When an actor meets a male god

When Lu Ran walked to the door of the ward, his footsteps paused slightly.

The man's eyes were dark, and he couldn't see any emotion, but the eyes exposed outside the mask could vaguely see a bit of sarcasm and coldness.

To be honest, he was also very surprised.

Unexpectedly, in his lifetime, he would still receive a call from Luo Qingyuan.

She wants to see him.

When the person on the phone called himself a policeman, saying that Luo Qingyuan was in the hospital and hoped that Lu Ran, as a family member, could come and take care of him, at that moment, Lu Ran really held back and dropped the phone and laughed loudly impulse.

dependents?

Taking a deep breath, suppressing the deep hatred surging in his chest, Lu Ran sneered with the corners of his mouth raised.

In the end, he still came.

He wanted to see how Luo Qingyuan ended up in the hospital, he wanted to see how Luo Qingyuan abandoned Yan Chang'an regardless of right and wrong, and chose Yan Shao who was like a poisonous snake, what kind of misery did she end up in? fate.

Holding the doorknob with his right hand, the cold touch spreads through the skin of his palm to every corner of his body.

Lu Ran raised his head slightly and closed his eyes, what emerged in his mind were Yan Chang'an's forbearable and painful eyes when he first mentioned Luo Qingyuan.

He smiled silently.

Exhaling heavily, Lu Ran opened his eyes and suppressed all his emotions, opened the door and walked in.

Luo Qingyuan was lying on the hospital bed with her back facing the direction of the door.

Lu Ran raised his eyebrows, and there was an inexplicable taste in his eyes.This was the first time he saw Luo Qingyuan like this.

In the past, she was always dressed in an exquisite cheongsam, with gorgeous makeup, and her grace was like a precious peony in full bloom. She exuded an indescribable nobility and arrogance that made people dare not approach her.

But at this moment, even with her back turned to Lu Ran, she couldn't see her face clearly. She was wearing a blue and white striped hospital gown, her shoulders were thin, and her hair was a little messy. hair.

Pale, haggard, embarrassed.

Hearing the sound of someone coming in through the door, Luo Qingyuan lay motionless on the bed, as if she was asleep.

Lu Ran was not in a hurry, pulled a stool and sat four or five steps away from the hospital bed, took off the mask and sunglasses on his face, and loosened the tie on his neck.

Only after finishing all this did he turn his attention to Luo Qingyuan.

The voice is calm, no emotion can be heard.

Lu Ran curled his lips and said slowly, "You asked me to come to watch you sleep?"

Hearing these words, Luo Qingyuan, who was lying on the bed as if falling asleep, trembled all over, and finally opened her eyes.

Indeed, she was the one who asked the police to call Lu Ran over.

The moment the phone was connected, Luo Qingyuan couldn't tell what she was feeling in her heart, it was extremely complicated, like a cup of bitter wine brewed a long, long time ago, and today, she drank it dry in one gulp.

In other words, the moment she thought of calling Lu Ran over, she was already mentally prepared to be humiliated.

In such a big city, in the end, at such a moment, the only person she could think of to contact was Lu Ran.

Isn't it ridiculous?

Turning around slowly, taking a deep breath, Luo Qingyuan lifted the quilt and sat up, leaning on the bed and looking at Lu Ran.

They looked at each other, and for a moment they couldn't find anything to say.

But Lu Ran's gaze was slightly concentrated, and fell on Luo Qingyuan's neck.

The pinch mark at that place was so obvious that it could even be regarded as shocking.

Noticing Lu Ran's gaze, Luo Qingyuan turned her face away and pulled the collar of the hospital gown as if nothing had happened, trying to cover up the trace.

Lu Ran raised the corner of his mouth in a half-smile.

"Yan Shao pinched it?"

Luo Qingyuan didn't speak.

This time, Lu Ran didn't hide his emotions, and laughed directly, the laughter was sarcastic and cold.

Luo Qingyuan indeed lowered her head to find Lu Ran, but a woman who has always been proud and arrogant, has been held up and held up all her life, how could she bear at this moment "What are you laughing at?" Seeing Lu Ran's expression, Luo Qing Yuan became more and more angry, the pain and sorrow of being strangled by Yan Shao and the news brought by the police almost crushed this woman instantly. At this moment, Lu Ran did not hide anything The ridicule made Luo Qingyuan even more angry, but she couldn't find any way to relieve it.

"I'm laughing...it's your fault."

Lu Ran shrugged his shoulders, and spoke without showing any affection or politeness.

On the contrary, Luo Qingyuan calmed down after changing her face from blue to white to red.

Taking a deep breath, he turned his head to look at Lu Ran and asked, "Where is Yan Chang'an now?"

Yan Changan.

Repeating Luo Qingyuan's question twice in his mouth, Lu Ran almost took a deep breath before resisting the urge to laugh out loud.

Standing up and walking in front of Luo Qingyuan, she looked condescendingly at the woman who was leaning on the bed with a look of reason, with twitching veins on her forehead, her brows were tightly knitted, but the bottom of her eyes was full of sorrow and ridiculousness.

"You asked me where Yan Chang'an was."

Clenching his fists tightly, Lu Ran's palms were sweaty, he loosened his clenches, clenched and then let go, the blood all over his body seemed to rush to the top of his head, finally calmed down, looked at Luo Qingyuan and smiled softly.

"Why do you ask me where Yan Changan is?"

"At the beginning... you made Yan Chang'an face the whole world and never have anything to do with me again."

Lu Ran shook his head slowly, the sadness rising from the bottom of his heart gripped his heart fiercely, looking into Luo Qingyuan's eyes, he said every word.

"I gave up Yan Chang'an for my mother."

"But you, you also have no right to ask where he is now."

Lu Ran smiled slightly, his eyes were bloodshot, he paused for half a second and then spoke.

"Do you know what I was thinking during the press conference?"

Luo Qingyuan had never seen Lu Ran who looked like this before. The emotions in his eyes were so turbulent that he couldn't restrain it, but the expression on his face was so calm that he couldn't calm down any more. He spoke slowly, word by word, with A deep pain almost like self-dissection.

"I'm thinking..."

"You wish for your own son to die for a poisonous snake."

"I gave up the best man in the world to save my mother."

Lu Ran smiled lightly.

"You and I, we are not worthy of Yan Changan."

"But do you know the biggest difference between me and you?"

Lu Ran took a deep breath, raised his head slightly, and the veins in his temples were bulging.

"I love him, even if I give up on him, he also knows that I am forced to go nowhere. Or in other words, if the same thing happens to him, I will make the same choice, and I am even willing to Chang'an to die."

"And you, as the person closest to him in this world," Lu Ran looked at Luo Qingyuan with calm eyes.

"The only thing you have ever loved the most is yourself."

"You blamed the death of a man who died in a car accident on the head of an unborn child, and forced Yan Chang'an to live a life without a mother for nearly 30 years."

"Yan Shao kidnapped and violated the law and was short of public funds. Shouldn't he go to jail?"

"In order to avenge Yan Shao, you threatened my mother's life, well, we have nothing to do, so Yan Chang'an has nothing and his reputation is ruined."

Lu Ran took a deep breath, resisted the huge pressure spreading from his chest and raised his head, his eyes were completely red.

"Now, Yan Shao is going to strangle you to death."

"Have you finally realized that what you have been defending for so long is a maddened and inhuman poisonous snake?"

"So you come to me now and let me tell you where Yan Changan is. You regret it, right?"

Shaking his head and chuckling lightly, as if he had encountered something unbelievable, Lu Ran's brows were tightly knit together, and he lowered his voice, his eyes filled with cold mockery.

"And then put on an annual drama to make up for Yan Changan's lack of maternal love for so many years?"

Speaking of this, Lu Ran almost didn't leave any affection for Luo Qingyuan, and said all the things he wanted to say that had been buried in his heart for so long.

He hates Luo Qingyuan.

Or rather, he hated himself for being powerless.

At the end, Lu Ran shook his head slightly and smiled, sat down on the stool and became silent, silent.

It's funny and sad at the same time.

Even if he hates Luo Qingyuan now, and even stabbed Luo Qingyuan once.

So what?

Meaningless.

Lu Ran lowered his head slightly, his expression was obscure, and he couldn't see any emotion.

It's rare that Luo Qingyuan remained silent and didn't refute the irony that Lu Ran almost didn't leave her any affection. Her eyes fell on a certain point in the air, as if in a trance.

There was a suffocating and sad silence in the ward.

I don't know how long it took, Luo Qingyuan finally raised her head slowly, looked at Lu Ran, her chest rose and fell unnoticeably, and asked: "I want to ask you something, if you lie to me..."

Before he could finish speaking, he was interrupted by Lu Ran.

The man shrugged his shoulders, and a trace of sarcasm could not help showing in his eyes, "Now you should see whether I am willing to answer you, not whether I will lie to you."

"At the beginning you said... Yan Shao was short of Yan's money, and then..."

This time, it was still Luo Qingyuan who was interrupted again before she finished speaking.

The man stood up, his brows were tightly twisted into a "Chuan", but there was still a startling smile on the corner of his mouth.

Taking a deep breath, looking into Luo Qingyuan's eyes, Lu Ran spoke very slowly, stopping every word.

"Yes."

"Yan Shao was short of Yan Shi's money, and he gave you to sign those contracts that are basically speculative and you need to bear the responsibility."

With a sneer, Lu Ran's eyes became more and more sarcastic and sad.

"When you find out that the son you thought was the best and the best for you is actually a poisonous snake that bites you, how does it feel?"

Lu Ran squinted at Luo Qingyuan.

He couldn't forget that when he and Yan Chang'an knelt on the ground begging him, the woman pointed at them with a sneer and swore that they wanted to sow discord.

Now, Luo Qingyuan actually asked this question again, maybe the woman already knows everything Yan Shao has done at this moment, right?

Lu Ran chuckled and shook his head, but his eyes were cold.

He considered himself a kind person, but facing Luo Qingyuan and Yan Shao, Lu Ran could hardly restrain the anger and deep hatred in his heart.

Unforgivable.

It's really unforgivable.

Luo Qingyuan shook her head, not as if she was talking to Lu Ran, but more like talking to herself.

A bit of painful struggle and disbelief appeared on the woman's face, but her eyes gradually dimmed until all the light was extinguished.

The reason why she asked Lu Ran was just a little bit of luck in the end.

Yan Shao.

That was Yan Shao, whom she had loved so much for so many years and poured almost all her affection into.

The son she loves the most, and the son she is most proud of, is the first crystallization of her relationship with her husband.

How could he hurt her mother?

After hearing the police say that Yan Shao took drugs in prison, Luo Qingyuan felt more sad, but also a little more lucky.

She was only willing to take Yan Shao's out of control attempt to strangle her as a mental disorder and not knowing her for a while.

Asking Lu Ran for confirmation was a ten-thousandth chance. Perhaps Yan Shao was just trying to anger her, or maybe everything was due to Lu Ran and Yan Changan's deliberate deliberations to provoke the relationship between their mother and son.

"No... definitely not..."

"Hahahahahaha."

Lu Ran raised his head and smiled, the smile didn't reach his eyes, his eyes were cold.

"Won't?"

"Yan Shao ran short of public funds, sold his shares cheaply, and even wanted to sell your share together."

"If it wasn't for Yan Chang'an, you would still be sitting here as your noble and elegant Mrs. Yan?"

"If it wasn't for Yan Chang'an, you would still be living in a luxurious mid-mountain villa?"

Lu Ran shook his head slowly, looked into Luo Qingyuan's eyes, and spoke every word.

"I don't feel sorry for you at all."

"If you choose to keep a poisonous snake in captivity, you should be prepared to be bitten to death."

"What's more..." Lu Ran smiled softly, and the emotion in his eyes became more and more sad.

"I'm afraid from the beginning to the end, your favorite is yourself, right?"

"You go."

Luo Qingyuan turned her face away, took a deep breath, controlled her desire to get angry with Lu Ran and spoke in a cold voice.

Being able to bear Lu Ran's cynicism for nearly half an hour here is Luo Qingyuan's limit. At this moment, her heart is infinitely chaotic, and her emotions are indescribably turbulent and complicated like a cup of bitter water.

Especially the throbbing pain in the heart.

Luo Qingyuan really couldn't spare any time and mood to deal with Lu Ran.

Standing up, Lu Ran patted the slightly wrinkled pants and shirt due to sitting for a long time. Without looking at Luo Qingyuan, he turned around and prepared to leave. When he reached the door of the ward, he held the doorknob with his hand. The man There was a slight pause in footsteps.

"I expected it a long time ago."

"One day you will deeply regret what you did to Yan Chang'an back then."

"And, feel guilty for the rest of your life."

Curving the corners of his lips, Lu Ran took a deep breath, concealed all the emotions in his heart, didn't even look at Luo Qingyuan, and didn't even want to listen to her answer, so he turned the doorknob, turned and left.

There was a click——

When the door of the ward was closed by Lu Ran from the outside, and only Luo Qingyuan was left in the room, all the woman's previous disguises in front of Lu Ran seemed to have been completely torn apart, and she leaned on her in a daze. On the bed, his eyes are bleak.

Yan Shao wanted to kill her.

A long time ago.

Her most beloved son, the most proud son, is already planning to push her into hell.

Luo Qingyuan raised her hand in a daze to caress the pinch marks on her neck.

Hahahaha.

Hahahahaha.

Hahahahahaha.

I don't know how long Luo Qingyuan sat there, but in the end, the woman seemed to be crazy, lying on the bed and laughing heartbreakingly, laughing until she almost shed tears.

Panting violently.

The resentful and terrifying look of Yan Shao choking her neck kept appearing in her mind.

And Yan Changan looked at her and said calmly, Mom, take care of yourself in the future.

The pictures were intertwined, almost tormenting Luo Qingyuan to the point of insanity.

She vaguely recalled that she had never smiled at Yan Chang'an in all these years.

Never gave him a birthday, never even regarded him as his own child.

And Yan Shao?

After her husband died, she gave almost all her affection to the first child she and her husband had conceived.

why.

why.

why? !

Crying bitterly, Luo Qingyuan pressed her hands on her chest, and the dull pain in that spot almost made her twitch involuntarily.

Fall asleep.

I don't know how long has passed.

When Luo Qingyuan woke up again, it was already pitch black outside the window.

His eyes were empty, there was a faint pain in his throat, and there was a clear burning sensation in his abdomen, and his whole body was uncomfortable.

The ward was empty, so deserted that Luo Qingyuan couldn't help but feel the cold.

She struggled to sit up, change clothes and leave, but before she got out of bed, the door of the ward was pushed open from the outside.

——Lu Ran.

Seeing Lu Ran, Luo Qingyuan paused suddenly.

Luo Qingyuan couldn't tell what was in her heart, she didn't want to be seen by Lu Ran in such a state of embarrassment, Luo Qingyuan turned cold, paused, turned her head away and asked without looking at Lu Ran: "Why haven't you left yet? ?”

Throwing the lunch box in his hand on the cabinet next to the hospital bed, Lu Ran didn't mind Luo Qingyuan's attitude, and said lightly: "The doctor said that your throat is injured and you can only eat liquid food. I bought the porridge in the cafeteria on the first floor. Maybe It's not very tasty, I don't know if Mrs. Luo is used to eating it."

The corners of his lips curled up, showing a hint of sarcasm.

Lu Ran paused and said, "Of course, under the current situation, even if Mrs. Luo is not used to this kind of common people's food, I'm afraid she will have to endure it."

indeed.

Luo Qingyuan hasn't eaten for a long time.

At this moment, the hollowness and burning sensation in the stomach became more and more clear. As soon as Lu Ran finished speaking, the sound of a woman's stomach gurgling rang out in the ward.

A little surprised, Luo Qingyuan didn't know what to say for a while.

Obviously, Lu Ran didn't want to stay in the ward too much.

In other words, he didn't want to stay in the same space with Luo Qingyuan for too long.

After the porridge was delivered, it was not Lu Ran's problem whether to eat it or not.

Without looking at Luo Qingyuan again, she stood up and was about to leave.

The moment he walked to the door, Luo Qingyuan stopped him from behind.

The woman looked at Lu Ran's back with an uncontrollably complicated expression.

"Why haven't you left yet?"

Lu Ran's footsteps paused slightly, and after taking a deep breath, a deep and dark emotion appeared in his eyes. He turned his head, looked into Luo Qingyuan's eyes, and spoke every word.

"Do you think that if you hate someone, you should wish her to die?"

Nodding his head, Lu Ran raised his head and closed his eyes slightly.

When he opened it again, all the emotions in his eyes had been suppressed.

The man smiled slightly and let out a soft breath.

"Indeed, all my pain now, including Yan Changan's pain, is all caused. I wish you could die."

"But..." Lu Ran stared deeply at Luo Qingyuan, and then slowly opened his mouth after being silent for nearly three seconds.

"I don't want Yan Changan to be sad."

Shaking his head, Lu Ran looked at Luo Qingyuan almost ironically, "Things like blood relationship are really fucked to the extreme."

"Don't get me wrong that I'm kind to you."

"I will never forgive you in my life for what you have done to Yan Chang'an."

"Although I don't think you are qualified to be Yan Changan's mother, but... as his lover, it is my responsibility to take care of his nonsense mother."

Lu Ran shook his head, looked at Luo Qingyuan's eyes and opened his mouth slowly.

"In this world, not everyone, like you and Yan Shao, thinks that others owe you."

After all, Lu Ran pushed open the door of the ward and left without even looking at Luo Qingyuan.