When an actor meets a male god

Standing at the door of Luo Qingyuan's ward, looking at the lights inside, Lu Ran's back was straight, his eyes were dark and deep, and he couldn't see any emotion.

His expression was calm.

He didn't have the usual high-spirited look of raising his eyebrows and curling his lips, and he didn't show his teeth and claws when he was laughing and cursing, and he couldn't see the slightest bit of anger, anger, or any mood swings.

He hates Luo Qingyuan.

How much do you hate it?

Lu Ran's life seemed to be because it was not smooth and he had gone through too much anxiety and suffering. Most of the time, he was open-minded and optimistic about the many adversities or difficulties in his life.

Only Luo Qingyuan.

In the countless late nights without Yan Changan, Lu Ran tossed and turned, in pain and unable to sleep.

He hated Yan Chang'an, but also hated himself.

He gritted his teeth with hatred, swallowed his heart with hatred, wished to put all the curses on this woman, wished that she would die a good death, not a good end.

He even harbored the most vicious and shameful thoughts countless times, and imagined how Luo Qingyuan would end up in a miserable end countless times.

But ah.

In the end, Lu Ran still stopped when he left the hospital. He turned to the cafeteria on the first floor of the hospital, packed a piece of porridge and opened the door again to bring it in.

Don't you hate it?

Or is it forgiven?

not at all.

Lu Ran is not some hypocritical Madonna, or a white lotus that repays grievances with kindness.

But he is the person who loves Yan Chang'an the most in this world.

Blood relationship.

It's fucking, and it's ridiculous.

He wished that Luo Qingyuan would be directly strangled to death by Yan Shao, and wished that he would stab Luo Qingyuan to death with a knife without feeling the slightest relief.

But she is Yan Changan's mother.

This kind of feeling almost made people feel the extreme nonsense, but it happened to be extremely helpless.

Exhaled heavily, hiding all the emotions in his heart, Lu Ran smiled softly, not knowing what was in his heart, the veins on his forehead twitched, turned and left the hospital without looking back.

But Luo Qingyuan in the ward looked at the white porridge on the bedside table, raised her hand and wished she could pick up the bowl of porridge and throw it out of the window, but the moment she raised her hand, her movements froze in the air.

She knew what Lu Ran meant.

Buying this bowl of porridge for her was just for Yan Changan's sake.

It is charity, not forgiveness.

The burning feeling in her stomach became more and more intense, and the tearing pain made the woman bow down involuntarily, her expression distorted.

The porridge was still steaming.

Luo Qingyuan slowly stretched out her hand and took the lunch box in her hand.

The heat is transmitted to every corner of the body through the palm.

Hot to the touch.

Every time Luo Qingyuan sat on the bed in a daze, her eyes gradually turned red, her chest hurt so badly that she couldn't even straighten her waist.

When did she fall to the point of relying on Lu Ran's charity?

When was she so embarrassed that she couldn't even refute it with a word when she was ridiculed by Lu Ran?

The next two days.

Lu Ran never appeared again, but every time it was time to eat, a special person would deliver packaged food suitable for Luo Qingyuan.

The woman stayed in the hospital originally because of her throat injury, and after Lu Ran, no one else came to see her. Luo Qingyuan hadn't said a word for nearly two days.

Until the police who investigated Yan Shao's drug trafficking in prison arrived.

Luo Qingyuan just spoke for the first time.

It seemed that it was because he hadn't spoken for too long.

Luo Qingyuan's voice was hoarse and rough, as if it had been polished by hard sandpaper, and it was hard to hear the frown that made people unable to help.

She looked at the policeman in front of her, her eyes were bloodshot, as if she was holding on to something, she said word by word: "I want to see Yan Shao."

"This……"

The two policemen looked at each other, both couldn't help being a little embarrassed.

Luo Qingyuan seemed to have not seen it at all, and repeated it again.

"I want to see Yan Shao."

After a brief discussion and weighing, the police finally nodded, but it was impossible to give Luo Qingyuan a separate room for her to meet Yan Shao as before.

This time, they must be under the supervision of the police before they can meet each other.

Luo Qingyuan had no objection to this request, or in other words, the woman's eyes were like a pool of stagnant water, foggy and unable to see fluctuations.

Just two days.

Yan Shao seemed to have been sucked out of his blood, and he was skinny and frighteningly thin.

It was originally a handsome and straight face, but at this moment, through the bars, the cheekbones are high, the eyes are cloudy and yellow, and there are a few bloodstains on the face from being scratched, it looks like a vampire horror twist.

Seeing Luo Qingyuan walking in, Yan Shao's eyes lit up suddenly, and he quickly stood up and grabbed the railing above the iron window.

"Mum, Mom, you came to save me, didn't you? Did you come to save me?"

Yan Shao scratched his neck vigorously, feeling unbearably anxious.

"Mom, I'm so uncomfortable, I'm so uncomfortable."

Luo Qingyuan didn't speak.

Not even close.

Standing seven or eight steps away from Yan Shao, he looked at his son from a distance.

Yan Shao is undergoing compulsory drug rehabilitation.

He will stay here until the verdict comes down.

"Mom, why don't you talk?" Yan Shao squeezed out a smiling face, wanting to please Luo Qingyuan like every time before, and said almost flatteringly: "Are you still blaming me? Mom, Mom, I didn't mean it Yeah, I'm losing my mind, I didn't mean to..."

"You get me out! As long as you get me out, mom, I can do anything, I don't want to stay here, please get me out!"

While Yan Shao was talking, it seemed like he was addicted to drugs again, he couldn't help but twitched, and stretched out his hand to Luo Qingyuan, "Mom, help me out..."

Taking a deep breath, Luo Qingyuan's heart was filled with emotions. Looking at Yan Shao's appearance, no matter how disappointed and sad, the one in front of her was still her own son whom she had loved for nearly 30 years. The woman couldn't help but take a few steps forward, Wanting to reach out and grab his hand.

"mom……"

"I beg you…"

"Do you have the heart to watch me suffer here? Do you have the heart?"

Yan Shao took a few breaths violently, stared closely at Luo Qingyuan's eyes, felt that her heart was softening, and her attitude seemed to have loosened a little, Yan Shao's face brightened, and he sped up his speech and said: " Mom, you sold the shares of the Yan family, you sold the property of the Yan family, you rescue me, rescue me!"

As soon as these words were said, Luo Qingyuan looked at the son she almost didn't know in front of her with almost difficulty, and slowly shook her head.

Luo Qingyuan took a deep breath, every word she said seemed to be cutting her own tongue.

"Ah Shao...you let mom down so much..."

At this moment, her heart was already icy cold.

Before coming, she even imagined that if Yan Shao could sincerely repent and apologize to her, she might be able to forgive him.

But up to now, Yan Shao is still doing everything possible to beg her to sell the Yan family's foundation.

At this moment, Luo Qingyuan was in a trance seeing Yan Shao who was almost out of human form and looked like a wild beast. Yan Chang'an was still calm and calm even though he was kneeling in front of her, never showing a trace of cowardice.

Why was she in the first place.

Why do you hate Yan Changan so much?

Why was she in the first place.

Do you think that Yan Shao is thousands of times better than Yan Changan?

Looking at Yan Shao in front of her, Luo Qingyuan took a deep breath, almost unable to stand still due to the dull pain in her heart.

"Ah Shao, you should detox well, mom..."

Before he finished speaking, Yan Shao stared at Luo Qingyuan with a ferocious expression again.

"Mom, don't you want to save me?"

"Don't you want to save me?"

"why?"

"You would rather watch me suffer here than save me?"

"I told you that I didn't mean to pinch you! Mom, I'm your own son, how can you be so vicious?" Yan Shao raised his hand and scratched two bloodstains on his face, which was obviously drug addiction An attack occurred, and Yan Shao felt like bugs were crawling all over his body, his eyes were bloodshot, and the veins on his temples were protruding fiercely.

As if he was going all out, Yan Shao laughed ferociously twice, his eyes suddenly turned cold.

"Mom, you have to save me."

"All my money was given to me by you, and all the money I made from drug trafficking in prison was transferred to the card that was opened in your name."

"Mom, you can't help me. You can't help me."

In order to avoid the police, Yan Shao lowered his voice and spoke.

Luo Qingyuan stood very close to him, even though Yan Shao's voice was very low, it was clearly heard in her ears.

The woman staggered two steps, almost unable to stand still.

Before she came, she had fantasized about countless possibilities.

Yan Shaofan suddenly came to his senses and took a good detoxification of drugs.

Or Yan Shao begged her to forgive, vowing never to do the same wrong thing again.

All the scenarios that Luo Qingyuan imagined in her mind collapsed at this moment.

She never imagined it.

Not only did Yan Shao not have the slightest idea that he had done something wrong, on the contrary, at the last moment, he wanted to hold her tightly and fall into hell together.

Shake your head slowly.

Looking in disbelief at the son with distorted facial features behind the bars, Luo Qingyuan seemed to have aged in an instant, and whispered almost in despair.

"Lu Ran is right."

"I really... I really did raise a poisonous snake, I raised a poisonous snake!"

"Lu Ran"

Luo Qingyuan's words reached Yan Shao's ears, and he seemed to be irritated instantly, staring at Luo Qingyuan, "I see, you didn't save me, is it because you think I can't compare to Yan Chang'an? Is it because you turned to Lu Ran?"

"Okay."

"Mom, no wonder you went against my will to save Lu Ran's lowly mother!"

Yan Shao's eyes were blood red, and his canthus was about to burst.

"Even if I die, I still have to pull a back!"

Apparently the drug addiction broke out, Yan Shao became more and more irritable and anxious, and even smashed his head on the iron window at the end, and his speech became more and more incoherent, begging one second, and becoming vicious the next Curse, almost as terrifying as crazy.

Yan Shao's loss of control quickly attracted the attention of the police, and the two quickly stepped forward to hold Yan Shao down, and forcibly ended the meeting ahead of time.

As for Luo Qingyuan, as if she hadn't seen it at all, she stood there until she was the only one left in the room, and she could even hear her breathing quietly.

Yan Shao said Mom, why are you so vicious?Why are you so vicious?

Yan Changan said Mom, take care of yourself from now on.

Lu Ran said how does it feel to be bitten by a poisonous snake?

Yan Shao said Mom, why didn't you save me?Why are you so vicious?

Yan Chang'an said, Mom, I don't blame you, but I don't want to love you any more.

Lu Ran said that I would watch you feel guilty for the rest of my life.

Yan Shao said that even if I were to die, I would have to hold a back!

Yan Shao's voice, Yan Chang'an's voice, Lu Ran's voice, their faces appeared in front of Luo Qingyuan, and their voices surrounded the woman's ears like a spell.

In the end, Luo Qingyuan almost forgot how she got back to Yan's house.

Empty, big and scary.

All the servants were respectful when they saw Luo Qingyuan came back, but none of them dared to say a word, lowered their heads and quickly ran away to do their own business.

When Luo Qingyuan regained consciousness, she was already sitting in Yan Shao's room.

For more than a year, whenever Luo Qingyuan felt that Yan's house was too empty and unpopular, she would come into Yan Shao's room.

But until now.

Sit in a familiar position.

However, Luo Qingyuan felt the bone-chilling cold from inside to outside.

Reluctantly supporting the table to stand up, the high-heeled shoes stepped on the floor, making a crisp sound, every sound, like stepping on a person's heart.

The moment the door was closed, Luo Qingyuan almost couldn't stand still.

She kept a poisonous snake.

Raised a devil.

Holding the wall, Luo Qingyuan laughed softly.

In the end, the woman's eye sockets were red with tears, and she coughed heart-piercingly.

She didn't realize until today that what she had protected for so many years was a poisonous snake.

Viper.

She almost couldn't remember how the Yan family, which used to be so beautiful, got to where it is now step by step.

All night.

Luo Qingyuan maintained the same posture, never closing her eyes, nor did she feel sleepy at all.

Until the bright light in the morning, watching the sun rise from the east, the sunlight shines into the room through the floor-to-ceiling windows.

buzzing-

Lu Ran was still sleeping.

The mobile phone placed on the bedside table vibrated desperately. After touching the mobile phone, he didn't even see who was calling. After it was connected, he put it to his ear, Lu Ran still seemed a little unconscious.

But when he heard the first sentence from the microphone, Lu Ran opened his eyes suddenly, took a deep breath, and clenched the phone tightly, the veins on the back of his hand couldn't help but stand out.

Suppressing the turbulent emotions in his heart, almost gnashing his teeth, Lu Ran asked word by word: "Say it again, what did you just say?"

Over there, Luo Qingyuan's voice came through the microphone.

Lu Ran heard her clearly.

I was not the one who transplanted your mother's kidney back then.

It was a kidney source that I bought on the black market for 20 yuan.

His fists were clenched and creaked.

Lu Ran bent down and took a few breaths violently, resisting the urge to throw the phone hard, opened his mouth and took a few deep breaths, all the blood in his body rushed to his brain through the blood vessels.

So it's all a hoax?

from start to finish.

Yan Changan's sacrifice.

It's all a scam.

"Lu Ran."

Luo Qingyuan's voice came from the phone again.

"Say sorry to Yan Chang'an for me."

Luo Qingyuan paused, the silence seemed to have passed half a century.

"exactly."

"I am indeed...not worthy...to be his mother."

Hearing this, Lu Ran's mood calmed down.

"I suddenly feel very grateful to you."

Smiling lightly, Lu Ran took a deep breath, sat up straight, held the phone tightly, and spoke every word.

"I am very grateful that you let me know that you were not the one who donated a kidney to my mother."

"20."

Lu Ran raised his head slightly, closed his eyes, covering up the red bloodshot eyes and the throbbing pain in his heart.

"I will transfer 20 to you."

"From now on."

"Yan Chang'an will never owe you any more."

"I don't owe you any more either."

"and also."

"You don't need to say sorry to me. In this life, I will absolutely, absolutely, never forgive you."

"As for Yan Chang'an..."

Lu Ran smiled softly, his eyes filled with sadness and coldness, "You are indeed, never worthy of being a mother, yes to Yan Shao, and also to Yan Chang'an."

After finishing speaking, Lu Ran pressed the hang up button, and leaned back on the bed, the veins in his temples twitched, and he looked at the ceiling with emotions in his eyes, wanting to cry and laugh at the same time.

It was not Luo Qingyuan's kidney that was donated to Li Hongmei.

20 million.

black market.

These few words linger in my mind, deafening.

Lu Ran took a few deep breaths and stood up abruptly, dressed and changed shoes almost in a hurry, without even washing his face, and rushed out of the house like crazy.

"Where's Yan Changan?"

Lu Ran grabbed Chen Kairui's arm and stared closely at his eyes, which were red.

"I know that Yan Chang'an has contacted you before. Where's Yan Chang'an? Tell me where he is now, tell me where he is now!"

Startled by Lu Ran's sudden appearance, Chen Kairui couldn't react and took half a step back. He was shocked when he saw Lu Ran's expression before he could speak.

"You are... what's wrong with you?"

"Where's Yan Changan?"

Lu Ran forced himself to calm down, raised his hand to rub his face, took a deep breath, and looked at Chen Kairui again.

"That day at the university playground, he called you."

"Where is he, I want to see him."

"Lu Ran...you...what's the matter with you?" Chen Kairui hesitated for a moment, then took out the phone from his pocket and handed it to Lu Ran, almost before he could hold it firmly, Lu Ran snatched it.

When holding the mobile phone and looking at the string of unfamiliar numbers on it.

On the contrary, Lu Ran calmed down.

After a pause of nearly three seconds, his fingers trembling slightly, he pressed the call button.

long wait.

Lu Ran only felt that his heart was being pulled up at that moment, thumping.

He wanted to see Yan Chang'an.

He wanted to tell him that everything at the beginning was all a lie.

The kidney that was exchanged for Li Hongmei was not Luo Qingyuan's at all.

He wanted to tell him that he had returned the 20 to Luo Qingyuan, and they would not owe each other any more from now on.

He wanted to tell him that he wanted him back.

He wants him back.

Hearing the cold female voice in the microphone indicating the empty number, Lu Ran slowly squatted on the ground, holding the phone tightly, closing his eyes slightly, his throat was dry, and lowered his voice, softly, as if someone was listening on the other end of the phone like.

"Yan Changan."

"you come back…"

"I want you back..."