My three roommates are not human

Can I, a person with amnesia, really be regarded as trapped in reincarnation?

The despair in reincarnation should be the despair of being forced to clear the traces of life and start anew every day, knowing everything that happened to oneself.

But I am not, all my despair comes from my own imagination.In fact, I only have a memory of one day. I just wake up every day, experience some innocuous things, and then go back to sleep and lose my memory.

I was not walking with a heavy memory at all, nor was I in a dire situation of despair.

But only Deng Qi met this standard.

He is, standard, trapped in this hopeless situation.

And the only companion, but also to meet him in battle.

All of a sudden, apologetic, suddenly realized, remorse, distressed, all kinds of emotions hit my heart.I didn't have the mind to pay attention to everything around me, and my breathing was so fast that I almost hyperventilated.

I was thinking, what have I done? !You, me, why on earth do we do these things, why can't we just sit down and have a chat? !Why do you have to carry everything by yourself, why just refuse to tell me the truth? !

While being excited, I have to guard against the intrusion of world consciousness—it is really pervasive. Whenever I get a little emotionally excited, I will find that I unknowingly have an extra share of the person who excited me. Killing intent, even though I know this is imposed on me by this world, but subjectively, this killing intent will still boil in my heart.

Just like now, I know that the excitement I feel towards Deng Qi at this moment is nine points of moving and one point of complaints, but under the coordination of the will of the world, it immediately becomes nine points of killing intent and one point of complaints.My whole person seems to be divided into two halves, one half is the rational me, who knows what kind of feelings I should have, and the other half of me has been completely reduced to the lackey of the world's will, and I will do whatever it wants me to do.

I let out a long breath, and tried my best not to pay too much attention to the controlled half, and at the same time strengthen my personal consciousness——I am Xia Ze!I have my own feelings!I can do whatever I want!I think, I think...

I suddenly became confused, as if I lost my memory for a moment, and the voice that suddenly appeared in my mind seemed to be what I wanted to say in my heart.

Oh, yes, I think... kill Deng Qi - that's weird! !

Once again I was almost fooled by world consciousness.

I bit my lower lip hard, only the pain could bring back my sense of self.I am now like a drowning person, soaked in water most of the time, my mind is buzzing dimly, when I finally take a breath of air, of course it is what the air says, and I will do what it says.

Deng Qi helped "me" to protect myself. When I saw my face, I couldn't help but think of the words "believe in yourself", and then I would wake up. But when I face Deng Qi, or have feelings for Deng Qi When emotions fluctuate, there is no such protection.

No matter what my fluctuations are, it doesn't matter if they are love, hate, gratitude, or sympathy, they will be secretly transformed by the consciousness of this world in the end, and become thick killing intent.

No, no, I can't stay here any longer.I bit my lower lip again, and stuck my fingers deep into my flesh, trying to wake myself up.

I think that Deng Qi may even have predicted everything that is happening in my mind now.

It is precisely because I gradually understand everything now that I have strong emotional fluctuations towards him.And the world consciousness will take advantage of the east wind of this emotional fluctuation, and hand me the murder knife without anyone noticing—and this is exactly what Deng Qi wanted.

He wasn't prepared to bring himself back alive at all.

……Wait a moment.

A small candle was lit in my head, gradually illuminating my messy thought world.

Although, my coming here shows that Deng Qi's plan has succeeded.

However, I came here, doesn't it also mean... have I succeeded?

Tonight's "sudden enlightenment" wave after wave, as if it would never stop.My dying fish was swept back into the lake by the tide again.

Obviously, I was sent here by that Deng Qi on the instant timeline—except for him, no one else in that world has such power.

Now I have 51% of the power, only 51%, already too strong, the five senses seem to be connected to this world, if I can have 100% of the power, then I believe that reversing time is not a big problem—— In this outrageous world, the owner of the world is an absolute dictator who can dictate everything, including time.

Deng Qi sent me here to let me kill the current "he" from the past.A "he" is connected to all of them, as long as one of them is killed, the rest will all disappear.

But since I can come back and be sent back by him in the future, it means that the "he" in the past on this current timeline was not killed by me, and lived on until he became the future he.

What I have come to is the past that has not been rewritten.

I have always wanted to believe that the "me" at this moment is the most important me in my life, but this kind of thinking is always slapped in the face by reality.I am not only an ordinary one among thousands of people, but also an ordinary one among thousands of selves on the timeline.But at this moment, for the first time, reality handed this dazzling crown to my hand.

I am the first "me" here.This time, I am really special.

Once it starts to reply, time will become a Möbius loop, and we will never know where its beginning and end are, nor whether it has a beginning and an end.This magical belt keeps moving forward, piercing through countless silent hours.

In places we can't see, we at every point in time have been living well and working hard. They will converge into the final us, but they are not the final us, or in other words, there is no final us at all. us.

Every "me" is the newest me.

Regardless of whether this timeline will change in the end, but at my point in time, nothing has happened.

I still have infinite possibilities, I can change...or keep the status quo.

I can still, through my own efforts, get a future where...Deng Qi survives.

He and I can coexist, because, because that's what the future says!I am the one who came back from the future!I know the future!

I can do it!

Thinking of this, I spread my legs and ran out amidst the exclamation of "I" behind me.I heard the sound of him chasing, but it doesn't matter, as long as he is not allowed to have direct contact with me, neither of us will be in danger-and if I continue to stay in the kitchen, will the injured Deng Qi be alive? Dangerous, it's hard to say.

He has sacrificed so much for me, and now I should take a little risk to meet myself.

I'm not the kind of person who doesn't reciprocate.

...Moreover, the current relationship and feelings between me and Deng Qi really cannot be summed up in a word of "kindness".

I strode outside and suddenly heard a faint voice - it was the injured Deng Qi!He finally opened up and started talking to me, taking advantage of the fact that I could hear my heart now.

"You... you run as fast, you will be chased," his voice was weak, and after I took away most of his strength, repairing his body must have become a big problem, "little Ze, when you run to the middle of the living room, stop and say in your heart, go to coordinate b."

what? !