slant [rebirth]

At the beginning, the master said that he was destined to die one day, and this calamity should not have happened, but because of another person who should not have appeared, it caused a total chaos.

When he was 13 years old, he went down the mountain with his master and only brought some dry food.

In his impression, they had already changed many places to live, because the master wanted to escape the disaster he hit, but obviously, they couldn't do it.

Wherever they ended up moving, that place was bound to suffer until the mountain below Putuo Temple collapsed.

The consequence of the collapse of the mountain was that the temple was completely destroyed, and the master and apprentice, who were not well-to-do, had no choice but to go down the mountain. At that time, he was ignorant, and he didn't know that the master's words were like a warning to him. words, what does it mean.

"Gash, you should have this calamity by fate. Since you can't avoid it, just accept it." The master was wearing a blue monk's robe that day, and led him into a small room, and they stayed there afterwards. .

Jia Shi probably knew vaguely that the calamity he hit was related to one person, and his master had told him more than once not to be emotional, and once he became emotional, the inexplicable calamity would be drawn out automatically.

He was only 13 years old and didn't understand at all, so after the heartbeat that the master said really appeared, he was a little flustered.

The child named Rong Anchen broke into his sight so abruptly, he didn't understand anything, he dressed up like a golden doll every day, and played around with his inseparable little nephew all day long, but even so , He also felt his heart beating a little faster.

But at this time, the master always stood in front of the window and watched them quietly with a string of beads in his hand.

It was probably when he was 15 years old, and when Rong Anchen was 13 years old, in order to bid farewell to Rong Jingtang, he finally couldn't bear the child's pitiful request, and agreed to him to play the role of the house wine, even though he knew that the master would punish him, but At that time, whenever the child's lips were softly attached to his face, he felt that even if he was asked to copy Buddhist scriptures for another three days, he would be willing.

Another big event happened to the Rong family that day.

The master seemed to know it a long time ago, so he asked him to take the child into the room that afternoon, and asked himself to guard him all the time, not allowing him to go out.

That night, Rong Anchen, who was supposed to be sound asleep, was awakened by the screams of flames coming from the Rong family mansion. In the end, he just hugged his knees and asked him if he knew it from the beginning.

On the second day, Ah Chen's parents took him away, and the child, who had kept his eyes wide open all night and hadn't fallen asleep, was already tired and fell asleep soundly on his parents' shoulders.

He followed behind the master, watching the two pass a dark yellow thing to the master, saying that it was the Kamosuo handed down by the Rong family, and after that, the master said that his time was approaching, and he had to finish it in the end. a few things.

Everyone thought that the master should have left, but they didn't expect that that night, the master stood at the back door of the small courtyard and gave him the Gamosuo again.

"Ah Shi, the only use of Kamosuo is to get rid of one's emotions and desires." The master's originally rosy cheeks have become extremely pale, and his body is rickety. In a trance, Kamosuo seems to know something, but he can't help it. I can only hold Kamosuo tightly and look at the master quietly, "I am running out of time. One day, if you make up your mind, change your name to Yuanjue... go to Mount Putuo."

After finishing speaking, the master walked away with trembling steps.

Jiashi knew that all monks with profound morality would find a place for themselves before they died, and sit in that place as their own cemetery.

Afterwards, he was accepted into the Rong family and enjoyed the same treatment as Rong Anchen, even better than him. He always kept in mind that of course what the master told him, he always thought that the death robbery , all aimed at themselves.

So, facing the fact that Rong Anchen said he liked him on his birthday night, he thought about it for a long time, but in the end he couldn't resist the longing in his heart, so he said yes.

If one day, the doom is fulfilled, then it might not be a bad thing for him to find an unknown place to live in seclusion, or to sit in that place.

Ah, before leaving, maybe he can also use Gamosuo to take back all of Chen's feelings for him, so that it won't make him sad.

Jia Shi planned very well, but in the end he forgot one thing, the death kalpa is mutual.

After figuring out one thing, Jia Shi's love for Rong Anchen increased day by day, but in the end he never took a step that he shouldn't have taken.

Until that day, the child brought him a cup of drugged tea.

He hesitated for a long time, whether he should take him, but in the end, looking at the child's disappointed face, he finally couldn't restrain his desire.

But since then, Rong Anchen's health has deteriorated day by day, and in the dark, he remembered the package that his master once gave him.

Inside was a razor, a stack of notes, and Gamso.

On that note, it was clearly written that life is life support. The children of the head of the Rong family have been born as twins since ancient times. One will grow naturally with the sun, and the other will be the eldest son with the yin to avoid all disasters.

But the Rong family of this generation is completely opposite.

According to what his master said, he dug out the child who had been buried under the grave for several years but did not die, and handed it to an illiterate family.

After breaking the precepts once, it seemed that breaking the precepts was no longer so important. He told the family that the child was the reincarnation of the Buddha and needed to be raised in the human world for 18 years before he could reach adulthood.

Afterwards, he went back to Rong Zhai, and according to the above master's instructions, he used Gamosuo to open the heart, took out the heart blood, and fed Gamosuo, the medium, every day.

Rong Anchen's body is recovering day by day, but he is getting weaker and weaker, and his exhausted body can no longer support daily blood collection. Therefore, he thought, after spending his last birthday with Ah Chen, Just leave him according to the original plan and find a place where no one knows to sit down, which is considered good.

However, contrary to expectations, Kamasuo, as a sacred object of the Buddhist family, has undergone unknown changes in the centuries passed down by the Rong family. Therefore, Kamasuo, who Kasha always thought would take his own life, took it away. Rong Anchen's.

In desperation, he had no choice but to exchange the yin and yang poles, taking his own emotions and six desires, and giving Ah Chen's life back.

After the use of Gamosuo, there are still seven days before the attack occurs.

That night, he looked for Ah Chen's father with his exhausted body, handed him the manuscript he had written overnight, asked for a photo of Ah Chen, and planned to go back to the mountain, changing his name to Yuanjue, and often accompanied the ancient Buddha. But for life.

Before leaving, he was still afraid that one day he could not bear the longing in his heart to use Gamosuo, so he shaved his hair and left Gamosuo to Ah Chen.

Before leaving, facing Ah Chen's father's heavy gaze, he calmly said something that made his heart bleed, "Let him think that I don't want him anymore. Let him play for two years, and he will be fine." That’s right.”

People's feelings are always so fragile. At that time, he thought that what Chen meant to him might be forgotten in a few years, and then according to the fate he should have, he would marry a wife, have a birthday, and live in harmony for the rest of his life.

Kama seven days, during these seven days, he felt every moment that it was impossible for him to forget the child, and even during those seven days, he carved his name all over his house and hung his photo On the roof, afraid that he had forgotten him.

But when the seven days were up, he fell asleep inexplicably. After waking up, he looked at the familiar names all over the room, but he had no more complicated thoughts in his mind.

That day, he probably left himself a last escape route. In the secret box, he put a note that said, as long as Ah Chen went up the mountain, he asked him to go back to Kamosuo.

After all, he was unwilling and reluctant.

It's a pity that ten years have passed in the blink of an eye, but Ah Chen has not come to Mount Putuo.

When the kid named Jiang Rui came, the hint in his memory was activated, he picked up the note, and he should have ignored it, but for some reason, he firmly remembered it.

Returning to the Rong family's mansion, he naturally saw the child in his memory.

After ten years of separation, his appearance has become more mature and stable, and the indifferent temperament on his body also makes people feel comfortable from the bottom of their hearts.

Jia Shi admired him, and always felt that there seemed to be a lot missing, but in the end, it was just like this, and there was no more feeling.

He heard the man asking him sadly, if he had something to say after ten years.

He said a bunch of unnecessary excuses and nonsense, and finally said that he came this time to take back Kamosuo.

Hearing that the man gave you back every sentence, everything back to you, his outstretched hand trembled inexplicably, but he didn't know why. In the end, he just held the warm tentacles of Gamosuo, turned around and went back to the room prepared for him. .

That night, he went back to that family again, brought back the child in his memory, and, consciously or not, asked Rong Anchen to hand it over to Jiang Rui.

Seeing the expressionless expression on that person's face, he suddenly felt an unknown fire in his heart, as if he was not willing to be put aside by him like this, and he was not willing to be forgotten by him like this, so he looked at the man with a dumbfounded look on his face. For the first time, he showed his first smiling face in ten years, and he said slowly, "Ah Chen, I remember you."

But when he looked at the man's panicked expression for a moment, he suddenly became happy, pointed to his heart, and said in an extremely slow tone: "But here, there is no feeling anymore. "

Afterwards, he silently made a decision, took one last look at the man's face whose expression was obscured by the broken hair, turned and went back to his room.

That day, he thought he could remember him, but when he saw him, he still forgot what should be forgotten.

The master said that day that I was the catastrophe of his fate. If he wanted to live, he had to go back to Mount Putuo and cut off all contact with him.

He doesn't believe in evil, so on that day, she still had a relationship with him. He doesn't believe in evil, and would rather use Rong Jingtang's younger brother who is less than one year old as a furnace to raise him, and never want to leave.

However, every step of the way is more wrong, after all, it is harming others and oneself.

Ten years later, he still went down the mountain. This inexplicable catastrophe... Is he really unwilling.