My three roommates are not human

"Well, I understand what you mean." Deng Qi's voice sounded very brisk, and there was no surprise, surprise, fear, or panic in my imagination.

"I know, you want to say that this rule probably already existed in this world—you have to kill the previous world owner before you can leave this world."

"After the will of the world takes over the world, it may still not be able to break the previous rules. Therefore, it created a 'person' who can be sacrificed and will use his death to pave the way for you."

"In order for this person to pave the way for you willingly, the will of the world implanted false memories in him, making him think that he and you have been lovers for more than two years."

"Perhaps, in order to make this plan more complete, the will of the world has also brainwashed you to a certain extent, causing you to lose your memory every day, but the poor created person thought that all of this was his plan. "

"As for those three men, maybe they are his boyfriends in reality, or people who like him—after all, it is not strange for a person to have three boyfriends in this world, but is it strange in the outside world? , but it’s hard to say.”

His tone was so relaxed and confident that I was so engrossed in it that I didn't feel that the "poor created man" in his mouth was himself, and he even said "um" several times softly.

It wasn't until I absorbed all the information and completely digested it that I suddenly realized that Deng Qi's reaction was not right. He didn't stop the car and let out a loud "ah?"

No, no, when I first realized that my memory and even my subconscious mind might be manipulated by others, I felt very confused, and soon, this confusion turned into deep fear—— There is nothing in the world that can scare people more than questioning their own existence.

But Deng Qi...? !

He was so calm and relaxed that he could even sort out all this for me with a slightly teasing tone, help me expand the content I didn't think of, and speculate on the remaining possibilities—even those three who might "replace" him in the real world Anyone who exists can easily speak out.

I looked at Deng Qi in surprise: "...you?"

He looked at me, and at this moment, I confirmed that his eyes were calm and unwavering.

"Well, Ozawa, think about it carefully, I am someone who has been sober in this world for several years."

I was taken aback, indeed... the possibilities that I could think of in a few years may be much more than those of a person like me who has only been awake for a few hours.

"As long as I'm awake, or rather, since I've been activated, I've never stopped thinking."

Now that he doesn't lie to me, his whole body is much more relaxed, and even the rattan is flying unconsciously.

"Over the years, I've been thinking about which one is the correct truth."

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...Which one?

He nodded his jaw.

"Yes, even if you suddenly realize it now, you feel as if you have discovered some secret, and you think I am crazy, but in fact, this is just one of thousands of possibilities."

"Do you know how many possibilities I have thought of?"

"You're crazy, I'm not crazy, that's one thing; I'm crazy, you're not crazy, that's one thing; we're both crazy, that's one thing; we're not crazy, it's all just the will of the world Tricking us into doubting each other is also a kind; I don't exist, you exist, this is a kind; you don't exist, I exist..."

I was dumbfounded when I heard it, and I was like a dog that had been demoted, and I could only listen to him "hahahahaha".

Following Deng Qi's narration, I just felt that my head had been opened, and then I realized that the "sudden enlightenment" I thought was just one of the possibilities in the eyes of others.

These possibilities are as diverse as the sequences on DNA, and each has its own independence, each of which can be deeply thought about.I can't imagine how many possibilities Deng Qi has thought about in these years, alone and desperately.

"...these are the possibilities that I can think of at the moment." After a few minutes, Deng Qi finally listed these possible things, "but maybe tomorrow, I will come up with new possibilities. "

"The most amazing thing is that we will find that every possibility has its own plausible part and unjustifiable part."

"As you have contradicted my statement before, there are many things in the 'you are crazy, I am not crazy' statement that I stated to you, and it does not stand up."

"And the 'we're all crazy' statement you just made can also be concluded with a question."

"It's fine if the will of the world wants to kill me, but why did your three juniors in reality want to kill me?"

I was dumbfounded, and I found that I really couldn't answer it. All the thinking that I thought was rigorous was actually not rigorous.All the ideas I thought were fresh are actually Deng Qi's old path.

During the years of being trapped in this world, he has always doubted me, the world, and himself in this way.The most frightening thing is that he maintained absolute calm, and under the circumstances of this suspicious nature, he made careful calculations.

Now I think...he can't be crazy.

"But, but," I suddenly felt a burst of anger, "but why didn't you tell me?! Why did you hide everything and only show me the tip of the iceberg?!"

"Even trying to convince me that it's the truth?!"

I couldn't help but feel scared for a while, but fortunately I thought a little bit more, if I didn't think about those doubts and just let it exist by itself, then the current situation might be completely different.

"Because it doesn't make sense."

Deng Qi's answer made me furious, why is it meaningless? !This is the truth, is this the truth? ? ! ! !

How could the truth be meaningless? !

"As I told you, it would be great if you could keep knowing nothing." Deng Qi sighed.

"There are so many possibilities here, each of which is confusing our eyes from the truth."

"But no matter what, no matter what the process is, no matter what the truth is, there is only one certain thing that will not change."

Deng Qi looked at me seriously, and I suddenly felt my heart tighten, and as expected, he said it out.

"The only way to get out of this world will not change—or, until now, this way has become my only tool to prove my innocence."

When he looked at me, there seemed to be whirlpools in his eyes. I was deeply attracted by his eyes, and my mind was only filled with what he said.

"Actually, I'm a selfish person. To you, the truth is very important. But to me, it doesn't matter what the truth is."

"All I want is for you to live, and to go out with you with memories."

"No matter what the truth is, the only way out is - kill me."

His eyes grew deeper.

"Do you know the consequences of pursuing the truth all the time?"

I shook my head.

"We will always question our existence, our memory, and we will remain skeptical about everything, which will easily lead to the result of everything falling apart-maybe we are not crazy, but we are constantly thinking Turned into a lunatic."

"If we really pursue the truth, how do we know that we are not the ones who were thrust into this world just a second ago and suddenly implanted with previous memories?"

"I was standing here with you a second ago, or is it just a memory of 'I was standing here just now'?"

I was left speechless.

"It's useless to pursue the truth in this world, because we can't justify even the most basic thing - our own existence."

"And after you go out, recover your memory, see the outside world, and confirm whether those three people exist or not, you will naturally know who the truth is."

His mouth parted and he gave me a huge grin.

"Please, prove my existence for me."

He clearly smiled, but my heart was half cold.

He said... not bad at all.