Rebirth is more than a year old
Chapter 49
The basketball hall donated by Feng Li is well built and has a large area.
The auditorium can accommodate at least 6000 to [-] people at the same time. The entire venue is divided into two floors. Except for a basketball court on the first floor, there are densely surrounded auditoriums. The auditorium corresponds to the second floor. But the view on the second floor is obviously much better than that on the first floor. Xiangnan and Yingying are located close to the fence, so they can see the field below at a glance.
Although the auditorium is not full, but basically all the good seats are occupied. Thanks to cousin Yingying, they can enjoy a basketball feast next.
Xiang Nan hadn't spoken since he entered the arena. It wasn't that he was too lazy to speak, but that it was really noisy when everyone said something to me. Often his voice was washed away as soon as he exited. Sometimes he might not be able to hear it, so he thought he should save some saliva, so he simply closed his mouth.
At this moment, Yingying had already chatted with the girl sitting beside her.
Xiang Nan looked around idly, and found that they were basically students, most of them were girls, and the expressions on their faces were all joyful and jubilant, exactly the same as Ying Ying beside her.
Not long after, the basketball baby entered the field.
Dancing in the center of the court for a few minutes, then exiting with two large colored balls.
The live, dynamic music ignited the enthusiasm of the audience, maybe it didn't need to be ignited, because they were high from the beginning to the end.
Then came the players.
The home team represents T University, and the visiting team is a professional basketball team in the city.
Feng Li's face was very recognizable, and his handsome figure made him more likely to attract people's attention than others, so even though there was a not-so-short distance between them, Xiang Nan saw him at first sight.Feng Li was dressed very formally today, with a suit, tie and leather shoes. He didn't look like he came to play golf, but hurried over from a certain negotiating table.
Probably because of embarrassment in the past, Xiang Nan didn't actually take a good look at Feng Li. He only knew that he was slender and strong, and he belonged to the kind of person who often went to the gym.Xiang Nan saw him taking off his coat and walking towards the locker room of the stadium. When he came out, he was already wearing the same jersey as Cao Jingyun.
Feng Liben is the kind of handsome and heroic person. The white jersey makes him even more heroic. What is exposed is the strong arm trained in the gym. When the arm is bent, it appears in the south. The most important thing is a strong biceps.From a man's point of view, Xiang Nan also appreciates and envies Feng Li's figure, which looks thinner when dressed, and fleshy when undressed, this is the most perfect hanger.
The temperature inside the venue is much higher than outside, which is not only due to the heating, but also due to the enthusiastic fans at the scene.As soon as Feng Li changed his jersey and entered the arena, the auditorium immediately boiled over. Some bold girls even stood up and whistled at the stadium. Xiang Nan thought silently, girls these days are so brave.
Feng Li was talking to Cao Jingyun, and then Cao Jingyun didn't know what to reply, Feng Li suddenly curled up his mouth and smiled.This was really not the slightest bit of excitement to the female audience at the scene. Xiangnan heard someone calling Feng Li's name at the banquet. The voice was very small at first, but soon it merged into a majestic river due to the addition of other voices. , so that the transparent dome above the entire stadium seemed to be trembling.
Yingying grabbed his sleeve excitedly, and started to speak incoherently, "The number 16 is Feng Li? Oh, Maika! Would he dare to be more handsome! Nima! How can there be someone so good-looking in the world? man!"
Xiang Nan let her hold her, his eyes were still on Feng Li's face, and he was about to withdraw when Feng Li, who was talking to Cao Jingyun, suddenly turned his head without any warning, looking at the auditorium on the second floor, his His gaze scanned the auditorium, and then, as if he had finally found the direction he was looking for, his gaze stopped and barely stopped on Xiang Nan's face. Although the distance was so far, Feng Li's But the eyes seemed to have texture, which made Xiang Nan really feel that Feng Li was looking at him.
Feng Li's eyes paused on his face for a few seconds, then he turned his head and continued the unfinished topic with Cao Jingyun.
As the other party withdrew his eyes substantially, Xiang Nan finally breathed a sigh of relief.
Yingying had stopped grabbing his sleeves, and was discussing enthusiastically with the girl next door.
"Feng Li is so handsome!"
"Yes! So handsome! And rich! And she looks very gentle!"
"I really want a male ticket like this!"
"Me too!"
In fact, strictly speaking, this is not a discussion, it is just two girls indulging in themselves.
After the basic warm-up, the game started, and Feng Li started as the starter.
Xiang Nan also liked basketball very much when he was in school, but because he was not tall and strong, he was often reduced to a backup.Basketball is a beautiful sport, and the exciting and intense scenes all the time are enough to make this sport the most desired battlefield in most people's hearts.
Feng Li is undoubtedly the most eye-catching one on the court, not only because of his outstanding appearance and strong reputation, but also because of the strong aura between the movements.
Quiet like a virgin, moving like a rabbit.
Between every movement and stillness, his face and eyes were filled with an astonishing aura pointing to the country. Xiang Nan never knew that basketball could be equated with elegance. In between, there is an elegant demeanor that makes people unable to take their eyes off.
This is different from any Feng Li in Xiang Nan's memory.
Feng Li is always gentle, considerate, affectionate, and affectionate.And this person on the court is so domineering, his sharp eyes are incomparably sharp, as if Xiang Nan remembers one person, and at the moment it is another person who is active on the court.With such a big gap, Xiang Nan was momentarily taken aback.Thinking of the man who hugged him last night and begged him not to hide from him, this psychological difference is like a cloud and mud.
When a strong and resolute man shows weakness inadvertently, it will make people feel uncomfortable involuntarily.
Because I know that he is such a proud person, sometimes it is more difficult to make him bow his head than to make him bleed, but this person so easily and frequently shows a humble posture in front of him.
Last night, Xiang Nan felt a little uncomfortable, but now, this uncomfortable feeling seems to be magnified thousands of times, occupying his heart slowly.
Sometimes, you can forgive a person for being mean to you, but you can't stand him talking softly to you.
Because caring is mutual, if others don’t care about you, you don’t need to care about others, and when this other person wants to get your forgiveness with a posture that is almost begging, what makes you unbearable is not the forgiveness itself, but this person. A low profile that is out of place and makes people feel distressed.
Xiang Nan didn't know when he became so cruel that he was able to leave last night without looking back after Feng Li's request.
While he was in a trance, there was a sudden commotion in the auditorium, Xiang Nan took a closer look, only to see Feng Li collapsed on the edge of the fence outside the field, the sign board on the fence was knocked over, and he fell innocently on the ground on the ground.Xiang Nan subconsciously stood up from the chair, and many people in the auditorium stood up, looking at the field with their necks raised.
"Feng Li is injured." Ying Ying who was beside her said, her tone was infinitely distressed.
Xiang Nan's mind buzzed, and his thoughts went blank for a moment. At this moment, he couldn't think of anything, and his body rushed down the auditorium according to the instinctive conditioned reflex.Feng Shang's ear was mild, Xiang Nan seemed to see Feng Li's slightly humble expression in the gust of wind, and heard him whisper: I can afford to wait.
Feng Li was injured, and the whole field became a mess, players, referees, and opponents all surrounded him. When Xiang Nan ran to the field, Cao Jingyun had already run to Feng Li's side first. Dare to move easily.Run to the south, pull away a few people around, squeeze in and squat beside Cao Jingyun, and watch Feng Li's injury with him. Since the collision just now happened while running, the force is naturally much stronger than usual, Feng Li's There were several scrapes on the arm, and the head was also injured. The blood flowed out quickly, forming a small ditch along the floor.
Xiang Nan looked at the blood on the floor, and even his breathing slowed down.
Feng Li didn't faint, and when he saw him, he could still smile gently, and instead comforted him softly, "It's okay, I just suffered a slight injury."
Xiang Nan said, "Don't talk, the team doctor will be here soon."
Feng Li ignored me and still cared about me, "Xiang Nan, I'm glad you still care about me." Perhaps because of his injury, his voice seemed a little gentler than usual in Xiang Nan's ears, and the hope in his eyes Wing and hope have nowhere to hide.Before Xiang Nan had time to speak, Cao Jingyun coughed twice, scolding Feng Li in his heart, a guy who is afraid of chaos in the world, what does he mean by saying such a sentence in front of so many people?Aren't you afraid that it will be in the headlines tomorrow?
Just in time, the team doctor came, and after a simple bandage for Feng Li, several people carried Feng Li onto the stand, and then left the venue in a mighty manner.
Xiang Nan felt that Feng Li probably wouldn't have a big problem, so he didn't intend to follow, but Cao Jingyun grabbed his arm and forcibly dragged him away. Cao Jingyun's reason was very good: "Feng Li hurt his head, in case What if you have a concussion or something? Can he get better if you don't go to see him?"
After a series of examinations, the doctor said that Feng Li didn't suffer seriously, but just had a slight concussion.
Cao Jingyun looked at Xiang Nan with an expression of "You see, I'm right", and Xiang Nan looked down at Feng Li on the hospital bed. The doctor had just sewed needles on his head, and he could only lie on his side. His face was a little pale, but he smiled at Xiang Nan with a familiar gentleness, "I'm fine."
Xiang Nan nodded and said, "Since you're fine, I'll go back."
Hearing this, Feng Li's smile showed some disappointment, "Is it because someone is waiting for you?"
Xiang Nan was speechless for a moment, and after a while he said: "Well, he is a classmate in our class." Xiang Nan knew that Feng Li would misunderstand, but he felt that he still needed to explain, because he didn't need to make some childish things. This act made Feng Li feel that he was a very sought-after person, and there was no need to lie to an ordinary friend.
From the moment he planned to have a showdown with Feng Li, Xiang Nan seemed to have the intention of never getting back together with Feng Li again. He has always been slow and docile, but when facing this matter, he showed amazing determination and kindness. Determined, so even if he still likes Feng Li, he will feel distressed about Feng Li's injury, but his thoughts still have not changed.
They are all adults, and adults should think in an adult way of thinking. Xiang Nan knew that his guilt towards the disappearing boy accounted for a large part of the reason, but he did not deny that he was actually a bit airtight. severe.This kind of anger is well hidden by him, and most of the time Xiang Nan is unwilling to admit that he has such thoughts.He often thought of the day when he had a showdown with Feng Li, when Feng Li pressed him on the sofa, the gloomy look in his eyes and the phrase "give him back to me".
There may not be a real Madonna in this world at all, because people's desires are destined to be mixed with personal thoughts when they look at everything.Although Xiang Nan is always labeled as a good person, when it comes to feelings, he is still no different from an ordinary person.Will worry about gains and losses, will be stubborn, will be jealous, envious, and of course selfish and sad.
When Xiang Nan was suppressed by Feng Li violently, his hot heart was almost chilled. He was used to being warm and moist, and the friends around him were also kind and friendly people, so this was a good time for Xiang Nan. There are not many experiences of being hurt. It is nothing to be physically suppressed, but more to be psychologically injured.In fact, Xiang Nan couldn't describe his feelings at that moment. He just felt a throbbing pain in his heart, a burning sensation in his throat, and a feeling called dull pain penetrated into his body from his limbs, and then extended along the blood vessels and The veins go directly to every nerve ending.This feeling is not much different from the people who are about to be shot in the school grounds. The only difference is that they will die, but he will not die. He just feels hopeless.
He really didn't blame Feng Li, he was just angry with him.
Feng Li said last night that he was the one he loved. Xiang Nan was in a bit of a mixed mood at the time, he was a little happy, but he had doubts at the same time.
The man who pinned him down with a hostile face found out so quickly that he didn't like the original Xiang Nan but him. Such a change made Xiang Nan feel weird, and at the same time felt that Feng Li would say so hastily. In this case, it must be because he was deliberately stimulated by Song Chen during the day, maybe Feng Li did like him a little bit, but this kind of power to like to be suddenly intruded by the outside world is enough to make a shrewd person like Feng Li lose reason.
Furthermore, the possessiveness of a strong man is much stronger than that of ordinary people. It's not that Xiang Nan has never met a strong man, so he wondered how credible Feng Li's sudden confession was.As Feng Li said, whether he believes it or not, whether he will turn back, or whether he will accept it again is still unknown, because even Xiang Nan himself is not sure.
Taking another [-] steps back, if Feng Li really loved him, it would be too unfair to the disappeared boy.Before unraveling this knot, Xiang Nan clearly knew that it was impossible for him to accept Feng Li's feelings again.
I used to like to watch a movie, so I watched it over and over again. After watching a lot, those things that I didn't understand at the beginning will be understood naturally.My love for you probably started with your disdain, and then quietly left with your attention and inseparable.This is naked|naked revenge.It's just wrapped in an exquisite and expensive sugar coating, which makes it impossible for people to see through it.
Feng Li's position and attitude made it impossible for him to take revenge, and he was not the kind of person who would take revenge.
He is just an ordinary young man in a small town, with an ordinary life and a small fortune.
"Xiang Nan, are you blaming me?" Feng Li looked at his distracted expression and asked softly.
The ward was very quiet, and Cao Jingyun had tactfully exited the room a long time ago, so when Feng Li's voice sounded in the silence, Xiang Nan successfully pulled back his thoughts. He looked at Feng Li lying on the hospital bed, generously He admitted, "I don't blame you, I'm just a little angry. But this emotion will get better after a while, so you don't have to worry about it."
Feng Li's breath was blocked in his throat, and he wanted to pull Xiang Nan's hand, but he stretched it halfway and retracted it.
In nearly 30 years of life, he has never been so afraid.
I was afraid that even if I tried my best, I would never be able to get this person's love again, I would never be able to hold him in my arms again, and I would never see the smile on the other person's face that was as gentle as it could tolerate all the injustices in the world.At this moment, Feng Li misses that Xiang Nan leaning in his arms very much, the shy, helpless, shy one.
He felt that his throat was a little dry, and the voice that slipped out of his mouth was also dry, "I'm sorry."
Xiang Nan shook his head, there was even a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, calm as if the two of them were really just ordinary friends, as calm as if the thing Feng Li did to sorry him was just eating a piece of food from his bowl It's just a potato, "It's okay." He replied softly.
The air was silent for a moment.
He was lying on the bed, and he was standing by the bed, relatively speechless.
The embarrassment of silence spread all the way, until Cao Jingyun opened the door and came in, breaking the weird atmosphere, "There are a lot of reporters outside, Xiang Nan, don't come out, I'll deal with it."
Xiang Nan hesitated for a moment, then nodded.
Feng Li is a celebrity in the whole city. He was injured on the court just now and was seen by so many eyes. The media has always been sensitive to the news. It would be strange if he didn't show up at this moment.After Cao Jingyun went out and the door was closed again, Xiang Nan sat down on the chair beside the bed, seeing Feng Li's gaze on him all the time, he felt a little embarrassed.Then, under Feng Li's gaze, he picked up the fruit knife beside him and peeled the apple.
It is said that the fruits were sent by people from the hospital, and they are all bright and colorful, just like their owners, who are eager to curry favor with each other.
Looking at the apple in his hand, Xiang Nan thought that the distance between him and Feng Li was really not that far away, so he couldn't understand why a successful person like Feng Li would stalk an ordinary person like him, And the look in his eyes was so sincere and sincere, as if he couldn't live without him, just when he was lost in thought, he suddenly heard Feng Li say: "Be careful."
Xiang Nan paused with his fingers, and looked down, his fingers were really going to hit the edge of the knife, so he hurriedly put his mind away and concentrated on peeling the apple.
After the apples are finished peeling, cut them into small pieces and put them in the small dish that came with the fruit. Xiang Nan handed the plate to Feng Li, "Let's eat some fruit."
Feng Li's gaze stayed on the small plate in front of him for a moment, then he raised his head and looked at him with an innocent expression, "My hand is hurt, it hurts a bit."
Xiang Nan knew that he was suspected of dishonesty, but based on the principle of putting the patient first, he put a piece of apple on a skewer with a toothpick and fed it to his mouth.
Xiang Nan sighed inwardly, this man... is really a rascal.
Feng Li ate most of the apple under Xiang Nan's service, and then left a small half for Xiang Nan. Xiang Nan didn't want to eat it at first, but couldn't hold back Feng Li's naive look at him, and finally gritted his teeth and put the remaining apples on the plate. The next few apples were eaten.
When they stayed together before, Feng Li liked to watch Xiang Nan eat.
When he eats, his expression is always very focused, as if what he eats is not food but something beloved, earnest and satisfied.Food filled his mouth, his cheeks moved up and down following his chewing movements, his two big and black eyes were still staring at the bowl in front of him, his appearance was not to mention how cute it was in Feng Liyan's eyes.Now Feng Li knows that the person living in this boy's body is a person who is several months older than himself, so in his opinion, this kind of cuteness seems to be infinitely extended, making Feng Li's eyes even more intense. Bright, as if he could not control himself at any time and rushed over to eat people up.
Xiang Nan was terrified by his staring eyes, quickly disposed of the apple chunks, and then took the empty dishes to the bathroom connected to the ward to wash.
Anyone like Feng Li who is injured, no matter how big or small, will receive extraordinary treatment, so the ward he lives in is naturally the most advanced.
Xiang Nan looked at a large mirror mounted on the opposite wall. The person inside had no expression on his face, his hands were stained with water, and he stared blankly at himself in the mirror, looking a little silly.He used to feel embarrassed or lacking in confidence when facing Feng Li in the past. Now that he thinks about it, he probably felt Feng Li's feelings in his heart early in the morning. He lost confidence because he was not sure. Now he knows the person Feng Li likes. In fact, it wasn't him, and if he stayed with Feng Li, he would be the one who was more comfortable.
It feels like someone gave you a toy, you can't put it down, but every time you hold it in your arms, you feel that your heart is hanging, afraid that one day the person who gave you will come to take it back, so every time you play I always feel absent-minded and always a little scared.Then one day, the other party finally takes the toy back as you imagined. It is natural for you to feel sad, but as time goes by, this feeling will gradually fade away.
Xiang Nan stayed in the bathroom for a few minutes, just when Feng Li thought he had fallen into the toilet, he opened the door and came out.
The road of chasing Xiang Nan again is destined not to be too smooth. Feng Li knew this early on. After all, it seems unrealistic to make Xiang Nan believe that the person he loves is indeed him in a short time. He has already made a long-term plan, so he is not in a hurry.What he is worried about now is that before he has successfully chased Xiang Nan back, there may already be other men or women by Xiang Nan's side.For example, the woman who was sitting with him watching the football game today was very annoying and annoying to Feng Li.
But to pursue someone again requires the sincerity of pursuing someone. Naturally, it is impossible for him to question Xiang Nan, he has no position, let alone qualifications.
So Feng Li secretly wrote down the woman he saw in the morning, as long as she doesn't come to provoke Xiang Nan, he can turn a blind eye.
In a blink of an eye, Xiang Nan had already reached the bedside. Feng Li saw him put the empty plate back on the cabinet, took out a piece of tissue to wipe off the water stains on his hands, and said to him: "Mr. It's gone, I should go too, you have a good rest."
Feng Li wanted to persuade him to stay, so he opened his mouth, but finally said nothing.
Xiang Nan took one last look at him, then turned and walked towards the door.
When he opened the door, Feng Li suddenly said, "When will you take back the cell phone you left at my house last time?"
"That was originally yours." Xiang Nan turned around and looked at the smiling man on the hospital bed. Even at this moment, Xiang Nan still felt that Feng Li's smile was an irresistible lethal weapon. This man When he is not smiling, he has an air of calm and self-importance. When the corners of his mouth are raised, this power will naturally disintegrate. What appears in the field of vision is a smile as warm as a spring breeze, and there are faint smile lines at the corners of his eyes. Let's make this look more charming and elegant.
Hearing this, the man with a charming and elegant smile was still smiling, with a soft and gentle voice, "Didn't you say that we are friends? Isn't it natural to accept gifts from friends?" He said it so naturally, as if he didn't feel that he was His face was as thick as the corner of the city wall of Zijing City, and he continued to smile under Xiang Nan's indifferent eyes: "At worst, you can prepare a gift for me in return, such as having dinner with me, or calling me once in a while, it's fine." .”
Xiang Nan just glanced at him, then left without looking back.
The door was closed again, separating the hustle and bustle outside. In the silence of the room, the man on the hospital bed put his hand on his eyelids and smiled bitterly.
The road is long and long.
After a few minutes, the door was pushed open again. Feng Li, who thought he was heading south and returning, suddenly raised his head, and found Cao Jingyun standing by the door, and then looked away lightly.
Cao Jingyun, who was treated differently, felt very speechless. While silently making complaints about caring for sex and despising friends, he walked straight to the sofa by the window and sat down. He looked at Feng Li curiously, and Feng Li looked back at him with eyes Enough to freeze an elephant to death.
Cao Jingyun ignored it, and said with a smile, "I thought you had some brilliant plan."
Feng Li didn't speak, Cao Jingyun's heart was full of joy at the moment, it was rare to see Feng Li being deflated for the first time in so many years, it was really not to be missed, so he didn't care about Feng Li's non-cooperation, and continued: "It seems that today's I didn't succeed in the bitter plan, I just saw that Xiang Nan left."
After hearing this, Feng Li frowned, and finally said, "Why don't you send him off?"
Cao Jingyun complained again that this guy really is a model of valuing sex over friends, but he said: "He very firmly rejected my kindness." Then he continued the topic just now with great interest, "Actually, this trick is not very good. Gao Ming, but [-]% of it will work. Why is it useless when you come to you? You said you bled and pretended to be wronged, but why did you go south without looking back? Could it be your acting skills? Too bad, was Xiang Nan seen through?" As he spoke, he searched all kinds of things about Xiang Nan in his mind, and said in doubt: "In my impression, Xiang Nan is very gentle and sensible, why is he so cruel this time? Not only did you not accompany you, but you left so simply, what did you do to hurt the child so much that you don't even want to stay with you for a moment?"
Feng Li gave one word to Cao Jingyun's endless chatter: "Get lost!"
The auditorium can accommodate at least 6000 to [-] people at the same time. The entire venue is divided into two floors. Except for a basketball court on the first floor, there are densely surrounded auditoriums. The auditorium corresponds to the second floor. But the view on the second floor is obviously much better than that on the first floor. Xiangnan and Yingying are located close to the fence, so they can see the field below at a glance.
Although the auditorium is not full, but basically all the good seats are occupied. Thanks to cousin Yingying, they can enjoy a basketball feast next.
Xiang Nan hadn't spoken since he entered the arena. It wasn't that he was too lazy to speak, but that it was really noisy when everyone said something to me. Often his voice was washed away as soon as he exited. Sometimes he might not be able to hear it, so he thought he should save some saliva, so he simply closed his mouth.
At this moment, Yingying had already chatted with the girl sitting beside her.
Xiang Nan looked around idly, and found that they were basically students, most of them were girls, and the expressions on their faces were all joyful and jubilant, exactly the same as Ying Ying beside her.
Not long after, the basketball baby entered the field.
Dancing in the center of the court for a few minutes, then exiting with two large colored balls.
The live, dynamic music ignited the enthusiasm of the audience, maybe it didn't need to be ignited, because they were high from the beginning to the end.
Then came the players.
The home team represents T University, and the visiting team is a professional basketball team in the city.
Feng Li's face was very recognizable, and his handsome figure made him more likely to attract people's attention than others, so even though there was a not-so-short distance between them, Xiang Nan saw him at first sight.Feng Li was dressed very formally today, with a suit, tie and leather shoes. He didn't look like he came to play golf, but hurried over from a certain negotiating table.
Probably because of embarrassment in the past, Xiang Nan didn't actually take a good look at Feng Li. He only knew that he was slender and strong, and he belonged to the kind of person who often went to the gym.Xiang Nan saw him taking off his coat and walking towards the locker room of the stadium. When he came out, he was already wearing the same jersey as Cao Jingyun.
Feng Liben is the kind of handsome and heroic person. The white jersey makes him even more heroic. What is exposed is the strong arm trained in the gym. When the arm is bent, it appears in the south. The most important thing is a strong biceps.From a man's point of view, Xiang Nan also appreciates and envies Feng Li's figure, which looks thinner when dressed, and fleshy when undressed, this is the most perfect hanger.
The temperature inside the venue is much higher than outside, which is not only due to the heating, but also due to the enthusiastic fans at the scene.As soon as Feng Li changed his jersey and entered the arena, the auditorium immediately boiled over. Some bold girls even stood up and whistled at the stadium. Xiang Nan thought silently, girls these days are so brave.
Feng Li was talking to Cao Jingyun, and then Cao Jingyun didn't know what to reply, Feng Li suddenly curled up his mouth and smiled.This was really not the slightest bit of excitement to the female audience at the scene. Xiangnan heard someone calling Feng Li's name at the banquet. The voice was very small at first, but soon it merged into a majestic river due to the addition of other voices. , so that the transparent dome above the entire stadium seemed to be trembling.
Yingying grabbed his sleeve excitedly, and started to speak incoherently, "The number 16 is Feng Li? Oh, Maika! Would he dare to be more handsome! Nima! How can there be someone so good-looking in the world? man!"
Xiang Nan let her hold her, his eyes were still on Feng Li's face, and he was about to withdraw when Feng Li, who was talking to Cao Jingyun, suddenly turned his head without any warning, looking at the auditorium on the second floor, his His gaze scanned the auditorium, and then, as if he had finally found the direction he was looking for, his gaze stopped and barely stopped on Xiang Nan's face. Although the distance was so far, Feng Li's But the eyes seemed to have texture, which made Xiang Nan really feel that Feng Li was looking at him.
Feng Li's eyes paused on his face for a few seconds, then he turned his head and continued the unfinished topic with Cao Jingyun.
As the other party withdrew his eyes substantially, Xiang Nan finally breathed a sigh of relief.
Yingying had stopped grabbing his sleeves, and was discussing enthusiastically with the girl next door.
"Feng Li is so handsome!"
"Yes! So handsome! And rich! And she looks very gentle!"
"I really want a male ticket like this!"
"Me too!"
In fact, strictly speaking, this is not a discussion, it is just two girls indulging in themselves.
After the basic warm-up, the game started, and Feng Li started as the starter.
Xiang Nan also liked basketball very much when he was in school, but because he was not tall and strong, he was often reduced to a backup.Basketball is a beautiful sport, and the exciting and intense scenes all the time are enough to make this sport the most desired battlefield in most people's hearts.
Feng Li is undoubtedly the most eye-catching one on the court, not only because of his outstanding appearance and strong reputation, but also because of the strong aura between the movements.
Quiet like a virgin, moving like a rabbit.
Between every movement and stillness, his face and eyes were filled with an astonishing aura pointing to the country. Xiang Nan never knew that basketball could be equated with elegance. In between, there is an elegant demeanor that makes people unable to take their eyes off.
This is different from any Feng Li in Xiang Nan's memory.
Feng Li is always gentle, considerate, affectionate, and affectionate.And this person on the court is so domineering, his sharp eyes are incomparably sharp, as if Xiang Nan remembers one person, and at the moment it is another person who is active on the court.With such a big gap, Xiang Nan was momentarily taken aback.Thinking of the man who hugged him last night and begged him not to hide from him, this psychological difference is like a cloud and mud.
When a strong and resolute man shows weakness inadvertently, it will make people feel uncomfortable involuntarily.
Because I know that he is such a proud person, sometimes it is more difficult to make him bow his head than to make him bleed, but this person so easily and frequently shows a humble posture in front of him.
Last night, Xiang Nan felt a little uncomfortable, but now, this uncomfortable feeling seems to be magnified thousands of times, occupying his heart slowly.
Sometimes, you can forgive a person for being mean to you, but you can't stand him talking softly to you.
Because caring is mutual, if others don’t care about you, you don’t need to care about others, and when this other person wants to get your forgiveness with a posture that is almost begging, what makes you unbearable is not the forgiveness itself, but this person. A low profile that is out of place and makes people feel distressed.
Xiang Nan didn't know when he became so cruel that he was able to leave last night without looking back after Feng Li's request.
While he was in a trance, there was a sudden commotion in the auditorium, Xiang Nan took a closer look, only to see Feng Li collapsed on the edge of the fence outside the field, the sign board on the fence was knocked over, and he fell innocently on the ground on the ground.Xiang Nan subconsciously stood up from the chair, and many people in the auditorium stood up, looking at the field with their necks raised.
"Feng Li is injured." Ying Ying who was beside her said, her tone was infinitely distressed.
Xiang Nan's mind buzzed, and his thoughts went blank for a moment. At this moment, he couldn't think of anything, and his body rushed down the auditorium according to the instinctive conditioned reflex.Feng Shang's ear was mild, Xiang Nan seemed to see Feng Li's slightly humble expression in the gust of wind, and heard him whisper: I can afford to wait.
Feng Li was injured, and the whole field became a mess, players, referees, and opponents all surrounded him. When Xiang Nan ran to the field, Cao Jingyun had already run to Feng Li's side first. Dare to move easily.Run to the south, pull away a few people around, squeeze in and squat beside Cao Jingyun, and watch Feng Li's injury with him. Since the collision just now happened while running, the force is naturally much stronger than usual, Feng Li's There were several scrapes on the arm, and the head was also injured. The blood flowed out quickly, forming a small ditch along the floor.
Xiang Nan looked at the blood on the floor, and even his breathing slowed down.
Feng Li didn't faint, and when he saw him, he could still smile gently, and instead comforted him softly, "It's okay, I just suffered a slight injury."
Xiang Nan said, "Don't talk, the team doctor will be here soon."
Feng Li ignored me and still cared about me, "Xiang Nan, I'm glad you still care about me." Perhaps because of his injury, his voice seemed a little gentler than usual in Xiang Nan's ears, and the hope in his eyes Wing and hope have nowhere to hide.Before Xiang Nan had time to speak, Cao Jingyun coughed twice, scolding Feng Li in his heart, a guy who is afraid of chaos in the world, what does he mean by saying such a sentence in front of so many people?Aren't you afraid that it will be in the headlines tomorrow?
Just in time, the team doctor came, and after a simple bandage for Feng Li, several people carried Feng Li onto the stand, and then left the venue in a mighty manner.
Xiang Nan felt that Feng Li probably wouldn't have a big problem, so he didn't intend to follow, but Cao Jingyun grabbed his arm and forcibly dragged him away. Cao Jingyun's reason was very good: "Feng Li hurt his head, in case What if you have a concussion or something? Can he get better if you don't go to see him?"
After a series of examinations, the doctor said that Feng Li didn't suffer seriously, but just had a slight concussion.
Cao Jingyun looked at Xiang Nan with an expression of "You see, I'm right", and Xiang Nan looked down at Feng Li on the hospital bed. The doctor had just sewed needles on his head, and he could only lie on his side. His face was a little pale, but he smiled at Xiang Nan with a familiar gentleness, "I'm fine."
Xiang Nan nodded and said, "Since you're fine, I'll go back."
Hearing this, Feng Li's smile showed some disappointment, "Is it because someone is waiting for you?"
Xiang Nan was speechless for a moment, and after a while he said: "Well, he is a classmate in our class." Xiang Nan knew that Feng Li would misunderstand, but he felt that he still needed to explain, because he didn't need to make some childish things. This act made Feng Li feel that he was a very sought-after person, and there was no need to lie to an ordinary friend.
From the moment he planned to have a showdown with Feng Li, Xiang Nan seemed to have the intention of never getting back together with Feng Li again. He has always been slow and docile, but when facing this matter, he showed amazing determination and kindness. Determined, so even if he still likes Feng Li, he will feel distressed about Feng Li's injury, but his thoughts still have not changed.
They are all adults, and adults should think in an adult way of thinking. Xiang Nan knew that his guilt towards the disappearing boy accounted for a large part of the reason, but he did not deny that he was actually a bit airtight. severe.This kind of anger is well hidden by him, and most of the time Xiang Nan is unwilling to admit that he has such thoughts.He often thought of the day when he had a showdown with Feng Li, when Feng Li pressed him on the sofa, the gloomy look in his eyes and the phrase "give him back to me".
There may not be a real Madonna in this world at all, because people's desires are destined to be mixed with personal thoughts when they look at everything.Although Xiang Nan is always labeled as a good person, when it comes to feelings, he is still no different from an ordinary person.Will worry about gains and losses, will be stubborn, will be jealous, envious, and of course selfish and sad.
When Xiang Nan was suppressed by Feng Li violently, his hot heart was almost chilled. He was used to being warm and moist, and the friends around him were also kind and friendly people, so this was a good time for Xiang Nan. There are not many experiences of being hurt. It is nothing to be physically suppressed, but more to be psychologically injured.In fact, Xiang Nan couldn't describe his feelings at that moment. He just felt a throbbing pain in his heart, a burning sensation in his throat, and a feeling called dull pain penetrated into his body from his limbs, and then extended along the blood vessels and The veins go directly to every nerve ending.This feeling is not much different from the people who are about to be shot in the school grounds. The only difference is that they will die, but he will not die. He just feels hopeless.
He really didn't blame Feng Li, he was just angry with him.
Feng Li said last night that he was the one he loved. Xiang Nan was in a bit of a mixed mood at the time, he was a little happy, but he had doubts at the same time.
The man who pinned him down with a hostile face found out so quickly that he didn't like the original Xiang Nan but him. Such a change made Xiang Nan feel weird, and at the same time felt that Feng Li would say so hastily. In this case, it must be because he was deliberately stimulated by Song Chen during the day, maybe Feng Li did like him a little bit, but this kind of power to like to be suddenly intruded by the outside world is enough to make a shrewd person like Feng Li lose reason.
Furthermore, the possessiveness of a strong man is much stronger than that of ordinary people. It's not that Xiang Nan has never met a strong man, so he wondered how credible Feng Li's sudden confession was.As Feng Li said, whether he believes it or not, whether he will turn back, or whether he will accept it again is still unknown, because even Xiang Nan himself is not sure.
Taking another [-] steps back, if Feng Li really loved him, it would be too unfair to the disappeared boy.Before unraveling this knot, Xiang Nan clearly knew that it was impossible for him to accept Feng Li's feelings again.
I used to like to watch a movie, so I watched it over and over again. After watching a lot, those things that I didn't understand at the beginning will be understood naturally.My love for you probably started with your disdain, and then quietly left with your attention and inseparable.This is naked|naked revenge.It's just wrapped in an exquisite and expensive sugar coating, which makes it impossible for people to see through it.
Feng Li's position and attitude made it impossible for him to take revenge, and he was not the kind of person who would take revenge.
He is just an ordinary young man in a small town, with an ordinary life and a small fortune.
"Xiang Nan, are you blaming me?" Feng Li looked at his distracted expression and asked softly.
The ward was very quiet, and Cao Jingyun had tactfully exited the room a long time ago, so when Feng Li's voice sounded in the silence, Xiang Nan successfully pulled back his thoughts. He looked at Feng Li lying on the hospital bed, generously He admitted, "I don't blame you, I'm just a little angry. But this emotion will get better after a while, so you don't have to worry about it."
Feng Li's breath was blocked in his throat, and he wanted to pull Xiang Nan's hand, but he stretched it halfway and retracted it.
In nearly 30 years of life, he has never been so afraid.
I was afraid that even if I tried my best, I would never be able to get this person's love again, I would never be able to hold him in my arms again, and I would never see the smile on the other person's face that was as gentle as it could tolerate all the injustices in the world.At this moment, Feng Li misses that Xiang Nan leaning in his arms very much, the shy, helpless, shy one.
He felt that his throat was a little dry, and the voice that slipped out of his mouth was also dry, "I'm sorry."
Xiang Nan shook his head, there was even a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, calm as if the two of them were really just ordinary friends, as calm as if the thing Feng Li did to sorry him was just eating a piece of food from his bowl It's just a potato, "It's okay." He replied softly.
The air was silent for a moment.
He was lying on the bed, and he was standing by the bed, relatively speechless.
The embarrassment of silence spread all the way, until Cao Jingyun opened the door and came in, breaking the weird atmosphere, "There are a lot of reporters outside, Xiang Nan, don't come out, I'll deal with it."
Xiang Nan hesitated for a moment, then nodded.
Feng Li is a celebrity in the whole city. He was injured on the court just now and was seen by so many eyes. The media has always been sensitive to the news. It would be strange if he didn't show up at this moment.After Cao Jingyun went out and the door was closed again, Xiang Nan sat down on the chair beside the bed, seeing Feng Li's gaze on him all the time, he felt a little embarrassed.Then, under Feng Li's gaze, he picked up the fruit knife beside him and peeled the apple.
It is said that the fruits were sent by people from the hospital, and they are all bright and colorful, just like their owners, who are eager to curry favor with each other.
Looking at the apple in his hand, Xiang Nan thought that the distance between him and Feng Li was really not that far away, so he couldn't understand why a successful person like Feng Li would stalk an ordinary person like him, And the look in his eyes was so sincere and sincere, as if he couldn't live without him, just when he was lost in thought, he suddenly heard Feng Li say: "Be careful."
Xiang Nan paused with his fingers, and looked down, his fingers were really going to hit the edge of the knife, so he hurriedly put his mind away and concentrated on peeling the apple.
After the apples are finished peeling, cut them into small pieces and put them in the small dish that came with the fruit. Xiang Nan handed the plate to Feng Li, "Let's eat some fruit."
Feng Li's gaze stayed on the small plate in front of him for a moment, then he raised his head and looked at him with an innocent expression, "My hand is hurt, it hurts a bit."
Xiang Nan knew that he was suspected of dishonesty, but based on the principle of putting the patient first, he put a piece of apple on a skewer with a toothpick and fed it to his mouth.
Xiang Nan sighed inwardly, this man... is really a rascal.
Feng Li ate most of the apple under Xiang Nan's service, and then left a small half for Xiang Nan. Xiang Nan didn't want to eat it at first, but couldn't hold back Feng Li's naive look at him, and finally gritted his teeth and put the remaining apples on the plate. The next few apples were eaten.
When they stayed together before, Feng Li liked to watch Xiang Nan eat.
When he eats, his expression is always very focused, as if what he eats is not food but something beloved, earnest and satisfied.Food filled his mouth, his cheeks moved up and down following his chewing movements, his two big and black eyes were still staring at the bowl in front of him, his appearance was not to mention how cute it was in Feng Liyan's eyes.Now Feng Li knows that the person living in this boy's body is a person who is several months older than himself, so in his opinion, this kind of cuteness seems to be infinitely extended, making Feng Li's eyes even more intense. Bright, as if he could not control himself at any time and rushed over to eat people up.
Xiang Nan was terrified by his staring eyes, quickly disposed of the apple chunks, and then took the empty dishes to the bathroom connected to the ward to wash.
Anyone like Feng Li who is injured, no matter how big or small, will receive extraordinary treatment, so the ward he lives in is naturally the most advanced.
Xiang Nan looked at a large mirror mounted on the opposite wall. The person inside had no expression on his face, his hands were stained with water, and he stared blankly at himself in the mirror, looking a little silly.He used to feel embarrassed or lacking in confidence when facing Feng Li in the past. Now that he thinks about it, he probably felt Feng Li's feelings in his heart early in the morning. He lost confidence because he was not sure. Now he knows the person Feng Li likes. In fact, it wasn't him, and if he stayed with Feng Li, he would be the one who was more comfortable.
It feels like someone gave you a toy, you can't put it down, but every time you hold it in your arms, you feel that your heart is hanging, afraid that one day the person who gave you will come to take it back, so every time you play I always feel absent-minded and always a little scared.Then one day, the other party finally takes the toy back as you imagined. It is natural for you to feel sad, but as time goes by, this feeling will gradually fade away.
Xiang Nan stayed in the bathroom for a few minutes, just when Feng Li thought he had fallen into the toilet, he opened the door and came out.
The road of chasing Xiang Nan again is destined not to be too smooth. Feng Li knew this early on. After all, it seems unrealistic to make Xiang Nan believe that the person he loves is indeed him in a short time. He has already made a long-term plan, so he is not in a hurry.What he is worried about now is that before he has successfully chased Xiang Nan back, there may already be other men or women by Xiang Nan's side.For example, the woman who was sitting with him watching the football game today was very annoying and annoying to Feng Li.
But to pursue someone again requires the sincerity of pursuing someone. Naturally, it is impossible for him to question Xiang Nan, he has no position, let alone qualifications.
So Feng Li secretly wrote down the woman he saw in the morning, as long as she doesn't come to provoke Xiang Nan, he can turn a blind eye.
In a blink of an eye, Xiang Nan had already reached the bedside. Feng Li saw him put the empty plate back on the cabinet, took out a piece of tissue to wipe off the water stains on his hands, and said to him: "Mr. It's gone, I should go too, you have a good rest."
Feng Li wanted to persuade him to stay, so he opened his mouth, but finally said nothing.
Xiang Nan took one last look at him, then turned and walked towards the door.
When he opened the door, Feng Li suddenly said, "When will you take back the cell phone you left at my house last time?"
"That was originally yours." Xiang Nan turned around and looked at the smiling man on the hospital bed. Even at this moment, Xiang Nan still felt that Feng Li's smile was an irresistible lethal weapon. This man When he is not smiling, he has an air of calm and self-importance. When the corners of his mouth are raised, this power will naturally disintegrate. What appears in the field of vision is a smile as warm as a spring breeze, and there are faint smile lines at the corners of his eyes. Let's make this look more charming and elegant.
Hearing this, the man with a charming and elegant smile was still smiling, with a soft and gentle voice, "Didn't you say that we are friends? Isn't it natural to accept gifts from friends?" He said it so naturally, as if he didn't feel that he was His face was as thick as the corner of the city wall of Zijing City, and he continued to smile under Xiang Nan's indifferent eyes: "At worst, you can prepare a gift for me in return, such as having dinner with me, or calling me once in a while, it's fine." .”
Xiang Nan just glanced at him, then left without looking back.
The door was closed again, separating the hustle and bustle outside. In the silence of the room, the man on the hospital bed put his hand on his eyelids and smiled bitterly.
The road is long and long.
After a few minutes, the door was pushed open again. Feng Li, who thought he was heading south and returning, suddenly raised his head, and found Cao Jingyun standing by the door, and then looked away lightly.
Cao Jingyun, who was treated differently, felt very speechless. While silently making complaints about caring for sex and despising friends, he walked straight to the sofa by the window and sat down. He looked at Feng Li curiously, and Feng Li looked back at him with eyes Enough to freeze an elephant to death.
Cao Jingyun ignored it, and said with a smile, "I thought you had some brilliant plan."
Feng Li didn't speak, Cao Jingyun's heart was full of joy at the moment, it was rare to see Feng Li being deflated for the first time in so many years, it was really not to be missed, so he didn't care about Feng Li's non-cooperation, and continued: "It seems that today's I didn't succeed in the bitter plan, I just saw that Xiang Nan left."
After hearing this, Feng Li frowned, and finally said, "Why don't you send him off?"
Cao Jingyun complained again that this guy really is a model of valuing sex over friends, but he said: "He very firmly rejected my kindness." Then he continued the topic just now with great interest, "Actually, this trick is not very good. Gao Ming, but [-]% of it will work. Why is it useless when you come to you? You said you bled and pretended to be wronged, but why did you go south without looking back? Could it be your acting skills? Too bad, was Xiang Nan seen through?" As he spoke, he searched all kinds of things about Xiang Nan in his mind, and said in doubt: "In my impression, Xiang Nan is very gentle and sensible, why is he so cruel this time? Not only did you not accompany you, but you left so simply, what did you do to hurt the child so much that you don't even want to stay with you for a moment?"
Feng Li gave one word to Cao Jingyun's endless chatter: "Get lost!"
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