My three roommates are not human

I looked at him quietly, and he seemed to be terminating his own life without being touched, which made me realize that his suicide was not a sudden impulse or an accident, but a long-term buried in his heart a mine.

At this moment, the landmine was violently exploding, slowly splashing out with his flesh and blood.

He opened his eyes and calmly watched the blood flow out of his hands, polluting the originally pure water source.

Suicide by cutting the pulse has always been one of the hardest and most painful ways to die.One is because it takes too long, and the deceased often changes his mind suddenly at the end, realizing that there are still things he is nostalgic for in the world, and the other is that it takes too long to make people suffer. Therefore, those who choose it, either look at it I have watched too many TV series, mistakenly thinking that this kind of death is easy, or it needs to experience the long pain firsthand.

Deng Qi in this world is the kind of sad person who needs to use pain to prove the meaning.

It's a pity that until the end, he didn't usher in the meaning he wanted.

The time is too long, I can't really accompany Deng Qi for a few hours, so I skipped the time and came to the end of him.

I saw his face gradually pale, his eyes became dull, and at the end, he suddenly stretched out his hands into the sky, as if he was praying for something.

Coming soon, coming soon!I didn't care to pay attention to his pain, I widened my eyes, and tried my best to press back the pity in my heart because of the same skin as Deng Qi, and then carefully observed his physical body.

This is very important to me.

Sure enough, after a while, the transparent things I was familiar with began to faintly drift away, and at the same time, the focus in his eyes seemed to loosen a bit.

I bet right!

This verifies one of my ideas - when a person dies, the soul does not disappear directly at the moment when the body disappears, but first leaves the body and then dissipates - that is to say, in the few seconds when the person just died, That's the time I can buy.

At the last moment of Deng Qi, I showed my real body, slowly attached to his side, and gave him a hug.I could feel his limp body trembling suddenly at that moment, and then there was eternal silence.When I moved away, I saw a slight smile on the corner of his mouth.

His soul was different from mine, he was unconscious, it floated foolishly in the air for about three seconds, and then dissipated immediately.

But even for those three seconds, I could clearly see his smile.

He found his meaning, and his death had meaning.

Deng Qi in this world has answered many doubts for me, such as how long the human soul can be out of the shell, whether the human soul has its own consciousness, etc., but he still can't answer the most important and essential questions I care about. .

There is no doubt that when I came here, I also destroyed the content of this "book", so why, when I came to the later point in time, Xiaoshou would directly tell me that Deng Qi died laughing ?

Was it because I came here that he died laughing; or was it because he died laughing that I was destined to come here?

Between the two, who is the cause and who is the effect?

I have done so many things before, who is the cause and who is the effect?

These things are intertwined again, no beginning and no end, drumming my head.What is it that is quietly driving our lives without us noticing?

Is it really a book?Is it really an outline?Is that really all there is to it?

I sighed, swallowed the question back to my stomach, and almost dragged and dragged, trying to lift up Deng Qi's body.After crossing two worlds, I returned to the previous world.

As soon as I entered, I felt mama's monstrous anger. Of course, this is understandable, after all, I really lied to him.However, before his anger swept over me, I asked in advance: "Although I did hide something from you, but... is there any risk?"

The other side was taken aback, as if he didn't expect that I could defend myself so cheekily.

"Did I violate the rules? No." I plausibly said, "It is precisely because I kept it from you that I let you enjoy the feeling of fear."

"How long has it been since you experienced such an exciting feeling?"

It seemed that what I said made sense, and the voice hanging above my head gradually dissipated.

I let out a breath, contrary to the proficiency I showed, in fact, every action I take is extremely risky, and even I myself cannot be 100% sure to save my life.

Walking on the tightrope for too long, there is a possibility of falling every second, but I am not so afraid.

...Of course, it may have something to do with the power I have now.

I can feel that as time goes on and the power builds up, my empathy as a "human" becomes less and less.In the past, even as an ordinary roommate, letting me watch Deng Qi's death would be a painful punishment.

But now, when I look at the person exactly like Deng Qi, there is no fluctuation at all.

Is this what Mama experienced... He clearly knows that as a human being, he shouldn't be so indifferent, but no matter what he sees, his heart is calm.It's no wonder that he has to work hard to create stories to make up for his vacant heart.

Thinking of this, I slowly switched to... the time I had planned.

That is, in this villa, the moment Deng Qi died.

In order to ensure that I could arrive before his soul dissipated, I had to witness Deng Qi's death again.This time, I was able to overlook the tragedy from a high-altitude, objective perspective.

I saw myself almost collapsed, and Deng Qi's lips raised unconsciously in despair. At this time, I suddenly thought of this-at this time, is he lying to me, or... Really? Expected, I will come back to save him?

Blood gushed out from below, and more and more blood spurted out, like a blood-red fountain, covering my eyes.I saw myself standing there in despair, tearing my hair, and screaming helplessly.

It's amazing... He didn't know that at this moment, his future self was hanging high above his head, overlooking everything like a god.He is so sad, but he doesn't know that his sadness at this moment has become the only way he must pass in the future.

He didn't know that the eyes gathered on him at this moment were not only Deng Qi's pair... Wait? !

With one tenth of my power, I have become so sensitive that when an eye falls on me, I feel it instantly.

Just now, at the moment that made my hair stand on end, someone definitely cast their eyes on me.

It can't be those two people on the ground, then...

I suddenly realized my arrogance. Since I can be high above them, as a latecomer, the omniscient overlooks them, so, correspondingly, why can’t my latecomers look at me like this?

I'm just a me in the time chain, not a real god.

Later... me, huh?

Thoughtful, I took out my phone from my pocket, typed a few words, and sent them.

The matter below has entered the final stage. I watched the "I" below holding Deng Qi's heart in his palm, crying and carrying out the last step, and I only felt that he was very noisy.

This is my natural sprouting emotion, but my reason tells me that there is something very wrong with me like this.Even if I'm not sad about it, I shouldn't think it's noisy.

I have to complete this task quickly, rescue Deng Qi, return my strength, and restore myself to my original appearance.

However, a seductive voice began to appear in my heart—to be precise, I knew that this voice was myself.

I was telling myself, wouldn't it make my life more comfortable to maintain this unattainable posture?

I can get away from all troublesome things, even if someone dies in front of me, I can still feel noisy from the bottom of my heart.Since then, there is nothing in the world that can hurt me anymore, and there is no "unknown" that can scare me anymore.

Because I am that unknown myself.

...!

I pinched my palm desperately, and found that I was in a wrong state again—maybe, mama showed great hesitation when lending me strength, and it was also related to this.

It is really too difficult for ordinary human beings to control this power—even now, I can't be counted as an ordinary human being.

There were still loud cries underneath, the "I" closed his eyes tightly, and made the movements of his hands recklessly, as if he thought that he could deceive himself by doing so, making him think that the murder in front of him had nothing to do with him.But I know that this nightmare will haunt his dreamland forever, until he comes here today to repay someone else's kindness.

Three, two, one—

I calmly counted the numbers and watched the "I" below slowly disappear into this space. Before he finally disappeared, I clearly heard Deng Qi say this sentence "If, after you go out If you find out that what I guessed is true, that’s good.”

ha?

I yelled out almost unbelievably, anyway, the sound of blood and pain filled everyone's ears, and everyone was out of control, even if I yelled from above, no one would notice .

I didn't expect that last sentence... to be forgotten by me.

I did know that I might have forgotten something under Deng Qi's intentional operation, but I really didn't expect that what this guy made me forget was that he really didn't know that he would not die.

Now... I can feel that I am no longer a "person" and I no longer have sadness in my heart, but there are indeed great emotions sweeping me.

Now, I am 100% going to save you.

I carried the body of "Deng Qi" and slowly descended from above. Mama said that this is the key point that even ta can't resurrect a person. Ta didn't expect that there is really a second body in the world that can accommodate the same soul.

"I" disappeared.

The blood fountain underneath is still surging, and I know that the disappearance of that "I" means that Deng Qi's physical body has completely disappeared, so now I can confidently and boldly show my original shape.

one second.

Deng Qi's soul was not seen.

No, it's impossible. Could it be that I made a mistake in my judgment? !But no matter how Deng Qi's form changes, his essence is still an old human being, and the body of the old human being is the soul. This is an impossible fact to change.

two seconds.

I dragged this body and began to search for the trace of Deng Qi's soul.I suddenly realized that I might have wasted a certain amount of time-Deng Qi scattered his body in the entire living room, one piece here, so I can't take it for granted that the place where he made his last sound is the last place of his soul. where will appear.

Two and a half seconds.

I told myself I don't need to panic.I am no longer a human being, even if I make a mistake this time, I can still go back in time and go back to the time when Deng Qi just started to blew himself up.

...But this is not what I mean.

I finally heard my inner voice, I don't want to, even if I could do it all over again, I don't want to.

I don't want to see Deng Qi repeatedly die in front of me, I don't want to travel through time and space repeatedly, I don't want... I don't want to be a god.

I felt my will finally overwhelm that magical force, and it made me feel stronger.

three seconds.

--I saw!