Embroidered Pillows and Paper Tigers

Two days later, Li Shi'an was still in D city and did not return to the lake area. He and Shen Yan had been together for several days. They did everything they should and shouldn't do. Li Shi'an was very disturbed because Shen Yan was always avoiding him to make phone calls outside.

Li Shi'an thought that the two of them already had an intimate relationship, and what they had to consider was the future relationship, and they needed to be honest with each other. They used to talk about everything, but after eight years, people would change. He didn't know what Shen Yan was going to do. Has anything changed.

At this moment, Shen Yan went out again, and Li Shi'an was sitting on the sofa thinking wildly, propping up the sofa with both hands, tapping his fingers rhythmically on the edge.

When the door was pushed open, Li Shi'an finally couldn't help asking: "Is there anything I need to avoid?"

Shen Yan was taken aback for a moment, then went to sit next to him and said, "I'm not trying to avoid you... There's something I actually want to tell you, but I don't know if you want to hear it or not."

Li Shi'an breathed a sigh of relief, secretly thought that he was thinking too much, and said with a smile: "Let's listen to it."

Shen Yan still hesitated, thought over and over again, and said, "I met your mother."

As the smile on Li Shi'an's face disappeared little by little, Shen Yan continued, "Because your father applied for the documents for me to go abroad, she took me as you, but because the name is different, she has been secretly observing me, Unfortunately, I had serious psychological problems at that time, and she took me to see a doctor."

"Although I saw a picture of her at your grandparents' house, I didn't recognize her at that time. She was very patient and treated me very well, so I think talking to her is more beneficial than a psychologist."

Li Shi'an seemed to have guessed something.

Sure enough, Shen Yan went on to say: "I told her about us, how we met, how we got together, how we separated, and my mother, I told her everything."

Li Shi'an tightly grasped the edge of the sofa with ten fingers, and asked, "What did she say?"

Shen Yan said, "She didn't say anything."

Li Shi'an was instantly relieved, and soon realized that Liang Jing could have been away for so many years, so why would she care about her son's sexual orientation?Saying nothing is right.

"But she didn't alienate me," Shen Yan said, "On the contrary, she gave me the best care. Sometimes I even regard her as my mother."

Speaking of this, Shen Yan smiled: "But in fact, she is completely different from Qu Ya, she is independent, she has opinions on everything, she can make up her own mind about everything, even if she makes a mistake, she can immediately look back without nostalgia. Mom is a completely different person."

"Really?" Li Shi'an also laughed, Shen Yan's evaluation of Liang Jing made him feel a sense of pride for some reason.

Maybe Shen Yan is right, Qu Ya and Liang Jing are two completely different extremes, when it comes to their son and themselves, one is a complete altruist, and the other is a complete egoist.

It's hard for you to tell which of them is right and who is wrong, they are both mothers and human beings, but Qu Ya, who was devoted to Shen Yan, died, and Shen Yan was not happy.Liang Jing was alive, but she chose to forgive.

It is really not empty talk that people should live for themselves.

Just as Li Shi'an was thinking, Shen Yan took his hand, held it in the palm of his hand, looked into his eyes and said, "Your mother also works in the dance troupe I'm in now, and the dance troupe is leaving tonight, don't you want to?" To see her?"

Li Shi'an shook her head. She felt that Liang Jing was not the kind of person who was greedy for warmth in the world, and she was suddenly afraid that Shen Yan would also leave. He asked, "The dance troupe is leaving, what about you?"

"I can apply for a long vacation after this performance." Li Shi'an, who looked lonely, made Shen Yan's heart move. He pulled him into his arms and moved his legs to his lap. "We can still stay together for a long time." For a long time."

Li Shi'an noticed Shen Yan's agitation from the shifted legs, and pushed his chest to finish speaking: "But my dad urged me to go back to Luozhi Lake as soon as possible."

"Then let's go back together and leave tomorrow." After Shen Yan finished speaking, he pushed him down on the soft sofa.

The next morning, the two of them woke up and washed Qu Ya's tomb together. The young woman on the tombstone remained in her 30s forever. In the photo, she looked at the two children with a soft light in her eyes. .

The lilies that Shen Yan brought last time had withered, and Li Shi'an replaced the withered flower branches with fresh daisies.

No one spoke, only the wind blew past.

After standing for a while, Li Shi'an said, "Auntie, we're leaving. I'll come back to see you next time." He patted Shen Yan on the shoulder, then turned and left.

Shen Yan followed closely, hugged his shoulder from behind and said, "Remember to call mom next time."

The two of them returned to the lake area in the evening, and they were only greeted by the native dog Pea. Li Qishan had already taken Xiaoqian away after arranging the guests for the day. He probably didn't see or bother the two of them. Li Shi'an knew that, although Li Qishan agreed But the resistance deep in his heart still won't disappear, so he should be given more time.

Shen Yan was expecting to meet Xiaoqian, but he didn't. Li Shi'an wanted to comfort him, but Shen Yan also thought about it: "When I see you, how do you introduce me? Am I your boyfriend or a friend? Boyfriend If you are a friend, she will ask you what you mean. If you are a friend, she will ask why you have never met before. There will be opportunities in the future, as long as she lives well, there is no rush."

"Sure, Shen Yan, you are much more open-minded." Li Shi'an teased him without losing the opportunity while packing their suitcases.

Shen Yan smiled, and pulled him over. He sat on the bed, buried his face in Li Shi'an's stomach, and said softly, "Then I want to ask you, if you were asked to introduce me, how would you introduce me?"

"Stop making trouble," Li Shi'an tried to avoid this question, "Let me hang up all the clothes first, your clothes are expensive, don't blame me if they are crumpled."

"Answer me first." Shen Yan's hand began to wander restlessly.

Li Shi'an asked back: "How do you want me to introduce you?"

"I'm asking you." Shen Yan squeezed his narrow waist through a thin T-shirt.

"Friend." Li Shi'an really couldn't say those three words.

"Oh?" Shen Yan was obviously dissatisfied with the answer, and pushed him against the closet door with provocation and threat, "Do you want me to give you another chance?"

That night, someone was tossed until he spit out the word "boyfriend" before being let go, and he woke up early the next morning and couldn't move.

Shen Yan woke up early, and started to pack the suitcase that Li Shi'an had half packed last night. After packing, he lay down on the bed with his head supported on his arms. He saw a familiar glass jar on the cabinet opposite the bed, and couldn't help but ask. : "Where is Xiao Xie?"

"Dead." Li Shi'an said regretfully. When he was in college, he took Xiao Xie to the dormitory. When he decided to raise Xiao Qian and move out to rent a house, Xiao Xie died. He was the one who caught Xiao Xie out to take a bath one day. found out.

Creatures like hermit crabs are ordered to say whether they are short or not, and whether they are long or not. If they are kept well, they can live for more than ten years. If they are not kept well, they will die in a few days.Under Li Shi'an's careful care, Xiao Xie has a relatively long lifespan.

The aquarium was just moved as a thought, Li Shi'an never raised any other hermit crabs.

The two were lying on the bed with nothing to do. Li Shi'an felt that Shen Yan's gaze seemed to be full of some kind of appeal. He just lay on the bed this time, and couldn't take it anymore. Just as he was about to get up, he was pushed back by a pair of hands.

When Li Shian walked out of the room, he felt that even the way his dog looked at him had changed. He hurriedly offered the dog food, feeling extremely complicated for a while.

Soon, he devoted himself to the brief busyness of the day, and the aunts were invited to help with the chores. All he needed was to contact every guest who was going to arrive on this day, and confirm the itinerary and time with them.

The climate of the plateau in winter is very comfortable, the sun is shining, and the lake a few meters away from the hotel is filled with steam, like a fairyland. It was summer when Shen Yan came with Li Shi'an a few years ago, and he had never seen such a beautiful scenery, so he ran to the second Take pictures in the sun room on the second floor.

There are two entrances and exits to the sun room, one connecting the corridor on the second floor, and the other connecting the spiral staircase to the front hall on the first floor. He heard Li Shi'an downstairs talking on the phone, so he went down the spiral staircase.

Just as Li Shi'an put down the phone, Shen Yan had already walked up to him. There were several notebooks on the bar, and Shen Yan casually flipped through them, asking, "What is this?"

Li Shi'an was very happy to tell Shen Yan about this. He turned to a page and said, "The message book, this is very interesting. Look, this boy came in March last year." They came here last month, and then both of them felt that they hadn’t seen the most beautiful Luozhi Lake, so they came again in November, this time they met and became a couple.”

He flipped through another book: "And this, this message was written by a boy. They came together with several people at that time. The boy and another girl were lovers. This is his confession to the girl. When the individual was about to hold a wedding, a mutual friend of theirs came to Luozhi Lake to prepare a gift for them."

"Gift?" Shen Yan was puzzled.

Li Shi'an said: "Yes, that person took a photo of the confession in the guestbook, and she said that she would print it into a photo and make it into a photo frame as a souvenir for the two of them."

Shen Yan nodded, feeling that it was indeed very interesting, it seemed that this small place could touch a lot of human warmth, he said: "It seems that you have experienced many stories here."

Li Shi'an smiled triumphantly, flipping through the pages, only to notice that he had left a few more messages in the past few days. He flipped through them with great interest, and suddenly saw two lines: May the one you love never fail. You, may the land you love so much allow you to stay forever.

The first thing that attracted Li Shi'an was the handwriting, chic and beautiful, flexible and uninhibited, signed with a scribbled "Liang".

beam.

Li Shi'an stared at the word "Liang" for a long time and couldn't take his eyes off. He remembered Shen Yan saying that Liang Jing had also returned, and remembered Li Qishan's sudden change.

Seeing the instant change in Li Shi'an's expression, Shen Yan leaned over. He recognized Liang Jing's handwriting, and held Li Shi'an's shoulder when he lost his mind.

"Do you still hate her?" Shen Yan asked.

Li Shi'an smiled and said, "I don't hate it long ago."

Sunlight came in through the large floor-to-ceiling windows, enveloping the two of them in a warm golden glow.

May the person you love deeply never fail you, and may the place you love deeply allow you to stay forever.

The author has something to say: The story ends here. The original plan was lighthearted, but the more I wrote it, the heavier it became. Fortunately, it was HE in the end.

I originally wanted to write a side story, but I thought this data should be forgotten.

Anyway, thanks for watching.