Rebirth is more than a year old

After Xiang Nan came out of the hospital, he thought of Ying Ying who was still in college.

The matter was urgent just now, and I didn't have time to tell Yingying. I hope she won't blame him.

Xiangnan took the bus and got off at the platform near T University. Before he reached the campus of T University, he saw Yingying standing alone in front of the grand gate of T University, looking down at her toes. The white down jacket on her body was particularly conspicuous .

Xiang Nan walked over quickly, and the first sentence was: "Sorry, I didn't tell you just now."

Yingying narrowed her eyes and smiled, looking innocent, "It's okay, I didn't even know you knew Feng Li, you're so mean, you lied to me before that you didn't know me."

Xiang Nan rubbed his nose, feeling a bit embarrassed at not knowing how to explain it, did he tell her that he once had an affair with Feng Li?Fortunately, Ying Ying didn't seem to care about his answer that much, she took his arm and left, "It's dinner time, let's go have a meal before going back to school."

Naturally, Xiang Nan had no objection.

After the two had dinner near T University, they walked slowly towards No. [-] Middle School.

Ying Ying kept her hands in her pockets, looked at the sky above her head as she walked, and said faintly: "You can't see stars in winter." Xiang Nan also raised her head to look at the sky, the sky closer to them was covered by The neon lights of Wanli reflected some bright colors, and the deeper ones were completely black. The deep undercurrent was like black clouds overwhelming the city, casting a shadow on people's mood for no reason. He and Feng Li often stayed together at times like this before. At that time, my mood was joyful, but not as good as it is now, it was inexplicably gloomy.

The way a person looks at things is often related to his mood.When you are in a good mood, everything you see is cute. If you are in a bad mood, you probably won’t be happy even if you see a room full of banknotes.

"Xiang Nan, do you have a girl you like?" Yingying asked suddenly.

Xiang Nan came back to his senses and looked at her. Under the gorgeous and beautiful light beams on both sides of the road, the girl's face was dyed with a layer of soft brilliance, like a sunset glow, and like a flowing cloud. A girl of this age should have Shy and immature, Xiang Nan was subconsciously stunned for a moment, and then said, "No." There is indeed no girl he likes, but there is a man he likes.

Ying Ying's eyes brightened instantly, and then she smiled happily, "Which university are you planning to go to?"

Xiang Nan hadn't thought about this question. Hearing her talk now, he thought about it, and then said: "Probably choose the one that is closer to home." Maybe just choose one of these nearby universities, T University is a good one s Choice.

Yingying listened and nodded thoughtfully.

With a short distance of three streets, the two were drunk after walking for nearly half an hour.

Xiang Nan sent Ying Ying downstairs to the girls' dormitory. The lively and lovely girl walked a few steps and suddenly turned back. She stood still in front of Xiang Nan and laughed amidst his slightly puzzled expression. Her voice was like a clear bell, crisp and crisp. She was very generous and decent, she said: "I like you very much, Xiang Nan." After saying that, without giving anyone a chance to reflect, she trotted into the dormitory building, leaving Xiang Nan standing where she was, dumbfounded. .

Song Chen used to say that there are always peach blossoms around Xiang Nan, but all these flower buds were broken by Xiang Nan himself before they even budded.Every time Xiang Nan heard this, he just smiled helplessly. Even he himself couldn't explain why.

Part of it was probably the shadow left by his mother when he was a child, and the other part might be his innate indifference to women, which was something he suddenly realized after he met Feng Li.The image of his childhood mother was too deep for him, even though he couldn't see it clearly when he was a child, after years of growing up, this shadow finally occupied a place in his life.Sometimes when I think about it, the reason why he would forget so quickly after his mother and father left is probably because he was alienated from his family. It’s just that he was too young at that time. Something I want to understand thoroughly.

This girl named Ying Ying is undoubtedly cute. When Xiang Nan sees her, she will think of her younger sister Xiang Xi, so after all, it is impossible to have another change in the way she looks at her. What's more, he still likes her in his heart now. Feng Li, a person's heart is only the size of a fist, how can it accommodate two people at the same time.

After washing up, Xiang Nan lay down on his back. He thought that he would definitely suffer from insomnia again tonight after being disturbed by Yingying just now, but he fell asleep in less than 10 minutes after lying on the bed.

The next morning, Xiang Nan went to the school playground to report on time. After running for about half an hour, he rested by the flower bed for a while before going to buy a breakfast outside the school, and walked to school while eating.

During class in the morning, Xiang Nan was a little embarrassed to see Ying Ying.However, the other girls behaved gracefully, and greeted Xiang Nan naturally and kindly. It seemed that the words of liking last night were just an illusion. It's not very good for this girl, so I quickly relieved.Maybe Ying Ying's liking is different from the liking he imagined, thinking of this, the stone hanging in Xiang Nan's heart finally fell to the ground slowly.

As soon as the morning class ended, Ying Ying came over and said, "Xiang Nan, let's have lunch together."

Just as Xiang Nan was about to talk, he saw Song Chen appearing at the door of their classroom carrying big bags and small bags, as if they were moving house. Song Chen stood at the door and did not come in. When he saw the girl next to Xiang Nan, he smiled wickedly. All of a sudden, he yelled deliberately, "Xiang Nan!"

Xiang Nan glanced at Song Chen, and said to Yingying, "Another day, my friend came to see me." He packed up his textbooks and left the classroom.

Before Song Chen left, he glanced back at Ying Ying, and said to Xiang Nan, "It seems that you are in full bloom this year. First, Feng Li, and then this little beauty." Xiang Nan was speechless, and looked at Song The bag in Chen's hand, "What is this?"

Song Chen shook the spoils in his hand at him, "On the way here, I saw that DS was on sale, so I bought a few for you."

Xiang Nan took it over and took a look, all of them were clothes of the current season, how could a store like DS discount the products of the current season, Song Chen thought he didn't know, but Xiang Nan would never refuse Song Chen's kindness , because Song Chen was like his elder brother, and his feelings had already surpassed the thickness of blood and family ties, so Xiang Nan didn't expose him, and accepted everything as he ordered.

After walking a few steps, Song Chen didn't know what he remembered, and suddenly cursed: "Damn! That bastard Feng Li!"

Xiang Nan blinked, wondering where Feng Li had offended him again, "Why are you scolding him for no reason?"

"Didn't you say that he treated you very well when you two were together? Why is he reluctant to buy you some clothes?" Song Chen was very excited, and some of the spittle particles he spewed fell on Xiangnan. face.Xiang Nan wiped his face and said softly, "He gave it, but I confiscated it."

Song Chen glanced at him speechlessly, "Why are you so stupid! If you don't need money, you won't lose a piece of meat!"

"That's different." Xiang Nan defended softly.

"What's the difference! You can take my things for granted, but you can't accept his?"

Hearing this, Xiang Nan smiled, raised his head and looked at Song Chen, his voice seemed to be covered with a layer of gentleness, as if he was explaining something, or just explaining something, "You are like me My relatives, so I feel at ease to accept your things, but Feng Li is different from you, he is the person I like to me, we are two equal individuals, he has no obligation to prepare everything I need for me Just like I am not obligated to do everything he wants for him. We can take care of each other, care for each other, love each other, but in the situation where I have not yet reached the soul connection with this person, I do not Will take his stuff."

Probably Feng Li also understood this kind of thinking in his heart, so apart from the hard plugged phone, he really never gave Xiang Nan anything else afterwards.Xiang Nan likes this way of getting along, and won't be treated by Feng Li as the one who needs to be supported because he is currently only a student. No matter what roles they are in, two people who love each other should be independent individuals.

After hearing Xiang Nan's words, Song Chen sighed, patted Xiang Nan's shoulder with his palm, and put his whole body in his arms, "I'll rely on you! It's like a lifetime of cultivation for someone to meet you!" What a blessing! You don’t know how to cherish it! Just thinking about it makes me angry!”

Xiang Nan knew that it would take a while for Song Chen to get rid of this knot in his heart, so he didn't dwell on the topic at the moment, so he changed the subject and said, "When are you going back?"

Song Chen squinted at him, "Why? Are you rushing me back?"

"Isn't it the Chinese New Year soon? You don't have to go back to spend the Spring Festival with your uncle and aunt? What's more, there is Teacher Zhai waiting for you."

When Song Chen heard him mention Zhai Qing, he immediately looked like a leaking ball, his face darkened a lot, "He is going to England to spend the Spring Festival with his younger brother," and then he became aggrieved, "Damn it! This is What is wrong with the world! You can be confident at a young age! His younger brother even called me and said to let his brother go, otherwise he would not let me go! Fuck it was that bastard Zhai Qing who came to provoke me first, okay? !"

Hearing this, Xiang Nan felt that the words were so wrong, so he asked him, "Is his brother not a brother lover?"

Song Chen choked, and then nodded in agreement, "I think so! It seems that I have to watch Zhai Qing more closely, lest he be snatched away by his perverted brother!"

Xiang Nan looked at the ground speechlessly, thinking that you are the perverted person.

After Xiang Nan took the clothes Song Chen bought back to the dormitory, he followed Song Chen out of No. [-] Middle School.

He originally thought that Song Chen was here to accompany him to have lunch, but Song Chen drove the car directly to the gate of Xiangsheng Residence, and was a little worried before getting off the car to the south, "Although if you tell Ye Su the secret of my rebirth, they will It's nice, but wouldn't it be great if more people knew about it?"

Song Chen put one hand on the steering wheel and looked at him with lowered eyelids, "Are you scared?"

"I'm not afraid. I just feel that this kind of thing is a bit shocking. Will it scare them?"

Song Chen patted him on the shoulder and said in relief: "You know Cao Jingyun, and I know him too. A friend of a friend is a friend, so it's normal for me to know you, isn't it? If you don't want to tell them the truth so quickly, I will Naturally, I wouldn't say it. And you said it, it's so shocking, no one would think about it."

After hearing this, Xiang Nan didn't hesitate anymore, pushed the door and got out of the car.

The business of Xiangshengju is as good as ever. Sometimes Xiang Nan thinks that if Ye Su is in good health, Xiangshengju cannot be just the size it is now. No matter how capable a person is, once there is a problem with his health, he will be unable to deal with anything. , let alone someone like Ye Su whose body has been necrotic.

Song Chen was also quite familiar with this place, and led Xiang Nan to the backyard directly.

The door of Ye Su's room was open, and the whole courtyard was a little too quiet. Xiang Nan's footsteps suddenly stopped, and Song Chen was pulled back. Together, the two of them trembled in their hearts at the same time, and then quickly rushed into the room.

"Song Chen, why did you come with Xiang Nan?" Ye Su was sitting on the bedside reading a book, and was obviously surprised when he saw the two of them.

Xiang Nan and Song Chen also breathed a sigh of relief at the same time. After the relief, Xiang Nan found that his back was wet with sweat.

Song Chen walked over with a smile, sat down on the edge of the bed, looked closely at Ye Su's face, and asked solemnly, "How's the quality of sleep recently?"

Ye Su smiled and replied: "It's okay, I can sleep for four or five hours a day." Then, as if he didn't see Song Chen's frowning expression, he looked at Xiang Nan who was still standing at the door, "I told Yan Jun yesterday You haven't come for a few days, but you really came today, it seems that you really can't tell people behind your back."

Ye Su's face was paler than the previous few times, the fingertips holding the book were darker, and his voice was much hoarse. Xiang Nan suppressed the emotions in his heart and walked over quickly, "I went home for a trip yesterday. There was another delay, so I came to see you today."

Ye Su raised his hand towards him, Xiang Nan held his hand, saw Ye Su looking at his eyes burning with clusters of flames, not anger, nor inquiry, but shallow joy, he said: "Xiang Nan, Welcome back."

Hearing this, Xiang Nan shook his hand slightly, and even Song Chen who was sitting on the edge of the bed suppressed his smile.

Ye Su, on the other hand, looked very ordinary, only his eyes were a little brighter than usual, he held Xiang Nan's hand instead, and said softly: "Actually, I should have guessed it was you, but I was not sure, really OK, you're back."

"I……"

As soon as Xiang Nan uttered a single sound, Ye Su stopped him with his eyes. His eyes were still fixed on Xiang Nan's face, and the smile on the corner of his mouth was calm and satisfied, "In the past three years, I have often dreamed of you. Seeing that you are always smiling, you smiled and told me not to worry about taking care of my body. Every time I wake up from a dream, I can’t fall asleep again.” Ye Su’s eyes are a bit like those of Yan Jun’s, but they are bigger than Yan Jun’s. The colored glaze in his eyes was darker, like a feline animal, implying a bit of sharpness, "The first time Feng Li brought you here, I had a vague feeling of weirdness, and then you came for the second time, I noticed your small movements, you look very focused on eating, and the posture of holding chopsticks is exactly the same as Xiang Nan, but I am still not sure, after all, this kind of thing is too unimaginable, until just now, you came in with Song Chen .”

Song Chen touched his nose, "How can you be sure that he came in with me?"

Ye Su looked at him and said with a smile, "With your arrogant and fiery personality, Young Master Song, how could you be so close to someone you've only known for a few days?"

"Why not? Can't I hit it off with him?" Song Chen struggled to his death.

Ye Su smiled, "Don't deny it anymore, anyway, I've already recognized it," said Xiang Nan, "Xiang Nan, why didn't you tell me this morning?"

Xiang Nan has always known Ye Su's carefulness. He had already felt Ye Su's faint expression when he came here alone a few times ago, but he didn't expect Ye Su to have felt it since the first time he saw him. Now that Ye Su has seen through him, he no longer hides it, "I'm afraid you won't believe me if I tell you, and Song Chen found me a few days ago."

So Song Chen recounted the matter in all sorts of ways, Ye Su listened, and nodded lightly, "No wonder you seldom contacted us these three years, even if you were asked to come to the north to play, it turns out that I'm doing this." At the end he suddenly smiled, "Song Chen, thank you for your hard work."

Song Chen couldn't hear this the most, and immediately jumped up from the bed, "Damn! Don't say such sensational things to me! Goosebumps are getting up!"