The male god on the other side looks over

In order to prevent the Queen Mother and the others from noticing his abnormal emotions, Wang Zesheng decided to squeeze in with Xue Chenyi downstairs for the time being. After Xue Chenyi passed the message to the Queen Mother, he brought down the freshly prepared meal, and the two went to bed. Sit down at the small desk and start eating dinner.

"The potato shreds you like," Xue Chenyi put the vegetables into his bowl, "Eat more."

Wang Zesheng gave an "En" and ate every mouthful. He didn't seem to have much appetite.Xue Chenyi looked at his still sad face, but didn't know how to comfort him.The atmosphere of the two of them eating was not easy, Wang Zesheng put down his chopsticks before taking a few mouthfuls, and went back to bed wearily.

"Are you full?" Xue Chenyi looked at the half bowl of rice he had left, and frowned worriedly, "You've only eaten so much, your stomach will starve, no matter what, you still have to pay attention to your body .”

Wrapped in a quilt, Wang Zesheng shook his head and said sullenly, "I can't eat it."

Xue Chenyi looked at his face for a long time before he sighed softly and cleaned up the dishes.

There is no TV in the downstairs room, Xue Chenyi handed his computer to Wang Zesheng but still got the response of the other party shaking his head, Xue Chenyi took the computer back in desperation, but heard Wang Zesheng ask him: "Brother, am I too stupid?" ?”

Xue Chenyi turned his head to look at him, Wang Zesheng didn't seem to really want his answer, he paused for a while and then asked as if talking to himself: "Am I not suitable for dating?"

"Baibai," Xue Chenyi finally couldn't help but speak, his voice was unexpectedly hoarse, "It's all his fault, and it's not your fault."

Wang Zesheng shook his head: "I was too stupid to discover his identity until now."

Xue Chenyi moved his Adam's apple and didn't speak. He sat next to Wang Zesheng, and the mattress sank slightly with his gravity.

"You should break up," Xue Chenyi said after a while, "Don't contact him anymore."

Wang Zesheng was silent, he stared blankly at the polka dot pattern on the quilt and did not speak for a long time.

"Baibai, your first love shouldn't be like this." Xue Chenyi gently stroked his hanging hair behind his ears, "You deserve the best."

Wang Zesheng slowly raised his head and looked straight at him.

"The person I thought was the best, has been ruined."

Xue Chenyi's hands paused, but he couldn't say the phrase "and me" in his throat.

"Brother, I really regret opening that diary." Wang Zesheng murmured absentmindedly, "This is just a dream, as long as I wake up he will still be the gentle him, right?"

"Baibai, they are alone," Xue Chenyi clenched his fists, and the smile on the corner of his mouth was a little forced, "You are deceiving yourself and others."

"But……"

"No, but," Xue Chenyi interrupted him, pursing his lips tightly, "You should have distanced yourself from him a long time ago."

Wang Zesheng buried his head in his knees, his voice was very soft but seemed to be mocking himself: "It would be fine if I had never met him."

Xue Chenyi froze for a moment, faintly suppressed his true emotions, and stretched out his hand to hug him.

"...but I have already met him. Even though I know he is that person, I still...can't help but think about him."

Xue Chenyi froze before touching his hand, looked at Wang Zesheng who had his head buried, moved his lips for a while, and then called out "Baibai" with difficulty.

"I'm so scared," Wang Zesheng didn't raise his head, his muffled voice already had a hint of crying, "I obviously don't want to think about it anymore, and I obviously hate him as that person, but his appearance always appears in my mind. In my head, his words, his laughter, even his touch on me as that person."

Xue Chenyi looked at the helplessness and uneasiness shown by the other party unintentionally, and a bitter feeling spread in his chest like a knife piercing his heart.

"Brother, have I...become that kind of pervert too?"

Xue Chenyi's eyes were a little red, but he pretended to stand up naturally and walked to the window, took a deep breath and tried hard to keep his voice from shaking.

"Bai Bai, you will forget him."

As soon as his words fell, a thunderous sound resounded through the sky. Both of them subconsciously raised their heads and looked out the window, only to find that the sky was covered with dark clouds at some point, and it was completely black at first glance.

Wang Zesheng didn't answer any more, and the atmosphere suddenly became so dull, as if all the topics just now were cut off by the thunder, and the whole room could only hear the patter of rain outside the window.

"in vain."

In the end, it was Xue Chenyi who broke the silence. He sighed softly and put down the curtains while saying softly: "What you need now is to have a good rest, so that I can..."

Before the words fell, the movements of his hands suddenly stopped, his eyes were looking straight at the downstairs, and his other hand quietly clenched into a fist.

Xue Chenyi's voice stopped abruptly, causing Wang Zesheng to raise his head in doubt: "What?"

"...It's nothing." Xue Chenyi, who had his back to him, paused before speaking unhurriedly, "I just suddenly remembered something."

Wang Zesheng watched him slowly draw the curtains, and when he turned his face there was no abnormality, so he didn't think about it.

"Have a good rest, everything will be fine after tonight, it's not that you can't live without him," Xue Chenyi said tenderly, "Empty your brain, don't think too much, okay?"

Wang Zesheng stared at him for a while, the lines on his face softened, and he nodded hesitantly.

"By the way," just as Wang Zesheng was about to lie down, Xue Chenyi suddenly said, "Baibai, can you lend me your mobile phone, mine is out of battery."

Wang Zesheng didn't ask him why he borrowed the phone, and pointed to the coat hanging beside the bed.

Xue Chenyi came over and took the coat, took out the phone and held it in his hand for a look before he looked up and said, "Sleep, I will stay here until you fall asleep."

"What about you?" Wang Zesheng asked.

"After you fall asleep, I will fall asleep naturally, so you can sleep peacefully."

Wang Zesheng nodded and lay down, probably because the things in the afternoon made him too tired, and after being relaxed by Xue Chenyi's 'hypnosis in disguise', he felt drowsy within a few minutes.I don't know how long he slept, but Wang Zesheng suddenly felt his heart beating very fast, and then he was awakened abruptly by a thunderstorm. He opened his eyes in a cold sweat, but found that the room was still lit, and Xue Chenyi was sitting in front of the desk. He was fiddling with his mobile phone, and when he noticed the movement behind him, he turned his head with a surprised expression.

"Why did you wake up?"

"The thunder is too loud," Wang Zesheng rubbed his eyes and said in a nasal voice, "I woke up from the fright."

Xue Chenyi couldn't help but laugh: "I've already closed the window tightly, do you want to play some soft music for you?"

Wang Zesheng nodded his head and looked out of the window. The window covered by the curtain had lost a gleam of light, and he could only faintly hear the sound of the rain hitting the ground outside.

"How long have I slept?" Wang Zesheng asked, "Is it raining heavily outside?"

Xue Chenyi glanced at his watch and said, "It's been about two hours, and it's only past nine o'clock."

He paused, turned his gaze to the window covered by the curtains for a while, then turned his head and continued.

"It's been raining heavily, what's wrong?"

Wang Zesheng shook his head, covered his heart and said dully, "It may be because of the thunder just now, my heart has been beating very fast."

Xue Chenyi just smiled, put the mobile phone in his hand by the table, turned on the music software in the computer, and waited until the soothing light music sounded in the room, he asked: "Is it much better? Although it doesn't have much effect on rainy days, but Listening to some music can still help you fall asleep."

Wang Zesheng nodded, facing Xue Chenyi and got under the quilt again, probably because he was sleeping on his side, he could easily see his mobile phone flickering by his hand.

"Haven't you finished with your friend?" Wang Zesheng said, "Don't be too busy, go to bed earlier."

Xue Chenyi was stunned for a moment, and then gave a vague "En", Wang Zesheng didn't think too much, he finally emptied his mind as the other party said, and lay down again while he was still sleepy.

He soon fell asleep again. I don't know if it was because the computer was playing light music, but this time he slept peacefully until dawn.

Without Yu Shihang, it was Xue Chenyi who sent him to school. After the other party comforted and enlightened him yesterday, Wang Zesheng's mood was obviously not as dazed as it was at the beginning.

Wang Zesheng didn't know how he finished the morning class. He felt that he was listening carefully throughout the class, but his mind was blank when the get out of class was over at noon.

Yu Shihang was out of the question, Wang Zesheng didn't want to be alone, so he planned to go to the Institute of Science and Technology to have lunch with Zhou Shuo, but when he took out his mobile phone, he found that the battery was running low.

The mobile phone was in Xue Chenyi's hands last night, and the other party seemed to have forgotten to charge him and put it back in his pocket.

Fortunately, Zhou Shuoxiang also planned to have lunch with him at noon, and Wang Zesheng saw the other party walking towards him just as he walked out of the classroom.

"Zesheng, are you alright?"

Wang Zesheng was stunned for a moment when he saw the slightly worried expression of the other party, and he opened his mouth for a while before saying, "You know everything?"

Zhou Shuo nodded.

Wang Zesheng was a little sad in his heart, and the memory that had been forgotten was repeated in his mind after being mentioned by the other party.

"My brother told you?" Wang Zesheng asked him in a low voice.

This time it was Zhou Shuo's turn to be startled, and he shook his head strangely: "No, isn't the whole school aware of this?"

Wang Zesheng: "..."

The fact that he dated his senior and the two have broken up...does the whole school know? !

Wang Zesheng was a little dazed, staring blankly at Zhou Shuo, speechless.

"Are you planning to go see him?" Zhou Shuo didn't care about his expression, he pulled his arm and walked out, "I'm afraid you'll be alone, so I'm here to accompany you, and have a meal by the way... By the way , which hospital is it?"

Wang Zesheng was baffled by Zhou Shuo's words, and pressed against his heels, not wanting to be dragged away by him, until he heard the word "hospital" before he froze suddenly.

"What hospital?"

Zhou Shuo was a little puzzled by the two-zhang monk, and looked him up and down for a long time before holding back a few words.

"Zesheng, don't tell me, you don't know that your family member was hospitalized with pneumonia this morning, right?"