The male god on the other side looks over

When Wang Zesheng woke up, he found that he was lying on the bed, covered with a thin quilt, which made him feel very comfortable. He rubbed himself unconsciously before sitting up with a yawn.

The room is not big, but it looks very refreshing, with light blue curtains, a white desk next to the bed, and a pot of small meat plants that we bought in the supermarket last time on the window sill, adding to the whole room. A bit of green vitality.

It looked like he was in the senior's room.

Thinking of this, Wang Zesheng was still in a daze. He stretched his waist and sat on the bed for a while before slowly getting out of bed. He casually glanced at the clock on the wall and realized that it was getting late.

Oops, it seems that I slept for a long time because I was too relaxed.

Wang Zesheng was a little annoyed, and he dragged his panda slippers out of the room regardless of his messy hair.

"Senior—"

He yelled in the living room but no one responded, so he frowned and walked a few steps to the kitchen, and after tentatively calling "Senior" a few more times at the door, Wang Zesheng confirmed that he seemed to be the only one in the house at this time one person.

Wang Zesheng was a little dazed, and after walking around the living room a few times, he returned to the room just now—he remembered that his coat was placed beside the bed, and his mobile phone was in his pocket.

Strange, where did the senior go?

Wang Zesheng thought about it, and took out his mobile phone to make a call to the other party.The other party got through the call shortly after dialing out.

There was a sound of "Hello" from the other end, mixed with some noisy sales sounds, and it was harsh to Wang Zesheng's ears for a while. He rubbed his ears and paused for a while before asking him.

"Where are you, senior?"

"Ah, I'm at the vegetable market." Yu Shihang said, with a slight smile in his gentle voice, "There's no food at home, so I went out and bought it myself when I saw you were sleeping soundly, and I'll make you dinner when I come back later. okay?"

Wang Zesheng: "..."

Wang Zesheng looked at the sky outside the window, hesitated for a while, and finally said "En".

After the call with Yu Shihang ended, Wang Zesheng called home again, telling the Queen Mother that he felt a faint sense of guilt after not going home for dinner.

Since dating his senior, he seems to seldom go home for dinner...

Wang Zesheng shook his head to get his messy thoughts out of his mind. He wanted to go out with his coat in his hand, but he tripped over something on his calf and almost staggered to the ground. He turned his head subconsciously, only to find that it was half Drawers that didn't pull back.

Such a bump on the leg seemed to be quite strong, and Wang Zesheng only felt a burning pain. He opened his trouser leg with an ugly face and found that the skin that was knocked had bruises.

It's really unlucky... The senior will come back later and ask if there is any medicinal wine for rubbing.

Thinking of this, Wang Zesheng bent down and wanted to push the drawer back. When he was about to close the drawer, he glanced casually out of the corner of his eyes but seemed to see something slightly familiar, and the movements of his hands stopped abruptly.He hesitated for a while, then opened the drawer a little, and when his eyes fell on a photo facing up, his pupils shrank instantly.

The person in the photo looks like he just came out of the bath, wearing a loose bathrobe and wiping his hair, with a relaxed and natural expression, although his face cannot be seen clearly because of the distance from the photo and the hazy curtains. However, Wang Zesheng felt that his scalp was gradually becoming numb.

No one is more familiar with who the person in the photo is than him, because that person...is himself.

Wang Zesheng picked up the photo in disbelief, turned over and over in his hands, and at the same time glanced at the blue diary that was originally placed under the photo.

A very familiar diary. Wang Zesheng remembered that he had seen it once when the senior was staying at his house last time. It was a rather delicate locked diary.

When Wang Zesheng saw the diary again, a bad premonition suddenly rose in Wang Zesheng's heart. He subconsciously reached out to pick it up, but unexpectedly found that the diary was not locked, and anyone could easily open it. Turn every page.

As soon as Wang Zesheng put his finger on the diary, a vague voice sounded from the bottom of his heart desperately trying to stop him, shouting "Don't look at it", Wang Zesheng hesitated for a while but still opened the diary, in his sight When it reached the first line of the first page, the voice in my heart stopped abruptly.

The senior's handwriting is beautiful, elegant, and pleasing to the eye. However, whenever Wang Zesheng glanced over a line of handwriting, his face turned pale.He clenched the bottom corner of the diary in disbelief, flipped through a few more pages in a panic, and sat on the ground slumped as if all his strength had been drained from his body.

With a sound of "Pa-ta--", the diary slipped from his hand and fell to the ground, but Wang Zesheng didn't have any courage to look at the back ones anymore. The first few pages alone were enough to make him completely collapse.He slowly rolled his knees against the edge of the bed, feeling that the blood all over his body seemed to be icy cold.

Wang Zesheng has never regretted opening this diary so much. Many fragments flashed through his mind, and after checking them with the contents described in the diary, he found an astonishing match.

Yu Shihang's gentle face appeared in his mind, and suddenly he felt his nose sour, and his heart seemed to be cut open.

"big liar……"

Wang Zesheng hugged himself tightly with a choked voice, and Yu Shihang's face in his mind gradually distorted into a blurred black shadow, and finally formed a hideous face.

Any confession, any liking, all lied to him!Maybe the matter of taking him to the cemetery today was just playing with him, right?

Obviously they were still so sweet in the last second, obviously that person is the person I trust the most.

He felt his face was wet, and subconsciously reached out to touch it, only to realize that he was crying. He hurriedly wiped it off, but unexpectedly, he wiped more and more, until finally he didn't know what he was wiping, he just felt The corners of his eyes hurt a little before he slowly lowered his hands.

There were no more tears, but he felt that his body was trembling from the very beginning. He pressed his shoulder but couldn't restrain the frequency of his trembling. He didn't even know how he got out of that room behind, The whole person was in a trance, and even his brain seemed to be paralyzed. From the beginning, the chaotic and fragmented picture gradually turned into a blank.

He returned to the familiar door in a daze and rang the doorbell. It was Xue Chenyi who opened the door. He was surprised when he saw Wang Zesheng outside the door.

"Baibai, you are not..."

Before the words fell to the ground, Wang Zesheng hugged him suddenly as if he couldn't bear it, and called "Brother" choked with sobs.

Xue Chenyi immediately panicked, he patted his back helplessly, his tone tense.

"Baibai, what's the matter? Did you get hurt somewhere?"

Wang Zesheng just shook his head and didn't speak, but the Queen Mother's voice came from behind Xue Chenyi.

"Xiao Yi, who is it..."

Just as Xue Chenyi was about to speak, Wang Zesheng shook his head at him with red eyes, paused and changed his words: "It's okay, Mom, I'm a salesman."

The Queen Mother at the other end murmured silently, but Xue Chenyi frowned and grabbed his shoulder to make him lift his head: "Bai Bai, go to my room first, okay?"

Wang Zesheng nodded, with a pale face, as if he would fall if the wind blows.

Xue Chenyi hurriedly talked to the Queen Mother and went downstairs. When he opened the door, he saw Wang Zesheng curled up in a corner wrapped in a quilt, staring blankly at the opposite wall.

Xue Chenyi only felt that his appearance was worrying, so he paused at the door for a long time before walking in.

"Baibai," Xue Chenyi called his name, his tone as gentle as possible, "What's the matter?"

Wang Zesheng slowly turned his gaze back to him, and after a long silence, he said, "He lied to me."

It seems that because of crying, his voice is very hoarse, like frosted glass is very unpleasant.

"He's been lying to me."

"Who is he?"

Wang Zesheng stopped talking, just buried his head with his knees in his arms.Xue Chenyi sat gently beside him, put his arms around his shoulders tentatively, and only after realizing that the other party had no intention of resisting did he hug him over with confidence.

Xue Chenyi didn't press him any more, just hugged him quietly, and patted his back from time to time, so that Wang Zesheng's tense shoulders gradually relaxed.

"May I hum that song for you?" Xue Chenyi lowered his head and said to him softly, "You can sleep quietly for a while, okay?"

Wang Zesheng was silent for a moment before nodding.

"The moon is bright, the wind is still, and the leaves cover the window lattice..."

The magnetic voice hummed the familiar lullaby softly, as if a big thick hand gently caressed the top of his head, calming down Wang Zesheng's emotions, and his complexion changed a lot after the song was over.

"I remember when I was a child, you asked me to hum to you every day." Xue Chenyi seemed to have remembered something, with a nostalgic expression on his face, he pretended to be relaxed and jokingly said, "Every time you have to rush to follow I slept because your mother didn't sing well. Even if you were lying in your mother's room at night, you would still run over barefoot and get into my bed in the middle of the night, freezing me all over."

"What a bad sleeping position you had when you were a child. You took up half of a bed, and you were restless after a deep sleep, but you played the small horn. At that time, I couldn't sleep and I liked to poke the small bubbles at the corners of your mouth. Bubble."

Listening to his memories, Wang Zesheng seemed to recall the good times at that time, he relaxed his body and listened intently, until he finally saw the other party's disgusted face and finally couldn't help but let out a "puchi" laugh.

Xue Chenyi's face softened a bit, he reached out to wipe Wang Zesheng's red eyes, those eyes looked at him tenderly.

"It's good to laugh, now are you willing to talk to brother?"

The curved corner of Wang Zesheng's mouth gradually disappeared, and he nodded slowly after a long silence.

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#Crazy Diary#

2014. 3, 17

I don't want to keep a diary anymore and this might be the last time I do.

He found my diary. When I saw the diary open and fell on the ground, I knew I was done. I have never regretted my diary habit so much.

……

I am surprised that I am so calm now, and I still have the mood to write a diary word by word here, but actually my hands are shaking.

(crossed out) I know if I get out of this door I'm going to break (crossed out)

I didn't dare to think whether he would leave me, didn't dare to think about his expression when he saw the diary, and didn't even dare to give my brain any chance to think.

... I'm really afraid that he will leave me.