I don't like you anyway

Chen Shangxu met Su Mingqian during his lunch break.

The latter's mental state is not very good, his eyelids are covered with dust, and he doesn't look very energetic.Chen Shangxu came out of the office and bumped into him at the corner. It seemed that he had been waiting outside for at least 5 minutes.

Gently closing the door, Chen Shangxu in a white coat looked softly at Su Mingqian and asked, "Xiao Su, are you looking for me?"

There were people coming and going in the corridor, and the two turned to the convenience store opposite the hospital.

"Have you eaten yet? Do you want to eat something?" Chen Shangxu asked him.

Su Mingqian shook his head, then nodded again.

Chen Shangxu picked out a teriyaki chicken drumstick rice for him, ordered another cup of coffee, and added sugar to it.

Su Mingqian likes rice and coffee with just the right sweetness.

Chen Shangxu had just eaten, so he just sat beside him and ate with him.

The weather is not very good today, it's hot and muggy, and it looks like it's going to rain.While Chen Shangxu was waiting for Xiaosu to eat, he read some of the patient's data analysis reports, and then sent a few voices to the practice group.Then he noticed that Su Mingqian's appetite didn't seem to be very good, and he only ate a little while wearing earphones to listen to music.

Chen Shangxu took off one of his earphones and said, "Xiao Su, don't listen to music while eating, it's not good for your stomach."

Su Mingqian said: "I didn't listen to the music. There is no sound in the earphones."

"Then why are you wearing headphones?"

"I don't want to hear your voice." Su Mingqian picked up food with chopsticks, and the food was tasteless, "I don't want to hear what you said to others."

"Is it because of Meng Yao?" Chen Shangxu thought for a while and asked.His voice was peaceful and steady, like the spring breeze in April.But to Su Mingqian's ears, it was more piercing than the cold wind of the twelfth lunar month.

"Last time in the hotel, was the clothes in your bag called 'Meng Yao'?" Su Mingqian was silent for a while, and summoned up the courage to ask.

Chen Shangxu tapped his fingers lightly on the table, and the one-second pause made Su Mingqian feel deeply uneasy.

"Yes." Chen Shangxu met Su Mingqian's gaze, and said calmly enough to make Su Mingqian despair, "It's his."

Su Mingqian lowered his head and vigorously picked up the rice.He couldn't understand why this meal seemed to be small, but he couldn't finish it, and he ate more and more.

"So you two are together? Have you been together for a long time?" Su Mingqian finally put down his chopsticks and asked as if giving up.

He tried his best to act like a normal adult, unaffected by his emotions.If this had been done six years ago, Su Mingqian would never have humbly asked for proof like today. The one who should be subdued will always be Chen Shangxu, and the one who should be humbled will always be Chen Shangxu. No matter what he did wrong, clean up the mess, It will always be Chen Shangxu who coaxes him and comforts him.

But now, Chen Shangxu is no longer obliged to do so.So Chen Shangxu looked much more relaxed than before.

"Xiao Su, I'm sorry about the hotel." Chen Shang looked at Su Mingqian with sincere eyes, and said the cruelest words in the most gentle tone, "When I was buying clothes for you, I stopped by to have a drink." Some wine, I lost my temper after drinking and mistook you for Meng Yao, I'm sorry."

not like this.not like this.

Su Mingqian carefully recalled what happened that day. Chen Shangxu was clearly sober, and Chen Shangxu called his name soberly, not to mention that the two of them had sex in the morning. Could it be that Chen Shangxu didn't sober up until morning?

He knew that Chen Shangxu was lying because the lie was full of loopholes, but he couldn't refute Chen Shangxu.

Although he couldn't refute Chen Shangxu, it didn't mean that he would forgive Chen Shangxu.

Su Ming took a deep breath, and then let it out.His skin was already fair, and against the backdrop of short green tea-colored hair, it was almost transparent.A beam of faint light just happened to shine around his eyes, illuminating his pupils clear but oppressive, filled with an almost morbid beauty.

"It's okay, brother Shangxu, I saw it that day. I don't mind, really, you two are quite suitable, I wish you happiness." Su Mingqian jumped off the high stool and said, "I'm going to I resigned and returned to Anshi. After staying in Haishi for so long, I really miss my family. My brother told me privately several times during college that I didn’t go back because of work, but this time he replaced me in Anshi. I found a job in Anshi, so I plan to go back to Anshi."

After his pretentious words were released, Chen Shangxu's calm and unwavering eyes suddenly flashed a trace of astonishment and gloom, but it was only for a moment, because Chen Shangxu suddenly lost his hand and knocked over the glass that Su Mingqian hadn't finished drinking. cappuccino.

Su Ming lowered his eyes and wiped the coffee stains for him, but once the dark brown liquid penetrated into the white cloth, it would never be wiped clean.

"I'll do it myself, Xiao Su." Chen Shangxu said, his eyes fixed on Su Mingqian, and there was a trace of undetectable tension in his words.

"Okay." Su Mingqian said so, subconsciously smoothing the folds on Chen Shangxu's chest with his hand, and then he felt Chen Shangxu's throbbing heartbeat, just like that night in the hotel.

"Little Su..." Chen Shangxu hesitated to speak.

Su Ming raised his eyes slightly, smiled, and said, "What?"

Chen Shangxu sensed his gaffe, but he still couldn't control himself, stretched out his hand, and pressed Su Mingqian's hand on his chest.The knuckles of the two were intertwined tightly, and their fingers were intertwined.

Su Mingqian: "?"

"Xiao Su, I will never..." Chen Shangxu couldn't speak the rest of the sentence.

During the summer vacation six years ago, Chen Shangxu came to Su Mingqian's house as a tutor for the fifth time.

It is a huge single building, only Su Mingqian is alone, the wind from the air conditioner fills the whole building, and the air is cool.Chen Shangxu changed his shoes and came in. Su Mingqian was wearing a purple tank top and shorts, lying on the exotic-style carpet in the living room, reading comics.

The huge LCD TV was on, and the refrigerator was on. In the kitchen a hundred meters away, the faucet was still dripping.

Chen Shangxu walked in step by step, and saw a puddle of broken egg shells on the ground, the egg liquid had solidified on the floor, and after walking a few steps inside, Chen Shangxu smelled a burnt smell similar to burning straw.Relying on his past experience and reasoning ability that is different from ordinary people, he can roughly guess what tragedy happened in this house half an hour ago.

Su Mingqian drew a circle on the ground like a compass, with his head almost touching Chen Shangxu's toes.The manga slapped on his face, and Su Mingqian asked in a muffled voice, "Have you eaten yet? Teacher?"

Chen Shangxu's face turned red suddenly, the young man was always sensitive to the little things in his heart.Every time Su Mingqian called out the half-truth and half-false "teacher", Chen Shangxu could think of some beautiful but restricted-rated images.

He clearly realized that this was wrong.Lying in front of him was a young boy not a few years younger than him.Although the young boy was smaller than his frame, his body was also growing crazily. The loose purple vest set off the lines on his arms more and more tightly.Many details are showing him: this is not a girl, your thoughts are groundless.

Chen Shang promised to cook for Su Mingqian.

Simple three dishes and one soup, Su Mingqian throws away the manga and gathers around, glances at it and curls his lips, thinking it is bland.

Chen Shangxu forgot to tell him that this was his first time cooking. When he was in high school, he was busy studying every day and had no time to learn how to cook.

Su Mingqian thought it was bland, but actually ate nothing.When he was eating, Chen Shangxu took the time to approve his homework, the red circle circled from the beginning to the end, Chen Shangxu was very tired of correcting.

"Why are there so many mistakes?" Chen Shangxu turned to the front, this chapter was clearly mentioned yesterday, and he remembered that Su Mingqian had already met it at that time, so there was no reason for such a mistake.

"Someone else wrote it for me." Su Mingqian said while eating. He was growing tall and could eat very well. He had already eaten two bowls of rice with only three light dishes.

"Who?" Chen Shangxu asked in a cold voice.

Su Mingqian showed a hint of astonishment, and then burst out laughing again: "Do you want to be so serious? I and others took the wrong homework book, and each wrote our own. I finished and returned it to others."

Chen Shangxu said, "I don't want to listen to excuses."

Su Mingqian has lost his temper. Although Chen Shangxu is reticent and easy to bully, but his insight is too strong, Su Mingqian can't hide it from him: "There is a girl chasing me in the class next to me, so I will let her write it for me by the way. Homework. Who knew that her grades were so bad, even such a simple subject? Don't let her do it next time."

"Su Mingqian." Chen Shangxu frowned.

"Isn't it because you didn't do your homework? Why are you so angry?" Su Mingqian was in a rare good mood, "The summer vacation is still so long, just write slowly in the future."

"Don't be irresponsible. Don't be irresponsible to others and yourself." Chen Shangxu said.

Isn't it just asking someone to write an assignment, why not be responsible?Su Mingqian hates listening to people talking about the truth. Every time the other party has this momentum, he becomes very irritable.

"Okay, okay, I understand. I will write in the future, and I will write stroke by stroke, okay?" Su Mingqian said angrily.He peeled an apple for himself after dinner, but half of the apple was peeled off with one knife, and he was so angry that he didn't eat it.

Chen Shangxu walked over, picked up the half-peeled apple, and peeled the skin off for him.Handing him the apple, Chen Shangxu's tone returned to his usual gentle state: "Xiao Su, I didn't criticize you, so don't be angry."

Su Mingqian mistook the apple for Chen Yanxu, and took a hard bite.He couldn't figure out why Chen Shangxu was so rigid no matter what happened.

"Then you apologize to me." Su Mingqian said willfully, "You made me feel bad."

"Okay, I apologize to you." Chen Shangxu said softly.

"Just talk about it? How do I know if you sincerely want to apologize to me?" Su Ming raised his eyebrows slightly, and his legs grabbed Chen Shangxu's waist, insisting that Chen Shangxu be like this Pull him up.When the weather was hot, he was like a puddle of liquid, he was so lazy, it was only a flight of stairs from the living room to the room, he asked Chen Shangxu to carry him up.

Of course, Chen Shangxu couldn't refuse him, so Chen Shangxu carried him upstairs obediently.Su Mingqian is small and not heavy, Chen Shangxu has no difficulty in hugging him.

"Close the door." Su Mingqian ordered him by lying on his shoulder.Chen Shang Xu closed the door.

The unique fragrance of a young man still lingers on the tip of Chen Shangxu's nose, but Su Mingqian let go of him, smashed himself hard on the bed, and bumped several times.

"I remember making up lessons at two o'clock in the afternoon, right?" Su Mingqian rolled around on the bed, looking for the remote control of the air conditioner, "It's only one o'clock now, can I sleep first?"