I don't like you anyway

Chen Shang seemed to be a different person.The more he remained silent, the more frightened Su Mingqian became.

The silver curtain completely blocked the light of the day, and the air began to become more beautiful. Su Mingqian's eyes seemed to return to the first night.

That night was as dark as it is now.

Su Mingqian was gently placed on the mattress and treated tenderly all night.

Su Mingqian doesn't understand if all the men in the world are gentle in bed.

Otherwise, why is Qiao Qi so gentle and Chen Shangxu is even more gentle?

Su Mingqian liked this kind of tenderness to death.He is a person who cannot refuse tenderness, he is addicted to this feeling and cannot extricate himself.

Maybe this has something to do with his lack of love since he was a child.

He was born in a reorganized family. His mother was a compassionate stepmother, and she was always filial in front of his elder brother. When he came to him, she was strict and absolute, and made all kinds of mistakes.When he was in elementary school, Su Mingqian showed his mother the 80 points he got in his math test, and his mother tore up his test paper in half in front of him.

My mother smiled and said: "I saw a 100-point test paper today. Your brother got 100 points in the math test in the first grade of junior high school. He was so good in the first grade of junior high school. You are only in the fifth grade. Why did you show me this kind of rubbish?" ?”

Su Mingqian didn't understand why his test paper was garbage.Now that he has grown up, he understands that what his mother is talking about is not his test paper, but himself.

He was born in an excellent and successful family, and his mediocrity and even failure are incompatible with this family.

He began to become rebellious and self-willed.Since he can't fit into this seemingly peaceful family, he must break it.

When he gradually became willful, he met Chen Shangxu.He belonged to the same category as his brother, someone who stood under the light from birth.

As soon as Su Mingqian saw him, he felt the shadow under his feet getting bigger and bigger, as if he was standing alone in the darkness.

He instinctively rejected Chen Shangxu, and also instinctively envied Chen Shangxu.

The nicer Chen Shangxu was to him, the more disgusted he was.Because he felt that most of Chen Shangxu's treatment of him was out of sympathy and his inherent kindness.Chen Shangxu was using him to set off his own purpose.

Su Mingqian admits that she is sensitive and narrow-minded.In other words, as the saying goes, dogs look down on people.

He wanted to drag Chen Shangxu from heaven, and let the darkness stain his holy wings.

"Little Su." Chen Shangxu's voice came from Su Mingqian's ear, and the voice of something squeezing in from the darkness was clear and obvious, "You can relax a little bit, or call out."

It was only now that Su Mingqian felt the pain belatedly, it was too painful, even if Chen Shangxu hugged him and hugged him tightly, it still hurt.

"I..." Su Mingqian choked for a moment, he couldn't breathe as if he was drowning, and Chen Shangxu's dark eyes were rippling, and there seemed to be a cruel storm raging inside.

The air is quiet.The air conditioner is on silent mode.

Su Mingqian seemed to be torn apart, but at the same time seemed to be filled.Sweat slipped from his shoulder blades.Chen Shangxu wrapped him in a thin quilt and changed his posture.

"Do you know me, Xiao Su?" Chen Shangxu asked him in a terrifyingly low voice.

Su Mingqian didn't know why Chen Shangxu asked this, but he could only follow Chen Shangxu's rhythm.

Why is that?

"I know..." Su Mingqian turned his head with difficulty, trying to meet Chen Shangxu's eyes.Chen Shang Xu let him see.

"Say it again."

"I know..." Su Mingqian almost cried, "Chen Shangxu, I know you."

"Say it again, Xiao Su." Chen Shangxu kissed his eyes distressedly, these eyes Chen Shangxu liked so much, hopelessly liked them.

Su Mingqian's voice trembled, but he couldn't refuse Chen Shangxu, as if he was possessed.

"I will always remember you, Chen Shangxu."

After leaving the subway station, Qiao Qi received a message.

This message was sent anonymously, and there was only one word on it - "Get out".

Knowing who sent it without even thinking about it, Qiao Qi was silent for a while, licking the tip of her teeth and sneering.Really bad luck.

Met a lunatic early in the morning.

"Susu, why did you come back!!" Ding Bei hurriedly said when Su Mingqian entered the door.

When Su Mingqian waited for his caring words "What happened? It doesn't matter!", Ding Bei changed his tone: "I just bought a doll, and it crawled into the bed in your room. It’s down, can you help me take it out, Susu?”

Ding Bei was wearing a small strawberry headband. It looked like he had just washed his face, and it was so exquisite.Su Mingqian didn't bother to argue with him anymore, he was too tired, so he went into the room, the cat in the dark stared at him with its dark green pupils, tentative and vigilant.

Su Mingqian turned on the light in the room, and the dark green eyes instantly went out.

The cat meowed tenderly and crawled back under the bed.

Su Mingqian is not very good at dealing with cats. After a ten-second stalemate to no avail, he went to the door to grab a handful of cat food.

The cat has just been brought back, and it is only four months old. Although it looks larger than the average cat, it is still a young cat after all.Su Mingqian sprinkled the cat food in his hand beside the bed and called it to eat.

The puppet looked at him hesitantly and remained motionless under the bed.

"Move, little ancestor." Su Mingqian said unrequitedly, "How can I sleep if you don't come out? Sleep with you?"

He said a lot, and the puppet didn't understand a word, but fortunately, he came out obediently.Su Mingqian was very satisfied, and wanted to touch it, but the puppet jumped gorgeously, onto Su Mingqian's bed, and lay down on his bed with peace of mind.

Su Mingqian: "..."

One person and one cat stood silently for a long time, and finally succeeded in sending it away.After closing the door and taking off the quilt cover, Su Mingqian was so tired that he seemed to be falling apart.

He struggled to take a shower, and fell asleep on the bed before his hair was dried.

Woke up naturally at five o'clock the next day, and Ding Bei also woke up, and cooked a pot of mung bean lily porridge for Su Mingqian like a good wife and mother, and served it with the non-fried small fried dough sticks bought downstairs.

Su Mingqian felt that the hasty stomach of the past two days had finally been soothed.

"Did you go to see Chen Shangxu yesterday?" Ding Bei asked Su Mingqian at the breakfast table.

Su Mingqian's head drooped, feeling that he was about to smash into the bowl in the next second.

"I'm asking you something, isn't it!" Ding Bei poked him with fried dough sticks, and the soul of gossip was burning brightly early in the morning.

"Yes, yes," Su Mingqian yawned, "I went to find him."

"It's been a night, where did you live?" Ding Bei asked.

Su Mingqian buried his face in the bowl, drank the porridge, and said lightly, "Live outside."

"Susu, you've grown up!" Ding Bei smiled like a budding wild chrysanthemum, and stopped drinking the porridge. "Tell me quickly, what did Chen Shangxu do to you? Are you two together?" ?”

"Don't break me. I'm sleepy." Su Mingqian said, he was really sleepy, his head was buzzing.

"You want to kill me, you. I didn't feed the cat early in the morning, and I just patronized you to feed you, and you still play tricks on me. It's not too much, Susu! Come on, tell me, did Chen Yanxu do anything to you? What? Don't tell me I'll ask Chen Shangxu myself." Ding Bei said.

Ding Bei is impatient, and Su Mingqian can't hide anything from him.

Su Mingqian hesitated and hesitated, a little embarrassed: "It's nothing, just do...do it."

"What did you do?" Ding Bei didn't react at first, and suddenly a thread was caught, and he stood up, covered his mouth and screamed, scaring his cat half to death, and fell off the sofa , rushed into Su Mingqian's room.

"Susu!!!" Ding Bei burst into tears of joy, "I got it right!! I finally got it right!!! I will go to Linqing Temple tomorrow, oh no, I will burn incense sticks for you two today, bless you all In the future, it will always be bound and appear in my sight!"

Su Mingqian and Ding Bei's cat had almost the same reaction.He tried to soothe the heart of Ding Bei, an old mother, by saying something, but it was obvious that Ding Bei was invulnerable at the moment.Su Mingqian said: "Beibei, that, I haven't been with Chen Shangxu yet..."

"Together, we will be together." Ding Bei said, "Still not together after this? Susu, Chen Shangxu definitely hopes that you can be with him. If he mentions it, you must promise him well! "

Definitely.Su Ming blushed and gave an uncomfortably "hmm".

He cherishes this hard-won relationship very much.He is very grateful to Chen Shangxu for still liking him after experiencing his willfulness and arrogance.

If he doesn't cherish it this time, it's really unacceptable.

So as long as Chen Shang Xu mentions it, Su Mingqian will agree to it.

Ding Bei was very happy, and told Su Mingqian to come back early from get off work tonight, and he would cook for himself and cook a table of dishes to express his condolences to Su Mingqian.If possible, it is best to bring Chen Shangxu back.

Su Mingqian was about to be late for work, stepped on her shoes and opened the door and said, "Okay, okay."

The puppet lazily rubbed against his pants, sticking a leg of cat hair to his pants.I don't know why this cat is very clingy to Su Mingqian, maybe Su Mingqian is also a cat in its eyes.

"Do you want to go to work with me?" Su Mingqian lifted it up, "When you can talk, I will take you to work."

The puppet said, "Meow."

"It doesn't matter what you say, I mean I will take you to work after you can speak human language." Su Mingqian said.

"Don't play with it, go to work quickly, the subway is crowded during rush hour, don't be late." Ding Bei's voice came from the kitchen.

"I know, I know, I'm leaving now." Su Mingqian put down the cat, and hurriedly took an umbrella from the shoe cabinet at the door, "Wait for me to come back!!"

He closed the door, and before he could turn his head back, he slammed into someone's chest.

This chest is hot, but the eyes of the owner of the chest are even hotter, as if Su Mingqian is just an unusually small and easily meltable stone in his eyes.

Qiao Qi gave a "tsk", looked at Su Mingqian with gloomy eyes, and suddenly pinched his chin.

"Honey, did you say something?"