vaguely past

When I realized that maybe I was dead, I was in a trance for a long time.Note that I said trance, not unacceptable.If you want to ask me why my first reaction is to be in a trance instead of being unacceptable, then I can give you a very clear answer: If you have lived in a daze for ten years, you have suffered from the lack of freedom and the harsh treatment of prisoners during these ten years. Torture, you will not feel that death is such an unbearable thing.

But relatively speaking, I still find it very ironic, because I have exhausted ten years of freedom, and I was rescued when I was about to be released from prison in three days. What's more sad is that I haven't been rescued yet. The straight line above made my heart numb, but the doctor was still very dedicated and did not give up.

In fact, I think it's really a pity. Seeing the bruises on my body, I suddenly feel that I have suffered for nothing. It's better than being afraid of being beaten to death ten years ago, and it's better than being beaten by a group when freedom is within reach. Well done.

I have seen a science program before. It said that when a person is on the verge of death, he will feel very peaceful in his heart, and his brain will be like a projector, showing the people and things that appear in your life in a flash. Play it back quickly, and there will even appear someone you miss so much, who will take you out of this world.

I recalled that when I was on the verge of death, I really didn't recall too many things in my mind, because my life was too boring, and the sad thing is, the moment before my death, I was still thinking about Shen Qing Pei.But apart from Shen Qingpei, I really don't seem to have anyone else to worry about. In my short life, only Shen Qingpei was the only one who interacted with me a lot.I was born an orphan. I met Shen Qingpei when I was 15 years old. I fell in love with him for five years and was sent to prison by him for ten years.During this period, nothing dramatic happened. If there is anything that changed the trajectory of my life, then it must be the encounter with Shen Qingpei.

It is also very funny to say, no, it should be said to be ironic, a person like me, who is low in the dust, can meet Shen Qingpei who is holding a golden key and making a sound. The unattainable height is probably due to the family environment. He has a cold and arrogant personality, and is extremely intelligent. What is even more unique is that in addition to his family background and talent, he also has one more appearance than others.

As for me, he and I are two extremes, and my family background is naturally incomparable, or you can count on one finger in the city of Beijing who can compare with his family background. As for being smart, I have nothing to do with it. He received the most comprehensive and strict education since he was a child, and I didn't graduate from junior high school. In the end, my appearance was at best considered handsome, while his face was like a finely crafted work of art. There is no comparison at all. Thinking about it this way , I am indeed not good enough for him, probably he should have thought this way when he abandoned me.

I don't remember when I left the orphanage completely. To be honest, the mothers in the orphanage are probably dressed in sheep's wolf's clothing. , children including me, are often abused by those mothers, only when applying for funds and visiting activities will we be better for those of us who stay in the orphanage.

After I left the orphanage, I didn’t go to school very much. It seemed that I went out to seek a living before the end of junior high school, and our meeting was also a very dramatic scene: I later found out that he was broken in love that day. I traveled a long distance to drink in a small shop on the side of the road.Unfortunately, the place where he drank was the small shop where I worked. It was past one o'clock in the morning, and he still had no intention of leaving. At this time, only he and the young boys at the next table were left.

Seeing this, the boss picked up his coat and said to me as he put it on, "Keep an eye on it. I'm worried that your sister-in-law is taking care of the baby so late. I'll go back first. You should go home and rest as soon as they leave."

I nodded repeatedly, and said, "Okay, Brother Gu, you go back first, and slow down on the road."

When I saw Brother Gu's figure disappear, I leaned on the small dining table beside me a little drowsily, waiting for him to take the initiative to pay the bill and leave.His brand-name attire seemed incompatible with all these things. I suddenly found that he was really good-looking, but at this moment, his handsome face was clearly written with a bad mood, and I just watched him silently. Watching him drink wine cup by cup, as if all he drank was boiled water.

At first, I thought it was because I was waiting late, and the people at the two tables could get off work after paying the bill, but the boys at the next table chatted more and more happily, and even played yellow accents unscrupulously.

I was a little uneasy in my heart. I looked at the man who was drinking by himself, and sure enough, his stiff brows became more and more tightly wrinkled, until he couldn't bear it anymore and "slapped" the wine bottle to the ground, and yelled at the little boys : "Shut up! It's so noisy!"

Not to mention those boys, even I was a little stunned. Before I walked over, the boys over there had already reacted. No one with malicious intentions walked towards him with a wine bottle. Individuals carry stools.My heart tightened. These boys are all hooligans from the neighborhood. Although they don’t take the initiative to cause trouble, they often fight in groups. If they really fight outside, it’s fine. How did he explain to Brother Gu?

Thinking of this, he hurried over to stop the yellow-haired young man in the lead, and went over to smooth things over with a smile: "Brother, don't be impulsive, this person will easily get on top if he drinks too much, don't hurt your temper because of this, and besides, the boss is not here, don't make it difficult for me, a little boy." Waiter, come, come, you sit down first, I will bake a Roujiamo for each of you, and then treat you to drink?"

The leading young man often eats here, glanced at me, and said, "All right, I won't find trouble for you today..."

Before the words fell, the yellow-haired young man let out a painful wail. I watched him cover his bleeding forehead in a daze, and angrily picked up the wine bottle and yelled at the boys around him: "This kid wants to die, beat him!" ! Cut him hard!!”

My heart was cold, and before I could step forward to dissuade me, I was thrown aside by a force. The man's eyes were cold, his expression was stern, and he picked up the half-broken glass bottle in his hand without any timidity, and stabbed the leading young man on the forehead. .I was so nervous that I almost suffocated, lest the next day there would be a bloody news that made people famous because of a fight.

Fortunately, the yellow-haired young man narrowly escaped, but a long gash was cut on the cheek and half of the ear, and blood slowly spilled down. The boys behind the yellow-haired young man were a little timid, but this time This situation is not easy to persuade, so I can only bite the bullet.

I thought he might be beaten badly. After all, there were five or six people in the family, and he was alone, but unexpectedly, he was so agile, and within 10 minutes, all those people were knocked down by him. None are still conscious.But he returned to his seat and continued to drink as if nothing had happened. Even when he was going back, he impatiently kicked away a boy who was standing aside and blocking the way.I looked at the mess in front of me with some headaches. I wanted to call Brother Gu, but then I thought about it, his child was just one month old, and he was going back late. It must be inconvenient for him to call now, so I thought about it first. Call 120 to come over, in case these people do anything wrong in the store, that responsibility is not something that a mere waiter can bear.

Who knew that I had just pressed 120, and before I could dial it, he glanced at me indifferently, then stretched out his long arms, took the phone away from my hand involuntarily, and said unceremoniously: "I will call you later." Find someone to clean it up, stay away from me, and don't make any noise."

After I finished speaking, I made a phone call, and after hanging up, I asked me to throw those people outside. I also emphasized to throw them away, saying that someone would come to take them to the hospital later.

I don't know why, seeing his cold eyes, I didn't dare to disobey his words.Without saying a word, I dragged those unlucky people who had passed out one by one to a step not far away like dragging dead pigs, and then started to clean up the mess on the ground. After about two hours, The guy's eyes were obviously a little blurred, his dark eyes seemed to be soaked in sea water, and he looked very deceptive.

I saw him mutter something on his thin lips and then buried himself in a pile of messy wine bottles.

Things became much simpler later on, this guy was so drunk that he didn't even know his last name.I wanted to call his family, only to find out that the guy's phone was dead.

In the end, I had no choice but to take him back to my rental house. He vomited twice on the way, and after arriving home, I found that there was no trace of handsomeness in the whole person, and the whole person was a big homeless and abandoned wolf dog.Thinking about it this way, I felt that he was not so scary anymore, so I dragged him to the bathroom, rinsed him carefully, and then put him on my bed.After finishing everything, I looked at the watch and it was almost five o'clock, so I seized the time to wash myself indiscriminately, nestled in the sofa and fell asleep with my head covered.

Thinking about it now, if I hadn’t been so sympathetic and brought him home instead of calling the police to send him to the police station, then there might never have been any entanglement between us, and everything that happened afterwards would never have happened.What I didn't expect was that I didn't see him when I woke up the next morning with a swollen head. It seemed that what happened yesterday was just a dream. It was just a wad of RMB left on the table that made me realize This is not a dream.