don't take my blame

Li Xingyu waited with Ji Yuan at the entrance of the bar for more than ten minutes, and Ji Wen drove over.

The car stopped on the side of the road, Ji Wen opened the door and got out of the car, first nodded to Li Xingyu, then looked at Ji Yuan without saying a word.

Ji Yuan lowered his head in embarrassment.

Li Xingyu patted him on the shoulder and said, "Go back with your brother."

Ji Wen looked at Li Xingyu, "Are you drinking with your friends here?"

Li Xingyu nodded.

Ji Wen hesitated and asked, "Do you want me to take you back?"

Li Xingyu glanced at the time, in fact, it was almost time to go back. Before he went to take Ji Yuan away, the two lawyers who came with him also said that they were about to go back.

Ji Wen watched Li Xingyu check the time, and immediately said: "It's not convenient for you to drink, otherwise I'll wait for you for a while and send you back first."

Li Xingyu originally planned to take a taxi back.

Ji Yuan said at this time: "Brother Xingyu, come with us."

Hearing how affectionate he was calling, Ji Wen couldn't help but glance at him.

Li Xingyu said, "I'll go and tell my friend."

After going back and saying hello to the two colleagues who came to drink together, Li Xingyu came out and got into Ji Wen's car.

Ji Yuan sat in the back seat by himself. Li Xingyu originally wanted to sit in the back seat, but felt that it was not polite to let Ji Wen drive alone in the driver's seat, so he pulled the co-pilot away and sat in.

When Li Xingyu was not around just now, Ji Wen had obviously taught Ji Yuan a few words, and now Ji Yuan was a little embarrassed.

Li Xingyu went out to drink with his colleagues right after get off work from the office today, and is still wearing a suit and carrying a briefcase in his hand.

Ji Wen asked him while starting the car: "Is there anything happy today?"

Li Xingyu said, "We won a lawsuit."

Ji Wen glanced at him and said, "Congratulations."

Li Xingyu smiled and said nothing. He spent a lot of energy fighting this lawsuit, and the current victory is indeed a big encouragement to him.

Ji Yuan couldn't help but leaned forward and asked, "Brother Xingyu is a lawyer?"

Li Xingyu nodded.

Ji Yuan said: "It's amazing!" His tone was full of admiration for Li Xingyu.

Li Xingyu felt embarrassed when he was like this, and responded, "Just a little lawyer."

Ji Yuan seemed very confident, "I will definitely become a barrister in the future."

Hearing Ji Yuan's innocent tone, Ji Wen couldn't help laughing while driving.

Li Xingyu remembered something, he asked Ji Yuan: "Your year?"

The children who have just finished the college entrance examination are about the left and right.

Ji Yuan replied: "Well, March is full."

Li Xingyu still remembers that when he first met Ji Yuan, he was only 11 years old. At that time, he was a child who hadn't grown up at all, black and thin like a monkey.

In a blink of an eye, he was already half a young man, about the same age as when Ji Wen first met him, but his personality was very different.

As if he knew what Li Xingyu was thinking, Ji Wen looked at him, and when he reached out to change gears, the back of his hand touched Li Xingyu's leg, and Li Xingyu immediately retracted his leg.

Along the way, Ji Yuan was talking to Li Xingyu.

Li Xingyu drank some wine today. Although he was not drunk, he was somewhat excited. Ji Yuan asked him many questions about the school, and he answered him carefully.

Ji Wen drove to the outside of the community where Li Xingyu lived.

Li Xingyu said to him, "Thank you," and opened the door to get out of the car.

When he got out of the car, Ji Wen heard something fall out of his bag, Li Xingyu didn't seem to notice it, but Ji Wen didn't remind him.

After Li Xingyu walked away from the car, Ji Wen picked up a pen on the passenger seat and said to Ji Yuan: "He dropped something, I'll bring it to him, just wait for me."

Then he grabbed Li Xingyu's pen and chased him out.

Li Xingyu just opened the door of the unit building and went in. Before closing the door, he heard Ji Wen's voice calling him.

Turning around in a daze, Li Xingyu saw Ji Wen chasing him, and subconsciously took two steps back.

But Ji Wen pushed open the door of the unit building, went in and stood in front of him, seemed to be slightly panting, and said, "You dropped something."

Li Xingyu was in a daze for a moment, "What?" he asked, taking a step back at the same time.

Ji Wen followed closely and took a step forward, almost cornering Li Xingyu. He said, "Your things."

The distance was too close, and Li Xingyu's head was a little confused. He said, "What is it?"

Ji Wen took out the pen with one hand, gently opened the chest pocket of his suit with the other hand, and inserted the pen into it.

Li Xingyu felt his scalp tingling.

One side of Ji Wen's face was almost pressed against Li Xingyu's, and he said, "Xingyu, I'll wait for you for as long as I want."

After finishing speaking, he backed away from Li Xingyu, opened the door of the unit building and strode outside.

But Li Xingyu didn't realize what Ji Wen just said until now.

When Ji Wen came out, Ji Yuan asked him when he got in the car: "Why have you been there for so long?"

Ji Wen didn't answer, but asked instead: "How much did you drink tonight?"

Ji Yuan covered his face in pain, "Here again, didn't I tell you just now, I really didn't know he was going to the bar, if I knew, I wouldn't go."

Ji Wen ignored him and started the car.

Li Xingyu returned to the empty home with tired steps.

He sat down on the sofa and raised his hands to cover his face. Until now, Ji Wen's words just now echoed in his head, and he seemed to be able to feel the heat that slapped against his ears when Ji Wen spoke.

There's a mess in my head.

Li Xingyu curled up her legs, stepped on the sofa with her feet, and hugged her knees with her arms.

It seemed that a lot of things had happened today. The defense in court had completely excited his brain, coupled with the effect of alcohol, he still couldn't calm down until now.

Just now Ji Wen whispered another word in his ear in that intimate manner.

Li Xingyu suddenly remembered the pen that Ji Wen had inserted into his pocket.

The pocket was on the left, very close to the heart, and he reached out and slowly pulled out the pen.Because it was summer, there was a thin shirt inside the suit, and the pen was stuck to the pocket lining, which was contaminated by the temperature of Li Xingyu's body.

The excitement in his heart seemed to make his body excited too.

He did one thing, he took the warm pen, stretched it in through the gap between the buttons of his clothes, until it touched the skin, and slowly moved forward to touch the pen tip to the protrusion on his chest.

This action made him flush, but at the same time he trembled.

Li Xingyu lay down on the sofa, and while touching his body with a pen, he unzipped his pants with one hand.

He hadn't had time to turn on the air conditioner after returning home, the air was humid and stuffy, and soon a thin layer of sweat broke out all over his body, his legs rubbed against him unbearably, and he could feel the soft fabric rubbing against his body.

With his eyes closed, he couldn't help thinking of some people and things in his head, and then forced himself not to think about it. His lips were bitten bright red, they first tightened, then stretched out, and he opened his mouth to breathe slightly.

The hair on his forehead was wet, and his body was getting tighter and tighter. Li Xingyu closed his mouth tightly at the last moment, only let out a weak hum from his nose, but opened his eyes wide and looked at the ceiling above his head.

The metal chandelier on the ceiling reflected his reflection, although it was a bit distorted, but he could still see his disheveled and obscene posture.

The body relaxes completely after being stiff.

After being satisfied, there is an infinite emptiness. Li Xingyu lay on the sofa, not wanting to move.

Almost two days later, Li Xingyu received a call from his mother's current husband, telling him that Yan Suling had undergone cholecystectomy yesterday, and asked him if he would come back for a look.

Li Xingyu was taken aback, and asked, "Why didn't you tell me earlier?"

The other party said that it was Yan Suling who said not to tell him.

Li Xingyu immediately asked the director for leave and bought a plane ticket to go home to visit her mother.

Yan Suling is still in the hospital and has not been discharged, but because it is not a major operation, she seems to be in good health and in good spirits.

After Li Xingyu arrived, the other people guarding the ward went out, leaving them a space to get along alone.

Yan Suling's face and lips were pale, she lay on the bed and looked at him with a smile, "Xingyu, you are here."

Li Xingyu was originally sitting on the chair beside the bed.

Yan Suling patted the bed lightly, motioning him to sit closer.

After a little hesitation, Li Xingyu sat down.

Yan Suling put her hand on the back of his hand.

"Why don't you tell me something as big as the operation?" Li Xingyu asked.

Yan Suling said softly: "You are busy with work, I don't want to disturb you, I remember you said that there was a case in court two days ago."

Li Xingyu mentioned it casually when he called Yan Suling on the phone, but Yan Suling didn't expect Yan Suling to remember it so clearly.

Yan Suling said: "You seem to have lost weight recently, didn't you eat well?"

Li Xingyu did not answer, but said: "Compared with work, is it more important for you to have surgery?"

Yan Suling watched him silently for a while.

As she gets older, Yan Suling is slowly undergoing some changes, which Li Xingyu can clearly feel.

Yi Wenchao once told Li Xingyu that he felt that what the mother and son needed most was to sit down and talk.However, although they eased their relationship afterwards and maintained the frequency of contact with each other, they never had a heart-to-heart conversation.

Since Li Xingyu's father passed away, the communication channel between the two seemed to be closed by Yan Suling.

Seeing Yan Suling lying on the hospital bed now, Li Xingyu felt heartbroken, but still didn't know what to say to her.It seems that there is nothing else to say except to ask if it is better.