I don't like you anyway

The morning light shines on the corner of the bed through the gray textured curtains and white lace.

When Su Mingqian got up, Chen Shangxu was working.The wind by the window brushed his face slightly, raising his broken hair.

Su Mingqian didn't want to disturb him at first, but Chen Shangxu was the first to say good morning.So Su Mingqian could only reply him pretending to be nonchalant.

Chen Shangxu asked: "How is your job now?"

When Su Mingqian thought of Jiang Yongcheng, a sense of irritability rose in his heart.But he still suppressed it and said, "It's pretty good. It's just a bit far from Wuguang Road."

"It's quite close to the affiliated hospital, come and see me when you have time." Chen Shangxu said, "Yesterday..."

He paused at this point, and then continued: "Yesterday I saw that man kiss you. It was at the door of your company."

Su Mingqian's eyes changed, and he quietly waited for his next words.

"If you don't like it, just refuse it directly." Chen Shangxu put away the computer, "Xiao Su, that man wants to take advantage of you, he is not worthy of you at all."

Su Ming lowered his eyes slightly, and poured coffee powder into a cup to make hot water: "I'll see."

Chen Shang kept silent.

After a while, he said, "Xiao Su, is it true that if anyone kisses you, you won't refuse?"

Whether it's Qiao Qi or this Jiang Yongcheng.But why did you refuse me?I obviously love you the most.

Su Mingqian was taken aback for a moment, and then suddenly felt sad: Why does Chen Shangxu think so?

He broke the jar and said: "Yes. I am such a casual person. Since I was a child, I will never reject people who bully me or people who like me. Is there any problem?"

His rebellion and arrogance are not due to him alone.Chen Shangxu is very clear about this.

"Xiao Su, I'm sorry, I asked the wrong question." Chen Shangxu said.

He raised his eyes and looked at Su Mingqian sincerely: "I mean, what about me? Can I kiss you?"

Su Mingqian was stunned.Chen Shangxu said these words calmly, without any twists and turns in his tone.

Chen Shangxu would never say such words before.

Su Mingqian tried to find something different from Chen Shangxu in his eyes.

Because he knew that Chen Shangxu seemed to have changed at an unknown moment.

But unfortunately, Chen Shangxu hid his emotions very well, and Su Mingqian couldn't detect the answer he wanted.

"Xiao Su," Chen Shangxu's shadow shrouded.His eyes against the light are blurred and sober, with a fatal attraction and morbid aesthetics, "I'm serious. Can I kiss you?"

Su Mingqian was in a trance for a moment.

Chen Shang was speechless for a long time, and then said with a little regret: "Xiao Su, look, you won't refuse. At least, you will refuse me. Although I still don't understand why."

He smiled knowingly, turned around and passed by Su Mingqian.

Su Mingqian grabbed his arm.

Chen Shang Xu stopped.look sideways.In the eyes he looked at Su Mingqian, except for a trace of surprise, Su Mingqian had never seen the indifference.

Su Mingqian thought of the word "blackening" for a moment.

Has Chen Shang turned black?

Su Mingqian's eyes were full of doubts.

"Why are you looking at me like that?" Chen Shang smiled.His smile is gentle, although there is no emotion in his eyes.

"I like you." Su Mingqian said.

Chen Shangxu's smile did not let go.This time there was no surprise at all.

"So, what should I do?"

Su Mingqian tried to say, "Kiss me?"

The shadow of Chen Shangxu pressed down as he wished, Su Mingqian bit his lower lip for a moment, and moved his eyes away.Chen Shangxu has a sense of oppression most of the time, and his oppression is natural, although the previous Su Mingqian always ignored it.

"Xiao Su," Chen Shangxu's lips moved closer, his voice was close at hand, "Why did you lie?"

Su Mingqian could only see the corner of his mouth raised.

The shadow disappeared, and Chen Shangxu didn't kiss him.

"Why are you crying?" Chen Shangxu said.His eyes fell.

Su Mingqian couldn't control her tears when she realized that Chen Shangxu had indeed changed.

In the past, if Su Mingqian cried in front of him, Chen Shangxu would definitely try his best to comfort him.

Now Chen Shangxu won't do it anymore.

So, has the former Chen Shangxu disappeared?

Chen Shang Xu raised his face.Su Mingqian looked at him with eyes wet from crying.

Wiping his tears with his thumb, Chen Shangxu said softly, "Xiao Su, there are only two of us now."

Su Mingqian looked at him with tears in his eyes, puzzled.

"So as long as I want, I can do anything to you." Chen Shangxu rubbed his lower eyelids with his thumb, but there were too many tears, and he couldn't wipe them clean. Chen Shangxu simply held his face and used his own Dry lips suck up the tears little by little.

The tears smelled of Su Mingqian's usual body lotion, which was sweet and cold.Chen Shangxu likes it very much.

Sucking up the tears, Chen Shangxu's lips moved down again, kissing Su Mingqian's, not rushing, and slowly waiting for the tense body beneath him to relax before continuing to kiss.

Chen Shangxu had been waiting for this kiss for a long time.So he is terribly patient:

"Just like what you did to me before. I can go as far as you, or even surpass you."

Su Mingqian still had a teardrop hanging from the corner of his eye, which almost dried up on his face.Chen Shangxu actually used this method to retaliate against him.Su Mingqian knew it well, but Su Mingqian couldn't resist at all.

The lingering sound of water stains filled the air.

"Want to hug me?" Chen Shangxu asked him gently.

Su Mingqian hooked Chen Shangxu's neck obediently.Chen Shangxu was too tall, and Su Mingqian had to be lifted up a little to get it when kissing.Chen Shangxu pushed his whole body against the wall, and the slippers hooked by Su Mingqian's toes fell to the ground with a clatter.

No one cares.

"I don't want to hug you." Su Mingqian's voice was waxy, his face was crazily hot.He simply couldn't refuse the kiss that Chen Shangxu had been waiting for for a year.Although he instinctively felt happy all over his body, he didn't want to destroy the arrogant persona he had worked hard for six years so quickly, so he could only say something that he didn't agree with.

"I want to hear something else." Chen Shangxu said.

He put Su Mingqian on the bed and leaned down to kiss him.What was different was that Su Mingqian was locked firmly on the bed, and could only be forced to look up into Chen Shangxu's eyes.He tried to move, but he found that he couldn't move away from Chen Shangxu's body at all.

Even the air is filled with possessiveness.

"I have a good master." Chen Yanxu said, "He taught me a lot of things, but then he wanted to abandon me."

"He gave me a dead end. I walked down this road, but I couldn't see the result. What do you think I should do?"

Chen Shangxu brushed the broken hair on Su Mingqian's forehead, his dark eyes showed pity and compassion:

"Sometimes I think, if he gives me an explanation, I will forgive him regardless of the past. But he didn't do it."

"So, this dead end, he should go with me, shouldn't he?"

……

Su Mingqian woke up, covered in cold sweat.

"What's the matter, Xiao Su?" Chen Yanxu looked at him with his arms propped up, and the two still maintained their kissing posture.

"Are you trying to fuck me?" Su Mingqian thought for a while, and tried to ask.

Chen Yanxu didn't expect that he would ask this after opening his eyes, and he would not know how to answer for a while.

After all, the conversation between the two still stopped at Xiao Su's "kiss me", and Chen Shangxu just followed his wishes.

"Think." Chen Shangxu replied truthfully.

"But it's not the first time for me. Do you mind?" Su Mingqian cautiously probed.

Chen Yanxu read the expression "I'm serious" from his eyes.

Whether this is Su Mingqian's first time, Chen Yanxu knows better than himself.Because the two have done it too many times.

"It's okay, Xiao Su." Chen Shang stroked his hair.

Su Mingqian felt relieved.He knew that Chen Yanxu was good at speaking, and this was the first time he thanked Chen Yanxu for his good words.But the more talkative Chen Yanxu was, the more Su Mingqian felt that he had done something wrong.

He must tell Chen Yanxu the truth, because Chen Yanxu has the right to know.

"I did it with Qiao Qi." Su Mingqian gritted his teeth and said.

The long-awaited "I know, it's okay" didn't come as promised.Su Ming raised his eyes slightly, waiting for Chen Shangxu's response.

Chen Yan, who was against the light, had all his five senses sunk in darkness.The air suddenly became very quiet, so quiet that Su Mingqian could even hear the breathing of himself and the other party clearly.

In the dark, Chen Yanxu's eyes were no longer gentle, but full of coldness.