I don't like you anyway

"Take your clothes away." Chen Shangxu's magnetic voice revealed fatigue and distaste, "This is not a good idea."

His eyes swept across the self-assertive person in front of him indifferently.This person is about the same age as Xiao Su, but has much more eyes than Xiao Su.Chen Shangxu doesn't like people who are full of eyes, because getting along with them is very tiring.

"Brother Xu," Meng Yao said coquettishly, "I didn't mean it. There are too many bags in the dressing room, and I accidentally stuffed them wrong."

Meng Yao is not tall, and his hair just reaches his shoulders, usually half-tied into a small puff, which looks quite playful.When he spoke, his eyebrows and eyes could not help but be raised, giving people a high-spirited and caressing feeling.This is very different from Xiao Su. Although the two have somewhat similar eyebrows and eyes, Xiao Su's eyes are always pure and clean, and he can see through emotions at a glance.So when Chen Shangxu was sober, he didn't miss the two of them.

"It didn't cause you any trouble, did it?" Seeing that he was silent, Meng Yao leaned over with a shy face and added another sentence.His hand held Chen Shangxu's arm affectionately, his slender and white knuckles were inserted into Chen Shangxu's sleeve, and Chen Shangxu could feel the heat from his fingertips through the fabric.

But he felt that this kind of action alone could not show the intimacy between him and Chen Shangxu, so he went around to Chen Shangxu again and hugged him like a chest.

"Brother," Meng Yao's voice softened, sweet as cotton candy, "I'm in pain. After that night, it hurts. Brother, you are amazing."

The locker room was empty and quiet.Chen Shangxu's breath hit Meng Yao's face.His pupils were dark and deep, and there was no emotion buried in them.

Contrary to him, Meng Yao's eyes were as clear as jade, with a three-pointed smile.He stood on tiptoe, lightly touched Chen Shangxu's cheek with his lips, and whispered, "He saw it. What should I do, Brother Xu?"

He likes to see a person like Chen Shangxu who has always been calm and self-reliant, his personality collapsed.

But Chen Shangxu's character design did not collapse.While maintaining such an ambiguous posture with Meng Yao, his eyes meet Su Mingqian's in the space, the air is obviously frozen, but he is still calm and composed.Even, in front of Su Mingqian, Chen Shangxu closed the door of the locker room, leaned down and kissed Meng Yao.

Meng Yao was slightly shocked by this sudden kiss, but he quickly followed Chen Shangxu's rhythm.Secretly lamenting Chen Shangxu's meticulous thinking, Meng Yao raised the corners of his mouth to welcome Chen Shangxu's seemingly attentive kiss, but he was not in the mood at all.

He likes to play tricks and add fuel to the flames, so when he was kissing Chen Shangxu, his fingers even involuntarily undid Chen Shangxu's belt, and tried to put his hand in it restlessly.Chen Shangxu pressed his wrist against the snow-white wall, and kissed him even more selflessly.

Meng Yao's eyes glanced toward the door, then the tip of his teeth unceremoniously bit Chen Shangxu's lips, the corners of his mouth raised as if showing off.

The two of them didn't really care about kissing.But Chen Shangxu's attention was slightly diverted by the tingling and burning sensation of his lips. He suddenly pinched Meng Yao's chin, brought his lips closer, and kissed him fiercely, leaving Meng Yao with no time to play tricks. .

Su Mingqian stumbled away.

Meng Yao hung on Chen Shangxu's body, her lips were red and seductive, and she raised her eyes and asked him: "Am I acting well, brother Xu? You see, I've cooperated with you so much, why don't you help me? I'm so hard .”

Chen Shang let go of him with red eyes, speechless.

The evening light filtered in through the slits in the shutters, spilled into the dressing room, and onto the two white coats hanging on the closet.Half of Chen Shangxu's face was covered by the light and shadow of dusk, like a desperate beast, lonely and quiet.

For a long time, Meng Yao looked at him speechlessly, and pressed the "cancel" button on the hotel order on the mobile phone.

He whistled and walked over, nestled on Chen Shangxu's shoulder as if nothing had happened, and watched the scenery outside the window with him.Although the scenery on the thirteenth floor is not very good, at least you can have a panoramic view of the entire Xicheng District.

"Why do you like him so much?" Meng Yao asked.He leaned on Chen Shangxu's shoulder, smiled and said "yeah", took a selfie and sent it to Moments, then put away his phone, "I think he looks a lot like me, and he doesn't It’s so pretty, right? Or do you like boys with green hair? My hair hasn’t been dyed for a long time, why don’t I dye it matcha green too?”

"Don't be upset, Brother Xu," Meng Yao said sweetly, "From that moment on, you have nothing to do with him. Can you look at me? I don't care if you have Bai Yueguang, am I okay? ?”

"Meng Yao."

Chen Shang Xu opened his mouth.His voice was gentle, even a little choked.

"Ok?"

Meng Yao raised his head from his shoulder.What he met was a pair of indifferent and alienated eyes.

"Why don't you care?"

"What?" Meng Yao didn't react for a while.

Chen Shangxu took off his glasses wearily and put them on the table.He turned his face and looked at Meng Yao: "I mean, if you really like someone, why don't you care about it?"

"Hmm..." Meng Yao thought for a while. Although Chen Shangxu's question was weird, he was willing to talk anyway. Meng Yao was still very happy, so he explained seriously, "Because I am willing to give up time and space, After all, it takes enough time and energy to forget someone.”

"No, it's not." Chen Shangxu shook his head wearily, "You don't like it enough."

If you like someone enough, two people will empathize to a certain extent, when the breath and the heart are connected.A frown or a look in the eyes of the other party will cause a huge physiological reaction in the other party's heart.In this case, if the other party falls in love with another person, this sense of loneliness will be infinitely magnified, causing a disastrous butterfly effect in the heart, and it is impossible to stand by and watch.

"Then what do you think we should do?" Meng Yao shrugged his shoulders and asked.

"I will use a once-and-for-all method, so that in his eyes, I will be the only one for the rest of his life."

The last ray of light at dusk disappeared, and there was only the dim lights of the city in the dressing room.

Meng Yao propped his hands on the table and looked at the night scene outside, took a deep breath, and then let it out, saying: "Brother Xu, Qiao Qi is right, you are really a mad dog looking at graves. You make me very curious now, How on earth did your dog trainer manage to tie you so tightly even if he lost the rope? Could it be that he just used his body? I don’t believe it.”

Chen Shangxu couldn't answer this question.Because this is his personal reason.

Indeed, liking Su Mingqian was his wishful thinking. Su Mingqian never gave him any substantive promises from the beginning to the end. It was he himself who fell into a dead end and refused to let Su Mingqian go.

"Can I train you too, big dog?" Meng Yao turned his face to smile, hooked Chen Shangxu's chin, and gently touched his dry lips with his lips, "Your training You lost the dog trainer just now, do you mind getting a new dog trainer?"

"I don't want a dog trainer." Chen Shangxu turned his face away indifferently.Su Mingqian wasn't there, he didn't want to have any physical contact with Meng Yao, he was obsessed with cleanliness, he didn't even want to pretend the most basic kindness.

"I'm curious about how you plan to get him back to you next time." Meng Yao didn't care about Chen Shangxu's ungratefulness. To be precise, he felt that it was better to accompany Chen Yanxu to finish the play than to get Chen Shangxu. interesting.In his opinion, after the scene just now, it is absolutely impossible for the two of them.

Su Mingqian returned to the shared room in a daze, and went into the bathroom to take a shower in a daze.

The scene of Chen Shangxu kissing the young boy kept replaying in his mind, and every time it replayed, he would have a splitting headache and couldn't breathe.

It hurts so much.This feeling is too uncomfortable.

He squatted in the bathtub and cried once, the long-lost sense of grievance swept over him, almost swallowing him whole.

Seeing that he was bored in the bathroom for an hour without coming out, Ding Bei was worried that he would drown himself in the bathtub, so he knocked on the door several times on the way.

Su Ming came out with blushing eyes, and Ding Bei was startled by his miserable appearance.

Ding Bei realized something, and asked tentatively, "Susu, are you okay?"

Su Mingqian wanted to talk, but his eyes were sore, and tears started to flow in the blink of an eye, and he couldn't stop it: "Now I finally understand who Chen Shangxu practiced his kissing skills with."

"Huh... huh?" The mask on Ding Bei's face almost fell off, so he could only tilt his head up to listen to Su Mingqian's next words.

"Chen Yan promised that he has a boyfriend, and he doesn't want me anymore." Su Mingqian said, he thought he would lose control of his emotions, but when he said these words, he was so calm that he was about to die, so calm that Ding Bei couldn't help taking a few steps back , I am afraid that he will draw a knife from his back in the next second to retaliate against the society.

"Isn't his boyfriend you?" Ding Bei didn't understand.The two of them were fine yesterday, so where did they sing?

"Beibei, it's not me, Chen Yanxu's boyfriend is not me," Su Ming said incoherently, "He kissed a boy in the hospital locker room today, and they kissed in front of my face. Kissing another man in front of me..."

"Don't worry, Susu." Ding Bei hurried to the bathroom to wash off the mask, dried it with a face towel, and came back to comfort Su Mingqian.He was an onlooker, and felt that this matter was strange: "Chen Yanxu is not a chaotic person, are you sure it was Chen Yanxu who took the initiative to kiss that boy?"

Su Mingqian nodded like pounding garlic.

"What does that boy look like?" Ding Bei asked.

Su Mingqian gave a rough description based on his impression.

"Oh." After listening to his description, Ding Bei tightened the lid of the lady's face cream and put it on the shelf, "It's okay, Susu, don't think it's bad, maybe it's the boy who posted Chen Shangxu? Chen Doctors are so popular, isn’t it normal for someone to chase after them?”

"It was Chen Yanxu who took the initiative to kiss him." Su Mingqian emphasized again.

"Even so, it's okay, I can help you with that boy." Ding Bei said while patting his face.

"How can you help me get it done?" Su Mingqian asked Ding Bei, who was dressed in a liver-colored strawberry pajamas in the mirror, who was so exquisite from head to toe that he exploded.

Ding Bei smiled knowingly, took off the headband for washing his face, hooked Su Mingqian's neck and breathed in his ear:

"Susu, did you forget something? Your best friend, I, Ding Bei, is a big one."