I don't like you anyway

Su Mingqian said that he liked Chen Shangxu, but what he thought in his heart was: I definitely don't really like Chen Shangxu. If I really liked Chen Shangxu, I wouldn't have treated him so badly before.

unacceptable.He felt that he was going too far, because he couldn't bear Chen Shangxu's kindness to him, so he even told such a lie against his will.

For the first time, he was self-critical from the heart.I even wondered if I was mentally distorted.

He was so guilty that he ran to consult his personal emotional master: Ding Bei.

Ding Bei thinks this is the funniest question he has heard in the five years since he came out.

Because Su Mingqian asked him: "Is there a contradiction between bullying Chen Shangxu and liking Chen Shangxu?"

But Su Mingqian was too serious when he asked this question. It seemed that he asked this question after careful consideration, so Ding Bei had to think about it before saying: "Susu, do you think my liking for tomatoes is contradictory to my liking for eating tomatoes?" ?"

"Beibei," Su Ming frowned slightly, "You told me yesterday that you don't like tomatoes."

"I'm just making an analogy." Ding Bei said, "Some people like rabbits, but they can't bear to eat rabbits; some people like rabbits, but they also like rabbit meat. No matter what kind, it doesn't hinder their liking. Because everyone has a different personality and likes differently, understand?"

"But I still think it's too much to like rabbit and rabbit meat." Su Mingqian said.

"...Not so much." Ding Bei interrupted him, "As long as Chen Shangxu doesn't think it's too much."

"For example, the person standing over there, do you think you like him?" Ding Bei pointed casually.

Su Mingqian looked in the direction his finger was pointing at, and unexpectedly saw Qiao Qi.In the hospital that day, Su Mingqian mistook it for Chen Shangxu's person.

Su Mingqian looked back and asked Ding Bei, "Why should I like him?"

"Then do you want to bully him? Or simply ask: Do you want to beat him?" Ding Bei asked again.

Su Mingqian was speechless: "Beibei, what kind of person am I in your heart? Am I simple?"

"That's right!" Ding Bei said, "You bully because you like it! You don't bother to bully people you don't like! Why can't you understand the truth that my younger brother who just entered the first grade understands?"

Su Mingqian: "..."

Su Mingqian didn't expect that the question that had caused him conflicts and guilt for a long time turned out to be the final answer.

It brightened his eyes.

"Hello. We met again." A tall figure came over and stood in front of Su Mingqian. Qiao Qi was wearing black and white striped long sleeves and a shoulder bag. He waved his hand in front of Su Mingqian's eyes, "What are you thinking?" ?”

Qiao Qi, who was not wearing a white coat, actually looked nothing like Chen Shangxu. Su Mingqian wondered how blind he was at that time, so he mistook Qiao Qi for Chen Shangxu.

Besides, this person is familiar, so Su Mingqian doesn't want to talk to him.Instead, Ding Bei said: "I remembered, you are from the school's outreach association, and I happen to be from the planning department. I met you during the meeting last week."

Qiao Qi and Ding Bei shook hands.

Ding Bei asked Su Mingqian: "So how do you know him?" After all, Susu didn't participate in any of these messy student unions and clubs.

Su Mingqian couldn't say anything, and didn't bother to explain.He took a bunch of keychains from his bag and said, "I'll go back first."

"Wait a minute," Qiao Qi grabbed his wrist.It wasn't until Su Mingqian raised his eyes that he realized that he should let go: "Sorry, I just want to chat with you..."

It seemed that this person was interested in Xiao Su.Look, what a low-level way to strike up a conversation, what an obvious purpose!

Ding Bei bumped Su Mingqian's arm, and said to Su Mingqian meaningfully: "Be careful, Lao Chen is waiting at home in a hurry."

Su Mingqian understood, and obviously didn't want to have too much entanglement with Qiao Qi: "Got it."

Qiao Qi turned a deaf ear to Ding Bei's suggestive words.He asked Su Mingqian: "Where should we go to chat? There are some good coffee shops in the bar street of the University of Medical Sciences. Would you like to..."

Su Mingqian said, "It's right here."

Qiao Qi was stunned for a moment, then smiled: "Is it so direct? Let's add a WeChat?"

Su Mingqian has no patience, and his brows have long been frowned into the Mariana Trench: "What are you going to say? Or are you misunderstanding me? You don't think I'm a moneyboy, do you? Look, I look like I'm out for business. Is it?"

"Well... I think it's just the opposite," Qiao Qi thought for a while and said, "I think you misunderstood me."

He is tall and thin, with an outstanding appearance. Standing in front of Su Mingqian, he would lower his head slightly, like a big dog.Su Mingqian seemed to understand for a moment why she mistook him for Chen Shangxu in the first place.

Su Mingqian said patiently: "I have no misunderstanding about you, don't think about it, I have something to do..."

"WeChat." Qiao Qi said, "I don't usually meet you very often, do I deserve to have your WeChat???"

Su Mingqian directly started his little e-donkey and walked away: "I'm sorry, I'm not worthy."

Qiao Qi was thrown far away in an instant.

What a strange person.Su Ming sneered slightly.

Covering the sky with one hand, Young Master Su can be missed by just anyone?Can you figure out your weight!

Today is Chen Shangxu's birthday.Su Mingqian planned to go to the mall to buy a bouquet of flowers for him. He had already picked out the birthday gift, before he and Chen Shangxu broke up.Su Mingqian usually doesn't manage money very much. Basically, the living expenses he earns are spent on time in the first half of the month, and he lives on flowers for the second half of the month.But because he wanted to prepare a gift for Chen Shangxu, he had saved money for more than a month.

He bought a computer.five digits.

In fact, he didn't understand why he bought such an expensive gift for Chen Shangxu. Chen Shangxu was usually frugal and low-key, so he would definitely say that he was intemperate.But one day when he was visiting an e-commerce store, he saw this computer and subconsciously bought it, as if possessed by a demon.

He picked several kinds of flowers and asked the store to tie them into a bunch for him and wrap them in simple aqua blue cellophane.After thinking about it, Su Mingqian went to buy two more bottles of red wine worth more than 1000 yuan.After shopping, he got on the e-Donkey and called Chen Shangxu: "Are you back?"

Chen Shangxu on the other end of the phone said slightly apologetically, "I'm sorry, Xiao Su, I'm a little busy, and it may not finish until six o'clock. If you're hungry, you can eat something first, and don't worry about me."

"I'm the only one who can take care of you, whoever you and I take care of?" Su Mingqian went upstairs with his things, "Why don't I cook today, anyway, you've already bought the food in the morning."

"No, Susu, you can't cook. Wait until I come back." Chen Shangxu said resolutely when he thought that one day the community would be surrounded by fire alarms.

Putting Su Mingqian and the kitchen together will produce a dangerous chemical reaction.

"Then you are back!" Su Mingqian opened the door and said, "I bought a lot of things, and I was exhausted from carrying them. Can't you come back earlier on your birthday? Can your college be a little human?"

"Susu," Chen Shangxu's voice softened, "wait for me."

Who said Chen Shangxu wouldn't act like a baby?Chen Shangxu acted coquettishly, even a little demon king like Su Mingqian couldn't do anything about him, so he could only surrender and admit defeat: "Okay, wait, do you think I wait too long? You are a busy person, every time I am waiting for you."

He hung up the phone and went to arrange the birthday cake, flowers and candles.He catches up on French movies for a week and even buys a vinyl record player online.After everything was arranged, he lay down on the sofa and concentrated on waiting for Chen Shangxu.

Even played two games in the middle.

After he won two pentakills and four best of the match, he glanced at the time, it was a quarter past six, and Chen Shangxu hadn't come back yet.

He called the past, but didn't get through.

Su Mingqian sent Chen Shangxu a WeChat message:

[If you don't come back, I'll eat your cake! (#‵-′)]

[The cake said it wanted to see you for the last time!come back quickly! 】

【come back come back come back】

Su Ming made a voice: "My wine is all poured."

He poured two glasses, Chen Shang promised one, and himself one.

He drank his own glass.

After drinking, I felt a little cold, so I covered myself with a small blanket, fell on the sofa, and played games.

Master Zhonglu said: [Ye Wang, go against the wild!Why do you always hide in my middle tower?Do you pay five insurances and one housing fund here? 】

Su Mingqian said: [Shut up, you are teaching me how to do things.Stop talking, I saw five singles on the opposite side. 】

Zhonglu: [...how many dishes, how about drinking like this? 】

Su Mingqian retreated after taking the pentakill, and continued to squat in the middle tower looking at the sky.

He thought to himself, it's so strange, no matter how late Chen Shangxu is, he will never be so late!We agreed on six o'clock, and now it's seven o'clock.

He decided to call Chen Shangxu again, and if Chen Shangxu didn't answer, he would go directly to him.

In the canyon, the middle road challenged the opponent: [The wild king is in hand, I have the world. 】

System prompt: Your teammates will automatically deduct integrity points after settlement due to hanging up or inactivity for a long time.

Middle Road: […]

Sure enough, the phone didn't get through.Su Mingqian didn't wait any longer, and got up to get his coat.

As soon as he opened the door, he ran into a familiar embrace.

"Do you want to go out, Xiao Su?" Chen Shangxu subconsciously hugged him, and rubbed his forehead with the tip of his nose, "Your temperature is almost 37 degrees."

"Are you a good thermometer?" Su Mingqian said angrily, but he was still very happy to see Chen Shangxu.So he was happy and angry at the same time, and his expression management almost failed.

"It's almost 37.1 degrees, Xiao Su."

Su Mingqian wanted to push him away, but after pushing him away, she was reluctant and silently pulled him back.

Chen Shangxu rubbed the corner of his mouth twice with his thumb, and said softly: "Actually, it can be higher."

Su Mingqian just wanted to say, "If you say you are tall, you are tall. Why should I listen to you with my own body temperature?" But a shadow fell, and Chen Shangxu kissed his lips tenderly and tenderly. Su Mingqian lost all anger for a moment.

He was kissed honestly.

He blushed in embarrassment and said, "Then what, the table I bought for you is on the cake."

After speaking, he didn't notice anything wrong.

Chen Shangxu smiled and said yes.Kissed the corner of his mouth again.

Only then did Su Mingqian feel that the wine he drank just now was a bit high.What broken wine, the alcohol was so strong that he started to feel dizzy.

"You arranged these?" Chen Shangxu took off his coat, and walked into the living room cautiously. On the way from the door to the living room, Su Mingqian placed small scented candles and guided him to the table.Except for the cake and red wine in the middle, the table is full of flowers.

This is the most extreme romance that Su Mingqian can think of, he really puts his heart into it.

Chen Shangxu never thought that one day Su Mingqian would spend so much thought on him.He was very moved.

He squatted beside Su Mingqian's legs, and asked Su Mingqian seriously: "Xiao Su, should I accept all this?"

"Today is your birthday. I prepared these for you. What can't you accept?" Su Mingqian said.

Chen Shangxu smiled: "I just thought that I couldn't wait for this day."

His smile reminded Su Mingqian of all his bad deeds in the past and his guilt towards him.Su Mingqian said: "I promise to help you celebrate every birthday in the future."

Chen Shangxu buried his face in Su Mingqian's lap wrapped in a blanket.There was a long silence.

Su Mingqian tugged at the fine hair on his hair socket, and asked him: "What's wrong with you?" Why are you acting like a child?

Chen Shangxu said, "Xiao Su, I'm so tired."

This is the first time for Su Mingqian to hear Chen Shangxu say that he is very tired. Chen Shangxu has never expressed these negative emotions to him before.

Chen Shangxu said to himself: "It's tiring to attend classes, practice is tiring, reading reports is tiring, and writing papers is tiring. I'm so tired every day."

"But I don't know why, but now I don't seem to have this feeling."

Chen Shangxu's eyelashes rubbed against the blanket:

"Xiao Su, do you think I'm very clingy to you?"