clenched his fists, feeling a fire in his chest.

From the first day he met Yan Huan, the first time he held hands, the first hug, the first confession, and the first time he became someone else's boyfriend, he knew this.

He cared too much about Yan Huan, there was nothing he could do about him.

Even if he leaves now without saying goodbye, the first thought in Xie Xiunan's mind is whether Yan Huan had a good breakfast.

What to do, is something wrong with him?

"Xie Xiunan."

Until that familiar voice suddenly sounded from behind, Xie Xiunan suddenly turned around, and saw Yan Huan carrying a plastic bag from the supermarket, and one side of his coat was still hanging loosely on his shoulder.

"Why didn't you call me?" Yan Huan didn't know anything, took out his room card and opened the door, "Or you can ask the front desk to open the door for you."

Yes, why didn't he call him and try?Xie Xiunan didn't say a word, but just followed Yan Huan into the room.

"You..." Yan Huan finally felt that something was wrong, and looked at Xie Xiunan belatedly.

Xie Xiunan's chest rose and fell.Because I was too scared, I didn't dare to call.He looked at Yan Huan, who put the bag on the table, ran over and asked him, "What's wrong with you?"

"I..." Xie Xiunan just said the first word, but couldn't help it.

He felt his nose sore, it was too embarrassing.

Yan Huan was taken aback, frightened, he quickly hugged Xie Xiunan, touched his back a few times with both hands, and comforted him: "It's okay, it's okay."

Xie Xiunan also hugged Yan Huan tightly, just wanting to dig a hole to bury himself.

"Is it your grandfather who disagrees?" Yan Huan asked after a long time.

He looked at Xie Xiunan, smiled and said, "It's okay, you have to share..."

"I don't want it!" Xie Xiunan roared.

Yan Huan: "..."

Yan Huan: "If you don't want it, then don't! What the hell!"

"I just... I just thought you left again." Xie Xiunan looked at him sadly, "You don't know how I felt in those few minutes just now."

Yan Huan was taken aback for a moment, and said, "You think I'm gone."

"Ah."

"Fool." Yan Huan patted his head, "Why did I just leave without saying a word?"

I don't know about you, Xie Xiunan thought, all I know is that I must be with you, and no one can stop me.

There was an oolong.

It took a while for Xie Xiunan to feel embarrassed, but Yan Huan didn't say anything.He went to the supermarket to buy snacks, and there was a watermelon.A big watermelon, two people, one half, sitting on the sofa and digging with a spoon.

Xie Xiunan looked at Yan Huan, only to realize that his hair was also a little long, covering his eyes a bit in front.There is still a rubber band on Xie Xiunan's wrist, which he snatched from Yan Huan when he was in Qingdao.

"I'll tie a braid for you." Xie Xiunan said.

Yan Huan nodded, and turned his head to the side while eating watermelon.

Xie Xiunan tied him a braid, Yan Huan showed his smooth forehead, Xie Xiunan couldn't help but bowed his head and kissed him again.

"Hey, eat your watermelon well." Yan Huan smiled, "Don't get too tired."

Xie Xiunan thought about it for a while, and said, "This watermelon is quite sweet."

He received a Chinese education and grew up in a Western social environment and family atmosphere, so sometimes Xie Xiunan is like this, straight to the point, not ashamed to express his love.His love is always warm and pure, he likes Yan Huan, so he can't help it.

Xie Xiunan dug out the sweetest piece of watermelon with a spoon and gave it to him, saying, "This is for you to eat."

Yan Huan ate and said, "So good."

Xie Xiunan was as happy as setting off fireworks in his heart, and wanted to roll in the snow at the same time.

He said: "Yan Huan, I told my grandfather about me and you today, my grandfather is rushing back to Suzhou, but he also wants to see you, if possible, let's go to Suzhou to find my grandfather in a while. "

Yan Huan smiled and said, "Okay, but what is your grandfather doing in Shanghai? Tourist?"

Xie Xiunan thought about it, but decided to tell the truth, he said: "My grandfather is here for a meeting, he is a professor of the Chinese Department."

"Professor?" Yan Huan paused, a little surprised.

"En." Xie Xiunan said.

Yan Huan lowered his eyes and said, "Where are your parents?"

"They are in Seattle, USA, and they are all engaged in scientific research in universities."

"So...you have three...doctors in your family?" Yan Huan asked.

Xie Xiunan counted in his heart and said, "It seems to be."

Yan Huan smiled at him and said, "Then why don't you like going to school so much?"

Xie Xiunan said with mixed feelings: "I... I postponed it for a year, and I have already applied to a school in the United States."

"Yeah." Yan Huan lowered his head and didn't speak any more.

Xie Xiunan said: "Duo Duo, are you willing to follow me..."

Yan Huan suddenly said: "I can't eat anymore, how about you?"

Xie Xiunan looked into Yan Huan's eyes, was silent for a while, and then said, "Let me eat some more."

The atmosphere seems to have become a little weird again.Xie Xiunan felt that he was really stupid, why he always said something wrong and did something wrong.He was very confused, feeling that neither up nor down, so he had to bury his head and eat the watermelon desperately.

In the evening, the two of them had dinner and went to the Bund for a stroll.

"It's so beautiful." Yan Huan stood by the railing, looking at the glittering world opposite.

He turned around, leaned against the railing, and said, "Xie Xiunan."

"Ok?"

"Let me tell you a story." Yan Huan said.

"Okay." Xie Xiunan nodded.

"Once upon a time there was a pretty girl who fell in love with a little gangster in the town. The girl's parents tried their best to prevent them from getting together, but it was useless. She couldn’t afford the responsibility. The girl didn’t want to have an abortion, so she finally borrowed some money and gave birth to the child, working alone in the town to support herself and the child.”

"She has done everything, waiter, barber apprentice, cleaning, cook... But a woman who gave birth out of wedlock at that time always attracted some gossip. The girl began to drink heavily, her temper became bad, she was still young, she was still very beautiful, Gradually, I got a few new boyfriends."

"But those people are just for fun. The girl thinks her own life is like this. It's all ruined by this kid, ruined by the bastard she fell in love with first."

"In order to make it easier for the child not to get into trouble, she simply found an iron chain and locked him in the house."

"In this way, the child can't run around. He is in that dark room every day, looking at the wallpaper that is gradually peeling off the wall. It is green and very earthy. There is also that kind of calendar, which always has different zodiac signs printed on it." .”

"Once, a wild dog ran into the yard. The child was chained and couldn't run away. He could only climb onto the cabinet. The dog kept barking at him for a long time, but he covered his ears and didn't care. use."

"Later, when the child grew up, the girl could no longer lock him up, but she never cared about him."

"He went to junior high school and high school, and when he didn't study hard, he just wandered around in the town, fighting with people, skipping classes, making boyfriends, and doing all kinds of disgusting and boring things."

Yan Huan paused, then said, "Later he felt bored and wanted to die."

"He wanted to die in the sea because he had never seen the sea before."

"But he is a very cowardly person. As soon as he saw the sea, he didn't dare to die. It's so beautiful, so beautiful. It turns out that this world is not just that dark room and dilapidated town."

"Then……"

"Yan Huan." Xie Xiunan said suddenly.

"Huh?" Yan Huan smiled.

The story is not over yet.

Under the light, Xie Xiunan's tears rolled down his cheeks, and he whispered: "Stop talking."