vaguely past

I thought the matter would end here, but what I didn’t expect was that not long after, that person began to appear frequently in my world. At first, he just came to the restaurant to eat in silence. After a while, Brother Gu also figured out something was wrong. Now, I asked while I was serving the dishes in the back kitchen: "Is he looking for you? Is it your friend?"

I looked at Brother Gu with a wry smile, and asked back, "I've been here for a year, have you ever seen me have friends? Or such rich friends?"

Brother Gu was puzzled and stir-fried the plate of fish-flavored shredded pork with a spoon, and said to me: "Then you should be careful. If you have anything to say, you must tell me."

I smiled reassuringly and said, "Understood."

Holding the plate lightly in front of him, he looked at me with his chin in his hand and asked, "Your name is Ai Yu?"

I was taken aback, I don't know where he knew my name, he seemed to see my doubts, and said slowly: "Last time I saw your ID card at your house."

I nodded and asked, "What do you mean?"

"Would you like to come with me? I can change your life."

At that time, I was suddenly moved, not because he promised to change my life. Many people in this world are desperately living, and I don’t feel how pitiful I am, not to mention that his life is not mine at all. This kind of person can fit in.But at that moment, he looked at me seriously, and only my appearance was printed in his pupils. At that moment, a strong emotion surged in my heart. I wanted to follow him, no matter what was ahead of me. It could be anything, as long as I don't leave this world alone.

That day when I was brought home by him, I wondered anxiously all the way whether his family would reject me, but soon I realized that I was thinking too much.He didn't take me home, but took me to his house outside. I have never been close to this kind of high-end villa area, and I secretly wondered in my heart that he is a rich second generation?It wasn't until I settled everything in the house that I had time to think about it. After knowing that this was not his home, the nervousness had dissipated long ago, but I felt a little lost in my heart. As for why I felt this way, I didn't know at the time have no idea.

After he brought me, he dropped the key, bank card and a new mobile phone and left. Before he left, he told me that the house had been transferred to my name, and told me that I can do whatever I want. It will not interfere with my freedom, and if he comes here he will call me in advance.

The implication is that there are no other requirements except being on call.Even gave me a house and an unlimited bank card.He was interrupted by a phone call before he finished explaining. It seemed that the caller was very important. He comforted him softly and left in a hurry while changing his shoes. I felt a little embarrassed looking at the empty house.At that time, I didn't know why I was stunned, as if I was fascinated by him, so I spent five years in my secret unrequited love, and exhausted ten years of freedom.

Thinking of these 15 years, I can't help but feel extremely sad. It would be great if the time could start again. I want to live as I did 15 years ago, lonely, boring, and alone.Even if it's only for a month, if I can do it all over again...

Thinking of this, a sharp pain suddenly passed through my chest.I looked at myself on the operating table in pain, my face was as pale as a cold ghost crawling out of hell, and I vaguely saw that the doctor's efforts had paid off, and the heartbeat detector, which showed whether my life was alive, had returned. It started to work, and then my brain went dark, and I was dizzy and lost consciousness.

When I woke up again, it was still daytime outside. I didn’t know who opened the curtains, and my dazzling eyes shone straight into the ward. After I recovered, I realized that it was still a single ward. The digital watch I was wearing showed that two days had passed.I didn't have time to lament that it took me two days to wake up, because I felt that my throat and nasal cavity were about to burst into sparks. I was so dry that I wanted to get up and drink a glass of water, but I was so heavy that I didn't even have the strength to raise my hand.

Just when I had enough energy to ring the nurse's bell, a person opened the door and walked in. Almost at that second, I realized who it was.

Shen Qingpei sat on the stool next to me without saying a word, his two gazes seemed to pierce me, I know he hates me, but I don't care anymore, since he is willing to keep silent, I am also unwilling Take the initiative to touch this iceberg.Unwilling to show weakness in front of him, he secretly gritted his teeth and rang the nurse's bell. Just when my fingers were about to touch him, he grabbed my wrist with incredible strength. I saw how he did it a long time ago. A person's forearm was broken, I frowned in pain, not knowing what he wanted to do.

The big deal is to beat me up, but to my surprise, he didn't beat me up, but threw me off the hospital bed casually, I stared at him after resisting a burst of dizziness, and asked: "Why don't you just kill me, torture me like this, you'll be tired and I'll be tired too."

He had a cold face, as if he was trying to bear it, I don't know why, at this moment I really wanted to challenge his authority, so I sat down slowly and then said: "I'm dead, you can take revenge for Gu Aiyu. "

"Pa——" I was slapped hard on the face, and I held back the burning pain in the corner of my mouth and looked at him ironically. Sure enough, no matter how long it has been, the name Gu Aiyu will always be his taboo, he does not What I know is that this name is also a taboo for me all my life.Always remind me that he is better than me, nobler than me, better than me.Either way, I'll never be better than him.Whether in the eyes of others, or in his eyes.Gu Aiyu is too dazzling, but I am just a dull stone.

Suddenly I felt that this was very boring, but I couldn't find anything to say, so the original silence in the ward was restored.He took a deep look at me, and said as if he had other meanings: "Why do you want to die? Only if you live, is the greatest punishment for you. Let me tell you, Gu Aiyu woke up, after you were imprisoned The ninth year has woken up."

Hearing this, there were some uncontrollable fluctuations in his heart, and there was also a trace of inexplicable ridicule. It was not because he hated why he could wake up, but because he felt that sometimes, some people are destined to be favored by God, while others, It just happened to be doomed.

But it is impossible for Shen Qingpei to understand my thoughts, seeing my expression, he may feel that I am a little regretful, probably he will feel that with my vicious heart, he will regret that Gu Aiyu did not die in the accident.

But it doesn't matter what he thinks, I don't care what he thinks, the Ai Yu who cared about him before has disappeared, and now the remaining Ai Yu is just a walking dead who survived until he was rescued.

Probably feeling that my cold expression had irritated him, he yelled out the door, and immediately two bodyguards pushed the door in, standing aside respectfully waiting for orders.Until this time, my heart was a little flustered. I didn't know what he wanted to do, but from the bottom of my heart, I really didn't want to have any interaction with him.

Sure enough, he pointed at me and said to his subordinates: "Pack up his things and send them back to Huaxia Jinyu's villa immediately."

The two of them started to execute it neatly, and in less than 10 minutes, I was packed and stuffed into Shen Qingpei's co-pilot.I couldn't help but feel a little helpless in my heart. When did such a proud man like him take care of other people's feelings? Even though I was still in the rescue two days ago, today he insisted on disregarding my life and taking me to the place he wanted to deal with without human rights. .

I didn't resist, and I didn't have the strength to resist. In fact, I was a little dazed when I was dragged to the car. Although I didn't fall asleep, my spirit was quite bad. I barely raised my spirits to support me along the way.

It’s been ten years, and I’ve been so familiar with this road that I can’t be more familiar with it. Ten years ago, I walked this road for five years. During those five years, I fell in love with Shen Qingpei crazily, as if everything in the world had nothing to do with me. , the center of everything in my world is him, and only him.For some reason, I suddenly thought of his indifferent face when he sent me to the prison, and suddenly felt that it was a bit ridiculous that I was still thinking about it.

After parking the car in the garage, he saw me sickly, and frowned impatiently. He thought he would leave me here, or let his men take me upstairs, but now I He was really a little unpredictable, he walked around to me, and dragged me onto his back without saying a word.

I was a little surprised, but I still didn't make a sound, but he said coldly when he put his hands around me from behind: "I'm so thin, I feel so uncomfortable. Also, if you dare to say that you will die in the future, see I won't beat you to death!"

I was a little upset at once, what does it matter to him whether he dies or not?Besides, I am not a person who is prone to obesity. No matter how much I eat, I still look like a weak chicken with malnutrition. In addition, I have been tortured in prison. How can I feel better?Thinking that it was this man who sent me to the prison with his own hands, and told the people in the prison to take good care of me, my heart suddenly fell into an ice cave.

As before, he stopped talking to me after putting me in my old room.I thought he would let me fend for myself here, but then I found out that I was thinking too much. Not only did he not let me fend for myself, he even invited a family doctor and a nutritionist. I recover as soon as possible, and then treat me well.

I never thought about leaving here. First of all, it is impossible for him to let me leave. There must be two loyal men guarding him outside, and no matter where I go, he has the ability to find me, and then make me regret it I want to escape, besides, I have been in prison for ten years, and I have no character at all, and I don’t know where to go when I leave here, and there is no money or material to ease me through this hardship period.

Anyway, it is Shen Qingpei who doesn't like me, if I can make him unhappy here, then fortunately I will put aside all my troubles and live here with peace of mind, anyway, he is the one who is looking for unhappy.