old farewell

"Lei Yaohui, let's start over."

I don't know how many times He Baorong said this to me. "It's better to start over" is He Baorong's mantra. These words are very lethal to me. I have been with him for a long time, and we have separated in the middle, but every time I hear him say that, I will always walk with him again. With a fresh start we leave Hong Kong.

The two walked to Argentina.When I first arrived in Argentina, I didn't even know the place.One day He Baorong bought a desk lamp.I feel very beautiful.The two wanted to find the waterfall on the lamp.It was hard to find the name of the place.I thought about returning to Hong Kong after going to the waterfall, but got lost.He said to me that I hope to stand under the waterfall.I know he has always been a willful person, so when he said that he was going to find the waterfall, my answer was to pack my luggage and go crazy with him.

I think that looking for a waterfall is like looking for our happiness. The process is tortuous, but there will always be a day when we arrive. Perhaps standing under the waterfall, we will better understand what travel brings us.He and I are not considered very rich people, but it didn't take long for us to drive that broken car and start our search.I also often have quarrels with him.His temper is that after the novelty wears off, even the things he likes before will become very impatient, and even lose his temper.

And my temper is very dull and meek, so every quarrel can't be counted as a quarrel. Usually he loses his temper at me who is silent, and then leaves me with a back view, because he knows , I will wait for him to come back.

On the second day after arriving in Argentina, our car broke down halfway, and he kicked the broken car in disgust. He didn't like this car very early, because of this car, as well as us and the feasting and feasting in the car. Big cities seem so out of place.When he stabilized his temper, he got out of the car. I didn't know what he was going to do, so I waited quietly in the car.

When he came back, his expression was not good, he glanced at me and said: "This road does not reach the waterfall, we are going the wrong way."

Oh, it turned out that I was unhappy because of this.I didn't speak.Seeing that I was leading the wrong way without saying a word, he leaned on the back pillow impatiently and smoked.I felt a sudden irritability in my heart, and silently went down to push the cart so that he could start.Neither of us spoke the whole way, and the dull atmosphere spread between me and him until it completely swallowed us.He braked suddenly, opened the car door and left without hesitation.

I leaned on the car and asked him, "Hey, where are you going?"

He didn't answer, and then I watched him walk away and disappear.He Baorong has always been such a person, he never wronged himself.When he is unhappy, he ignores everyone and just does what he wants to do according to his own wishes. Sometimes I really hate his temperament, and sometimes I feel envious, because his life is not so tiring.

I stood still, not because I thought he would come back, but because I didn't know where to go.When I was sure he wouldn't be coming back, I left our rental house in Argentina.I never figured out where I went that day.I just remember him saying that the days together were so boring.It's better to separate and have a chance to start again.

His restart can have two meanings.Maybe what he said was the worst meaning. For a long time, I haven't seen him again.