old farewell

It is not easy to find a job in Argentina, so you can see many people living here fighting for a job that can barely survive on the street, but there are relatively few Chinese among them.After we separated from him, I came to Buenos Aires and worked as a receptionist in a tango bar.There are also a few groups of Taiwanese guests every night, so I am mixed in with a bunch of humble people, numbly and vigorously drawing a smiling face to win over the guests.

I think the saying that things are impermanent is true - I never thought I would see Ho Po Wing in this situation.He got out of the car with a foreigner who seemed to be quite rich.I don't know if it's a luxury car, but compared to the abandoned little broken car we saved up to buy, I can only look at him more numbly.

There is an extra earring on his earlobe, which makes him look more like a bohemian and decadent youth.He didn't care about the number of people, and tried his best to coax the foreigners to stick to his lips.He Baorong is a very attractive man, it seems that every time I look at him, I think he looks better.There is always a sense of flirtatiousness in her body, but it will not be obtrusive and annoying. On the contrary, it will make a man have the desire to conquer his wildness.The surroundings were still noisy, he was pushed into the bar by being surrounded in the middle, in front of me.

For the first time, I knew that my sense of existence was really that weak.

The blurred and dim lights covered the bar, and the deafening DJ aroused people's desires. Men and women on the dance floor frantically twisted their waists and buttocks, and every inch of skin clamored for a little closer, and a little more.In this night of sinful depravity, unbridled desires can be unleashed.It turns out that this kind of depravity and indulgence does not respect national boundaries.

I stood outside the window like a husband caught in bed and watched his fiery lip fight with the foreigner.I really don’t understand, I know it’s not fun to see it, but I can’t help but want to prove it, and I keep guessing whether he saw me and accompanied him to this strange country.In the early hours of the morning, he was sitting in that luxury car, smoking a cigarette so temptingly that he committed a crime, but I was only so close to him, but I couldn’t walk over bravely, grabbed him by the collar and yelled viciously. He: If you dare to make such a fuss again, let's see how I deal with you.

I watched him leave again, he was in the car, I saw him turn his head slightly.I think he must have seen me as weak and embarrassed.And the strange thing is that when I met He Baorong again this time, I never thought about starting over with him, I just wanted to go back to Hong Kong.Maybe it's because I'm tired.

It was very late when I returned to the rental house, and I didn't understand what was going on with the irritability and a little bit of grievance in my heart.Desperately flushing my face with cold water, I thought that the emotions on my face had been washed away, but I still saw the weak face in the mirror that was exactly like mine.The mirror became a victim of my anger again, and I was even more distorted in the shattered glass.

Man is a very strange animal. Although he is sad, lost and uneasy, he will still go down day by day. I am just a layman.After venting, the only thing I felt was hunger.I went downstairs and bought cheap food that I am used to eating.Before I had eaten two bites, I saw the landlord coming towards me: "Hey, there is your phone, and it keeps ringing."

I can't deny that I was very excited when I first heard my call. At such a moment, I would be very happy no matter who called.I have a feeling that it will be He Baorong's call, and sure enough.He didn't seem well at all on the phone, even his voice became hoarse.

I have always felt sorry for him, and the picture of him with an aggrieved face but no one cherishes it immediately appeared in my mind. I have been with him for many years, even though I have made up my mind this time that there will be no more entanglements, but I still can't help worrying about him.Thinking about it, I feel very unwilling. Why should he leave when he wants to, divide when he wants, and I must appear by his side when he needs it. What makes me even more aggrieved is that I understand this but I still don’t way to reject him.After thinking about it again and again, I didn't go.I don't want to ruin myself like this.