don't take my blame

Li Xingyu put the pen back into the pocket of his pajamas, and took the bowl to the kitchen to wash it.

Ji Wen was a little baffled and didn't understand what was going on with the pen, but he still followed to the kitchen door and stood there looking at Li Xingyu.

Li Xingyu lowered her head, the hair on the nape of her neck was a little messy, it looked fluffy and soft.

Ji Wen is actually not a strong character, he was always sunny and cheerful when he was young, and when getting along with Li Xingyu, Li Xingyu was more active than him, while he himself would be shy from time to time.

But now Ji Wen couldn't do this anymore, because Li Xingyu had already shrunk back, so he had to make himself stronger in order to get close to Li Xingyu's side.

Ji Wen then walked behind Li Xingyu, wrapped his arms around his waist, and reached out to hold his hand.

Li Xingyu's hands were covered with detergent foam, and they felt greasy to the touch. This kind of touch made both of them tremble.

Seeing that Li Xingyu wanted to hide, Ji Wen firmly held his hand, took the bowl in his hand and put it in the sink, and asked in his ear, "What's wrong with that pen?"

Ji Wen couldn't think of anything special about a pen, but Li Xingyu's behavior made him very concerned.

Li Xingyu replied: "Nothing."

Ji Wen inserted his finger between Li Xingyu's, and he said, "Xingyu."

Li Xingyu lowered his head and looked at Ji Wen's hand.

Ji Wen suddenly bit Li Xingyu's ear lightly, this was not flirting, it was purely a matter of affection, as if he wanted to eat the person in front of him.

Li Xingyu was startled, turned his head away, and looked at Ji Wen.

Ji Wen said to him solemnly: "I will never leave you again."

But Li Xingyu said: "What if one day you feel that you can't afford me anymore?"

Hearing his question, Ji Wen felt a deep sense of guilt in his heart. He hugged Li Xingyu tightly and said, "No, no matter what happens."

Li Xingyu said: "It's okay, I won't let myself be your pressure, I can rely on myself."

Li Xingyu seemed to be saying this to himself, but Ji Wen was even more sad. Sometimes he would rather Li Xingyu still rely on him as he did in the past, but he also knew that the past is the past, and it can never be replaced.

At this time, all he can do is to cherish the present, not to regret what has happened, that is meaningless.

Li Xingyu relaxed and leaned against Ji Wen's arms.

Ji Wen hugged him tightly, reached out to stroke his hair, then lowered his head and kissed him lightly on the forehead.

Li Xingyu looked up at him slightly.

Ji Wen's second kiss fell on Li Xingyu's lips.

Li Xingyu closed her eyes obediently.

Then Ji Wen deepened the kiss. He felt that Li Xingyu didn't resist at all, so he involuntarily tightened Li Xingyu's waist, letting his body cling to his body, biting his lips and teeth fiercely.

Li Xingyu raised his hand to put his arm around Ji Wen's shoulder, and suddenly something "slapped" to the ground.

The two of them were immediately attracted. Ji Wen lowered his head to look at it, then squatted down to pick up the pen, and waved it in front of Li Xingyu.

Li Xingyu reached out to grab it.

Ji Wen shrank his hand and did not let him snatch it, and then asked: "What's the matter with this pen?"

Li Xingyu said: "That night...use it..." When he said this, his face was expressionless, but his ears turned slightly red.

Ji Wen first looked blank, but when he heard Li Xingyu hesitate to speak, he saw that his ears were also red, so he widened his eyes, and then his ears started to turn red, and he said, "It's too thin..."

Li Xingyu grabbed the pen and said, "What are you thinking about?"

After he finished speaking, he turned to leave, Ji Wen quickly hugged him from behind to prevent him from leaving, and asked curiously, "What's going on?"

Li Xingyu refused to speak this time.

Ji Wen grabbed his hand, looked at the pen and said, "You said that night was the day I returned the pen to you?"

Li Xingyu nodded in agreement.

Ji Wen said in his ear: "I remember I put the pen in your breast pocket?"

Li Xingyu said, "Yes."

Ji Wen took the pen from his hand and stretched it to his chest. This pajamas has no pockets on the chest, but it is very thin.Ji Wen pressed the pen against his chest and whispered, "Do you like it?"

Li Xingyu didn't say whether he liked it or not, but Ji Wen heard him breathing in a somewhat rapid manner.

Ji Wen suddenly pulled him to turn around, hugged him by the waist and put him on the counter, opened his skirt and kissed his chest.

The pen completed its mission, and finally fell to the ground with a "click".

Ji Wen's kiss slid down Li Xingyu's chest, pulling down his pajama pants slightly.

Li Xingyu suddenly held his breath. He lowered his head and saw Ji Wen's ears were red.He knew that Ji Wen must be doing this kind of thing for the first time, and the purpose was to please him.

I still remember that in the past, Ji Wen was too embarrassed to even touch him, but now he is willing to take the initiative to do this kind of thing. As expected, Ji Wen has grown up, and is no longer that 16-year-old boy.

Ji Wen didn't leave that night.

Li Xingyu asked him: "Is it okay for Ji Yuan to be alone at home?"

Ji Wen said, "It doesn't matter how old he is."

In the end, it was only after nine o'clock, so Ji Yuan called Ji Wen and asked him why he didn't come back.

Ji Wen said: "I plan to call you later, I won't go back today."

"Ah?" Ji Yuan was surprised, "Then where do you sleep at night?"

Ji Wen said: "I'm drinking with my friends, it will probably be very late, so don't worry about me."

Ji Yuan said "Oh", seemed a little reluctant, and finally hung up the phone.

Li Xingyu rummaged to find a set of clean pajamas, and asked Ji Wen, "Are you taking a bath?"

Ji Wen put away his phone, turned around and said to him, "Okay."

Li Xingyu took Ji Wen to the bathroom, pointed him to the location of the shower gel and shampoo, and helped him turn on the hot water.

Ji Wen held the pajamas Li Xingyu found for him in his hand, smiled and said, "I remember when I rented a house from you just now."

Hearing Ji Wen mention the past, Li Xingyu couldn't help smiling, and he said to Ji Wen, "Take a shower first, I'm going out."

That night, Ji Wen and Li Xingyu slept in the same bed.

Nothing more to do but lie down and sleep peacefully.

Ji Wen put his arms around Li Xingyu's waist, and Li Xingyu leaned his head on Ji Wen's shoulder.

He could clearly smell the refreshing scent of the shower gel on Ji Wen's body, which was obviously the same as the one he used, but with the addition of Ji Wen's scent, it felt different.

After lying down for a long time, Li Xingyu didn't fall asleep.

He moved his head and looked up to see Ji Wen's face, but in the dim light, he found that Ji Wen had been looking at him with his eyes open.

The two looked at each other for a while.

Ji Wen first asked, "Can't sleep?"

Li Xingyu responded, "Well, I can't sleep."

Ji Wen hugged him tighter, put his lips on top of his head and kissed him, and asked him, "What are you thinking?"

Li Xingyu said: "I didn't think about it, maybe I'm just not used to sleeping with people."

Ji Wen hugged him and said nothing.

Li Xingyu asked him: "Then why can't you fall asleep?"

Ji Wen said frankly, "I'm thinking of you."

Li Xingyu smiled, "I'm right in front of you, what do you want to think about?"

Ji Wen said: "I don't know, I just can't help thinking about it."

Li Xingyu raised his hand and touched Ji Wen's face.

He felt that he might know what Ji Wen was thinking, probably when he was worrying about gains and losses, Ji Wen was also worrying about gains and losses.Now that the two decided to be together, Li Xingyu didn't want to see Ji Wen feel sad about it.

He turned over on Ji Wen's body, put his face against Ji Wen's, and said to him: "Ji Wen, if one day you feel that you don't need me anymore, tell me earlier, and don't leave me suddenly, okay?" ?”

Ji Wen raised his hand and stroked Li Xingyu's hair, and said, "Okay, I promise you."

Li Xingyu smiled and said to him, "Go to sleep."

Li Xingyu woke up in Ji Wen's arms in the morning. Today is the last day of his leave, so he doesn't have to rush to get up to go to work.

Almost as soon as he woke up, Ji Wen woke up immediately.

At first both of them couldn't fall asleep, but when they fell asleep, Ji Wen kept holding Li Xingyu in his arms and didn't let go.

Now that he opened his eyes, he saw Li Xingyu looking at him quietly in his arms. His heart was touched for a moment, he took a deep breath and kissed Li Xingyu's lips, "Morning."

Li Xingyu didn't seem to have changed much from seven years ago, he still had that pretty face and clear eyes, and he just looked at him without blinking.

But what is the difference from the past, only Li Xingyu knows.

Ji Wen asked him, "Aren't you going to work?"

Li Xingyu shook his head.

Ji Wen said, "Sleep a little longer?"

But Li Xingyu sat up and said, "Don't sleep anymore."

Get up, go to the bathroom, wash your face and brush your teeth.

Ji Wen tidied up the room briefly, picked up his mobile phone, hesitated to call Ji Yuan later, and asked Ji Yuan to come out and have lunch together.

It is impossible to hide the matter between him and Li Xingyu from Ji Yuan, nor does he intend to hide it from Ji Yuan.

After being apart for such a long time and reuniting, it should be the time when the relationship is hot, and he planned to move in with Li Xingyu.

But Ji Yuan must live with him before school starts, he must settle Ji Yuan well.

So he planned to have a showdown with Ji Yuan directly at noon, and asked Ji Yuan what he planned.