I don't like you anyway

Su Mingqian belonged to the kind who was especially good at crying, and almost every micro-movement could firmly grasp Chen Shangxu's Achilles heel.

Chen Shangxu had to look away from his foggy eyes, so that he could speak rationally and objectively: "Xiao Su, you played with my feelings time and time again, and I am already tired. I am also human, and I will be tiring."

"I didn't! I didn't play with your feelings..." Su Mingqian couldn't wait to explain, he was afraid that Chen Shangxu would kick him away as he spoke, he knew that Chen Shangxu was very strong.Su Mingqian sniffed and said indiscriminately, "You kiss me and touch me, forget about it, okay? I don't care about it, and I won't scold you."

Chen Shangxu didn't say a word.

Su Mingqian didn't know how to do it, she was so stubborn a while ago, but now she made a mistake, and suddenly realized that Chen Shangxu was good.Coupled with this situation, he felt that if he didn't keep Chen Shangxu, Chen Shangxu would disappear from his life.

Compared to being angry with Chen Shangxu, he was more afraid of Chen Shangxu's disappearance.

He is a child who lacks love, with a perverse and indulgent temper when he was young, and Chen Shangxu made up for the missing part of his love at such a young age.If this corner collapsed, so would his love.

"Xiao Su, do you like me?" Chen Shangxu asked him.

"You asked me to forgive you and take you in because you like me, or because you simply miss my love for you?"

Su Mingqian was startled.

"I guess it's because of the latter," Chen Shangxu said calmly, "Xiao Su, this is a sign of insecurity. You need someone to treat you wholeheartedly and unconditionally, who can make you feel unscrupulous. Vent your emotions without worrying that the other person will leave you. Only in this way can you feel at ease. But people's feelings are mutual, the more I love you, the more I feel hurt, do you understand?"

Su Mingqian didn't understand.He didn't think as much as Chen Shangxu.He just didn't want to leave Chen Shangxu.He just followed his own emotions, got angry when he wanted to be angry, and stayed when he wanted to stay.

"So you will leave me?" Su Mingqian asked.

"Yes, Xiaosu." Chen Shangxu said firmly, "I will leave you."

"But I like you." Su Mingqian tried his best not to shed tears, he didn't want to soften Chen Shangxu's heart in this way, even though he often used this trick when he caused troubles for others.

"If I don't like you, why should I kiss you!" Su Mingqian said.Even if he was an asshole before, he didn't just kiss whoever he caught!Although part of this was purely for fun, as a junior high school student with an immature mind at the time, no matter how you say it, he would not attack someone who did not like him at all.

Chen Shangxu's eyes were a little dazed for a moment.Because his interpretation of this sentence has deviated.He thought that Su Mingqian's so-called "Why should I kiss you" was referring to those nights that made him extremely tormented during his illness.

"So, do you still remember that you did these things?" Chen Shangxu asked Su Mingqian seriously.

"Of course I remember. Why don't you remember? Am I so heartless in your eyes?" Su Mingqian said.

"I remember you were too much to me in those days." Chen Shangxu felt sad, "Su Mingqian, you were too much."

Su Mingqian always felt that something was wrong, but he still accepted everything he ordered and apologized sincerely: "I was wrong. I was really wrong. Don't be angry, okay?"

Chen Shangxu ignored him.Went back home to pack things.

Su Mingqian helped him clean up.After tidying up for a while, everything that should be moved was moved away.

The rent here is due, and Chen Shangxu is about to intern in his senior year, so Chen Shangxu decides to live in another place, and he has already found his next home.

Su Mingqian didn't know it, and stuck to him like a dog's tail, saying: "Ding Bei is also looking at houses recently, why don't I ask him if he has any suitable houses?"

"You don't have to worry about it." Chen Shangxu said, "This is my own business."

"Don't be angry." Su Mingqian has never coaxed anyone before, so he is very inexperienced. "When you move into your new home, I will cook for you. Can you calm down?"

"Xiao Su," Chen Shangxu looked at him, "I won't tell you where I live."

Su Mingqian: "..."

Why is Chen Shangxu so smart, knowing that he is trying to trick him?Su Mingqian thought.

But as long as Chen Shangxu pays attention to him, everything will be fine.

Su Mingqian has long since given up on the face.

He said: "Why don't we live outside tonight? Can we live in a hotel? It's too tiring to move, anyway, even if we finish moving for a while..."

Sure enough, after hearing this, Chen Shangxu's whole body and hand movements visibly paused for a moment.

As long as he is a man, he can hear the hint in these words.Su Mingqian believed that he had hinted clearly enough.

This time, in order to prevent Chen Shangxu from disappearing forever, he really paid a lot of money.

Who said there is no return for giving?Su Mingqian herself is Chen Shangxu's reward!

Looking at Su Mingqian's eyes that were clearly innocent but inexplicably made Chen Shangxu unable to control his emotions, Chen Shangxu took a deep breath, and resignedly handed the delivery note number and address to the driver: "Help me deliver the goods to the driver." I will confirm this address later, thank you."

"Thank you." Su Mingqian also said to the driver.

All the miscellaneous things were sent away, and the original rental room became very empty in an instant.

Su Mingqian noticed with sharp eyes that in such a big house, it seemed that there was still a sofa left where it had not been moved.

The air was filled with fine dust, and Su Mingqian decided to kiss Chen Shangxu for the last hour on this sofa.

An hour later, Chen Shangxu handed over the key, and it had nothing to do with this place anymore.

Speaking of which, in the three years since Su Mingqian went to high school and Chen Shangxu came to Haishi to study in college, Su Mingqian had never kissed Chen Shangxu until the fourth year when Su Mingqian also came to Haishi for the exam. Meeting Chen Shangxu, the gap of these three years was gradually filled.

Su Mingqian realized that Chen Shangxu took advantage of the blank three years to gradually grow into an adult enough to make his heart beat.

Su Mingqian realized again that his dependence on Chen Shangxu was actually more than he thought.

It's just that he didn't dare to face it before.

What now?Lying on the sofa, Su Mingqian looked up at Chen Shangxu's slightly lowered eyes, and he saw himself from inside, a self who was trying to find the answer.

Chen Shangxu leaned down and kissed him.

Su Mingqian closed his eyes.Cut off the gaze with oneself.

He was thinking: If only he really liked Chen Shangxu.