slant [rebirth]

Every day after that, Jia Shi treated Rong Anchen extraordinarily well, and Rong Anchen was also very happy every day, with a smile on his face.

Their relationship lasted until Kasha's 17th birthday.

It is rare that the birthdays of the two are held on the same day. Although they did not know that only a few people ate a meal under the deliberate arrangement of their parents in this grand birthday party, but after blowing out the seventeen After lighting the seemingly densely packed candles, Rong Anchen still made a promise in his heart that he wanted to be with Jiashi forever.

At that time, Jia Shi's eyes were complicated, but Rong Anchen, who had his glasses closed, didn't see it.

After that, Rong Anchen fell into a coma out of nowhere. At that time, he didn't think much about it. When he woke up the next morning, he still happily tidied himself up and planned to find Jiashi.

There was nothing left in the room where Gasha lived.

The whole room was just an empty room, furniture, flowers... nothing.

Rong Anchen felt a kind of suffocating sadness for a moment, as if he suddenly realized something, but he still didn't want to accept the reality.

And at this time, his father came out of a room and handed him a package.

Rong Anchen took it with a sullen face, with both soft and hard tentacles. In his impression, he seemed to know that there was such a thing called Gamosuo.

"Gashi asked me to give it to you." Rong Anchen's father's voice was as generous as ever, half of his body was hidden in the shadows, which seemed unreal.

Rong Anchen's ears were buzzing, but he could hear what his father seemed to be saying intermittently, "You should have had enough fun in the past two years, Jia Shi has left, and you should be sensible."

Then, he thought that Kasha must have been forced away by his father.

But he saw the fine black hair in the package again.

Has Jiashi become a little monk again?

Rong Anchen's tears rolled down his face, but in the end none of them fell on those hairs.

He didn't ask why Jiashi left, even if he asked, there would be no answer at all. His father would only say that they shouldn't be together, and everyone seemed to be concerned about the relationship between him and Jiashi. It was imagined that he was mischievous when he was young.

Then, he became silent day by day, becoming the young master of the Rong family that everyone said knew his mistakes and became mature.

Time passed by little by little, and in the blink of an eye, the ten years that he thought was so difficult every day had just passed by like this.

The original pain that made it difficult for him to breathe seemed to have disappeared, Rong Anchen thought so, he always thought that his feelings for Jia Shi seemed to have passed through time, so it should be like that faded away.

But when he really saw the child that Ah Jing had always treasured, he felt dazed again for a moment.

It's so similar.

The Buddha nature in Jiashi is so strong and his appearance is so good-looking, even if he is around him every time, there is always a feeling that he will leave him at any time, and in the end, he really left.

That child was not very old, and seemed to be a few years younger than Ah Jing, but in front of that child, Ah Jing was completely like a vexatious child, which finally made him want to laugh.

After seeing the child and returning to Rong's house, Rong Anchen felt somewhat dazed.

The small house next to Rong's house is no longer there, and the house where Jia Shi lived before was also converted into a study later.

All about Jiashi, in the end, there is only the package he left for himself.

He didn't even have a picture of Kasha.

Only then did he realize how monotonous the two years he had been with Jiashi had been.

After that time, Rong Anchen originally thought that with Ah Jing's temperament, it might be difficult for him to see that child again, but he didn't expect that after less than a year, he would be in Ah Jing's See you again at home.

And beside the child, Jia Sha was still following him.

At that moment, Rong Anchen felt that everything that had been buried deep in his memory seemed to be revived again, and all emotions surged up in an instant, almost suffocating him.

But Jiashi acted as if he didn't know him at all, lowered his eyes and clapped his hands together, and didn't pay him any attention during the whole process.

For the first time in just ten years, Kasha was able to forget everything.

Rong Anchen could have restrained himself from asking him why, but the moment he saw that Jia Shi was about to go out, in the end, he still couldn't hold back.

In the end he lost.

"You've been gone for ten years." Rong Anchen tried his best to keep his voice steady, but he didn't know that his voice was trembling out of shape, "Is there nothing you want to tell me?"

Jia Shi turned around, bowed his head slightly, and looked humble and polite, "Benefactor, the poor monk's Dharma name is Yuanjue."

The corner of Rong Anchen's mouth twitched nervously, and he clenched his fist in his long sleeve tightly, resisting the choked-up sadness in his throat, and said with difficulty: "Yuanjue..."

"The six senses of monks are pure, and the precepts cannot be broken..." Jiashi's voice was calm, and it seemed that he was not explaining at all.

Rong Anchen smiled bitterly, "Breaking the precepts? You have already broken the precepts, and now you want to tell me that people in Buddhism should have pure six senses?"

Jia Shi just stood quietly in front of Rong Anchen, with a calm expression, and finally said: "Benefactor, the poor monk came to take back Kamosuo."

When these words came out, Rong Anchen felt a sense of relief in his heart.

"Okay, I'll give it to you." Rong Anchen took out the brocade box, which Rong Jingtang specially asked him to bring.

Inside the brocade box was a pair of things with pointed ends, simple and simple style, and a cylindrical shape in the middle that looked like a handrail, but everything from decoration to Chinese language was decorated with ancient Buddhist ornaments.

On the supposedly golden Gamosuo, there are patches of dark red traces starting from the two tips, which look like bloodstains carved over the years.

But the Buddhist treasure, from the moment it was taken out, a greater evil spirit emerged and rampaged in it, but it seemed like it was afraid of something, and it couldn't break free.

Rong Anchen held the Gamosuo tightly in one hand, and tears fell down on the bluestone floor in serious tears, "Give it back to you, everything you gave me, I will give it back to you."

At that moment, Jia Shi's outstretched hand seemed to tremble slightly, but it was only fleeting.

After taking Kamosuo, Kasha did not say another word, and after giving a salute, he turned around and left the door.

In the back, Rong Anchen stood alone in the middle of the lobby, facing the orange sunset without any warmth.

"Ah Jing." With a tired look on his face, Rong Anchen shuffled to the side seat and sat down, staring blankly at the ground.

Rong Jingtang had been sitting on the main seat since the beginning, and seeing Rong Anchen speak at this moment, he responded.

"He has really changed." Rong Anchen leaned his head back on the back of the chair, tears that had already brought some coolness returned to his eyes, and the irritating glasses became even hotter.

Rong Jingtang watched his tears fall down the corner of his eyes, then walked to his side and said: "Uncle, we can always pass."

Rong Anchen originally thought that the relationship between him and Jiashi might just pass away. From then on, Jiashi returned to Mount Putuo to spend his life, and he continued in the life he had been forced to get used to for a long time. It went on like this, but unexpectedly, Jiashi brought a baby in his arms just that night.

"This is Rong Jingtang's younger brother. After you get out, give this child to Jiang Rui." Rong Anchen guessed in his heart, but what was even more remote was that this child was the illegitimate child of Jia Shi and someone else.

But he didn't expect that as soon as he opened his mouth, he said something that made him feel bad.

"It's time to repay the debts I owed back then." Jia Shi chanted the Buddha's name, looked at Rong Anchen's dumbfounded expression, and for the first time, showed a strange but familiar smile in front of him, "Ah Chen, I I remember you."

Rong Anchen's arms tightened tightly, but he didn't say a word. He watched Jiashi shook his head in front of him again, pointed to his heart with one hand, and slowly, with a kind of The voice enough for him to hear said: "Here, there is no feeling anymore."

Jia Shi bid farewell to Rong Anchen for the last time, this time, he did not stop him from leaving.

After coming out of the backyard, Rong Anchen saw the peach blossoms that had been planted in the yard for an unknown number of years. The two graves under the tree were dug out by him and Ah Jing, who was silent. But it was very clean, and the peach petals fell down one after another, all falling on the shoulders of a boy under the tree.

"Jiang Rui." Rong Anchen took two steps forward with the child in his arms, but he didn't expect that the child had already stepped into the yard before him.

Jiang Rui looked a little surprised, but came forward to say hello, Rong Anchen didn't say anything more, just passed the child in his hand to him, and said, "Gashi told me to give this child to you..."

Sure enough, Jiang Rui already knew that the child in his arms was Ah Jing's younger brother, but they knew everything, but they were kept in the dark about everything.

Rong Anchen felt a little bored, but still smiled and said: "We owe this child too much, but there is nothing we can do."

After all, he still tied himself and Kasha's position together...

Just vaguely, looking at the small room under the tree, the reluctance in his heart rose little by little.

If ten years later, I never saw him again, maybe he really forgot.

But... I saw it again.

He could hear Jiang Rui's words clearly just now, the marriage knot in his fate was broken... That thread, even if he was self-indulgent, let him be regarded as Jia Sha for the time being.

Ten years later, he couldn't forget this feeling. When he met him again, a thought arose in his heart, how could he be able to heal himself.